dull time

Rain, mud.

Qi Yang runs in the rain, a few kilometers every day.

Go back to the dormitory, take a towel to dry off, well, Ah Rong hasn't come back yet.

The man hadn't seen Qi Yang since that night, and he didn't look for him, as if he was sure that the young man would come back.

Congcong is drawing pictures, red flowers, green grass, parents and Congcong.

"Dad, is Congcong good at drawing?" Seeing Zheng Hao looking at her, the little girl asked excitedly.

"Okay, the drawing is beautiful. Cong Cong is awesome!"

The little girl happily waved her little paintbrush, "Congcong wants to be with Mom and Dad forever!"

Tang Tang is cooking in the kitchen, she cooks good dishes.Zheng Hao suddenly remembered a novel - Qingshui Cabbage.One man, two women, one pot of soup.

One woman, two men.

He was a little curious about what Tang Tang's expression would be if she knew that she had found a man.

I am so scumbag that there is no cure.

Qi Yang walked out, his skin has become the same as his body, turning into wheat color, he has stopped thinking about men recently, he doesn't enjoy the feeling of being pressed under him.The intimacy he longed for and extravagantly demanded had originally paid a high price.

He too is just a piece of debris, that's all.He knew that without him, there would be 1 Qi Yang and Tang Tang in this world to fill this man.And they will do better.

Qi Yang took a shower and felt a little restless, so he quickly resolved it while there was no one in the bathroom.

It's been the second year, and he and Qi Yang haven't seen each other. Cong Cong is one year older, and she is still so cute and smart.

Tang Tang and him haven't been intimate for a long time. Even a kiss is impossible for the man. He longs for Qi Yang to appear at his door like that day, but he knows that Qi Yang is going to serve in the army, and he wants to After two years, he will return to this school.

He sometimes recalled the first time in the hotel where he treated the boy a little roughly. It was the first time and the third last time they had.The first memory is when we are about to part, that summer vacation, the boy who traveled alone, and the last night with a man, he dedicated himself to him.

When fully opened, he closed his eyes.

Maybe I don't want to face it.

"Hao, go back, you still have family."

"You go back with me."

"I'm here looking for something."

Zheng Hao was speechless, he knew what he was looking for, he had looked for it before, but that was a long time ago.

"Then I'm leaving, here is my business card, call me."

After the man left, the boy wanted to tear up the business card, but he couldn't do it.

So this business card was placed in a hidden corner of the hotel. The boy traveled all over the Gobi and the sea alone, thinking of a man.In fact, he had already found that thing, but lost it again.

"Zheng Hao, I don't want to see you again." Qi Yang lightly threw a sentence, and threw the stone into the sea.

In the end he still couldn't find it.

Two years later, Qi Yang returned to the apartment, and what was waiting for him was a luxury car.

"boarding."

Qi Yang bypassed him and went upstairs.

"Qi Yang. I'm divorced."

Shock accompanied by heartache, as if I already knew the ending, extremely disappointed, extremely desperate.

"Me too, but it's just a fragment." Qi Yang tried hard to control his tears, but two years of hard work was no match for two months of love.

"you are not."

"Zheng Hao, please let me go. I love you, my life has been filled. But, I don't want to be just fragments."

"Do you feel wronged?"

Qi Yang wiped away his tears, he knew it was time to stop, and the sooner the better.

"Do you want to do it, let's do it one last time, and then you don't want to look for me."

Zheng Hao couldn't believe it. "I'm not doing it with you, now."

"Then get out." Qi Yang carried his luggage and walked up to the fourth floor of the dilapidated building. Zheng Hao stood there blankly, and heard the footsteps end after the door slammed.

Qi Yang is studying mathematics, and his studies are not easy. He wants to be a high school teacher in the future.

Just go to his own original city.

Be an ordinary math teacher.

During college, I went abroad for a study tour and enrolled myself in some promotional classes.Once when I was looking for a part-time job as a tutor, I saw a very high price. The child was named Congcong. Looking at the address, it was a man's home.

[The child is not good at mathematics, in the first grade of primary school, and usually tutors homework, I hope it is a male teacher, please be patient]

Qi Yang closed the part-time job page with a snap.

Qi Yang's university is very fulfilling. He passed the postgraduate entrance examination and came to the north.His parents are also very supportive of him and let him study hard. From time to time, he will send a letter to his family in an outdated way, and his mother will also send some honey and goji berries, as well as high-calcium milk powder and some finely divided contents letters.

He wants nothing more, he is already very happy.

When Qi Yang was going back to his hometown city to find a job, the man appeared.

"Don't avoid me." Zheng Hao sent a few text messages to Qi Yang's cell phone every day for a week after that day, and later saw him call back, but it was a woman's voice, saying that she had just changed the number, maybe Man texting wrong.

It's easy for a man to check his new number, but he doesn't want to bother him when he gets the number.

So he has been paying attention to him silently, from the group photo of his class in the spring outing in the amusement park, to finding a part-time job on the tutoring platform, to when he went to another city for the postgraduate entrance examination.

Qi Yang thought to himself, after so many years, there is nothing to hide from.

"Get out of the way." Qi Yang carried a large bag and stood at the other end of the waiting room of the train station. The inside was already full of people, and a female voice was broadcasting the vehicle information from time to time.

Zheng Hao followed.

"I'll drive you back."

Qi Yang was silent for a while. "Take the car faster."

"No, I'll take you shopping."

"I don't know you, sir." Qi Yang's mature profile made the man unable to move his eyes away.

"It's enough for me to know you."

"Don't pester me, you haven't looked for me for so many years, what are you doing now?" Qi Yang lowered his voice, but someone still glanced at them.

"Come with me first." Zheng Hao involuntarily picked up a piece of luggage and walked outside.

"I've already bought a ticket!" Qi Yang didn't want to give in.

"It's okay, can't you withdraw?" Zheng Hao smiled, which made Qi Yang feel that it was the first day he knew this man, Qi Yang felt a little flustered, he was always easily swayed by this man.

In the end, Qi Yang still sat in the co-pilot, and the row behind was already full of luggage.

"Where?"

"Go to the place where we first met." The car drove away.