can first love eat

【8】

After all I like you.

The ignorant feelings fermented in his heart, clamoring, wanting to run out, almost unstoppable.The little deer inside, ran in a panic, pounding his chest, desperate to express his love to that person.

Zhao Mian realized something was wrong very early on.For girls, there is no inner throb, no deep desire, almost the same as other boys.Ordinary, friendship.

The sun fell, casting a halo on Cui Zeyu's face, his slender features were gilded, his slender eyelashes fluttered, a faint feeling, like the emotion that arose that afternoon a long time ago, was gradually brewing .

Zhao Mian, who was rarely quiet, gently stretched out his hand, wanting to touch the tender lips of the sleeping young man in front of him, but suddenly reacted, and gently withdrew his hand.He also tilted his head, resting on his arm.

This is really strange.

I'm so weird.

I may indeed be sick.

But he didn't feel panicked, just ridiculous.

Zhao Mian once again recognized his own badness, and fell in love with his brother who was defenseless against him.

It seems that he just likes this person - Cui Zeyu.

【9】

Love letters are probably an ancient way of expressing love that was only used in the last century.

Write down what you think in your heart, but don't dare to say anything to the person concerned, on the carefully selected letter paper, and even put the dried rose petals into the envelope, and add a beautiful heart that you folded yourself.How much affection, shy feelings, and ambiguous feelings are carried in this small envelope.

The girl in front of her confessed to Zhao Mian in a nostalgic way.

"I like you." With her flushed face, eyes that dare not look directly, and awkward movements, her whole body exudes the feeling of "falling in love".

However, facing her, Zhao Mian felt indifferent.It seems that I am standing in another time and space to experience the scene of confession, like an outsider.

Too thin and too abstract to even comprehend.

"Thank you."

For a long time, the sound was so far away that it came from another time and space.

【10】

"I'm dating Xie Yiyi." Zhao Mian put her hands on Cui Zeyu's shoulders with a smile, like a happy fool. "Don't tell the truth."

"Yes." Cui Zeyu replied, remembering the blood feud in his heart.

Cui Zeyu felt irritable and couldn't even finish the questions.But he just couldn't explain why he felt restless, as if he had lost something very important.

Why?

What the hell is this?

"Xiao Mian, shall we go to the cafeteria together?"

"No, I have an appointment with Xie Yiyi, so I won't be with you today, I'm sorry, Zeyu."

Xie Yiyi allocated more than half of Zhao Mian's time.In the past, Cui Zeyu always thought Zhao Mian was annoying, but now he realizes that without him, his life seems to have become boring, boring high school life.

I must be sick.

Inexplicably feel aggrieved.

No matter what, I couldn't hold back the tears.Obviously it was just raining and forgot to bring an umbrella, it was just being blocked in the teaching building by the rain, and it was just going home later.

However, it rained.

Cui Zeyu raised his head. "This is probably the puberty mentioned in the book. It makes people feel vulnerable and sensitive to some insignificant things, which is actually a manifestation of endocrine disorders." He was talking nonsense seriously, but tears flowed more and more. Can you hold back your tears?

If, if Xiaomian is here, it will be fine.

Yeah yeah!I just want him by my side!

I feel like my friend has been snatched away by others, it makes people feel very sad!Everything else is just an excuse!

"Zeyu? Why haven't you come home yet? Didn't bring an umbrella...you...are you crying?"

The sudden sound startled Cui Zeyu.

"No. It rained just after walking a few steps, and I got soaked in water."

"Haha. I didn't bring it either. Shall we run back together?"

"Ah."

"I'll count one, two, three, let's go together!"

"One! Two! Three! Damn! I stepped into a puddle!"

"silly dog."

"What? Say it again?! Stop! Zeyu!"

【11】

On the second day, Cui Zeyu, who was so trashy in sports, had nothing to do and went to school as usual, but Zhao Mian, who was also drenched all over, had a miraculous fever.

