can first love eat

【14】

"Hello!" Cui Zeyu called to stop Zhao Mian who was bouncing around like a primary school student.

"Huh?" He slowed down suspiciously.

"Give me your hand."

"What's the matter?" Zhao Mian obediently stretched out her hand, tilting her head.

Then, they clasped their fingers together.

"It's like elementary school students who must hold hands when they go on an outing. Childish." Zhao Mian, who was so excited that his heart exploded, smiled calmly.

"That's right. Who told someone to always be like a primary school student, where would he go to find him if he got lost by accident?"

Plop plop.

It was difficult to breathe, the mouth became sticky, and it was almost impossible to open it anymore, and it was impossible to say another word.

"Hey, Zeyu. Do you want to know..." How does a kiss feel?

"Let's go. Aren't you going to buy an exercise book? The teacher stipulated that you have to do ten math test papers, which will be handed in tomorrow. You haven't gone to school for a few days. You don't want to be mentioned by the teacher to the VIP seat next to the podium to attend the class again." ?”

"Yeah, yum!" Shaking her head desperately, Zhao Mian showed an exaggerated frightened expression, making it into an emoticon package, which might be popular, but she suddenly became disappointed.

Cui Zeyu just pushed his glasses, hiding the restraint in his eyes.

I don't know what it feels like to like.

I don't know what it means to like.

I used to think that liking was the most beautiful fairy tale made up by the book writers, but in reality there are so many vows of eternal love.

In this way, I suddenly realized that I didn't look like myself.I can't help but pay attention to everything about him, touch him carefully, but dare not cross the line, for fear that I won't even be able to be friends.Cui Zeyu dreamed of Zhao Mian's crying face several times.

In the dream, Zhao Mian did not accuse him of his dirty and unworldly feelings, but silently complained with tears, and then turned and left without looking back.Cui Zeyu lost his voice and lost the courage to take even one step forward.

The precocious Cui Zeyu understood the future he was about to face, but he didn't have the courage to take a step forward.

like him.

I think he should like me too.

But I'm not sure, I can't tell.

Guess, restlessness, difficulty, joy, hesitation.Sometimes bitter and sweet.

so be it.

"Is it this exercise book?" Zhao Mian turned around.

Cui Zeyu's eyes slipped along Zhao Mian's back and fell to the interlocking fingers of the two, and then fell on Zhao Mian's eyes.

So be it, normal, friendship.

【15】

"Thank you for your liking. But I can't promise."

"Why? Did I make you dislike me? I can change it, Zhao Mian."

"I'm sorry, Xie Yiyi. I already have someone I like."

"Why don't you give it a try? Anyway, anyway, that person doesn't know you like him, right?" The girl had tears in her eyes, as if she had understood something, but she still stubbornly handed over the love letter, with rose fragrance Believe me, Zhao Mian's fingers smell like roses.

"...Probably. I don't know, I..."

"Give me a week, okay? Let's try dating, okay? Even if it's not for yourself, it's for him, Zhao Mian, you understand, if you are really exposed, how much pressure you will bear... "

"...Okay." Seemingly compromised, Zhao Mian put away the momentary helplessness and fragility, and smiled brightly as usual. "Let's date."

Zhao Mian understood that he was a scum.Mingming told himself that he loved Cui Zeyu, but instead dated Xie Yiyi, trying to get rid of his relationship with Cui Zeyu.

After all, after all, those terrible unethical feelings shouldn't exist.

I hate myself for not being myself, obviously bad enough, but still have naive and stupid thoughts, and keep struggling in the cracks.

"Mom, what do you think of homosexuality?" Zhao Mian asked casually.

"It's a big rebellion. Disrupt yin and yang." Contempt rarely appeared in the eyes of the always innocent mother, "If you play with these people, I will break your legs."

"Of course not, I like pretty girls!"

He lied to himself and showed a bright smile, so the hole in his chest continued to expand, making him more and more empty, so empty that he was about to be swallowed.

"The homework is collected! Zhao Mian, don't sleep!"

"Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

"Cut! You still know it's only 10 minutes! Look at you, how thrilling is your sleep? What did you dream about? The table is full of saliva."

"Eh? I forgot. Wait a minute, where is my math homework? Staying up late these days to catch up with homework will kill me suddenly."

"Okay, you're the only one left, hurry up."

"Ahh! I'm going to explode after writing papers all day long! My head hurts."

"...It was obviously copied." Cui Zeyu mercilessly exposed the howling Zhao Mian, "I still copied mine. Can't you just read some books?"

"Hey, Brother Zeyu, you are the best. Now, I've given you homework, I'll continue lying down for a while, good night, Brother Zeyu."

"..." This guy is hopeless, Cui Zeyu pressed his temples with a headache.

【16】

April 4st, April Fool's Day.

"I like you." After sending a text message, Zhao Mian walked up and down anxiously, and couldn't help panting.

"Me too." The other side replied quickly.

Knowing that it was just a joke, Zhao Mian was happy for a long time.

"I like you."

"Me too."

【17】

So far, recalling the past life can only be summed up in two words: ordinary.

I was born in an ordinary way, grew up in an ordinary way, went to school in an ordinary way, made friends in an ordinary way, and the days are like copy and paste, there are no pictures that are still fresh in my memory, it seems that there are only ordinary pictures in the past 16 years .He didn't encounter thrilling accidents, didn't experience sad campus bullying, even he can be called the focus of everyone, even if he doesn't like to study.

The only unusual thing is probably falling in love with someone who shouldn't be, that's all.

So the memories about him became clearer.

It was also his only waywardness.

"Zhao Mian! Please explain to me, what is this thing?!" Angrily threw the phone to the ground, the mother screamed hysterically, and the father's eyes also accumulated indelible gloom.

"It's just an April Fool's Day joke, that's how we all play...".

After being beaten, I really don't know how to lie, and I have successfully pretended to be in front of Zeyu.

What happened after that, Zhao Mian actually doesn't remember clearly, probably he was educated, locked up or something.Heh, anyway... Anyway, it's only natural that such absurd things are not accepted.

Then he beat Zhao Mian indiscriminately.

"Have you fallen in love early?"

"I've never had a puppy love. It's just an April Fool's Day joke, just enter a random number to confess."

"I was just joking, I didn't expect you to take it seriously hahaha, it's poisonous to beat me!"

"You can't make a joke like this! Go and apologize!"

"But I don't know the man at all."

Parents never admit their mistakes, they just treat you better for a certain period of time.Although they did guess part of the truth.

Fortunately, Zhao Mian never wrote a note to Cui Zeyu, his mobile phone number can be said with his eyes closed.