Dressing Biography

Zigui was anxious for me to mess up the mandarin ducks, but he was afraid that I would bring trouble out of his mouth, so his brows were crowded together: "We can talk about the affairs of the masters. I don't know anything about the third lady."

I'm not a gossip person, why should I veto it so quickly, and said: "If you don't discuss it, don't discuss it, why are you so anxious?"

Zigui gave me a meaningful look, and before he wanted to say something, he patted me on the shoulder instead: "It's really not something we can see and understand the thoughts of the masters." I haven't figured out Nianliang Shiqin's thoughts, and I often worry about gains and losses, especially these few days.Zigui continued to talk to himself: "We still need to take care of ourselves, so that everything will be fine."

"What about your eldest sister?" I suddenly thought of this.Seeing Zigui frowned again, I felt like I was asking too much.

"Hey," Zigui said as he walked, "She decides for herself. Anyway, it's her own choice."

Seeing Zigui's displeasure, I can't say anything more.In the afternoon, I had nothing to do, so I went to my aunt to explain the matter of Bu Yao clearly. Everyone saw me coming and welcomed me wholeheartedly.I think this has something to do with the rumor that Liang Shiqin is going to marry into Nangong Mansion soon.But everyone is kind, I will not be high profile, treat each other with courtesy, in case Liang Shiqin does not fulfill everyone's wish in the future, so we can continue to get along.

When I was on duty the next day, everything was the same, except that Dong'er said to me when she left: "Miss Qi is in a particularly good mood today. She smiles at everyone, changing clothes, what happened yesterday?"

Of course I couldn't tell her about me and Liang Shiqin, so I just shook my head: "I don't know."Is Liang Shiqin in a good mood?Because of me?I can only think about it in private, and I dare not be too sentimental.

When night fell, Liang Shiqin asked me to sit aside with great interest, and then she took out the pipa and was ready to play.It's not that she has never heard Liang Shiqin play, but she doesn't know why she suddenly became energetic.Normally, she would definitely not study hard after class.Ever since the Guzheng incident, Liang Shiqin has learned a lesson. A good skill can be discarded as soon as it is said.

Seeing that I was seated, Liang Shiqin plucked the strings, and a string of music came out.She played it seriously, and I listened attentively.Sometimes she smiles at me, and I don't hesitate to smile back.It has been a long time since there was such a beautiful piano sound in this small courtyard.Liang Shiqin and I haven't been able to sit face to face, look at each other and smile like we do now for a long time.

After a song, Liang Shiqin hugged the pipa in her arms, with a happy expression on her face: "Changing clothes, does it sound good?"

How can Liang Shiqin be played badly, I said without thinking, "It sounds good."

Seeing my sincerity, Liang Shiqin pursed her lips and couldn't hide her smile: "The song my mother chose for me, let me play it for Nangong Yue, but I want to play it for you first." After finishing speaking , Liang Shiqin stretched out her slender hand to me again.

My heart was pounding, my face turned red, looking at that hand, seeing Liang Shiqin smiling at me, I must have been possessed, got up and handed my hand to Liang Shiqin's, and felt the pain Follow her guidance and come to her.Our eyes met, and our fingers began to entangle again.I really felt Liang Shiqin rubbing her jade-like fingertips against my hand, and the slight coolness came to my heart with repeated warmth.

Liang Shiqin looked at me with flushed cheeks: "Do you like to listen?"

Not only Liang Shiqin's hands are magical, even her voice is magical, I nodded my head.

"I want to hear from you." Liang Shiqin took my hand and put it on the strings of the pipa.

Seeing the tenderness in the corners of Liang Shiqin's eyes and the charm of the corners of his mouth, I think I've gone mad and seriously ill: "I like it." After finishing speaking, Liang Shiqin just took my hand and slid a note on the pipa, The reverberation in the room caused ripples in my pool of spring water, and the blossoming peach blossoms in my heart were reflected in the spring water, blurred and connected into pink ripples.

"Why don't I teach changing clothes, after you learn it, just play it with me alone." Before I could reply, Liang Shiqin stood up and pushed me into the position where she was sitting just now.She stood behind me with her hands passing behind my back.Her left hand held my left hand, and her right hand held my right hand, as if she was teaching me how to write when I was a child.It's just that my heart is beating like thunder at this moment, and I really don't have the innocence of my childhood.

Liang Shiqin leaned against my ear and taught softly, it was too close, I didn't hear what she said clearly, I was just wondering if she noticed my already hot ears.Liangshi was teaching the piano hand in hand slowly, it was too intimate, I didn't take it to heart at all, I was just worried if she noticed that her hands were trembling a bit.It was a trembling from the bottom of my heart.Happiness came so suddenly that I couldn't stand it.Flattered is used here exactly.Shocked, I began to re-acquaint myself with Liang Shiqin's whispers and the warmth of my palms.