"Isn't it said that idiots don't get sick?"

"I'm not an idiot. I just don't like reading, but I'm actually quite smart." Zhao Mian, who pretended to be a sick man, committed crimes with one hand popsicle and the other Coke, as if he wouldn't get sick if he didn't make himself sicker. It's the same as giving up.

"Skip another day of class! It's really great! Alas, I have to go back tomorrow. I think I need a few more days to revive my dizziness." Holding up a half-bitten popsicle, Zhao Mian pretended to be weak and disgusted of.

Cui Zeyu couldn't stand it and snatched the popsicle.

"give me back!"

"It's gone now." Cui Zeyu, biting a popsicle and slurring his speech, rolled his eyes childishly.

"Wow! You've learned badly! Let me teach you a lesson!" Zhao Mian rushed over, scratching Cui Zeyu's itchy flesh with his hands. "Crackling..."

"Hmm... Hahaha, hahaha, let go, let go! Hahaha... Zhao! Mian! You remember... Hahaha..." Struggling weakly, Cui Zeyu laughed so hard that he couldn't take care of himself.

"Hehehe, if you have the ability, bite me and scratch you to death... Uh! I'll go! Is it interesting to bully the patient?" Cui Zeyu grabbed the gap and instantly changed positions with Zhao Mian, firmly Push Zhao Mian on the bed.

The air was suddenly quiet.

The young man below looked weak due to illness, lost his usual vitality, and his exquisite face suddenly became three-dimensional.He frowned, but fell silent the moment he met Cui Zeyu's eyes.

Cheeks start to heat up.

The heartbeat was uncontrollable, and it seemed that it was going to beat violently until he was out of oxygen.

I'm probably burnt out.

Zhao Mian thought in a daze.

Cui Zeyu suppressed him, his forehead leaned down and pressed against Zhao Mian's.

"Fever again."

"Well. I must be very ill."

【12】

really weird.

I am sick.

Very ill.

Serious enough to create an illusion.

I saw my own face in his eyes, for a moment, I even felt that his eyes were all about me, and only me.

But that's impossible.

I know I'm not normal.So I can't expect others to be as abnormal as I am.

Delicate feelings are always irrelevant to me, aren't they?Like morning dew, short and empty.There is no dependent thing to be found, and it is fleeting.

If you like someone, you can't delay each other, and you can't be his obstacle.

Zhao Mian was thinking wildly, becoming more and more illogical, and the more he thought about it, the more hopeless he felt.I can't help but want to cry.

"Did I ever tell you you were a crybaby?"

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..." I'm sorry, I can only cry.

"I'm sick...it's hard here...I know I'm sick...but it just won't work...no matter what..."

"What should we do?"

"Hey, it's okay, it's okay, the fever will be gone soon, it's okay. Let's go to school together when the fever is gone, okay?"

Cui Zeyu comforted Zhao Mian, and Zhao Mian fell into a deep sleep.

"I think I'm sick too. It's terminally ill and there's no cure."

【13】

"I broke up with Xie Yiyi. Sure enough, I'm not a boy suitable for dating?"

"Congratulations on being single again. If the teacher is going to check your homework today, ask this idiot who is still immersed in his beautiful first love to think about how many days it has been since he didn't do his homework?"

"Ahhhhh! Will the teacher tell me to stand in the back as a punishment?!! Oh my god! Brother, handsome and great brother Zeyu, please lend me a copy of your homework, and I will treat you to lunch." Cos shouted almost Zhao Mian, who was about to vomit his soul, suddenly walked out of the sadness of losing his love, and in a blink of an eye, he had a cheap expression on his face.

"Okay, take it."

"Thank you brother Zeyu, I love you the most, mua~" Zhao Mian, who let himself go, began to write at an inhuman speed.

"What about manners?"

"Huh? What kind of wonderful thing is that? Can it be eaten? We aliens don't need that kind of thing." Zhao Mian replied without hesitation.