Domestic dog

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Ji Shu has indeed become moody, and that kind of unrelieved emotion is like a snowball, and it will become bigger and bigger.In the past, he chose to hurt himself, but now Ji Yuedong chooses for him, vents out, and throws out all the unhappiness.He said to Ji Shu: "Just think of me as your emotional trash can, tell me everything you have."

"Is it really okay? Won't you bother me?"

"No." Ji Yuedong hugged him.

Sometimes Ji Shu woke up suddenly in the middle of the night, knocked on Ji Yuedong's door, and said loudly that he wanted to eat roast meat.It was already late at night, Ji Yuedong put on his clothes and went out, the nearby shops were almost closed, Ji Yuedong drove the car farther, looking for one by one.He drove for an hour, and when he finally bought it, he saw that Ji Shu had fallen asleep.

Ji Yuedong picked up the child who was curled up on the sofa, and Ji Shu opened his eyes in a daze.Ji Yuedong asked him in a low voice, "Do you still want to eat roast meat?"

Ji Shu shook his head, feeling drowsy and lost his appetite.

Ji Yuedong sighed softly, glanced at the roast meat on the table, and touched Ji Shu's face with his hand, "Then don't eat, I'll take you back to the room to sleep."

Ji Shu woke up the next day, thinking of his unreasonable troubles last night, he would blame himself.Ji Yuedong asked him to get up and eat, he dragged the quilt and lay there still, until his body was hugged by Ji Yuedong, the quilt covering his head was torn apart a little bit, and he saw Ji Yuedong's smiling eyes.

His temper always came for no reason, he got angry at Ji Yuedong inexplicably, overturned the things he had arranged, and pointed at him to let him leave him alone.He was so afraid of Ji Yuedong's departure in his heart, but he would still use this kind of unreasonable venting to seek a sense of existence, to try to challenge Ji Yuedong's bottom line, to see if he would be afraid of such a self.

When he was in high spirits, he would be more cheerful, pestering Ji Yuedong and talking a lot.He didn't want to watch movies at home, so Ji Yuedong took him out, had brunch, then went to the cinema to watch the latest movies, and bought a big bucket of popcorn and half-sugar milk tea.

They were sitting in the last row, wearing 3D glasses.At the end of the second half, Ji Yuedong seemed to have expected it, turned sideways and pulled the armrest between the chairs, pulled the sleepy Ji Shu into his arms, and took off his glasses.

On Wednesday afternoon, Ji Yuedong accompanied Ji Shu to see a psychiatrist. This was introduced by Ji Shu's psychiatrist in Beijing, and the other party already knew about Ji Shu's general situation.Ji Shu walked into the room, Ji Yuedong waited outside, he walked back and forth in the corridor a few steps, finally took a geography magazine, sat down and flipped through it casually, it was Kamakura in summer.

The blue sea and sky are intertwined with greenery, and the tram street crossing at Enoden seems to come out of a painting.He watched for a long time until the door opened and Ji Shu came out.Ji Yuedong raised his head, held the magazine, and shook it at Ji Shu. He smiled and said, "Xiao Shu, let's go to this place."

At the end of summer, they went to Kamakura, took the Enoden, and went around Kamakura.

The sky was blue and the scenery along the way was beautiful. In the rickety tram, Ji Shu rested his head on Ji Yuedong's shoulder, and his fisherman's hat fell on Ji Yuedong's lap.Ji Shu moved, Ji Yuedong held it in his hand, and asked in a low voice, "Do you still have it?"

Ji Shu turned his head, he nodded, Ji Yuedong picked up the hat, and when he was about to put it on for him, Ji Shu grabbed his wrist.Ji Shu took the light brown fisherman hat and put it on the outside.Just two seconds later, a superficial kiss landed on the corner of Ji Yuedong's mouth. Ji Shu put on his hat, closed his eyes again, and rubbed his head on Ji Yuedong's shoulder a few times.

"bridges" played over and over in the headphones, "Wouldgobackifyoucould/ldon'tthinklwould/Catchyoubymyside."

One person with one ear, the music slowly penetrated into the heart, starting from the delicate nerves, slowly climbing up, wrapping his whole body.

