Dressing Biography

I smiled bitterly, let out a big breath, and held my last energy to Zigui: "Today I am talking nonsense, don't listen to it, let alone say it."

Seeing that I was a little more awake, Zigui nodded: "Yes. Don't worry."

I turned and left, feeling that my chest was empty, and when I lowered my head, I realized that the place called my heart was empty.I lost my heart and threw it into the hands of a man named Liang Shiqin.I clutched my chest, hoping she would not accept it or discard it, that was my only sincerity.

I went back to the room in a trance, fell on the bed and fell asleep in the dark. I dreamed a lot. There was Liang Shiqin when I was a child, and I ran after Liang Shiqin.There is a scene where Liang Shiqin is playing the guzheng, and I hold the guzheng for Liang Shiqin.There is also the scene of Liang Shiqin growing up and us holding hands. . .I fell down heavily from these complicated memories, and when I looked up, I saw a white moon hanging in the sky, and the moon was full of Liang Shiqin.After a while, these scenes disappeared, and a peach blossom bloomed on the moon.I took a leap and found that I could go to the sky and enter the earth, and became supernaturally powerful.Then I picked the peach blossom on the moon, and before it was warmed up in the palm of my hand, it was chased by the dark celestial soldiers and generals.I turned around and threw myself into the underworld, the hot oil was bubbling, blood dripped from the mountain of knives, and there was an endless tearing sound. I hid the peach blossom in my heart, escaped the pursuers, and came to a desolate place. Next, a towering peach tree grew out.Sitting on a branch, I can easily pick a peach blossom and chew it slowly in my mouth.It's a pity that the good times didn't last long, and before I finished eating the peach blossoms in my hand, a fairy in crescent moon floated down, holding the flowers and smiling, and the whole peach tree turned into that peach blossom again in his hands.I fell heavily on the ground, watched the fairy take the peach blossom away, stretched out my hand to grab it, and didn't even touch a corner of my clothes, the fairy turned around and smiled at me.I woke up frightened by his appearance, sweating profusely and panting.As night fell, Ruixue took care of me.

"What's wrong with you changing clothes?" Ruixue put the handkerchief in the water, washed it again, pulled it dry, and put it on my forehead, "As soon as I came back, I saw you lying on the bed, sweating non-stop. Could it be late autumn, you wear less clothes and caught a cold. Would you like me to invite Dr. Xu to come over?"

I still had the impression that the fairy was Nangong Yue in my mind, I couldn't turn my mind for a while, and shook my head in a daze.

Ruixue touched my cheek again: "It's much better than just now. You are too, you were found by the cold wind, don't run outside. How can you serve the master when you are not in good health."

"Where is the peach blossom?" I was deeply in a dream, unable to tell the truth from reality, I felt that if I searched, I could still find that flower and hide it in my heart.

Ruixue laughed and said, "Could it be that my brain is burnt out, now it's late autumn, there are no peach blossoms. Peach blossoms only bloom in spring."

I slowly came back to my senses, only to feel wet palms: "Oh. Where's Miss Seven?" It was Liang Shiqin who was full of concern.

"Miss Seven is in the limelight today, and everyone applauds for her pipa." Ruixue turned the veil over, "Miss Seven is really good, what can she learn, what can she do. Everyone who has heard said that Miss Seven is amazing. Did you listen to changing clothes?"

I nodded indiscriminately, and just remembered the situation when Liang Shiqin played the pipa in the small pavilion in the middle of the lake.Seeing the lights burning in the house and the darkness outside, I couldn't help feeling sad: "What time is it now?"

"Haishi." Ruixue took off the handkerchief and put it in the basin, and walked out with the basin in hand.

It turned out to be so late.Liang Shiqin should be sleeping by now.I was woken up with a good energy, and I sat up and thanked Ruixue who came into the room: "Thank you for your hard work."

Ruixue flicked off the sleeves she rolled up: "What are you talking about? We are sick, and you and Dong'er help take care of it. Although we had conflicts before, it is better now." After speaking, Ruixue began Make the bed.

I threw off the quilt and got out of bed. Ruixue hurriedly asked, "Where are you going? It's better not to blow your body cold again."

"I'll go out for a walk, wake up, I won't blow it." After speaking, I took an extra coat and walked outside.Ruixue just looked at me and went about her own business.Stepping out the door, I saw many stars hanging tonight.

The cold wind in late autumn was blowing, and I walked slowly and aimlessly step by step.All kinds of plants during the day turned into black shadows at night, and the timid ones dare not scurry around.And my mood is too bad, I have to let the cold wind pour in to cleanse the messy mood.I can't hold those dark shadows in my heart, so I am not afraid to see them in my eyes.

Walking to the small pavilion in the middle of the lake, it seems that the melodious pipa music of Liang Shiqin is still echoing in the clear light, causing ripples on the lake surface.I walked to the small pavilion in the middle of the lake and sat where Nangong Yue sat in the afternoon. I don't know what Liang Shiqin looks like from his perspective.As for Liang Shiqin, what kind of eyes did she use to look at her?I lowered my head, and the autumn wind rattled the curtains.