With a goal, Liang Shiqin taught me slowly while I was on duty.Although practice makes perfect, the premise is that I don't know anything about pipa.Liang Shiqin never criticizes me as a rotten wood, but instead adds a little more laughter to her ordinary life day after day.Watching me make mistakes in panic, watching me seriously correct mistakes, watching me make unremitting efforts time and time again, just to please her.

Life is passing, time is passing, Liang Shiqin is laughing, and I am laughing too.Time seems to go back to the past, when we cherish each other, when we don't know each other.

Half a month later, Nangong Yue came to Liangfu for the third time as a guest. I thought that everyone had forgotten the pipa appointment, but I was the only one who forgot.As soon as Nangong Yue entered the mansion, Zhuyue led him to the small pavilion in the middle of the lake. Liang Shiqing had already prepared good wine and food.The master turned one eye and closed the other, Liang Shiqin handed the pipa to Dong'er, and walked away consciously under everyone's burning eyes.

I am not on duty today, I can walk around as I please.I'm not on duty today, so I can stand still.That day when I heard Nangong Yue was coming, I felt uneasy, so I ran to the small pavilion in the middle of the lake, but was blocked by the autumn wind, and I could only see Liang Shiqing and Nangong Yue sitting in the pavilion from a distance, while Liang Shiqin was sitting in the pavilion. Dress flutteringly walked to the small pavilion in the middle of the lake, followed by Dong'er holding a pipa.

I wasn't the only one who came here to join in the fun, and the autumn wind stopped them all. At most, we were generously allowed to watch from a distance outside the door opening, not making a sound, and disturbing the tranquility inside.

I watched Liang Shiqin sitting across from them, seeming to say something, they all laughed, then stretched out their hands, Dong'er quickly handed the pipa to Liang Shiqin.After a while, the melodious sound of pipa floated out.It's a far cry from my horrible voice.The onlookers outside the door began to whisper: "You really deserve to be Miss Seven." "I said that Mr. Nangong has a crush on Miss Seven." "I have also heard Miss Seven play the guzheng, which is also very nice." "Tell me, what's going on here?" . .Everyone looked at me and spoke very excitedly.

Suddenly a person bumped into me: "Changing clothes, your lady is so lucky, she is about to fly up the branch."

My lady is on the branch.But I didn't say it.In my ears is the music played by Liang Shiqin, even better than that day.A gifted scholar and a beautiful woman whose eyes are not clear, they are more suitable than everyone said.Although Liang Shiqin said that she didn't like Nangong Yue, I was upset when I heard the moving music.Do you like being able to count on words?I tell myself every day, I can't, I can't, I still like it.Suddenly, I raised my head and looked at Liang Shiqin in the small pavilion in the middle of the lake. It turned out that I didn’t want to accept Li Le’s Buyao because I fell in love with Liang Shiqin a long time ago; He was far and near to me, my love was not responded to; I was out of my mind and restless because I couldn't let go of my love for Liang Shiqin.

Pushing aside the crowd, I walked out in a daze, and everything around me suddenly became silent.I can't hear the sound of Liang Shiqin, I can't hear everyone's discussion, only the voice of self-deprecating from the bottom of my heart: I want to fly to the branch to pick the peach blossom, but I will only fall when I haven't touched the shadow of the flower Come down, and finally fall to pieces, because you are just a piece of mud, not even qualified to fly.

Suddenly, someone grabbed me.There was another bold voice in my heart: it was her, it was her.With [-] expectations, I turned around for a moment as a lifetime effort, but what I saw was Zigui.I gave myself a wry smile.

"Change." Shigui shook my arm, "What's wrong with you? You seem to have lost your soul."

Indeed, I lost my soul in a place called Liang Shiqin.I looked over Zigui and saw more and more people doing good deeds, and turned to Zigui: "Why are you here?"

Zigui was a little embarrassed, so I answered for her: "Did you come for the third lady?" Zigui didn't expect me to say it so straightforwardly.I continued to say to myself: "If Miss San doesn't act, Nangong Yue will be snatched away by Miss Seven sooner or later."

Zigui was so startled by my rebellious words that he immediately pulled me away and found a secluded place before he began to preach: "Changing clothes, what's wrong with you? How can we call Mr. Nangong by his name directly? Besides, how can you say that?" Ladies."

"I'm telling the truth." At this moment, my heart is turbulent, and I just want to vent my powerlessness. "Miss Seven is so beautiful, she knows poetry, she can play the pipa, and she speaks softly. There is still affection in her eyes. Nangong Yue came to Liang Mansion several times for her sake. If she tried her best, Nangong Yue would not be able to escape." Speaking of the latter, I was a little cowardly.

Zigui frowned and looked at me who was downcast: "What's wrong with you changing clothes today?"

What's wrong?I don't know either.It may be that I have seen some things clearly, knowing that I can't get it, but I still want to get it.So I can only feel melancholy alone, drink the bitter water alone, fall alone, waiting to be smashed to pieces.

The author has something to say:

this is called unrequited love