Rebirth: Marry Bai Fumei
Chapter 60 Leave
Wang Aimin looked at Xu Nanshan for a few seconds, seeing that he was serious and not joking, so he also became serious.
"Are you sure?" Wang Aimin said, "Although your development has not been very good in the past few months, your development prospects are still promising, and the company has not given up on your idea. If you feel that going out to relax is bound, you can relax a little bit. "
"When you come back, the company will still not give up on you."
Xu Nanshan, a cash cow, debuted for more than seven years and has generated hundreds of millions of dollars for Xingdong. No company will give up easily.
"Brother Wang, thank you, I know your kindness." Xu Nanshan said with a smile.
Hearing this, Wang Aimin's heart skipped a beat, he couldn't persuade him to come back, he thought to himself.
I only heard Xu Nanshan say: "This year's work, from April this year to the present, just a few months, but it makes me feel like it has been several years. I have experienced great ups and downs in such a short period of time. , Now the physical and psychological aspects are not as good as before."
As Xu Nanshan was speaking, he suddenly heard a strong wind blowing outside the window, making a harsh sound.The bare branches outside the window shook their heads violently in the wind, and the wind poured in through the gaps in the window, making it a bit cold.
"I sent out the nine albums according to the company's requirements, but I didn't get very good results. Even if I still followed the company's requirements, went out to relax, and came back to write songs, sing, and perform again, I think it would be difficult for me to return. It’s been the same as it was a few months ago.”
"You don't know, when I couldn't write a song some time ago, I even felt disgusted with the music itself." Xu Nanshan said, "This is something I have never done in 20 years. So I want to give myself a During the long vacation, you don’t have to think about work, just live your life and find out how you feel about music.”
"I can't control how long this takes, so I hope you understand."
Wang Aimin said: "You have a ten-year contract with Xingdong. If you terminate the contract early, there will be a lot of liquidated damages."
Xu Nanshan said: "I know. No matter how much the liquidated damages are, I can afford them." After all, he didn't do it for nothing these years, and he still has a little savings.
After talking with Wang Aimin, Xu Nanshan walked out of the studio leaning on a cane, and the cold air instantly penetrated through the hem of his clothes, trousers and cuffs, and it was bitingly cold.The wind was blowing from the north, and it hurt my face.Xu Nanshan let out a sigh of relief on his hands, and looked back at his studio.
His relationship with this place is about to be broken.
Counting it has been eight years, eight years, how many eight years can there be in life?He remembered that when he terminated the contract with Xingdong in his previous life, it was because the company wanted to use his fame to bring in new people. This was understandable, but some behaviors of the company touched his bottom line, and the contract was terminated in a fit of anger.Although the newcomer has not yet appeared in this life, the contract was terminated for various reasons.
Xu Nanshan suddenly felt that there seemed to be a kind of destiny in the dark that wanted him to walk the path of his previous life again.It's just that the trajectory of his life has deviated too much since his rebirth, and he doesn't know what the road ahead will be like, so he can only watch one step at a time.
The sky was gloomy, and although the sun was hanging in the sky, it was useless except for lighting. It seemed to be just a big light bulb hanging there, without any warmth.
After Wang Aimin's persuasion failed, he went back and told Xingdong's senior management that Xu Nanshan wanted to terminate the contract early.The top management was divided into two groups. One group felt that Xu Nanshan still had hope in the future and could not give up like this.Some people think that Xu Nanshan can't stop him from leaving, not to mention that when he comes back from a vacation, he may not develop very well. The company might as well use the resources invested in him to train others, maybe it can cultivate a better than Xu Nanshan. okay?
The two sides quarreled endlessly, and finally reached an agreement, and proposed a liquidated damages of up to 500 million to Xu Nanshan. I hope Xu Nanshan can reconsider, or pay 500 million.
Unexpectedly, Xu Nanshan agreed on the spot without saying a word, and readily paid 500 million liquidated damages.
The matter is a foregone conclusion, the cooperative relationship between Xu Nanshan and Wang Aimin is over, He Zhou is Xu Nanshan's assistant assigned by Xingdong, and he should leave.However, Xu Nanshan doubled Xiao He's salary and let him continue to follow him.
Xiao He was in a dilemma for a few days, but agreed.
Xu Nanshan kept He Zhou, on the one hand, because of Xiao He's loyalty to him in his previous life, and on the other hand, because his legs and feet are not convenient now. If he wants to go abroad, he needs someone who can help him.Xiao He's oral English is not bad, and it can be used in Europe.
