Don't understand

Chen Gan pinched his stomach and fell back on the bed. He curled up and endured for a long time before he calmed down a little. With a pale complexion, he took out the medicine from his stomach and swallowed it.The sedation of drugs gives the body some comfort. When the body's own functions are difficult to control the pain caused by the outside world, drugs are the best placebo and treatment.

Guan Xiao was worried, and kept calling Chen Gan on the way back. Chen Gan was a bit reluctant to drive at first, and he didn't dare to free up his hands to answer the phone for fear of accidents, so now the phone still steadily displays 3 Missed call.

Chen Gan felt better, and sent a text message, "I'm fine, don't worry."

Guan Xiao was a little relieved when he saw the news, put the phone aside, and lay on the sofa with his knees in his arms, wondering what he was thinking.

In the next few days, the relationship between the two seemed to return to the indifference that Guan Xiao had when they met for the first time when they returned to China. There was no active contact or deliberate meeting.

It’s okay that Chen Qian is busy filming, but Guan Xiao can’t take it anymore. After experiencing the tenderness and then being in the cold, such a gap can’t help but make Guan Xiao think wildly, and even Guan Xiao will start to get angry with himself. After getting angry, he feels stuck I wondered if I also cared about Zeran being caught by Chen Gan.

Until a week later, Guan Xiao was really restless and drove around on the road. Around 8 o'clock, he drove around and drove to the downstairs of Chen Gan's apartment. He called Liu Yu in advance and knew that today Chen Gan The scene ends in the morning.

After the last time they broke up unhappy, Guan Xiao struggled for a long time, and finally made up his mind to make it clear to Chen Gan face to face. He took this step first, and perhaps the light awaited them.

Guan Xiao parked the car at a corner a little further away, got out of the car and turned a corner, and he could see the door of the apartment building. Behind a clump of lush bushes, he could vaguely hear two people talking in a low voice. Walking over, when he saw the figure, his body froze for an instant.

Zou Pei stood in front of Chen Gan with a worried face, "Brother, are you too tired recently?"

"It's okay, it's like this when you're on the show," Chen Gan smiled, not paying attention.

"Have you continued to see a doctor? Is it getting better? If it gets better, can I stop the medicine? It is said that taking too much of that medicine is harmful to the body."

"Well, it's much better," Chen Qian stopped laughing, then slightly raised his head and sighed.

"Brother Guan Xiao is back? Did you tell him well?" Zou Pei was very worried when he saw Chen Gan's precarious state, as if he was about to fall down at any time.

"Not yet, he hasn't mentioned it yet," Chen Qian frowned.

"I'm sorry...it's all me," Zou Pei lowered his head.

"It's not your fault, I know you have difficulties, don't apologize anymore," Chen Qian laughed at himself, and continued, "Even without you, he still wouldn't believe me."

Guan Xiao couldn't hear clearly, there was wind in the night, those heart-piercing conversations dissipated into short syllables before drifting into Guan Xiao's ears, only vaguely captured Chen Gan's deep and pleasant tone, and Zou Pei's gentle voice, It is so harmonious in the dark space.

Guan Xiao didn't feel sad at all, he just felt that his chest was constantly leaking air, and his fingertips trembled slightly due to the low temperature.

Those full of expectations and sketches in my heart are like a blown red balloon, with a sense of expansion that is about to explode and the urge to fly, but suddenly a small needle is poked, it does not explode immediately, just zzz Exhale outwardly.

It is impossible to describe what kind of feeling it was. The disappointment that Chen Qianlian brought to himself was soft, not intense, shocking, or even resentful. Leaving slowly, there was a fog in front of his eyes that was slowly dissipating, and his throbbing heart emerged from the water like bubbling and then shattered slightly. Guan Xiao later realized that this was not disappointment, but outright despair.

They went around and around, but still didn't get around the damn node, so everything returned to the original place.

Guan Xiao didn't turn around immediately, he stood quietly in the shadows, lonely like a tree.

Zou Pei didn't know what to say to Chen Gan again, Chen Gan stepped forward and lightly embraced Zou Pei's shoulder, and patted him comfortingly.

Guan Xiao closed his eyes.

The red balloon was deflated and collapsed on the ground.

"Brother Guan Xiao?!" Zou Pei's surprised voice suddenly sounded.

Shocked, Chen Gan turned around to look, only to see Guan Xiao who had been standing in the shadows for an unknowable how long.

Guan Xiao came out of the darkness lightly, stopped in his tracks, and responded lightly to Zou Pei's greeting, "Well, it's me."

Chen Gan frowned, the lines of his face were tense, and there was unspeakable anger all over his body?

"When did you come here? Why didn't you show up?" Chen Gan's voice sounded very severe, even in a questioning tone.

The moment Chen Gan saw Guan Xiao, he was extremely disappointed. He was sure that Guan Xiao had seen the whole process, but he refused to show up. It was obvious from his eyes that he had misunderstood something.

Until now, Guan Xiao would still choose to question immediately instead of believing that he would not betray him.

In vain, the exchange is nothing but suspicion.

"I've been here for a while, I'm afraid to disturb you," Guan Xiao looked calmly, looking directly at Chen Gan, he was no longer afraid, because what he was afraid of had already happened.

When Zou Pei heard this, he was anxious to speak, but Chen Gan grabbed him and silenced him.

"Don't disturb, don't do this next time," Chen Qian was already suppressing his anger, trying not to lose his temper with Guan Xiao.

Guan Xiao smiled meaninglessly, and silently showed the thorns all over his body, "It's better not to have a next time."

Chen Qian was irritated by Guan Xiao's attitude, and said angrily, "You never used to be eccentric!"

"You know it was before," Guan Xiao smiled, but the smile didn't reach his eyes.

Chen Gan's choked throat tightened, watching Guan Xiao's straight body swaying in the wind, he endured and endured, and finally softened his voice in compromise, "Have you had dinner? You are the outlet, come and say. "

Guan Xiao evoked an indifferent smile, and spoke softly, in case Chen Gan couldn't hear clearly, so he purposely spoke neatly.

He said, when he saw you, he couldn't eat it.

Guan Xiao smiled and turned to leave, he didn't even bother to say goodbye.

But he didn't see Chen Gan's expression behind him.

If you bid farewell to the whole world, will the last second be nostalgia?

If I say, I'm really tired, won't you look back.

If this is how we end up, you won't regret it.

Chen Gan smiled blankly, Zou Pei had already broken free from him and chased after him.

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