dizziness

Because Owen continued to have a low-grade fever, the two went to the hospital for an examination after they came out of the CDC, only to learn that the cause of the low-grade fever came from the wound on Owen’s hand. After being cut by a picture frame that day, Owen just did it himself. After simple disinfection and bandaging, it looked healed on the surface, but the internal inflammation was caused by residual sawdust, which led to a low-grade fever.

After finishing the treatment in the hospital and taking out the medicine, both of them were very hungry. Although Ruan Miaomiao had cooked for the past few days, they didn't know how to eat at all. A good restaurant, sat in a small noodle shop and even ate several bowls, the people around and the noodle shop owner were dumbfounded, wondering if the two of them had just been released from prison, it was just ordinary beef noodles, It can actually taste so delicious.

After eating two or three bowls, Owen felt as if he had finally regained his sense of being a human being. Ruan Miaomiao on the opposite side was still devouring his head, and there were already four empty bowls piled up next to him. Only then did Owen realize that this kid looked thin and thin. It's really not ordinary edible,

Thinking about this period of time, Ruan Miaomiao should have been under more pressure than him, but he still took care of himself and comforted himself every day. Owen looked at Ruan Miaomiao's childish eating, his eyes were full of soft light, and he caught all the beef in his bowl in his bowl.

When Ruan Miaomiao saw it, she didn't say much, she just raised her head and smiled at Owen, then continued to eat with her head down.

In Owen's impression, he has rarely seen Ruan Miaomiao smile like this. Maybe some people in the world have smiles like this, which will make you feel that everything is worth doing for such a smile.

Owen knew that this feeling was bad, even a little bad.

After the two returned home, Ruan Miaomiao began to pack up her things and stayed here for three or four days. Now that both of them are safe and sound, it's time to go back.

Owen quietly watched his slow movements, wanted to say something, but didn't know what to say, the initial ecstasy returned to calm, Owen suddenly felt extremely embarrassed, he was the most embarrassed and vulnerable, even crying Ruan Miaomiao saw his appearance, which made Owen almost ashamed to look up in front of Ruan Miaomiao.

It made him even think about how to get along with Ruan Miaomiao when he saw Ruan Miaomiao again in the future.

For this child, Owen knew that he was no longer as simple as he just wanted to get his body.

Owen admitted that after experiencing this false alarm, his mood has changed, but the most troublesome thing is that Ruan Miaomiao's mood may not necessarily have the same change as him.

"Mr. Ou, then I'll go back first, and you should also have a good sleep."

Owen came back to his senses, nodded in a daze, saw Ruan Miaomiao walking towards the door with his schoolbag on his back, and hurriedly followed.

"Miaomiao," Owen held his hand, Ruan Miaomiao looked back with doubts, Owen had never been so uncomfortable, and struggled for a while before saying, "That... thank you."

He really didn't dare to imagine what he would look like without Ruan Miaomiao by his side these days, he didn't dare to go to the hospital, he didn't dare to have an examination, and in the end it wasn't some illusory illness that tortured him to death. But from their own timidity and fear.

For so many years, Owen has always played the role of being confident and strong, caring for others, and has never shown a trace of vulnerability in front of anyone. He has even gotten used to no matter how painful the situation he faces, no matter how much he wants to help, he can only save himself. Ruan Miaomiao was the first person to save him when he was most helpless. Only then did Owen really feel that it was so good to have someone to rely on.

At this moment, Owen was so reluctant to leave Ruan Miaomiao.

"Well, as long as everyone is fine," Ruan Miaomiao nodded, and gently took Owen's hand away, "You'd better have a good rest, remember to take medicine when you wake up."

"Miaomiao!"

Just as Ruan Miaomiao turned around and took two steps, he was stopped by Owen again, looked back at him again, and found that Owen was staring at him hesitantly, a little puzzled: "What's wrong?"

"No, it's nothing, I just want to ask," Owen kept wandering his eyes, "That day...why did you do that..."

"Huh?" Ruan Miaomiao obviously didn't understand what Owen was saying, and blinked at him suspiciously.

