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Chen Qian hugged Guan Xiao and slept until 2 o'clock in the afternoon. He was exhausted by the operation and Guan Xiao was overwhelmed by worry. Looking at Chen Gan with his eyes tightly closed but his lips slightly open, these eyes will surely emit a breathtaking light if they are opened. child.Guan Xiao smiled quietly, and reached out to touch Chen Gan's lower lip, and his finger was immediately sucked by the warm lips.

"Yeah," Guan Xiao exclaimed.

Chen Gan didn't open his eyes, smiled and sucked Guan Xiao's fingertips, and said, "Don't you want to kiss me?"

Guan Xiao's face turned red all of a sudden, annoyed and annoyed, "You pretend to be asleep!"

"You didn't pretend to be asleep, you woke up when you were staring at me," Chen Gan said with a big smile, and slowly opened his eyes.

Guan Xiao withdrew his hand in embarrassment, his fingertips still had a heart-burning temperature, and he was struggling to get up, but Chen Gan gently pulled him back, "Lie down and get up again, you have low blood sugar."

Guan Xiao pursed his lips and obediently did not move.

Liu Yu came in with lunch and saw that both of them were awake, so he hurriedly said, "It's just right, the ordered meal has just arrived, let's get up and eat."

Guan Xiao climbed down from Chen Gan's bed with a blushing face, stroked the sleeping hair next to his ear, helped Liu Yu prepare the meal, and rolled up Chen Gan's hospital bed.

Chen Gan had just finished the operation and could only eat liquid food. Liu Yu opened the bucket, and inside was boiled glutinous shredded mushroom and shredded chicken porridge. Guan Xiao took the small bowl, scooped up half of it for Chen Gan, and brought it to him.

"You eat yours, I'll do it myself," Chen Gan stretched out his hand to pick it up, but Guan Xiao gently dodged it, Guan Xiao didn't make a sound, just lowered his beautiful eyes, scooped up a spoon, and brought it steadily to Chen Gan's mouth sent.

Chen Qian smiled, watching Liu Yu winking at the side, he no longer hesitated to open his mouth to swallow, the aroma immediately filled his mouth, with the deliciousness of light chicken juice and the sweetness of mushrooms.

After feeding Chen Gan, Guan Xiao put down the bowl, picked up his own lunch, and sat down to eat. Chen Gan half-raised up and looked over, only to see Guan Xiao's mouth stuffed with food, pouting, round and tender. The tender face and chin formed a small arc, the eyelashes drooped down, and he was eating seriously like a little hamster, so he couldn't help laughing.

Liu Yu stared at the two people and felt static electricity all over his body, and said helplessly, "Bi Nanfang said that he will come over later, and the producer will also come, you two should pay attention."

Chen Qianhun pretended not to hear, just stared at his little hamster, Guan Xiao was so ashamed that he didn't dare to raise his face, it was terrible, why did he look so much like a young daughter-in-law who just married her husband!Guan Xiao ran three thousand li furiously in his heart.

The warm and loving atmosphere of the ward encountered an uninvited guest within a short while.

Yu Ran hurried to the hospital as soon as she got off the plane. Yesterday Liu Yu called her to say that when Chen Gan had surgery, she was so anxious to book a plane ticket back immediately, but the acquisition of entertainment and entertainment was at its most critical moment. , She really couldn't get away, so she had to speed up the progress and stay up all night. Only the finishing work was left to be free. She left all the staff and boarded the plane at noon without a break.

As a result, as soon as he entered the door, he saw Chen Gan who was talking and laughing, and Guan Xiao who was sitting beside him.

"Mom?" Chen Qian called out in surprise when he saw someone coming in.

"Mr. Yu," Liu Yu hurriedly got up.

Yu Ran is still dressed smartly without leaving a trace of sloppy clothes, but her fierce temperament is not as good as before. Chen Junsheng's death has hit her hard. The company is busy with things and basically does not care about getting together with Chen Gan, and Chen Gan's lack of cooperation and poor health The state also made her compromise step by step. It can be seen that she is indeed old, and no matter how perfect her makeup is, it can't hide her tired expression.

Yu Ran looked at Guan Xiao who stood up, and said lightly, "Are you back?"

"Yes, I just came back today, Mr. Yu," Guan Xiao nodded.

Yu Ran withdrew his gaze and looked at Chen Gan on the hospital bed with a serious face as if he was facing an enemy. He couldn't help feeling a little chilled in his heart, and asked, "How is it, does it still hurt?"

"It's okay, it doesn't hurt anymore," Chen Gan frowned slightly, "Why did you come back in such a hurry, pay more attention to your body."

Yu Ran's heart warmed up, and the corners of her eyes were a little moist. Her son was already a young man, and he took his work seriously and responsibly. What happened to her ears was almost unanimous admiration and praise from the industry. She didn't give Chen Gan a pass, he was the only one. She has been working alone to this day, and has achieved such impressive results at such a young age. She is proud of Chen Gan from the bottom of her heart.Except for the incident with Guan Xiao, Chen Gan is almost full of filial piety and excellence, but his persistence is not only reflected in his career, but also his attitude towards relationships is also indestructible. bow your head.She knew that Chen Qian was very clear. His guilt towards Chen Junsheng came from his failure to say a soft word, but it would not affect his recognition of Guan Xiao, and his attitude towards herself was not because of what he had done. any changes.The man who silently endured everything was her son Chen Gan.

If Chen Qian can be happy, as a mother, should he bear the brunt of blessings? If he is rebellious and unethical and pursues feelings that cannot be tolerated in the world, should he stand up and protect him as a mother? If he insists on loving the person in front of him, As a mother, shouldn't she tolerate him more gently.

