Don't understand

An even and gentle beep sounded from the monitor, like the bell of life, and it sounded so exciting in a quiet room.

The sunshine outside the window is just right, the golden light fills the whole room, the eye-catching fresh green is stretching its waist, and the breeze of early spring blows the pure white curtains.

Guan Xiao leaned sideways on the sofa with his head propped up, his coat was draped over his body, the room was not cold, it was warm and full of hope.

A white pigeon stopped outside the window, flapping its wings against the window lattice. Guan Xiao was awakened by the noise, opened his eyes and glanced at the hospital bed hastily. Chen Gan was still lying quietly with his eyes closed, showing no sign of waking up.

The white dove fluttered away.

Guan Xiao was a little disappointed, he sighed lightly and was no longer sleepy, he got up and stood beside Chen Gan's bed, checked the drip bottle, and checked the monitor, then picked up the vase on the bedside table to change the water.Guan Xiao had been called up by Liu Yu to have breakfast before, probably because he didn't have a good rest recently, he sat for a while and fell asleep until almost 10 o'clock.

Guan Xiao came in with tulips that had been replaced with clear water, and gently fiddled with them. There was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, as if seeing such a delicate and beautiful flower made him feel good all day long, and the haze in his heart Gradually spread out, only waiting for Chen Gan to wake up wholeheartedly.

When Chen Gan fell down the stairs, he hit his head. Fortunately, the coercionist was experienced and the protective pads were thick. It was only a concussion, and there was no intracranial injury. The main injuries were external tissue contusions and a broken right leg. It should just be because the body is exhausted and has entered voluntary dormancy to recover its strength.

The news of Chen Gan's injury was leaked by someone. Xu Zhixing was so angry that he scolded the unscrupulous paparazzi. At present, a large number of media gathered downstairs in the People's Hospital. Help me roughly perfunctory the reporters, so that those people who haven't seen the master will go back and add more details to imagine, and what they write will be even more unreadable.

No one knew that Guan Xiao was on the top, and Guan Xiao didn't care about these things. Anyway, he had retired for a long time, and Zhou Jin successfully helped him terminate the contract. Now he is completely idle, and he is not afraid of the spotlight no matter how powerful it is.

Anyway, he only cares about the people in front of him.

At this time, Chen Gan moved his finger suddenly, and the infusion tube shook slightly. Guan Xiao lowered his head to look in surprise, and saw Chen Gan's eyelids moving slightly, as if he was about to wake up.

Chen Gan opened his eyes, only feeling a splitting headache, couldn't help moaning softly, after a while, the black mist in front of his eyes dissipated, and he saw Guan Xiao looking at him excitedly.

Guan Xiaoxin was ecstatic and shouted softly, "Chen Gan? Are you awake?"

Chen Qian felt very tired. He traveled long distances in his dreams, but he remembered the past when he came to the real world. It seemed that he had come back after going through all kinds of difficulties and dangers, but he still had to face naked despair.

He didn't have the energy to speak, he just managed to smile.

Guan Xiao couldn't help the red eyes, "I thought... I was going to lose you..."

Chen Qian stared at Guan Xiao blankly, as if he didn't believe it, he hesitated, "I don't understand what you mean..."

Guan Xiao choked, with a bitter expression, and said in a low voice, "I know you blame me...I'm sorry..."

Chen Qian smiled desolately, and said slowly, "I don't blame you," and then said after a pause, "Don't come again, you won't be happy to see me."

Guan Xiao was shocked and shook his head embarrassingly, "Don't be like this, what I said that day was unintentional, I know it's all a misunderstanding."

Chen Gan looked at Guan Xiao firmly, and sighed softly, "Since we know it was a misunderstanding, then there is no need to apologize anymore, let's go," he turned his face away and closed his eyes after speaking.

Guan Xiao's face turned pale, hesitating and unable to speak, he murmured after a long time, "Just once, won't you forgive me..."

Chen Gan felt uncomfortable when he heard it, and tried his best not to say a word or to look at him.

Guan Xiao bit his lower lip and said with difficulty, "Okay... I see, I'll go out first and see if Brother Liu is coming soon."

Guan Xiao almost ran away, unable to endure a second of delay anymore.

Guan Xiao ran to the stairwell, covered his face tightly and cried bitterly.

