Dawn is coming

"Well... just a little bit." Gao Xinye rubbed the Jingming acupoint with the hand that was not holding the phone, then supported his forehead, and then grabbed his hair.

"I still want to take him back." He turned his head and looked at Jian Chengqi who was sleeping on the bed.He was a person who walked in the hail of bullets. He looked at the little Jian Chengqi, so cautious that even his voice trembled slightly.

"I don't worry, it's almost there. If I'm late again, it's a second."

He didn't dare to think about it.

"Yes, he read Fedor's biography." He paused, "I don't know who gave it to him."

"...Okay." He agreed to the person on the other end of the phone. He was not very straightforward, but he still agreed.

Then he hung up the phone and sat down on the bed step by step.It has been a month since he first knocked on the door of this basement, and Jian Chengqi is slowly recovering his vitality.The last time they went for a walk together, although they didn't go far and the weather was very cold, Jian Chengqi didn't refuse. He staggered and fell down, but he got up by himself.

He had thought everything would be brand new.

"What should I do with you?" He stretched out his hand, trying to touch the thin face of the sleeping man, but in the end he didn't bother.He was really worried about leaving, so he planned to sit quietly on the edge of the bed overnight. At the same time, he also saw Jian Chengqi's brows were furrowed, and cold sweat began to break out on his forehead.

Jian Chengqi was having a nightmare.

He had given Jian Chengqi some medicine before, some of which were helpful for sleep, but Jian Chengqi was still trapped by nightmares.Gao Xinye rubbed his brows in vain, for a moment he forgot all the doctor's orders, just wanted to take him out of this dark basement immediately, so that he could be with Jian Chengqi 24 hours a day, Even if negativity overwhelms him again, at least he will not have the opportunity to touch the device that can help him commit suicide.

But he didn't in the end, he hoped that Jian Chengqi would really get better and he would get better.

He wiped Jian Chengqi's sweat.It was cold sweat, and besides his forehead, there were thin drops of water oozing from the back of his neck.The excessive mental tension made Jian Chengqi start to have a low fever. He felt cold, so he turned sideways and hugged himself with his hands crossed on his chest.Gao Xinye originally wanted to give him some more medicine, but Jian Chengxi's body was too thin, and he was afraid that the overdose would be counterproductive, so he could only wait.During this process, Jian Chengxi babbled, babbling and babbling without forming sentences, but he could hear rejection and resistance. Gao Xinye was worried that his pheromone would quietly affect Jian Chengxi and arouse unfriendly emotions in his subconscious. He was hesitant to remember the fragments, but he still stood up and prepared to leave.

It was at this time that Jian Chengqi in his sleep made a movement, abrupt and beyond Gao Xinye's expectation, he suddenly grabbed Gao Xinye's hand.At that moment, Gao Xinye even smelled a barely audible omega pheromone, which was too weak, no matter how quick and sensitive he was, he couldn't catch it.Jian Chengxi's pheromone was very weak, not to mention his glands were completely removed two years ago.Gao Xinye didn't think he really smelled it, he just missed it too much, so he had an illusion for a moment.

But Jian Chengxi really grabbed himself, as if he needed Gao Xinye very much, and in that nightmare, he hoped that Gao Xinye would stay.

So he sat down again, letting Jian Chengqi pull his hand into the bed, making his palm stick to the flat and empty belly.

Then Jian Chengxi hugged his arm, and Gao Xinye also lay down.If he stayed overnight before, Jian Chengqi would restrain his back to him, avoiding physical contact as much as possible, instead of sleeping face to face and embracing each other, like a real couple.

They have never been so close as they are now, and this moment is also Gao Xinye's dream from the first sight.

"I thought you were dreaming of me..." Gao Xinye said to himself, not sleepy, just smiled sourly.His guess was half right. Jian Chengqi did dream about him that night. The officer whose name he didn't know appeared in his dreams more than once. He couldn't see the face or smell the pheromone. Only a vague figure.

That wasn't the only image he had in his dreams, his dreams were always fast-paced and edited.

He did dream of a movie, a sci-fi movie 30 years ago called "Escape from Siberia".

Hearing the name, one knows that the filming location of this movie is in the no-man’s-land of the Russian Federation. Jian Chengqi also came from the age of top 250 in the list of hungry and thirsty. Sci-fi is not his favorite subject, but he can’t stand the theme of this movie. So charming.

In the future world constructed by the film, because the earth's resources are exhausted, the power agencies of various countries work together to build a launch center in the uninhabited area of ​​Siberia for space immigration.The plane that the protagonist’s wife and children were on crashed on the way to Siberia, but the authorities did not take any search and rescue measures, so for the slim possibility of survival, the protagonist embarked on the road of searching, and found that all this was a mistake. A huge conspiracy—even if the plane can successfully reach Siberia, their destination is not the universe, but the bottom of the lake.

Immigration is a lie, population control in this way is the truth.This benevolent lie wrapped in hope and irony made everyone sitting in the launch pod willing, and they were still full of hope before they fell.

Later, he watched this movie again in the film elective course of the second year of high school. In addition to introducing the general plot, the teacher of this course spent a lot of time introducing the 23s. At that time, the United States and the Russian Federation finally resumed diplomatic relations. The teacher thought that if If the relationship between the two countries had not been broken, this excellent movie would not have been born.

