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Hearing this, Owen felt that the blood in his body began to boil instantly, and stared blankly at Ruan Miaomiao's purple-like eyes.

Perhaps he never thought that the words he said at that time would come out of Ruan Miaomiao's mouth again, with the same tone, the same expression, and even the same enthusiasm and desire.

Yes, as much as these words stimulated Ruan Miaomiao at that time, then how much they stimulated Owen now.

The hesitation and confusion that lingered outside the door at first seemed to flow out of Owen's body like bleached dye in an instant, and it was even more likely that he had already abandoned it when he decided to step into this door. What kind of physical and spiritual comfort , Self-deprecating and self-defeating, compared with this person in front of him, it seems to be a huge irony.

What he wanted was always nothing more than this, and he struggled repeatedly, but in the end he couldn't match Ruan Miaomiao's words that he wanted himself.

If Ruan Miaomiao is really Owen's poison, no matter whether it is ecstasy or bone erosion, he can't quit it, and he doesn't want to quit...

Just because not everyone can be invulnerable to all poisons in love, more often than not, we have no other way but to fight poison with poison.

Owen pulled Ruan Miaomiao's head and covered Ruan Miaomiao's lips with force. In the chaotic entanglement, Ruan Miaomiao held Owen's face tightly and asked for it urgently.

If the kissing skills are obviously not as good as anyone who has had a relationship with Owen, but looking at the picture in front of him, Owen's heart can't help beating more and more chaotically, even if there is unbearable pain, it seems that it can make him Go crazy.

When he saw this young physique clearly, Owen couldn't help being a little surprised. It was obvious that there had been some changes from what he remembered. The lines of muscle flow were clearer and firmer than those of a few months ago. Khan's body exudes a strong masculine scent, and Owen feels that Ruan Miaomiao is stronger than himself.

Ruan Miaomiao hugged Owen's shoulders vigorously, couldn't help sighing, and murmured.

"You've lost a lot of weight..."

Owen couldn't see Ruan Miaomiao's expression at the moment, but he heard the tone of voice was warm and sour.

I have been here for a few months, although it is not a long time, but there is a lack of supplies here, food, clothing, housing and transportation are far less convenient and nourishing than before. From time to time, I will use good stationery and eat a good meal for the children here. And running back and forth in the county town, day after day, Owen did lose weight several times. If it weren't for the clothes he brought with him and a bit of the foreign style of a big city, once he changed into the same clothes as the teachers here, it would be true. Like a native countryman.

Being said this way, Owen felt a little uncomfortable, and he didn't dare to hug Ruan Miaomiao back. He couldn't help but feel a little bit in his heart. Owen didn't know what mood he was in for a moment, he seemed a little sad, but more of it was a feeling that he had never felt before. Had low self-esteem.

The number of times between him and Ruan Miaomiao is too much for one hand, and each time is too long, and Owen has no experience at all. If it wasn't for the fact that he was more active in the past and let go, it hurt for a while at first. It will be fine in the future, but for some reason today, Owen's whole body is so stiff that he even finds it difficult to breathe, and the more anxious his heart is, the more uncooperative his body becomes.

"I miss you so much……"

Ruan Miaomiao murmured vaguely in his ears. It was not the first time Owen heard such words. He didn't even want to think about who the words were referring to. His eyes slightly moistened, and he could only write it down in his heart. These seemingly simple and cruel words silently draw a symbol of their own.

Actually, I miss you too.I really miss you, Miaomiao...

Compromise with this person seems to have become a terrible habit.

Owen couldn't remember when this night ended, but he vaguely remembered that Ruan Miaomiao carried him to the bed at the end, just like the first time they met, clinging to Owen like a child, hugging him to sleep .

On the second day, before dawn, Owen woke up, while Ruan Miaomiao was still in a deep sleep, Owen carefully withdrew from his arms, looking thoughtfully at the beautiful sleeping face, Owen struggled and hesitated , still bowed his head and leaned forward to kiss Ruan Miaomiao's lips, got out of bed and put on his clothes, then hurried down the mountain dragging his sore body.

Owen knows that this small mountain village usually has simple food and light food, and there is nothing delicious. Young people like Ruan Miaomiao can’t live without meat. Besides, Owen’s impression of Ruan Miaomiao’s food intake is not small. Well, Owen came to Xiaojia's aunt's house early in the morning and bought several catties of pork to carry up the mountain, but he was so tired that he almost died. This is for Ruan Miaomiao, and it can also improve the children meals.

After handing over the pork to the aunt in the kitchen, Owen hastily fetched water with two aluminum buckets. The school has no water pipes, and domestic water is usually drawn from an old well a few miles away from the school.

All in all, I was still worried that Ruan Miaomiao would find it inconvenient to live here, and Owen did this only in the hope that he could stay for a few more days.

Some people may think that Owen is too cheap and humble, but Owen himself does not think so. Loving someone is not an easy task. Love and dignity have always been opposed to each other. Sometimes in front of love, you I have to let go of my dignity and pride, but Owen's doing so is definitely not lacking in dignity, he is just willing to break and sacrifice those inherent principles for one person.

After Ruan Miaomiao woke up, as soon as she walked out of the house, she saw Owen's toiletries on the sink, even the toothpaste was squeezed out, and Owen was washing his hands pretending to be focused. He smiled, as if nothing had happened, no matter how you look at it, he is so damn stupid.

Ruan Miaomiao took a deep look at him, frowned expressionlessly, hesitated for a while, and then pointed to the things on the sink and said calmly, "What do you mean?"

"This... this... I..."

Owen was stunned suddenly, and when he turned around, he saw Ruan Miaomiao's slightly displeased face, and opened his mouth in a panic, not knowing how to speak for a while.

"You don't have to do this, I'm not your son." Ruan Miaomiao sighed, staring at Owen sternly.

"No... I haven't thought about it that way..." Owen explained hurriedly, "I... I, my, that... I want to use it myself."

Not daring to delay for a moment, Owen quickly picked up his toothbrush, squeezed toothpaste, stuffed it into his mouth, and started to brush his teeth for the second time today with a bit of a laughing mood.