After Liu Yu dismissed the reporter, he went upstairs panting. Seeing that Chen Gan had woken up, he shouted excitedly, "Doctor! Nurse! He's awake!"

Chen Gan frowned in distaste for the noise, and said weakly, "The doctor has already been here, stop shouting."

Liu Yu was still happy, but he came back with good arms and legs. Seeing that there was no one in the room, he asked strangely, "Where is Xiaoguan?"

"I let him go back," Chen Qian said lightly.

"You just sent him away? Xiao Guan has been guarding you for several days, and I can't persuade you to go back. There is a world of true feelings. If you wake up, don't leave him alone. It's all a misunderstanding, isn't it? "Liu Yu expressed puzzlement.

"Don't talk about it, let me be quiet for a while, if I knew it, I might as well be in a coma, and try to be clean," Chen Qian turned around irritably.

Liu Yu choked, "Hey, you are heartless!"

Chen Gan unconsciously revealed his self-willedness in his weakness, which even Liu Yu felt inexplicably familiar with, as if the shadow of that gag Chen Gan had returned.

Seeing that Chen Gan was not in good spirits, Liu Yu stopped talking and went out to find Guan Xiao.

In the next few days, apart from the doctors who made rounds, nurses, Liu Yu, Yu Ran who occasionally came, and visiting friends, there was only Guan Xiao.

The ward was surprisingly quiet, Guan Xiao silently tidied up the ward, Chen Qian's spirits improved, his eyes fell on Guan Xiao's body, and he wanted to speak a few times, but swallowed it back, several times his eyes met , Chen Gan glanced away in embarrassment.

Guan Xiao watched over Chen Gan silently, and didn't talk much. Sometimes Chen Gan needed to wipe his body and didn't want the nurse to touch him, so Guan Xiao took over naturally. Sometimes Chen Gan didn't want to eat liquid food anymore, so Guan Xiao went downstairs to buy him steamed buns after a little bit of embarrassment. When he came back, there was a scarlet scratch on the corner of his eye.

Chen Gan was worried, but he didn't ask.

This strange atmosphere lasted for a long time, Chen Gan did not chase Guan Xiao away, but still maintained a calm attitude.

Guan Xiao looked thinner again, his skin was white and transparent, his big eyes almost took up half of his face, he walked very lightly, sometimes he went in and out without making any movement, Chen Qian felt that Guan Xiao was like a It was a wisp of ghost, floating around him.

Chen Qian felt that it was unlucky to think like this. He didn't want to worry about Xiao going to the gate of hell again. It's not that Yin and Yang will never meet each other, this is also the idea that suddenly popped into his mind when he fell on the protective pad.

"I'm going back," Guan Xiao lowered his head and said softly, Chen Gan's voice was so low that he could barely hear him.

Guan Xiao didn't spend the night with him anymore, but went back every night, and came back the next morning. Chen Gan was actually a little disappointed, but thinking that he could rest well this way, he didn't say anything.

Every day I can see Guan Xiao circling around me, and the people close in front of me can make me miss him so much that I almost want to crush him into my arms immediately, kiss his shallow lips fiercely, and smell his neck. Chen Gan's heart was filled with a huge wave of the fragrance that came out of it.His self-esteem is too strong, and he can't forget the words Guan Xiao said to himself standing under the flickering streetlights. Every time I think of the picture that day, the soft words that blurted out of my mouth can be swallowed back. It's exhausting to struggle alone. .

"Yes," Chen Qian replied lightly.

Guan Xiao looked extremely tired, nodded slightly, picked up the coat on the hanger and put it on his arm, turned slowly and walked towards the door.

The back of his walk looks very strange, some, crooked.

Chen Qian was thinking, when he heard a "bang", Guan Xiao fell down not far away.

Chen Gan felt as if he had been bitten in an instant. He struggled out of bed in a panic, and when the call bell was pressed, he screamed, "Doctor!!!"

From a distance, I heard the doctor's running footsteps. As soon as the doctor entered the door, he was startled by the people on the ground. Seeing Chen Gan on the bed with his upper body supported, his right leg still fixed, and his posture twisted, he hurriedly said, "You Lie down! It's okay, I'll see him." The nurse who followed hurriedly laid Chen Gan flat, and pressed his shoulders to keep him from writhing.