Jian Chengqi differentiated very late. Statistics show that the average age of abo's third sex revealing is 14 years old, but he didn't experience his first estrus until the third year of high school. Before that, he always thought that he was a beta like his parents and brothers.His grades have always been very good, and he passed the unified exam in the Southern District for the senior high school entrance examination. He went to the best all-beta private high school in the Southern District. that one.So he admired the student who sat at the end and raised his hand to interrupt the teacher. The student expressed that he could not understand why he repeatedly emphasized the current situation at that time, instead of just focusing on the artistry and literature of the film. His tone was unique to this age. With his fearless self-confidence, he said that a good movie can transcend the limitations of the times, and that a movie is a movie and has nothing to do with political forms.

"Then I really want to ask for advice." The teacher didn't feel offended, "If we assume that there is no ice breaking and thawing between countries after the war, where can we find a Siberia?"

"Then let's shoot in China, it's not like we don't have no man's land," said the beta in a relaxed tone, "It turns out that this movie has some kind of transcendental nature, everyone knows that in the seventh year after the movie was released, Asia An airplane also crashed in no-man's land in the Fifth District of the United States."

He no longer had a playful smile on his face, and sat upright and said, "A plane that hasn't been heard of yet."

At this point, the 17-year-old Jian Chengqi couldn't bear it anymore.He turned his head, wanting to take a good look at that rather bold beta.Every word he said was right in Jian Chengqi's arms, and it was what he wanted to express, but he couldn't organize the words to say it out for a while.Jian Chengqi envied and admired those who could express their feelings without fear, and the boldness in his words also infected Jian Chengqi, allowing him to muster up the courage to ask the name of the class after class.

That was the first friend he took the initiative to make.At that time, Jian Chengqi had no other outstanding features except his grades, but Liu Jiaan was the chairman of the student union, a man of influence in the school.When he took the initiative to invite Jian Chengqi to watch "Escape from Siberia" in an old movie theater, Jian Chengqi was flattered and didn't watch the movie properly, but only remembered the profile of Liu Jiaan off the screen.Realizing that he was being peeped at, Liu Jiaan didn't joke with him, just turned his head and looked at him for a second or two, then called his own name without his last name, Cheng Qi.

To this day, Jian Chengqi still clearly remembers that pair of eyes and that call. How could he have imagined at that time that the boy with the twinkling lights in his eyes would one day become a nightmare for half his life.

After that movie, Jian Chengqi also watched it many times, watching it with Liu Jiaan, watching it with members of the discussion group, or watching it alone.When most people talk about the most impressive plot and scene, they will mention the ending. The protagonist successfully threw the launcher that controlled the lives of tens of millions of people into the bottom of Lake Baikal.

Before this victory, our hero contributed the best action scene of the year, but at the last moment, when the camera was pushed from the distant glacier and snow water to the lake, the audience could only hear his violent breathing, and the exhausted image. s face.When the fireworks that symbolize hope meet the eyes of the protagonist, the whole movie comes to an abrupt end at the climax.

But this extremely tense shot is not Jian Chengqi's favorite.His focus is really different from others. What touched him the most was at the beginning, another group of selected people from all over the world flew to Siberia.He always remembered that the camera was shown to a woman, sitting in the farthest position, with one hand covering the window that could not be opened, and the other protecting her seven-month-old belly.She smiled peacefully and said that her husband was one of the last group of space immigrants, and they were about to reunite.

The image of the mother haunted Jian Chengxi from the very first time. She looked at the Siberian launch center in the ice and snow from a high altitude, and she really believed that the three of them would be reunited in space.Jian Chengqi has no doubt that she is happy, she is giving birth to a life, and she has hope in her chest.

In his dream, he looked at the mother, who was far away, and subconsciously lifted up his clothes to touch his lower abdomen.The male omega's fertility is not inferior to that of females, if he still has glands, if he meets an alpha who agrees with him, there is hope that the shriveled place will take root.

But all that he had had remained in the past.He suddenly felt a sinking sensation in his lower abdomen. Even in a dream, the oppression and unsmooth breathing made him unable to distinguish between reality and dream for a while.He would scratch the back of his itchy and numb neck without mercy, but when he touched his belly, he was so gentle that he didn't even want to poke it with his fingertips.That little weight was so real, he opened his eyes with a cry of surprise, thinking that the child had returned.

He leaned his neck back, took a deep breath and lay down again exhausted.But the weight on the lower abdomen still existed, and he sat up slightly with his elbows propped up, like a child in the European Union seeing a disguised Santa Claus, and there was joy and light in his eyes that hadn't appeared for a long time.

He saw warmth like a cloud.

Small, huddled on his lower abdomen.It is very obedient, not afraid of life, it does not run after the quilt is lifted, but stretches its neck to look at Jian Chengqi, its clean four hooves are still curled up.It is really white, the ears like a bunny are white, the long eyelashes are white, and the fur on its body is curly and shiny white.

"Baa—" The little sheep that still smelled like green grass greeted Jian Chengqi in a milky voice.Like a baby touching its mother's breast, it sticks out its tender tongue and licks Jian Chengqi's fingertips, which are wet and hot, and then continues to snuggle into his embrace.