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At that time, Shen Mu didn't say a word after hearing this, and Sang Jingyu was also silent for a long time, and finally hung up the phone.Shen Mu knows that there has always been an insurmountable hurdle between him and Sang Jingyu, that is the ten years when she loved him, and Sang Jingyu has always had a heart for those ten years.From Shen Mu's point of view, Sang Jingyu has always been living in the past, and he has not been able to accept the change of things, so it is not surprising to make this decision.But Shen Mu didn't want to repeat the same mistakes, he no longer had a reason to chase Sang Jingyu back, but it didn't mean he wanted to accept another person.

When eating, seeing that the table was full of bland dishes, Shen Mu secretly sighed and said, "Li Chen, I am very grateful for your consideration for me, but at this point, I have to make it clear to you again, Even if Sang Jingyu leaves, it's still impossible between us, it's not that I don't want to give you a chance, but that I will only give this chance to one person."

The joy in Li Chen's heart was chilled by these words. He could only maintain his last demeanor as much as possible, and asked Shen Mu, "You love him so much? Are you only willing to accept him?" This completely overturned him. What he saw and what he knew, between Shen Mu and Sang Jingyu, especially between Shen Mu and Sang Jingyu, he had never seen that love, he couldn't figure out why even so, Shen Mu still just It is completely unreasonable to be willing to accept Sang Jingyu, at least in Li Chen's mind, it is impossible.

Shen Mu stared at Li Chen and said: "It doesn't really matter whether you love me or not. I'm not dissatisfied with my current life. In fact, even if he leaves, it doesn't make any difference to me. But if another person comes in, I don't care. It can't bear the load, it's like a glass of water that is already full, you can't add other water or drinks, even if he leaves, the glass of water is still full, nothing is different, I don't know if you can understand? "

Li Chen couldn't help asking: "Then why don't you pour out the water in that water glass and refill it?"

Shen Mu said lightly: "Because it's just an ordinary water cup, not a coffee cup or a milk cup. It's the most suitable for holding water. For me, everyone except him is similar to other drinks. It's not that I don't I am willing to pour it out, but even if it is poured out, I still hope that the glass contains water instead of other drinks."

"You mean, you and him are the most suitable?"

Shen Mu replied: "Maybe, because I don't have the heart to accept anyone other than him, no matter how many years you pursue me, you don't have to believe it, but I think for you, the time spent is to see I'm afraid you don't want to do something that will never come to fruition, right?"

"How can you be so sure?" Li Chen couldn't believe Shen Mu's rhetoric. He always believed in the old proverb "As long as the hard work is deep, the iron rod can be ground into a needle". He absolutely didn't believe that the time he spent would be rewarded No results.

Shen Mu said, "Of course I'm sure." He paused and said, "Li Chen, although I'm not the same person I used to be, do you know how long it took me to treat Sang Jingyu like this now? caused by?"

Li Chen was startled when he heard this.

"I won't let this happen to me again, because it's too exhausting. It doesn't matter whether it's the one who pursued it or the one that was forced to bear it. What you see now is the same The result of the matter, so I can be sure." Shen Mu can now say this sentence calmly.He didn't mind being told by Li Chen that he had pursued Sang Jingyu for many years. If this was the only way to convince Li Chen, he would tell him all these things in order to cut off his desire to pursue him.

Shen Mu didn't say much, Li Chen was silent for a long time after listening, he could finally understand why Shen Mu and Sang Jingyu get along so harmoniously but too ordinary, they definitely don't look like two people in love, but I'm afraid This kind of plainness will only be reflected when love is deep.If Sang Jingyu's love for Shen Mu is still visible, then Shen Mu's love for Sang Jingyu is completely deep-rooted and taken for granted, so he is only used to Sang Jingyu and will only accept him one person.

After some time, Li Chen finally let out a long sigh, and said to Shen Mu: "It seems that I am the one who lost, but I didn't lose to Sang Jingyu, but to you , I ask myself that I am not as good as you, even if I am ten years younger, it is impossible for me to pursue you for so long, I am afraid that in three years, oh no, maybe two years at most, I will definitely give up."

Shen Mu smiled lightly after hearing this: "We are still suitable to be friends, that kind of pressure is not so easy to bear, as I said just now, it is not only for the pursuer, but also for the pursued person."

"Yes." Li Chen sighed, "But he loves you terribly, so no matter what, your ten years haven't been in vain, have you?"

"But when I think about it now, I think 'why is this so?'" Shen Mu said softly.

Li Chen was stunned again, looking at Shen Mu's calm expression, knowing that his words were sincere, he couldn't help but sighed again.To love to such an extent, it is better not to love, this is probably Shen Mu's truest feeling.However, if it is possible not to love, how can it be possible to love?

People can't go against their own intentions, otherwise, he will definitely feel pain, so if Shen Mu doesn't have any feelings for Sang Jingyu, even if Sang Jingyu turns back, he probably won't be able to accept it so willingly.

"Some things are doomed, you can't escape at all, can you?" Li Chen looked at Shen Mu and said with deep meaning.

Shen Mu took a deep look at Li Chen, and said: "So there is no need to escape, but there is no need to force it, just let nature take its course."

"Well, after all, lovers can't do it. They can still be friends, and I have nothing to lose. Come on, let's have a toast." Li Chen raised his glass and laughed.

Seeing Li Chen relieved, Shen Mu felt much more relaxed, he lightly clinked the wine glasses with Li Chen, and took a sip of the red wine.After talking to Li Chen, he himself made it clear that after all, Sang Jingyu could come back to his home at any time, but he would no longer pursue it like he used to.Sang Jingyu didn't want to understand this himself, and he had no choice but to get over that hurdle.