After all, Xu Nanshan didn't plan to take Le Sheng to Europe with him.
This is the result of Xu Nanshan's decision after many considerations.Only his parents, Si Ziping and Xing Dong knew about his plan to go abroad, but he did not tell Le Sheng and Le Ruyi.
For one thing, he is going to Europe now, and he doesn't know when he will come back, and he doesn't know what he will encounter or what will happen.He didn't just go on a trip, he was ready to endure hardships, and he didn't want Lesheng to suffer hardships with him.
Secondly, Lesheng has his own business and family.Le Ruyi's blood pressure is not stable, maybe something will happen one day, she needs Le Sheng to help her.And in order to take over the huge company, Le Sheng still has a lot of things to do, it is impossible to let go of everything and accompany him.
He knew that Le Sheng would be reluctant to give up after leaving, and he would not give up, but life is always like this, if you want to choose some, you must give up others.When faced with a difficult choice, there is often no way to have the best of both worlds, after all, you can't have both.
Today's Xu Nanshan is not a greedy person.
Of course, this does not mean that Xu Nanshan will leave Lesheng or give up Lesheng.On the contrary, he still loves him deeply, and because of this love, as well as Lesheng's trust and admiration for him, he wants to make himself better and better, so that he can be worthy of Lesheng and worthy of him. Loved by fans.
When Xu Nanshan received the asteroid naming rights certificate, when Xu Nanshan saw all the flame patterns in the video and heard them shouting "We are waiting for you to come back" in unison, when Xu Nanshan saw Le Sheng's gloomy youth At that time, this idea quietly took root in my mind.
From October to December, everything he experienced during these three months destroyed his self-confidence and smashed his pride. As conceited as he was, he had to admit that he was not as good as he thought.The expectations from Lesheng and the fans made him feel pressured and anxious, and he had to do something to give back to them.
The termination of the contract with Xingdong is not just a matter of paying liquidated damages. There are still many follow-up issues to be discussed, such as the ownership of the copyright of the album, etc. There are many issues to be discussed.Xu Nanshan found a trustworthy lawyer to help him check and deal with the follow-up matters after the termination of the contract.
However, since Xu Nanshan wanted to go abroad as soon as possible, he was very straightforward in giving the money. He only made no concessions on the ownership of some key issues. Therefore, overall, the termination of the contract was negotiated fairly smoothly.
By mid-January, most of the affairs had been negotiated, and Xu Nanshan's legs were much better than before, although he still couldn't walk without crutches.Xu Nanshan looked at the day, it was almost time to leave.
In the twelfth lunar month, as the New Year was approaching, Ruyi Jewelry's business became more and more busy. Xu Nanshan thought that he would leave soon, so he ran to Le Sheng's house to see him if he had nothing to do.He wanted to hurry up and spend a few more days with Le Sheng.And Le Ruyi seems to have turned a blind eye to this.
He secretly took a lot of photos while Lesheng was asleep, thinking that when he went to Europe, he would take out some photos when he wanted Lesheng.In addition, he even asked Le Sheng to draw a picture of himself, sandwiched it among many of his paintings, and then quietly stole it away.
Xu Nanshan deliberately bought two black and white down jackets for couples, and lied to Le Ruyi that they were brother clothes, asking Le Sheng to wear them with him, and then took pictures.Another hidden skill of Xu Nanshan is photography, but he hasn't shown much of it.
Xu Nanshan booked a ticket on the tenth day of the twelfth lunar month and flew to London, England. His first stop was England.Because that is the place where Le Sheng once stayed, and also because it is a place where popular music is extremely developed, where there are British rock, folk songs, and jazz.
As the day of departure approached, perhaps because of his reluctance to give up Le Sheng, Xu Nanshan's anxiety and uneasiness became more and more serious, so that Le Sheng, who was kept in the dark, could feel his emotions.But he couldn't guess what happened, he only thought that Xu Nanshan was anxious because of his leg injury or emotions such as the album.As for these, Le Sheng couldn't give him anything except hugs and kisses.
On Laba day, Xu Nanshan went home to live with his parents.According to the habit of previous years, the family of three would go back to the countryside during the Chinese New Year to pay New Year's greetings with grandma, grandpa and grandpa.However, because Xu Nanshan was going abroad this year, Tang Xihua took the three old people over and spent Laba together.