"You should pay more attention to your stomach. When you are alone at home and don't want to cook, you can find a housekeeper. I hired a nurse for you and asked Xiao Liu to go back to rest. I said hello to the crew, and Huading invested money. You don't need to be stressed, you can go back to work after you've recovered, tell me what special food you want to eat, and I'll find someone to bring it to you," Yu Ran said gently, her worried expression no longer overbearing.

The atmosphere in the ward was slightly calmer, and Guan Xiao’s initial unease disappeared. Yu Ran asked the attending doctor, went out and made a phone call before preparing to leave. Rest, I will come to see you when I finish the work at hand, if I get out of the hospital this time, go home and stay for two days."

Chen Gan smiled and said, "Well, be careful on the road, Mom."

Yu Ran nodded, walked back to the door and took a few steps back, turned to Guan Xiao and said, "If you have nothing to do, stay a little longer," before Guan Xiao could react, Yu Ran walked out quickly.

Guan Xiao stared blankly at Yu Ran's back, then turned his head to look at the smiling Chen Gan in disbelief, Chen Gan blinked at him, then stuck out his tongue, Guan Xiao couldn't help but know what expression to make when crying and laughing, Liu Yu also showed relief smile.

The ward came and went in and out in a short while. First, the producer and Xu Zhixing came to visit, and reassured Chen Gan that the film was difficult, and it was understandable to drink to find the feeling, but pay more attention to the body, young It would be troublesome to fall into the root of the disease. After staying for a while, the two of them just left on the front foot, and Bi Nannan and Tangtang entered the door on the back foot.Bi Nanfang saw that Guan Xiao's eyes lit up, and before he opened his mouth to say hello, Tangtang knocked himself into the air like a cannonball, rushed to stand in front of Guan Xiao and looked at him expectantly, Guan Xiao smiled clearly, Zhang Opening her arms, Tangtang immediately threw herself into her arms with a smile on her face, and took Guan Xiaoding back half a step.Guan Xiao smelled very good, he couldn't tell whether it was the shower gel or the perfume, which sweetly made Tangtang's heart squirm.

"What are you doing, what are you doing, little assistant!" Bi Nanfang hurriedly pulled him out, staring needlessly at Tangtang's dissatisfied little face, before opening his shoulders and hugging Guan Xiao, "You know Come back."

Guan Xiao smiled and patted Bi Nanfang on the shoulder, "Well, don't bully my former manager in front of me," Tangtang immediately straightened her back and shrugged her small chest.

Chen Gan was jealous, and said in a low voice, "Hey, have you hugged enough?"

Only then did Bi Nanfang let go of his hand with a smile, looked at the jealous Chen Gan and said, "Oh, I almost forgot that I came to see you," and stared at Chen Qian angrily.

The chaotic reunion after a long absence filled everyone's faces with joy. Liu Yu glanced lightly at the smiling Chen Gan, as if the faint shadow in his heart had also become transparent.

If you can smile happily, there is still a turning point.

After Chen Gan lived for a week, he couldn't stay any longer. Liu Yu didn't dare to act recklessly, so he specifically asked the attending doctor and got his approval, then went through the discharge procedures and sent Chen Gan back to the apartment. Guan Xiao also followed.

Guan Xiao was a little dazed when he entered the room. The moment the door opened, there was a familiar smell floating into the tip of his nose. The breath of his past life left a deep imprint in his mind. As long as he smelled it again, he would mobilize all The memory center to confirm, the match can be successful without half a second.

Guan Xiao's eye sockets were hot as he looked at the familiar home and the familiar bottles and cans. Even the sunlight coming in through the window was the same as in his memory, with the same angle, and the aperture on the floor was still as big. You can walk into that circle with your eyes closed.

Chen Gan recovered very well, and the incision was healed quickly.Guan Xiao didn't come back to live right away, and Chen Qian didn't ask for it. He was waiting for Guan Xiao to speak, to ask all his doubts, and when he personally answered the questions that were lingering in Guan Xiao's mind, the uncertainty in Guan Xiao's eyes Only when everything becomes trust can he say, come back to me.

So the two seemed to have silently abided by the unwritten agreement. Although they continued the habit of greeting each other, they never talked about their relationship. Repairing is a slow process. The decision made under a special situation may not be deliberate. Chen Qian and Guan Xiao, who have matured a lot, made careful choices at the crossroads of exploring the ultimate outlet of their relationship.

Chen Gan returned to work a month later.

Guan Xiao read the script over and over again and fell into a sad mood.Guan Xiao is a very emotional person. The influence of the outside world on him is actually unimaginably huge, but thanks to his natural mysterious and cold face, it helped him hide a lot of emotions. Those who know Guan Xiao well know that behind this natural mask is a kind heart of compassion and compassion for others, and his singing is heartbreaking because he puts his heartbreaking emotions to the heart. It's all hidden in the song.

Huo Wenduan was abandoned by his lover who had been in love for many years. The unformed child was stillborn when the lover avoided his stalking. His elderly parents were killed by him. His life was difficult and unsustainable. He sold blood on the street but contracted AIDS , Since then, life has gone into a bizarre abyss.

He started taking drugs, self-mutilating, stealing, fighting, and assaulting the police. His spirit was divided into two. During the day, he was the stunned boy who missed his lover and looked at the new clothes he bought for his son with a smirk. At night, he was schizophrenic. A patient is an ant who curls up in a dirty corner and dares not see people, and is the most insignificant worthless thing in this world.

In the end, he walked to the rooftop in a hallucination, looked at the birds flying in the sky, and flew down with a pure smile.

Chen Gan's face overlapped with Huo Wenduan's in his mind, making Guan Xiao suffocate with pain in his heart. For some reason, he always had some ominous premonition.

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