Owen gritted his teeth, frowned slightly, took a breath quietly and said, "You...why did you kiss me that day?"

"..." Ruan Miaomiao's complexion also changed slightly, and she pursed her lips tightly and remained silent.

"Why do you want to do that? Are you really not afraid? If I'm the only one who gets infected...you do that...although I know that kissing is not necessarily contagious...but..." Owen said a little coherently He said, but it seemed that he couldn't explain clearly, so he finally had to give up and sighed, "Forget it, if I didn't say anything, you can go back and rest."

"I... just want you to calm down."

Ruan Miaomiao's voice was very low, Owen looked at him again when he heard the words, and smiled helplessly: "Calm down? There are many ways to calm me down, you can knock me out or wake me up, pour cold water on me, whatever... ...Why did you kiss me? That disease is a fatal disease..."

"I said, if you get infected, I can't escape, right?"

No, nothing, Owen felt that he was in a mess, he understood everything Ruan Miaomiao said, but that wasn't what he wanted to ask, and that wasn't what he wanted.

Almost a little excited, he yelled at Ruan Miaomiao: "So because of this, you don't think it's okay to kiss me?! Don't you think that if you are really not infected?! All of this is caused by me , you should scold me and blame me! Instead of kissing me! Do you understand?!"

"..."

"Do you know what I think? Do you want to know what I think?!" Owen became more and more uncontrollable, walking back and forth anxiously. He didn't know why he was so angry when he saw Ruan Miaomiao silent, "I You'll feel like you don't care at all! Don't care that I'm sick, don't care that I'll be infected! You're even fucking willing to die with me!"

"Isn't that so?!" Ruan Miaomiao couldn't help but shouted loudly, "It wasn't all your fault that night! If you were going to be infected, you would have been infected at that time! Is it useful to scold you?! In the end we Aren’t we going to die together! I can only blame myself! I blame myself for not being able to control myself that night!”

"Then why the hell didn't you control it!"

"..."

"After doing it once, you should be sober! Why continue! If there were no subsequent times, there wouldn't be so many bad things! I won't worry about you being infected! You won't kiss me, let alone keep watch I comfort me! Why on earth! Tell me!"

Owen yelled and kicked the chair next to him, and took a few puffs of his cigarette irritably. He felt that he was trying to make excuses, maybe he was crazy, but he couldn't wait any longer, he couldn't wait any longer.

"I... don't know..." Ruan Miaomiao lowered her head, hesitated for a moment, then raised her head to look at Owen with an ugly face, her voice was surprisingly calm, "What about you? Why did you force me? Why did you compromise in the end? I do?"

Owen was dumbfounded. He didn't expect that when he threw a bomb at Ruan Miaomiao, he was also blown to pieces.

He wanted Ruan Miaomiao's answer, but he never thought about his answer that night.

Yes, he resisted and refused, but everything seemed so powerless, even when he saw Ruan Miaomiao's gentle gaze, he surrendered unconditionally.

Owen stared sharply at Ruan Miaomiao. He felt his heart beating so fast that it almost jumped out of his chest, exposed to the eyes of the public, and let the whole world know that he was beating for this young man.

"Okay, you want to know, right! I'll tell you now!"

Gritting his teeth, Owen threw away the cigarette in his hand, rushed to Ruan Miaomiao, pressed his head down, and covered Ruan Miaomiao's lips frantically.

The strong smell of tobacco spread in each other's mouths, with a little bit of bitterness. Owen fiercely asked for it. Before Ruan Miaomiao could react or avoid it, Owen let him go.

"Understood?! I want you! I want to be fucked by you! I can only be fucked by you alone! Are you fucking satisfied!"

Ruan Miaomiao looked at him with trembling pupils, Owen gasped for a few times, took a breath, stared at Ruan Miaomiao tightly and said: "I want you, whether it's that night or now..."

As soon as Owen's words fell, Ruan Miaomiao's breathing suddenly became unstable. The next second, he pulled Owen into his arms, lowered his head and bit his lips hard.

Owen knew that the answer he wanted was nothing more than that.