On the ninth day of the twelfth lunar month, Xu Nanshan stayed at Lesheng's home.Maybe it was because he was leaving tomorrow, but Xu Nanshan's heart settled down and he was no longer anxious. He was just afraid that Le Sheng would be sad after he left.
Seeing Le Sheng laying on the bed, not yet free, holding his notebook and reading the company's report, Xu Nanshan hugged his waist with some dissatisfaction, and kissed his ears and neck delicately.
Le Sheng was tickled, pushed him, and gave him a reproachful look: Don't make trouble.
Not only did Xu Nanshan not repent, but he reached into Le Sheng's clothes even more excessively, and pinched somewhere.
Le Sheng's body trembled, he couldn't work with peace of mind anyway, he pressed Xu Nanshan's hand with one hand to prevent him from moving, and he closed the computer helplessly with the other hand and put it aside.He touched Xu Nanshan's side face, leaned over and kissed Xu Nanshan's lips intimately.
What's wrong?Le Sheng's eyes revealed his meaning.
Xu Nanshan didn't want to turn their last night together into a boring night with only sex/love. He wanted to hug Le Sheng and talk to him a lot.
Xu Nanshan pulled out his hand, pulled Le Sheng into his arms, first pressed him down and kissed him hard, until Le Sheng was out of breath before letting him go.
"It's nothing, I just want you to rest early, don't be too tired, and do work tomorrow. Your current time should be mine."
Le Sheng licked his numb lips, and nodded obediently, expressing his understanding.He carefully touched Xu Nanshan's left leg with his hand, for fear of hurting him, he raised his eyes to look at Xu Nanshan inquiringly.
Xu Nanshan smiled and took his hand and kissed him: "It's already much better, don't you ask me every time I come, how can it be so fast? It's been a hundred days since I was injured, and I've only been here for sixty days."
Le Sheng frowned: "I heard that fractures are very painful."
Xu Nanshan: "Now it's not as painful as before, it's just a little itchy, which means the injury is recovering."
Xu Nanshan didn't want to dwell on this topic, so he asked, "Where's your mother, how is she and your father doing recently?"
Le Sheng: "It's still the same, lukewarm."
Xu Nanshan: "It's neither hot nor cold, and I didn't drive you away. Your dad spent New Year's Eve and New Year's Day at your house. I think he has something to play with."
Le Sheng pursed his lips and smiled: "I don't know what my mother thinks. She may feel that she owes me and wants to make up for me as a father, but I hope she can listen to her own heart and forgive me, no Forgive or forgive, follow her."
Xu Nanshan: "That's natural. But why do I always feel that your parents seem to see something, I mean about the two of us."
Le Sheng was stunned for a moment: "I don't know... maybe, but they haven't told me yet. Mom, she... likes you very much, maybe she won't object."
Xu Nanshan: "Don't worry, I will work hard to get the consent of my mother-in-law."
Mother-in-law?Le Sheng looked at Xu Nanshan.
Up to now, their tacit understanding has been very good. Usually, Le Sheng doesn't need to say anything. Xu Nanshan can guess what he is thinking just by looking at his eyes.So he replied: "Mother-in-law, what's the matter?"
There was a look of disbelief on Le Sheng's face.
Xu Nanshan said with a smile: "Mother-in-law—it's okay, it doesn't matter what you want to call it, anyway, you are mine and you haven't run away." Shouldn't the daughter-in-law be pampered?
Le Sheng laughed embarrassingly again, and said with gestures: "Mother-in-law is just mother-in-law, so it's okay..."
The two chatted for a long time that night, until Le Sheng felt that his arms were tired, Xu Nanshan took his hand and kissed each of his fingers carefully, and then kissed Le Sheng's lips heavily.He kissed so earnestly and with all his strength, as if he wanted to leave a trace of good memories for this farewell and draw a comma for their future.
After the kiss, both of them were panting heavily, Le Sheng always felt that Xu Nanshan was a little strange tonight, but he couldn't tell where the strangeness was.Xu Nanshan held Le Sheng tightly in his arms, and whispered in his ear:
"Lesheng, I love you."
The voice was deep and hoarse, with imperceptible tremors. This was his most heartfelt confession.Although Xu Nanshan doesn't often say the word love.
He loves him so deeply that he dare not even say goodbye to his face.
wait me back.Xu Nanshan thought to himself.
The things at home were packed a few days ago, Xu Nanshan didn't plan to bring a lot of things, some changes of clothes, electronic items, a guitar, a harmonica, musical instruments can only bring small ones, big ones are too big convenient.