Walking out of the small pavilion in the middle of the lake, I aimlessly ended up in Liang Shiqin's courtyard.At this moment, the courtyard door was tightly closed, and there was no light in the courtyard.I touched the door knob, this door was opened by me for Liang Shiqin.I still remember how happy she was when she saw the scene in the courtyard for the first time.I sat on the steps under the door, and from here I could still see the stars in the sky.I don't know if Liang Shiqin came out to sit and admire the stars tonight?Or if you are tired from playing the pipa, you should take a rest earlier.

I was like a lost child who finally found his way home only to find that the door was no longer open for me.I can only stand alone outside the house, praying that someone will open the door, reach out to me, and lead me into the house.I can clearly describe that hand.As soon as my eyes were blurred, I found myself crying.What are you crying for?It's not that Liang Shiqin is not by my side.Cry, one day, Liang Shiqin will not be by my side.And I am not qualified to go to her.I buried my head deeply, deeply repenting for the mistakes I made.My biggest mistake was that I fell in love with someone I couldn't like without authorization, and even more delusional to stay with her and join hands.After crying alone for a long time, I left Shi Shiran.When I looked back, I saw Liang Shiqin's small courtyard, located under the starry sky.

On the second day, as Ruixue said, my cold really got worse, and I fell on the bed and couldn't get up.Fortunately, Dong'er stepped forward and continued to be on duty.I rested on the sickbed.I didn't invite Dr. Xu because I knew he didn't have time to come.And I also understand that it's all caused by heart disease.If I really let go, the disease will be cured.

He fell asleep in a daze and slept again, during which time he vaguely saw Dong'er as if he had returned, and also saw Auntie.I seem to have drank astringent and bitter concoction.The dreams on the hospital bed were really vague. When I woke up, I didn’t remember any of them. I just saw a small bench next to the bed with a bowl of thick black concoction and a toffee on it.Immediately, tears welled up in my eyes.I put the toffee in my mouth directly, curled up in the quilt, and tasted the warmth it brought me.

After another day of recuperation, I gradually got better, and the long thoughts in my heart were suppressed, so I got up and went to see Liang Shiqin.

Liang Shiqin is practicing the pipa in the family school, and Liang Shishu also got a pipa to ask Liang Shiqin for advice, and also wants to change the guzheng to learn the pipa.Shiqin is not stingy to teach her everything.Liang Shishu's intention to curry favor with Nangong Yue is seen through but not revealed.

During Ryo's summons, Shiki came to take care of my body, and the others mostly just looked at it.Since Liang Shiqin has become a hot topic these days, everyone started to fear her again.

After class, I followed Liang Shiqin until I got back to the small courtyard. Liang Shiqin asked: "Changing clothes, is your illness better? If you feel unwell, I can change Dong'er."

Seeing Liang Shiqin worried about me, I warmed up from the bottom of my heart: "It's nothing serious."

"That's good. Winter is coming soon, why don't I ask my mother to add another set of winter clothes for you and Dong'er." Liang Shiqin always cares for me in every possible way.So there is a reason why I fell into the gentleness she gave me and couldn't extricate myself.

I shook my head: "Thank you, Miss Seven, for your concern. There are rules in the mansion, Dong'er and I must not break the rules, otherwise we will be severely punished by the second mistress, and the loss outweighs the gain." I was very happy to hear that Liang Shiqin thought of us so much. .

Liang Shiqin also understood, so she switched to other topics: "Changing clothes, I learned a new piece of music today, and I'll play it for you." After speaking, Liang Shiqin happily took the pipa, sat down upright, and said solemnly. Start playing.I stood aside, savoring carefully.I think that even if Liang Shiqin doesn't want to play the pipa for Nangong Yue, Grandma Liu will find a way to let her play it, just like when she was a child, she didn't want to play the guzheng in public, but later on she played the pipa and won a lot of applause.I think it's true that Liang Shiqin doesn't like Nangong Yue, but Grandma Six will not pay attention to her wishes, and a superior status is what Liang Shiqin should pursue.I think, like me, Liang Shiqin is lonely and needs a home, so I cherish her so much and want her to be my family.I thought, since I like Liang Shiqin, then I like her, who told me to love her so much.I think it's a blessing to be able to stay by her side as a maid.

"Come on, I'll teach you." Liang Shiqin stretched out her hand to me again.

I walked over without hesitation and put my hand on her palm.I think it's better to cherish the present, the Liang Shiqin who reached out to me at this moment, the hand in hand at this moment, and our bumpy life instead of complaining about the future.

Liang Shiqin grabbed my hand and smiled.I thought, Liang Shiqin had already smiled at me, so what am I waiting for, I quickly smiled at her too.

"It's so silly to laugh while changing clothes." Liang Shiqin was originally joking.

But I solemnly said: "Stupid people have stupid blessings."

After hearing this, Liang Shiqin laughed a little silly.The two of us smiled silly.I think you are my fool.

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