Don't understand

Guan Xiao galloped all the way to Chen Gan's apartment, and rushed into the elevator before the car door could be locked. He had never been so gawkish and impulsive, but he couldn't help himself. All the cells in his body were urging him, hurry up, hurry up, Otherwise it will be too late.

There is no longer a moment of hesitation, no waiting for a second, he needs to go to Chen Qian immediately, even if he cannot be forgiven, he should apologize for the hurt he blurted out without thinking.

Don't worry about anything anymore, let's be unreasonably self-willed for the last time, his Chen Gan will forgive him.

Guan Xiao squatted down and felt under the square blanket at the door of Chen Qian's room, and he found a cool key, but it was hot in Guan Xiao's hand.

Guan Xiao couldn't wait to open the door and walked in.

It was quiet and no one was there.

That's right, when Chen Gan was filming today, he actually forgot all about this in a panic, Guan Xiao was secretly amused.

Guan Xiao opened the shoe cabinet, and there were two pairs of slippers inside. One pair belonged to Chen Gan, which was dark gray, and the other pair belonged to him, which was pure white. How impatient with dirt, but Chen Gan said with a smile that only white ones are suitable for him.

The white slippers are still as clean as before, as if the owner of the house has not forgotten to clean them, not even a trace of dust.

With wet eyes, Guan Xiao gently closed the cabinet.

Walking to the dining room, the marble countertop is glowing with a soft luster, and the detachable seasoning boxes are neatly arranged one by one. Guan Xiao gently touched the colored lids with his fingers, and smiled. There is still white sugar between the vinegar and soy sauce. .Chen Gan tends to be in a hurry when cooking, and he only thought of looking for vinegar when it was time to put vinegar. The vinegar and soy sauce were placed next to each other, so Chen Gan took the wrong ones several times. The can is inserted in the middle to make a distinction.

Slowly came to the study room, there were still some documents and paper drafts spread out on the desk, some were contract drafts, some were script outlines, and there were a few scattered pieces of paper on which the word "Guan" was written flamboyantly, in Chen Gan's chic handwriting Vigorous, there is a domineering majesty at the place where the pen is written, and the strength of every word penetrates the back of the paper.Guan Xiao stretched out his hand to touch those words in a daze, the unevenness of the tentacles pierced Guan Xiao's heart.

Guan Xiao picked up the few pieces of paper, carefully folded them, stuffed them into his pockets, and left the study.

Gently pushed open the half-closed bedroom door, there was a pleasant smell of Chen Gan inside, similar to a very fresh marine perfume, and smelled an ambiguous masculine scent that made people blush, Guan Xiao was a little confused in the familiar smell Absent.

There are two pillows on Chen Gan's bedside, and an open medicine bottle is placed abruptly on the bedside table where he usually sleeps, its shape is different from ordinary medicines.

Guan Xiao picked up the bottle to look at it, and found that the label on it was "Duloxetine Tablets". Guan Xiao frowned, as if he had seen the name of this drug somewhere, he turned the bottle over to see the function, and the bottle fell on the on the ground.

For antidepressant treatment.

A few pills were thrown out and fell outside. Guan Xiao squatted down to pick them up, but found that he couldn't pick them up no matter what, and his fingers trembled uncontrollably.

Guan Xiao managed to pick up the pills. Judging by the number of remaining pills, Chen Gan should have taken a lot. Does he have depression?When did this happen. . . .

Guan Xiao's heart hit the ground heavily.

At this moment, Guan Xiao's cell phone rang.

Guan Xiao ran crazily all the way, couldn't wait for the elevator, almost tripped when going down the stairs, and only realized that he came by car when he ran downstairs and rushed to the road.

Liu Yu's anxious and out-of-control shout echoed in his ears:

"Guan Xiao, come to the People's Hospital quickly! Something happened to Chen Gan!"

The heart stopped beating instantly.

He galloped to the hospital at a speed that almost caused a traffic accident. The traffic police honked their horns on the road, but Guan Xiao couldn't hear anything.

Guan Xiao ran over from the end of the corridor, and saw Liu Yu squatting on the ground outside the operating room in despair, Yu Ran sitting on a chair beside him staring stiffly at the closed door with the dazzling red light on, even Bi Nannan He and Tangtang also rushed over, Bi Nanfang hung his head against the wall, Tangtang sobbed and curled up in the corner, clasped his hands in front of his chest.

Guan Xiao suddenly didn't dare to go over, he was afraid that if he walked over, he would be separated from Chen Qian, as if the road under his feet was a bridge leading to the underworld.

Tangtang first noticed Guan Xiao who was standing stupidly not far away, and called out softly, "Guan Guan?"

Only then did the others raise their heads to look at him, and Yu Ran's eyes seemed to tear him to pieces immediately.

Guan Xiao seemed to be unable to see, he just murmured blankly, "What's wrong with him?"

Liu Yu stood up and walked towards him, with blame and disappointment in his eyes, he asked heavily, "What did you tell him yesterday, he... he doesn't want to live anymore."

Guan Xiaoru was struck by lightning, and his face turned pale instantly.

Yu Ran rushed over, couldn't bear it anymore and was about to slap Guan Xiao, but was stopped by Liu Yu, "Mr. Yu, you can't hit him, Chen Gan loves him," Liu Yu's eyes became sour as he said.

Yu Ran seemed to let go of his strength immediately, and his whole body was depressed, looking like he aged ten years overnight.

Bi Nanfang walked over worriedly, and silently stood behind Guan Xiao.