In the light of the end of summer, Ji Yuedong stared blankly at the white pigeons flying out of the car window, the dry and slightly hot wind, the swaying bushes and some faint spots of light scattered on the glass.

Someone got off the tram at a stop, and the waves were loud, submerged in fine gravel.He seemed to have turned into a fossil. Under the dried stones were dense drumbeats, which broke through, and there seemed to be something commotion in his throat.He turned his head to look at Ji Shu, the four words "love life" were embroidered on the light brown fisherman's hat.

In the evening, I stayed in a famous local hotel. Most of the houses were Chinese tourists. They lived on the second floor, sharing a room for two.

Ji Yuedong carried most of the luggage, while Ji Shu hung a micro slip around his neck, and in his pocket was a small bag of change.He took the luggage upstairs, Ji Shu opened the door and went in, took off his shoes and lay down on the bed.

Ji Yuedong closed the door and took off the micro-slip around his neck for him. Ji Shu raised his head slightly, and the thin rope wrapped around it brushed the ends of his hair. He lay down again, his black hair lying softly against his forehead.

Ji Shu heard the sound of water in the bathroom, and then approaching footsteps. He lay on his side and looked at Ji Yuedong with a posture of letting others slaughter him. He said, "I'm so tired."

Ji Yuedong didn't pay attention to him, but lowered his head to organize his luggage. Ji Shu turned over and rolled from the middle of the bed to the edge of the bed. He asked, "Shall we sleep together tonight?"

Ji Yuedong took out the clothes Ji Shu was going to wear tomorrow and folded them aside, and put the pajamas beside the bed. Hearing what Ji Shu said, he raised his head.

Ji Shu was lying on the bed with his hands propped up, his chin resting on his palms. Seeing Ji Yuedong nodding, he buried his head in the quilt and smiled secretly.

Ji Yuedong put a small box on the table, and there was a few days' supply in the transparent medicine box. He reached out to Ji Shu and fished him over.He poured the water, handed him the cup, and took two more pills from the medicine box.Ji Shu opened his mouth obediently. His throat was thin, and he took the medicine very slowly. After several times of water, he swallowed it.

Ji Yuedong took the water glass away, stroked his fluffy hair, and put the glass away.Ji Shu leaned over and put his head on his chest. Ji Yuedong lowered his head and gently sniffed the top of Ji Shu's hair. He smiled and said, "I'm sweating, it smells like a puppy."

Ji Shu froze for a moment, then bumped his head at him, he got up, hugged Ji Yuedong like a koala, his breath was hot on Ji Yuedong's neck, his lips pressed against his skin, and he muttered: " You're the puppy."

Dinner was eaten in a famous hotel, and the landlord came to ask them to eat at six o'clock.Ji Shu and Ji Yuedong lay on the bed and slept for a while, the wooden windows were open, the light green curtains fluttered, and the wind blew in, making it very cool.Ji Yuedong rested his hands on the back of his head, and there was a little rabbit curled up on his chest.

He heard the knock on the door, and after answering, sat up and pushed Ji Shu's shoulder.Ji Shu opened his eyes and said "uh", he took Ji Yuedong's arm and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

Ji Yuedong raised his chin, stared at his pale pink lips, and said in a low voice, "The landlord told us to go downstairs for dinner."

The downstairs dining room is a big table, like a family gathering, sitting with other tenants.One meal per person, Ji Shu had just woken up and had no appetite, so he picked up the pork chops in the bowl and put them in Ji Yuedong's bowl.Ji Yuedong turned his head and asked him, "Don't you like this?"

Ji Shu set his eyes on the small pudding on Ji Yuedong's plate, he licked his lips and said, "I'll exchange pudding with you with pork chops."

Ji Yuedong pursed his lips and smiled, and he returned the sweet milk to Ji Shu, "I'll give you the milk too."

"You two brothers have such a good relationship." It was the female tenant sitting opposite them who spoke, teasing the children beside her and looking at them with a smile.

Ji Shu raised his head and looked at Ji Yuedong. Ji Yuedong poked the straw into the milk and handed it to him. Ji Shu took a sip and called his brother in a low voice.Ji Yuedong took a bite of the pork chop, and couldn't hide the smile on his lips.

