【Norley】Ultramarine Deep White

In the elongated day in the precarious darkness, breathless, I long for your rescue.

21

It's easy to die for someone, but hard to switch sides.Lei doesn't need anything, he understands that everything has a shelf life, and it is better to watch quietly than holding it in the palm of your hand.If you force him to desire, you will find the black hole in his heart. He wants to surpass the promise of the laws of the world and the principles of the universe. He wants Norman to live for him, just like he walked through the loneliness and hardships of years because of Norman's determination. Like Fengshuang, even if life is extremely cruel.

If you are destined not to get it, then don't ask for it. The two ends of his life are all nothing.

He would leave Norman's world, if he ever said goodbye to accidents.

Carefully avoiding his eyes and ears, he quickly found the girl who seemed to be waiting for him for a long time behind the tree outside the command post.Emma didn't bring much luggage, and she didn't have any clothes to keep out the cold. Lei's color was dim, and he took out a knitted sweater from his bag and threw it on Emma's head.

"what!"

"are not you cold."

"Ray... Thank you." Emma put on her coat with a lot of thoughts, she hesitated at first, and then showed a determined expression, "I want to go alone."

"No, I'm worried about you alone."

"I can act alone, has Ray forgotten about the Golden Pond?"

"I haven't forgotten," Lei Youyou said, "You almost lost your life. For this reason, I have confessed to Norman at least a dozen times in my heart, and I have to take the responsibility of feeding you."

"There are no such powerful ghosts on the seven walls, and I don't feel relieved if Lei is with me! The book says that overwork is not good for the baby, and if it is serious, it will..."

How can Emma be sure that there are no such powerful ghosts on the seven walls?Lei squinted his eyes, and walked forward on his own, as if he had made up his mind to go together, "What the book says is not entirely correct."

"I'm afraid you'll bleed..."

"You shut up now, I think we can still form a family."

"Eh?" Emma covered her mouth and whispered, "But I didn't want to act today! I pretended to act today because I was afraid that Norman would stop me. I planned to act two days after he stopped me."

"Do you think you'll be able to move in two days?"

"Ray will help me, won't he? And he's meeting important people in two days..."

Ray knew that Norman wanted to meet important people, and he came to this point because he was worried that the important people would be detrimental to Norman.He woke up four times in Norman's room last night, and Norman was not there twice. He took the opportunity to search through the room and wrote down all the handwriting and written documents left by Norman, especially Norman The one I put in the drawer before going to sleep.

In short, Norman's plan can be roughly divided into two parts: civil war and destruction. It is not much different from what I told him and Emma earlier, but there are two obvious loopholes in the plan: one is that the last of the evil blood clan The young girl, Muxica, who can maintain her wisdom form without eating people, and the second is that Norman wants to meet with the La Torre family.

He didn't think it was meaningful for the two sides to meet. Most of the edible children were sent away, and the three-way civil war broke out. What Norman should do is to wait for the ghosts to die and block the road connecting the two worlds, and then establish a human army that truly belongs to edible children. The country, or completely submit to human beings, but it is inevitable that they will die for meritorious deeds, and the opportunity to leave is buried in advance.

For Ray, the meeting with the Ratorli family is unnecessary, he can't figure it out, but no matter what Norman does, he must protect Norman like he supports Emma.

—protected Norman more "accurately" than anyone else.

"The time to act is now, and I'm fully prepared."

"But……"

"Don't you believe me? Think about the night you left the farm, it's all right."

Dispersing the flying thoughts, Lei pushed Emma to quicken her pace and move decisively.He had a premonition that it would be too late to leave if he hesitated. Sure enough, the two of them had just run for a few meters, and Emma, ​​who was looking back subconsciously, suddenly opened her eyes. Norman and Barbara behind him.

"The moonlight is good tonight, Emma, ​​Ray."

Emma clenched her fists nervously, but Lei replied normally, "Norman, we won't be here tomorrow, you shouldn't say this, you should say good morning, good afternoon, good night."

Norman only brought Barbara as his subordinate. Lei guessed that Barbara found out that his roommate was missing, and because of the woman's sensitivity to suspect his relationship with Norman, it destroyed his premeditated preparation. Unfortunately, he can now I guessed it, I guessed it just now, he was not that careless, the appearance of Norman and Barbara was part of his plan.

Ray picked up Emma and ran away, telling Emma with his eyes that he was covering in the rear. After being chased by Barbara for several kilometers, he deliberately tripped over a tree root while still within Norman's line of sight. Then he covered his stomach and lowered his head Putting on a look of enduring pain, Emma can run, and Norman will never sit idly by him and the child who may die before birth.

Even if he is pretending.

He knows it all too well and takes advantage of it directly.

His judgment was correct. Seeing him fall to the ground, Norman didn't care how far Emma ran, but immediately asked Barbara to check on his situation, and then ran close to him, "Ray?"

Barbara asked if she wanted to chase Emma, ​​Norman shook his head and looked at Ray worriedly.

Lei looked at Norman sincerely complaining, and closed his eyelids, pretending that he fainted from the pain.After being carried back to the command post under the squeeze of two big breasts, Norman asked Barbara to go back to rest. Lei Kankan opened his eyes, there was no outsider, and neither of them needed to continue acting.

“Will you really let Emma go to the seven walls?”

"Even if I don't want to, you have many ways to make her go." Sighing deeply, Norman compromisingly sat next to Lei, gently stroking his abdomen, "It's moving."

The cold moonlight shines on the fading snowflakes, Lei quietly looks at Norman and the hand on his belly, warm and gentle, at this time ask him to speak his heart, he will say before the morning comes, when spring comes, I hope you are still with me Around, unfortunately, he can't say.

Just because you can make a sound, you can't be considered dumb.

"That's your hallucination, you should be sleeping at this time."

"Ray understands very well."

"It's hard not to understand, but he is in my body, taking up my nutrients."

"Well, you need to add more nutrition."

"No need." Lei rejected the voice indifferently, deflecting his guard, and moved his palm down. Norman held Lei's fingertips, "If possible, I really want to hold his fingers with my own hands."

"..."

"Ray thought about it too."

Of course Lei thought about it, but thinking about it and doing it are two different things. He didn't say a word, and both of them could clearly feel the freshness of life. Unfortunately, the world is still dangerous. In the end, Norman withdrew his hand and didn't continue to stay. lost between the fingers.

"I don't want to force you. If you don't want to give birth, I will find medicine for you."

"When can you give it to me?"

"It will be painful."

"I'm not afraid of pain."

It is true that Ray has never been afraid of physical pain, and the cuts made on his ears by the experimental transmitter are not as weak as seeing Norman leave his hands.

The air became a little stiff, Norman shook his head, and touched Lei's left ear very gently.

"I'm afraid of your pain."

"yes."

"Ray..." Norman hesitated to speak, he patted Norman's finger, and Lei stood up and sat down.

"I like you."

Counting the previous two revelations, this is the third confession. There are only three things, and the reason will go far away. There is no nostalgia in Lei's eyes. The accident has become an obstacle to the plan, making people helpless. After a moment of hesitation, Norman took out Glass test tube bottle filled with reagent half.

"Mifepristone Tablets with prostaglandin, formulated by Vincent."

"You're already ready."

"...sometimes I hate myself too." Norman handed the test tube bottle to Lei.

"Norman, I have never had any illusions about liking, nor have I planned my future life. My greatest wish is that you and Emma live, that's all."

The long night is too long, and only sinking and falling can turn back the light of the sky. Lei drank the abortion potion in one gulp, and smiled slightly at Norman.

"If I have to choose responsibility and marriage, I hope nothing is accidental."

to be continued