Yu Ran gritted his teeth and said, "Guan Xiao, I have made such a big concession that I no longer care about your affairs, but how did you repay me? Do you want to force Chen Gan to death for revenge?! Why are you so vicious? I admit everything I do, you come at me! If Chen Qian is today, today..." Yu Ran dared not say unlucky words, "I won't let you go!" Yu Ran thought of his son unconscious Struggling alone in the cold operating room, my heart was broken.

Bi Nanfang patted Guan Xiao's shoulder reassuringly, and remained silent.

Liu Yu stabilized his mood, pulled Guan Xiao aside, avoided everyone, and then said softly, "He is in a strange mood today, I noticed it early in the morning, but I didn't think much about it, and ended up filming the scene of falling from a building." He jumped down with all his might, and the coercion master pulled him almost desperately so that he didn't fall directly on the inflatable cushion." Liu Yu paused, then continued with a serious expression, "Do you know that he has depression? It was found out half a year after you left. I took him to see a psychiatrist. The doctor said that he had a slight suicidal tendency, which is why I have been watching him carefully. I don’t know if you met yesterday and something happened Unhappy, but Brother Liu is sincere, this silly boy really loves you, he has had a bad life in the past two years when you left, and he doesn’t like to laugh anymore, what a lively person he used to be. Sigh, I don’t care about anything else More to say, it's all between the two of you, if Chen Gan can turn the bad luck into good luck this time, listen to Brother Liu and stay together, don't make trouble, the world is unpredictable."

Guan Xiao listened in a daze for a while, before regaining his sanity and slowly choked up, "Brother Liu...I really...I just...I just really want to stay...by his side...yesterday I was so angry...what I said...wasn't serious...why did he just...be more serious...now...now...what should I do..."

Liu Yu sighed knowingly, love must be tortured, lovers always go through hardships, I hope God will see, otherwise it would be too cruel for Chen Qian and Guan Xiao in front of him.

Everyone struggled for 3 hours before the light during the operation was "swiftly" turned off.

The doctor came out, and Yu Ran rushed over first, "How about the doctor? Is my son okay?"

Guan Xiao stared at the doctor's mouth in horror, as if the death sentence would be pronounced in the next second. If so, then he must die first, because his soul has long been wiped out with Chen Gan.

"The operation was successful. Although the patient's survival consciousness was weak, fortunately, no vital parts of the head were injured, and the rescue was timely. He should recover quickly."

Everyone breathed a sigh of relief, Tangtang, who was standing in the front, turned around and screamed.

Guan Xiao, the last member of the crowd, fell limply to the ground.

It was so dark that I couldn't see anything clearly, and my eyes were like fog.Guan Xiao staggered forward, and there was a cliff in front of him, with a turbulent wind, a welcoming pine protruded from the edge of the cliff, staggering as if waving at Guan Xiao.Guan Xiao cautiously poked forward, only then saw a person sitting under the tree, the person heard the sound, turned around, it was Chen Gan.

After seeing the person clearly, Guan Xiao shouted excitedly, "Chen Gan?"

Chen Gan stood up, smiled and waved to him, Guan Xiao ran towards him with tears in his eyes.

Just when he was about to run to the front, Chen Gan suddenly changed his complexion, and shouted at him with a black face, "Don't come over!"

Guan Xiao's feet froze.

"Didn't you want me to die? I'll help you," Chen Gan put on a mournful expression and looked towards the bottom of the cliff.

"That's not it! That's not it, Chen Gan! Come back! I didn't want you to die!" Guan Xiao screamed frantically.

Chen Gan looked back and smiled faintly, and flew down.

"Ah!!!!" Guan Xiao's heart was broken, but there was no one in front of him.

"You finally woke up,"

Guan Xiao's brain was in pain, exhausted as if he had lived for centuries, he slowly opened his eyes, and saw Bi Nanfang stretching out his hand in front of his eyes with concern.

After waking up for a while, Guan Xiao suddenly sat up and was about to jump off the bed, but there was darkness in front of his eyes and he almost fell down, but Bi Nanfang quickly caught him, "My ancestor!"

"I'm going to find him, let me go!" Guan Xiao struggled violently.

"He's fine, he's fine, don't worry, I'll take you to him in a while, and you're still on an infusion!" Bi Nannan hurriedly reassured.

Guan Xiao didn't seem to understand, and repeated in a daze, "Are you all right?"

"Well, it's all right, the doctor said, the injury is not serious, don't worry," Bi Nannan carefully helped the stunned Guan Xiao back to the bed, and checked the IV on his hand.

"Why is your body so weak? The doctor said you were anemic, didn't you eat well?"

Guan Xiao remained silent.

After finishing the drip, he was coaxed by Bi Nanfang to eat something. Seeing that Guan Xiao was about to get angry, Bi Nanfang hurriedly dressed Guan Xiao and took him to Chen Gan's ward, a few steps away. Guan Xiao staggered away, seeing Bi Nanfang feeling very uncomfortable.

Chen Gan lay quietly, his face regained a bit of color, and someone moistened his lips with a cotton swab. They were not chapped or peeled, and he didn't look so distressed.

The injury was not serious, so the breathing mask was removed long ago. Chen Gan's chin was blue, and he looked a lot older at first glance.

Guan Xiao traced Chen Gan's soft brows and eyes with his eyes as if he couldn't get enough of it, love and entanglement flooded his heart like a tide.

"Can I stay with him alone for a while?" Guan Xiao asked softly.

"Eh? Oh, oh okay, I'll wait for you outside," Bi Nannan blushed, scratched his head and went out.

Guan Xiao slowly approached the hospital bed, quietly looking at Chen Gan's sleeping face, he stretched out his hand tremblingly, and stopped on the position of Chen Gan's lips.

He bent down reverently and tenderly, and kissed her gently.

Chen Gan.

I am sorry.

I love you.

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