After dinner, when they were going upstairs, the landlord stopped them and told them in unfamiliar English that there was an open-air hot spring in the yard behind the house.

Ji Shu went upstairs, and when he got to the room, he lay down again. Ji Yuedong pulled him up, "Don't lie down after eating."

Ji Shulan sat up lazily. He ate all the sweets and burped a little. What he exhaled was the smell of strawberry pudding.He covered his mouth and smiled sheepishly.

Ji Yuedong glanced at him, reached out and tapped his forehead, "How about going to the hot spring for a rest?"

Ji Shu asked him, "Can you?"

"What's wrong?" Ji Yuedong turned out his swimming trunks.

Ji Shu sat on the edge of the bed, with his hands on his knees, his calf shaking, he looked at Ji Yuedong and said, "Why did you take this?"

Ji Yuedong was stunned, "What's the matter, it doesn't look good?" He shook off the swimming trunks, shaking the indigo boxer trunks, Ji Yuedong didn't have any aesthetic vision, and he didn't know if it looked good or not.

Ji Shu jumped down, grabbed the swimming trunks, his face was a little red, he said it was nothing, and then put his hands behind his back while grabbing the swimming trunks.

The hot spring is very big, divided into several pools, they went there after taking a bath, and deliberately chose a later time, and there were no people there when they arrived.The water in the pool was warm, the lights were dim, and the water was pitch black. Ji Shu was a little scared.The independence he had maintained for five years almost collapsed in front of Ji Yuedong.He was still the little boy who was afraid of the dark and loved to be coquettish, he held Ji Yuedong's arm with both hands and said in a low voice, "You carry me down."

Ji Yuedong took off the big towel wrapped around him, put his arms around his waist and hugged him horizontally.Ji Shu laughed, he hadn't been so happy for a long time, he grabbed Ji Yuedong's arm, passed his face over, and sniffed Ji Yuedong's breath greedily.

His body sank into the water with a "crash", and the warm water wrapped his limbs.He was put down, his feet landed on the cool stones, he sank and floated a few times, his body sank, his arms were grabbed by Ji Yuedong and held in his arms.

They were so close, Ji Shu's eyelashes had a few drops of water, and countless ambiguities were born in the dim light. He moved forward, brushed Ji Yuedong's chin with his wet lips, and opened it slightly, He bit down on the protruding Adam's apple.

Ji Yuedong snorted, Ji Shu was like a newborn animal cub, teeth marks were all over Ji Yuedong's neck, he whispered while biting: "You are mine."

In Ji Shu's unscrupulous love, Ji Yuedong thought of the rain that fell in Kenya, he fled in a hurry with the animals on the grassland, and lost the little boy who loved him.

In fact, Ji Shu has never changed. He has the courage that no one else has, and his expression of love is more real than anyone else.

In the love words time and time again, Ji Yuedong responded to him, took Ji Shu's hand, interlaced his fingers, and clasped it tightly. He said, "I'm yours."

Ji Shu's body shook, he raised his head, his jaw was pinched suddenly, and there was some pain, he had no time to express the pain, a shadow was cast in front of him, Ji Yuedongwei kissed him.

He couldn't breathe, his body slipped and almost fell into the water, Ji Yuedong picked him up and put him by the pool.

Fortunately, it was late at night and the lights were so dim.The redness on his face was hidden in the darkness.

Hearing the sound of water, he took a deep breath, and fixedly looked at Ji Yuedong who was walking towards him.

The water dripped down the skin, one drop or two.The man standing in front of him asked him in a low voice: "Xiao Shu, have you accepted my pursuit?"

Zheng Yuan's evaluation of Ji Yuedong's love life is old-fashioned. He doesn't have a bit of decision-making in the mall. He likes to make himself so painful. The company hates iron but not steel.

At this moment, the surroundings were so quiet that it seemed as if one could hear each other's heartbeats.

Ji Shu stood up, and he said, "What do you think?"

The pair of indigo swimming trunks fell on the ground, Ji Yuedong was taken aback, and immediately stepped forward, wrapped him in a towel.Ji Shu leaned in his arms, held Ji Yuedong's face, and kept kissing his lips that he thought about day and night.