Xiao He had already packed up, and the combined things of the two of them filled three large suitcases.Xu Nanshan leaned on crutches with his left hand, one with his right hand, and two for Little He.
The air ticket was at [-]:[-] pm, I had a connecting flight in Beijing, and arrived in London the next morning.At three o'clock in the afternoon, Xu Nanshan and Xiao He set off from home, and the driver took them to Changshan City Airport.
In the car, Xiao He was nagging all the way.
"Brother Xu, this is the first time I have been to England. I heard that England is rainy and the streets are very narrow. Have you been there before?"
It's rainy... It reminded Xu Nanshan of what was written in Le Sheng's diary, so he was not in a good mood, and replied lightly: "No."
Xiao He: "Then why did you choose the UK as your first stop?"
Xu Nanshan was silent for a while, thinking of Le Sheng's appearance when he saw the letter he wrote, he felt depressed, and said truthfully, "It's because of Le Sheng."
Xiao He was taken aback: "That's right, why didn't Le Sheng come to see you off? Is he not free?"
Xu Nanshan frowned: "I didn't tell him in advance."
"Ah? Why?" Xiao He asked in surprise, "Then how sad he was when you left?"
Xu Nanshan frowned and said, "Where are there so many? Why don't you say a few words."
It was snowing outside the car window again. Ever since it snowed on the night of New Year's Eve, the weather in Changshan has been bad, always gloomy, and snow will come from time to time.
It snowed heavily in the early morning, and it didn't stop until dawn in the morning. There was a thick layer of snow on the ground, which was scratched off with industrial salt on the road, and there were still a lot of piles on the roadside and in the flower beds.Take a deep breath, you can smell the cold breath of ice and snow, and the cold air flows into the lungs along the trachea.
The driver drove very slowly because of the slippery road.
"Brother Xu, do you think the flight will be delayed due to the weather? There is no notification yet." Xiao He endured it for a while, and then couldn't help opening his mouth.
Xiao He spoke of Xu Nanshan's worries. In fact, Xu Nanshan was even more worried that if the weather got worse later, the flight might be cancelled.If this is the case, the courage he has accumulated so easily may be exhausted, and Le Sheng has already learned the news that he is leaving, so what will happen?
"Don't be crowed." Xu Nanshan said.
Scary, what happened, Xu Nanshan arrived at the airport not long ago, before he started the security check, he was informed that the plane was delayed for two hours due to the weather.
Xu Nanshan glared at Xiao He: "Have you ever opened your mouth?"
Xiao He was wronged: "I don't want to either..."
Because the flight was delayed, the two had to wait in the airport. The waiting time was boring and annoying.Xu Nanshan was very disturbed, he was very afraid that Le Sheng would chase after him at this time and stop him from leaving.
If Le Sheng cried in front of him, he would immediately surrender.
Due to the bad weather, Le Sheng got off work early that day, and as soon as Le Sheng came home, he heard the servant say that Xu Nanshan had left him a letter in the bedroom.letter?Le Sheng felt a little strange, thinking that Xu Nanshan was playing some romantic trick, and went upstairs with the corners of his lips carelessly upturned. When he entered the bedroom, he immediately saw a sketchbook pressed on the table. letter.The picture printed on the envelope is New Year's lights and fluttering snowflakes.
He took it apart and looked at it, originally with the mentality of reading a love letter, but at the end, he realized that he was completely wrong.
No wonder he felt that Xu Nanshan was so strange yesterday. It turned out that this person had planned it beforehand, but he didn't tell him.For a while, Le Sheng couldn't care about anything else, his whole heart was in a mess, he ran to apologize to Le Ruyi, wrapped up the white down jacket, and hurried out of the house.He drove the car himself and rushed to the airport quickly.
There was only one thought in Le Sheng's mind, he couldn't let Xu Nanshan go away so quietly.
The car drove on the slippery road quickly, and Le Sheng drove a car skill that he had never done before.Le Sheng looked at his watch. It was almost five o'clock. He checked the flight information and found that there was a flight to England at a quarter past six.It wasn't necessarily the train that Xu Nanshan was on, but he could only hope it was.If Xu Nanshan had already left on an earlier flight... He couldn't imagine such a possibility.
The winter night comes early, after five o’clock, the twilight has climbed into the night sky, the neon lights and street lights are gradually lit up, and the falling snowflakes are especially suitable for the scene at this moment, they are stained with the color of the lights and become colorful.
"Lesheng, when you see this text message, I may already be on the plane to England.
