dull time

A heavy rain covered up the ambiguous atmosphere in the old apartment.

This is the second time they do it.

The man's figure is still the same as before, but Qi Yang feels that it feels different.Two years later, Qi Yang felt that this body was both familiar and strange, he was much softer, not so rigid, and the technique of combining with people was much more refined.

I remember the first time, it was ridiculous.In the empty desert, the grass is withered and yellow, and the sky is full of yellow sand. Only two people are rolling together in a certain part of the hut.

Qi Yang still remembered that he was still struggling with the matter of being suppressed.

The surname is Zheng, I am a man.Why let me be suppressed by you.

Because you are mine, you are under my pressure.

The man's voice was low, his hands were hot, and finally, the boy gave in to him.

Qi Yang turned his head out of the dark window, panting violently.

How do you know I live here?Qi Yang felt that he needed to say something by himself, he was still embarrassed after not seeing each other for two years.

I want to know, so I know.

A man doesn't care about anything, because he can easily get money, power, status, and of course, love that many people dream of.

You are mine, so it's no wonder I know.This must be what he had in mind.

Entanglement, Qi Yang thought, entanglement with each other.

It was the word he thought best suited both of them.

The next day, he got up early and left breakfast on the table.The man hadn't woken up yet, his sleeping face was peaceful, Qi Yang couldn't help but kissed Zheng Hao's forehead, bagged his bag and went out.

He bought some things in the supermarket downstairs, and then took the bus to work as a part-time job-a deliveryman.

It takes half an hour to take the bus to work, Qi Yang sits in the back row in a daze, he misses Arong, also wants to work, and men.

Ah Rong is his brother, a classmate in college. He is very nice and motivated. Although he has only been in college for one year now, he knows what he wants.

"I'm going to join the army." Qi Yang couldn't say anything, he knew Arong's ideals, and he knew his own, but he couldn't say anything.

"Are you going with me?"

Ah Rong is a brother, so he naturally hopes that he can go too.

He said he would go.

In order not to miss that summer so much.

"That's great, we'll go next term."

Is it really okay to make such a decision so easily?

Qi Yang smiled. He looked at Chaoyang and sat leaning back. The broken hair on his forehead grew a little.

Back home, later than usual, today is the last day, Qi Yang will go back to school in two days.

The man should be gone.

The house was tidy, the breakfast on the table was settled by a man, and a note was pressed under the plate.

Qi Yang picked it up and took a look: Thank you for breakfast, wait for me tonight.

Qi Yang smiled wryly, but he still washed himself clean.

The next morning, when the man got up, the room was empty.The things on the bed cabinet were gone, there were only a few clothes left in the closet, all the furniture was covered with cloth, and there was only a breakfast and a note on the table.

"I'm going to school, and I won't be back on weekends. Help me put the bed in the cupboard, and remember to take the breakfast garbage away."

Disposable utensils are used for breakfast, which is very thoughtful.

The man finished his breakfast gracefully, packed everything according to Qi Yang's request, and then drove away slowly.

the phone is ringing.

"Hey, Tang Tang. Well, I've been quite busy recently, so I won't work overtime tonight, so come back to eat... No, I'll take you and Niuniu out to eat! Well, that's it."

Zheng Hao hung up the phone, thinking about where to eat at night, but suddenly remembered Qi Yang's bare back last night, his skin was wheat-colored, but his face was whiter than his body.Those eyes, although not beautiful, are very firm. Every time they reach the peak, those eyes are always tightly closed, so that people cannot see the gorgeous moment.

"Open your eyes." Men rarely speak in such an imperative tone, Qi Yang's body froze for a moment.

"No. Hmm..." Qi Yang was confused, but he refused to open his eyes.

"Hey, open it." The man spoke softly, his voice was very gentle, deep and deep, the voice fell to his ears, but Qi Yang still didn't open his eyes in the end.

"You actually attacked minors." At that time, Qi Yang was about to enter his sophomore year of high school, and during that summer vacation, he went on a trip and met this man.

He Ping looked at this man in disbelief, he thought Zheng Hao didn't care about anything, because he got everything, but he didn't care about anything.

But such a person would complain in a bar for a child and himself.

This person will only show some human emotions when he is drunk. Usually, he always hides his emotions tightly.

"Underage? No, no, no...he's softer than any woman I've ever seen, and harder than any man."

He Ping didn't know what to say.

"Isn't this a contradiction? Do you know that you still have a wife who loves you and a lovely little daughter?"

"If you do this, you are not only sorry for that boy, but even more sorry for your wife and children."

"Yes~ I'm sorry."

"But people are really strange. You know that you are living a life that others dream of, and you know that you have a lot and you should cherish it. However, your life is always incomplete."

"You are too greedy." He Ping frowned and drank the wine in front of him.

A man's venting is always quick, and when he goes out the next day, he looks like an elite again, impeccable.

Sometimes, perhaps more frequently recently, Tang Tang would always ask himself some questions.For example, what is love?

We both have kids and I love kids and I love you too.

but……

Zheng Hao knew what Tang Tang wanted to ask, and she would understand sooner or later. When the truth emerged, she would know that her position in this man's heart was just a fragment.

Men just want to fill it up, and she, the peerless beauty, is just a fragment.

The man said, I love you, I can't leave you.

A woman is smart, she vaguely knows some truths, but she is smart enough to avoid it.

They embraced each other in the afternoon sun.Feel this may be the last temperature.