Chen Gan's heart stopped beating, and Guan Xiao was almost frightened to death by collapsing in front of him, he shouted sharply, "Guan Xiao!!!

The doctor took a brief look at Guan Xiao's condition, picked him up, murmured "why is it so light" in confusion, and walked to the emergency room.

Chen Gan burst into tears when he heard that, fear and regret filled his heart, if, no, no if.

Guan Xiao was already anemic because he didn't eat well, but he fainted suddenly due to hypoglycemia. The doctor prescribed some glucose and said that he would be fine if he infused it, probably because he was tired.Chen Qian distressedly asked to put another bed next to his own bed, and let Guan Xiao lie beside him for infusion. The doctor expressed his understanding and arranged immediately.

Liu Yu sighed, what a sadomasochistic love, one fell down and the other stood up, one stood up and the other fell down.

Chen Gan felt that he was definitely out of his mind some time ago, and he was so hypocritical that he couldn't bear it. A big man was yelling and grabbing what he was doing before, isn't the daughter-in-law just for pain, isn't the husband just for being wronged? Xiao Du apologized to himself in such a low voice, and he kept embarrassing him, he was simply inhuman!

Chen Gan stared sideways at Guan Xiao's sleeping face, as if he couldn't get enough of it, he was worried and satisfied at the same time.

Chen Qian stretched out his hand, and gently took Guan Xiaolu's cold little hand into his palm, it was delicate and soft, just like Guan Xiao's soft and gentle personality.

It was because of himself that he was stimulated to lose his mind several times. If he didn't care about himself, how could such a proud person allow himself to lose his composure? Only by being stronger than Guan Xiao can they cover more wind and rain for them.

He said that he is his child, no matter what, he should take good care of him.

"...What am I..." Guan Xiao opened his eyes in a daze, feeling that he was lying on the bed, but seeing that the surroundings were not apartments, he murmured blankly.

Chen Gan squeezed Guan Xiao's hand, and said softly, "Wake up, Xiao Guan."

Chen Gan seldom called Guan Xiao like that, but he didn't expect that the words would be surprisingly intimate. Guan Xiao looked at Chen Gan blankly, "You..."

Chen Gan felt that Xiao Guan was really sweet, so he yelled it twice again, and then looked into Guan Xiao's eyes seriously, "Forgive me, huh? I treated you too badly before."

Guan Xiaopu blinked his eyes a few times, they were shining, and suddenly burst into tears.

"Don't cry," Chen Qian was so distressed that his heart was sore and numb, he wanted to reach out to wipe Guan Xiao's tears, but Guan Xiao hid him, and Guan Xiao covered his head in the quilt, sobbing softly It was muffled, and the quilt shrugged, one could see how sad he was.

Guan Xiao cried unscrupulously, as if he had endured it for a long time and finally ignored it, crying until he was almost exhausted, Chen Gan was already mad with distress, biting his lips to resist the roaring tide.

Guan Xiao is 30 years old, crying like a child, a small ball nestled in the quilt, finally able to show his wronged in front of his lost lover.

The crying gradually weakened and gradually turned into sobbing. Afraid that Guan Xiao would suffocate himself, Chen Gan pulled the quilt away with a little force, revealing Guan Xiao's swollen eyes and red nose, and Guan Xiao sucked miserably. Nose, suddenly started to hiccup.

Guan Xiao cried violently just now, and couldn't stop hiccupping for a while, his little face flushed, Guan Xiao "burped" embarrassingly and pitifully, and made Chen Gan laugh with his small appearance, Chen Gan was full of love and affection, "I guess he took a breath ,come over."

Guan Xiao obediently moved to Chen Gan's bed in embarrassment, and carefully pressed against his warm body. Chen Gan held Guan Xiao's back and patted it lightly, just like coaxing a child. Guan Xiao felt the gentle and powerful comfort on his back. , secretly curled the corners of his mouth.

Seeing that Guan Xiao could not stop for a long time, Chen Gan felt amused, and suddenly shouted, "You are so annoying!!"

Guan Xiao was taken aback for a moment, and after being hit hard, he hiccupped for the last time in a daze, and finally stopped.

Chen Gan laughed loudly, "Surprise is really useful!"

Guan Xiao was so angry that he wanted to beat someone with his hands, but Chen Gan grabbed him into his arms and kissed his forehead.

"good."

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