Sorry, please forgive me for notifying you of my departure in this way.But please believe me, this is not farewell, nor is it forever, this is just a short separation, I will come back.
The reason for using this method, I think you also know that if I tell you in person, I am afraid that I will not be able to bear to leave when I see you crying.However, this trip is necessary for me.In the past few years, I have seen many things and experienced many things, but none of them have impressed me as much as the past few months.
I feel as if I have lived again and died again. Now I look at myself and find that I cannot bear your expectations.
Lesheng, I love you.It's true, I believe you love me too, so I hope you understand me.
I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye to you in person, please wait for me when I come back.If when I come back, I find that you have changed your mind and like someone else, I will not let you go in vain, I will definitely take you back.
Xu Nanshan pen. "
This letter was written in the flowing cursive font that Le Sheng was familiar with.If you use such words to write a love letter, it must be very beautiful, but it can be used to write a farewell letter, which is a bit unbearable.
While driving, Le Sheng recalled every word Xu Nanshan left behind.If he hadn't caught up with Xu Nanshan, then this letter might have become his sustenance for a long time to come.
He thought about what Xu Nanshan said in his ear last night, I love you, and when the man in the letter wrote these three words, even the handwriting became much more solemn, and some mist rose in his eyes, almost blurring his vision .Taking advantage of the red light, Le Sheng raised his hand and wiped it.
After the red light ended, he drove quickly to the airport again.
When Le Sheng arrived at the airport, it was nearly six o'clock. He hurriedly stopped the car in the parking lot, unfastened his seat belt, and ran towards the airport.
There are too many people, maybe because the Chinese New Year is approaching, the airport is full of people, returning to Changshan from other places, and returning to their hometown from Changshan.These people constituted the mainstream of the airport, but Lesheng never found Xu Nanshan.
He was so anxious that tears were about to come out. He called Xu Nanshan over and over again, but he couldn't get through. Was it because he had already boarded the plane and turned on the flight mode?Le Sheng was extremely flustered.
What should he do?Le Sheng thought, if Xu Nanshan really left like this, what should he do?Should he obediently wait in Changshan for his return, or fly to England to find him?But Britain is so big, if Xu Nanshan refuses to see him, how can he find him?
It wasn't him... This one wasn't him either... Le Sheng seemed to look like Xu Nanshan in everyone, but he didn't seem to be in anyone. He still couldn't find him.
The hands on the watch moved bit by bit. It used to feel so slow, but now it felt too fast. It was like turning a finger, and it was a quarter past six.
At this moment, Le Sheng saw a plane take off.
It's over, Le Sheng thought, he's gone.
He knelt down in the crowd helplessly and collapsed, covering his face with his hands, his thin shoulders twitched slightly, he cried silently, but the tears had already fallen from his fingers.
At this time, Le Sheng's keen ears caught a familiar voice.
"Brother Xu, do you think that is Le Sheng?"
"No, no, why did Le Sheng come?"
Although the second voice was hidden in the noisy voices, Ke Lesheng could still distinguish it all at once. It was Xu Nanshan.He raised his head abruptly, followed the sound, and saw Xu Nanshan who had just come out of the bathroom. Xiao He was standing beside Xu Nanshan, with three large suitcases at his feet.After the two had a brief conversation, they turned to leave.
Le Sheng stood up all of a sudden, but became violent and dizzy. When he looked up again, he saw that the two of them were about to disappear in the crowded crowd.
"Ah!" He lost control for a moment and wanted to call out Xu Nanshan's name, but he couldn't make a sound. He clutched his throat and let out a hasty cry.
Because of this shout, many people in the airport looked towards Le Sheng.
At the same time, Xu Nanshan turned his head.
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"Are you sure?" Wang Aimin said, "Although your development has not been very good in the past few months, your development prospects are still promising, and the company has not given up on your idea. If you feel that going out to relax is bound, you can relax a little bit. "
"When you come back, the company will still not give up on you."
Xu Nanshan, a cash cow, debuted for more than seven years and has generated hundreds of millions of dollars for Xingdong. No company will give up easily.
"Brother Wang, thank you, I know your kindness." Xu Nanshan said with a smile.
Hearing this, Wang Aimin's heart skipped a beat, he couldn't persuade him to come back, he thought to himself.
I only heard Xu Nanshan say: "This year's work, from April this year to the present, just a few months, but it makes me feel like it has been several years. I have experienced great ups and downs in such a short period of time. , Now the physical and psychological aspects are not as good as before."
