Mulberry elm twilight

Sang Jingyu contacted each of the three numbers once.One is Shen Mu's home phone number, he learned that Shen Mu would call home regularly, the last time was half a month ago, and he did not use this number to call back.Shen Mu only said that he changed the city and found a new job, so that his parents can rest assured.

The second number is a furniture factory far away from the city center.Only then did Sang Jingyu know that Shen Mu had been working there for the past three years.He started as an apprentice, cut and polished wood in the factory, and then started to make furniture. After three years, he never left the factory except to go home for the New Year.

After Sang Jingyu hung up the phone, he was stunned for a long time. The other party said that Shen Mu was a good young man, willing to do anything and endure any hardship, but he was too silent, barely speaking ten words all day, and then said that he was a I left my job half a month ago, saying that because of my family, I was going to another city.

Sang Jingyu understood that Shen Mu had lived like an ascetic monk for the past three years, and then left again after three years, what was the reason?

Sang Jingyu dialed the third number.

The person who answered the phone was a doctor, and the other party said that he used to be Shen Mu's attending physician, but Shen Mu didn't want to stay in the hospital.When Sang Jingyu asked what kind of disease Shen Mu had, the doctor was silent for a moment, and only said that he was from the oncology department. , it is best to persuade him to come back to the hospital.

Sang Jingyu quickly connected the timelines of the three phone calls. Shen Mu had a tumor detected in the hospital two months ago. Shen Mu left the job a month and a half ago. He didn't know where he went half a month ago and contacted his family once. .

Thinking of this, Sang Jingyu was completely dumbfounded.

He doesn't know how he feels now, at least from birth to now, he has never felt such a feeling, he just feels that his heart is stuffy and flustered, as if he is about to lose something, and he knows clearly It is likely to be lost forever.

Where did Shen Mu go?

He left everything, is he ready to die on the road at any time?

Sang Jingyu couldn't help smiling wryly. To him, Shen Mu was actually quite unfamiliar, and he had no way of guessing where Shen Mu would go.He didn't know what Shen Mu liked, and he didn't know what Shen Mu would pursue before he died, but what made him feel even more worried was that he found that he might really be unimportant to Shen Mu, otherwise, , according to Shen Mu's persistence in chasing him for ten years, he would always want to see him before he died, right?While thinking this way, he suddenly felt lucky that Shen Mu didn't come, if he did, he would not show him a good face, in case Shen Mu left he would know that it was the last time Shen Mu saw him On the one hand, I'm afraid he will regret it for the rest of his life, after all, Shen Mu has never been sorry for him, it's just that this wishful pursuit made him feel relieved.

Sang Jingyu didn't know how to react for a long time. He was thinking wildly, but he still had no direction.He clearly knew that the current situation was that even if he wanted to find someone, he didn't know where to look for him. At the same time, his heart was in a mess because of these successive facts.Shen Mu's already blurred face unconsciously became clear again.In fact, he has lived for 29 years, and he has had many girlfriends, but he has never stayed with anyone for more than a year.Only Shen Mu, they have never dated, but he has kept him for a whole ten years, from the age of 16 to 26, what a long time, and what a precious time.At this moment, Sang Jingyu felt that something was different, as if after ten years of insignificance to him, after three years of silence, and then saw the light in his heart again, it suddenly fermented and swelled to the point where Sang Jingyu couldn't even think of it. out of control.He didn't know which emotion was more regret or sadness, but no matter which one it was, it was inevitable.That is, a week after knowing the truth, Sang Jingyu called the lawyer and said that he decided not to design jewelry anymore, and the company did not want to continue doing it.

The lawyer was not surprised, and he methodically began to process one contract after another for Sang Jingyu's decision, as well as prepare to cancel all the company's documents.At the same time, Sang Jingyu also disappeared. Except for the lawyer who can still contact him by phone, no one knows where he went.