As Xu Nanshan was speaking, he suddenly heard a strong wind blowing outside the window, making a harsh sound.The bare branches outside the window shook their heads violently in the wind, and the wind poured in through the gaps in the window, making it a bit cold.
"I sent out the nine albums according to the company's requirements, but I didn't get very good results. Even if I still followed the company's requirements, went out to relax, and came back to write songs, sing, and perform again, I think it would be difficult for me to return. It’s been the same as it was a few months ago.”
"You don't know, when I couldn't write a song some time ago, I even felt disgusted with the music itself." Xu Nanshan said, "This is something I have never done in 20 years. So I want to give myself a During the long vacation, you don’t have to think about work, just live your life and find out how you feel about music.”
"I can't control how long this takes, so I hope you understand."
Wang Aimin said: "You have a ten-year contract with Xingdong. If you terminate the contract early, there will be a lot of liquidated damages."
Xu Nanshan said: "I know. No matter how much the liquidated damages are, I can afford them." After all, he didn't do it for nothing these years, and he still has a little savings.
After talking with Wang Aimin, Xu Nanshan walked out of the studio leaning on a cane, and the cold air instantly penetrated through the hem of his clothes, trousers and cuffs, and it was bitingly cold.The wind was blowing from the north, and it hurt my face.Xu Nanshan let out a sigh of relief on his hands, and looked back at his studio.
His relationship with this place is about to be broken.
Counting it has been eight years, eight years, how many eight years can there be in life?He remembered that when he terminated the contract with Xingdong in his previous life, it was because the company wanted to use his fame to bring in new people. This was understandable, but some behaviors of the company touched his bottom line, and the contract was terminated in a fit of anger.Although the newcomer has not yet appeared in this life, the contract was terminated for various reasons.
Xu Nanshan suddenly felt that there seemed to be a kind of destiny in the dark that wanted him to walk the path of his previous life again.It's just that the trajectory of his life has deviated too much since his rebirth, and he doesn't know what the road ahead will be like, so he can only watch one step at a time.
The sky was gloomy, and although the sun was hanging in the sky, it was useless except for lighting. It seemed to be just a big light bulb hanging there, without any warmth.
After Wang Aimin's persuasion failed, he went back and told Xingdong's senior management that Xu Nanshan wanted to terminate the contract early.The top management was divided into two groups. One group felt that Xu Nanshan still had hope in the future and could not give up like this.Some people think that Xu Nanshan can't stop him from leaving, not to mention that when he comes back from a vacation, he may not develop very well. The company might as well use the resources invested in him to train others, maybe it can cultivate a better than Xu Nanshan. okay?
The two sides quarreled endlessly, and finally reached an agreement, and proposed a liquidated damages of up to 500 million to Xu Nanshan. I hope Xu Nanshan can reconsider, or pay 500 million.
Unexpectedly, Xu Nanshan agreed on the spot without saying a word, and readily paid 500 million liquidated damages.
The matter is a foregone conclusion, the cooperative relationship between Xu Nanshan and Wang Aimin is over, He Zhou is Xu Nanshan's assistant assigned by Xingdong, and he should leave.However, Xu Nanshan doubled Xiao He's salary and let him continue to follow him.
Xiao He was in a dilemma for a few days, but agreed.
Xu Nanshan kept He Zhou, on the one hand, because of Xiao He's loyalty to him in his previous life, and on the other hand, because his legs and feet are not convenient now. If he wants to go abroad, he needs someone who can help him.Xiao He's oral English is not bad, and it can be used in Europe.
After all, Xu Nanshan didn't plan to take Le Sheng to Europe with him.
This is the result of Xu Nanshan's decision after many considerations.Only his parents, Si Ziping and Xing Dong knew about his plan to go abroad, but he did not tell Le Sheng and Le Ruyi.
For one thing, he is going to Europe now, and he doesn't know when he will come back, and he doesn't know what he will encounter or what will happen.He didn't just go on a trip, he was ready to endure hardships, and he didn't want Lesheng to suffer hardships with him.
Secondly, Lesheng has his own business and family.Le Ruyi's blood pressure is not stable, maybe something will happen one day, she needs Le Sheng to help her.And in order to take over the huge company, Le Sheng still has a lot of things to do, it is impossible to let go of everything and accompany him.
He knew that Le Sheng would be reluctant to give up after leaving, and he would not give up, but life is always like this, if you want to choose some, you must give up others.When faced with a difficult choice, there is often no way to have the best of both worlds, after all, you can't have both.
Today's Xu Nanshan is not a greedy person.
Of course, this does not mean that Xu Nanshan will leave Lesheng or give up Lesheng.On the contrary, he still loves him deeply, and because of this love, as well as Lesheng's trust and admiration for him, he wants to make himself better and better, so that he can be worthy of Lesheng and worthy of him. Loved by fans.
When Xu Nanshan received the asteroid naming rights certificate, when Xu Nanshan saw all the flame patterns in the video and heard them shouting "We are waiting for you to come back" in unison, when Xu Nanshan saw Le Sheng's gloomy youth At that time, this idea quietly took root in my mind.
From October to December, everything he experienced during these three months destroyed his self-confidence and smashed his pride. As conceited as he was, he had to admit that he was not as good as he thought.The expectations from Lesheng and the fans made him feel pressured and anxious, and he had to do something to give back to them.
The termination of the contract with Xingdong is not just a matter of paying liquidated damages. There are still many follow-up issues to be discussed, such as the ownership of the copyright of the album, etc. There are many issues to be discussed.Xu Nanshan found a trustworthy lawyer to help him check and deal with the follow-up matters after the termination of the contract.
However, since Xu Nanshan wanted to go abroad as soon as possible, he was very straightforward in giving the money. He only made no concessions on the ownership of some key issues. Therefore, overall, the termination of the contract was negotiated fairly smoothly.
By mid-January, most of the affairs had been negotiated, and Xu Nanshan's legs were much better than before, although he still couldn't walk without crutches.Xu Nanshan looked at the day, it was almost time to leave.
In the twelfth lunar month, as the New Year was approaching, Ruyi Jewelry's business became more and more busy. Xu Nanshan thought that he would leave soon, so he ran to Le Sheng's house to see him if he had nothing to do.He wanted to hurry up and spend a few more days with Le Sheng.And Le Ruyi seems to have turned a blind eye to this.
He secretly took a lot of photos while Lesheng was asleep, thinking that when he went to Europe, he would take out some photos when he wanted Lesheng.In addition, he even asked Le Sheng to draw a picture of himself, sandwiched it among many of his paintings, and then quietly stole it away.
Xu Nanshan deliberately bought two black and white down jackets for couples, and lied to Le Ruyi that they were brother clothes, asking Le Sheng to wear them with him, and then took pictures.Another hidden skill of Xu Nanshan is photography, but he hasn't shown much of it.
Xu Nanshan booked a ticket on the tenth day of the twelfth lunar month and flew to London, England. His first stop was England.Because that is the place where Le Sheng once stayed, and also because it is a place where popular music is extremely developed, where there are British rock, folk songs, and jazz.
As the day of departure approached, perhaps because of his reluctance to give up Le Sheng, Xu Nanshan's anxiety and uneasiness became more and more serious, so that Le Sheng, who was kept in the dark, could feel his emotions.But he couldn't guess what happened, he only thought that Xu Nanshan was anxious because of his leg injury or emotions such as the album.As for these, Le Sheng couldn't give him anything except hugs and kisses.
On Laba day, Xu Nanshan went home to live with his parents.According to the habit of previous years, the family of three would go back to the countryside during the Chinese New Year to pay New Year's greetings with grandma, grandpa and grandpa.However, because Xu Nanshan was going abroad this year, Tang Xihua took the three old people over and spent Laba together.
On the ninth day of the twelfth lunar month, Xu Nanshan stayed at Lesheng's home.Maybe it was because he was leaving tomorrow, but Xu Nanshan's heart settled down and he was no longer anxious. He was just afraid that Le Sheng would be sad after he left.
Seeing Le Sheng laying on the bed, not yet free, holding his notebook and reading the company's report, Xu Nanshan hugged his waist with some dissatisfaction, and kissed his ears and neck delicately.
Le Sheng was tickled, pushed him, and gave him a reproachful look: Don't make trouble.
Not only did Xu Nanshan not repent, but he reached into Le Sheng's clothes even more excessively, and pinched somewhere.
Le Sheng's body trembled, he couldn't work with peace of mind anyway, he pressed Xu Nanshan's hand with one hand to prevent him from moving, and he closed the computer helplessly with the other hand and put it aside.He touched Xu Nanshan's side face, leaned over and kissed Xu Nanshan's lips intimately.
What's wrong?Le Sheng's eyes revealed his meaning.
Xu Nanshan didn't want to turn their last night together into a boring night with only sex/love. He wanted to hug Le Sheng and talk to him a lot.
Xu Nanshan pulled out his hand, pulled Le Sheng into his arms, first pressed him down and kissed him hard, until Le Sheng was out of breath before letting him go.
"It's nothing, I just want you to rest early, don't be too tired, and do work tomorrow. Your current time should be mine."
Le Sheng licked his numb lips, and nodded obediently, expressing his understanding.He carefully touched Xu Nanshan's left leg with his hand, for fear of hurting him, he raised his eyes to look at Xu Nanshan inquiringly.
Xu Nanshan smiled and took his hand and kissed him: "It's already much better, don't you ask me every time I come, how can it be so fast? It's been a hundred days since I was injured, and I've only been here for sixty days."
Le Sheng frowned: "I heard that fractures are very painful."
Xu Nanshan: "Now it's not as painful as before, it's just a little itchy, which means the injury is recovering."
Xu Nanshan didn't want to dwell on this topic, so he asked, "Where's your mother, how is she and your father doing recently?"
Le Sheng: "It's still the same, lukewarm."
Xu Nanshan: "It's neither hot nor cold, and I didn't drive you away. Your dad spent New Year's Eve and New Year's Day at your house. I think he has something to play with."
Le Sheng pursed his lips and smiled: "I don't know what my mother thinks. She may feel that she owes me and wants to make up for me as a father, but I hope she can listen to her own heart and forgive me, no Forgive or forgive, follow her."
Xu Nanshan: "That's natural. But why do I always feel that your parents seem to see something, I mean about the two of us."
Le Sheng was stunned for a moment: "I don't know... maybe, but they haven't told me yet. Mom, she... likes you very much, maybe she won't object."
Xu Nanshan: "Don't worry, I will work hard to get the consent of my mother-in-law."
Mother-in-law?Le Sheng looked at Xu Nanshan.
Up to now, their tacit understanding has been very good. Usually, Le Sheng doesn't need to say anything. Xu Nanshan can guess what he is thinking just by looking at his eyes.So he replied: "Mother-in-law, what's the matter?"
There was a look of disbelief on Le Sheng's face.
Xu Nanshan said with a smile: "Mother-in-law—it's okay, it doesn't matter what you want to call it, anyway, you are mine and you haven't run away." Shouldn't the daughter-in-law be pampered?
Le Sheng laughed embarrassingly again, and said with gestures: "Mother-in-law is just mother-in-law, so it's okay..."
The two chatted for a long time that night, until Le Sheng felt that his arms were tired, Xu Nanshan took his hand and kissed each of his fingers carefully, and then kissed Le Sheng's lips heavily.He kissed so earnestly and with all his strength, as if he wanted to leave a trace of good memories for this farewell and draw a comma for their future.
After the kiss, both of them were panting heavily, Le Sheng always felt that Xu Nanshan was a little strange tonight, but he couldn't tell where the strangeness was.Xu Nanshan held Le Sheng tightly in his arms, and whispered in his ear:
"Lesheng, I love you."
The voice was deep and hoarse, with imperceptible tremors. This was his most heartfelt confession.Although Xu Nanshan doesn't often say the word love.
He loves him so deeply that he dare not even say goodbye to his face.
wait me back.Xu Nanshan thought to himself.
The things at home were packed a few days ago, Xu Nanshan didn't plan to bring a lot of things, some changes of clothes, electronic items, a guitar, a harmonica, musical instruments can only bring small ones, big ones are too big convenient.
Xiao He had already packed up, and the combined things of the two of them filled three large suitcases.Xu Nanshan leaned on crutches with his left hand, one with his right hand, and two for Little He.
The air ticket was at [-]:[-] pm, I had a connecting flight in Beijing, and arrived in London the next morning.At three o'clock in the afternoon, Xu Nanshan and Xiao He set off from home, and the driver took them to Changshan City Airport.
In the car, Xiao He was nagging all the way.
"Brother Xu, this is the first time I have been to England. I heard that England is rainy and the streets are very narrow. Have you been there before?"
It's rainy... It reminded Xu Nanshan of what was written in Le Sheng's diary, so he was not in a good mood, and replied lightly: "No."
Xiao He: "Then why did you choose the UK as your first stop?"
Xu Nanshan was silent for a while, thinking of Le Sheng's appearance when he saw the letter he wrote, he felt depressed, and said truthfully, "It's because of Le Sheng."
Xiao He was taken aback: "That's right, why didn't Le Sheng come to see you off? Is he not free?"
Xu Nanshan frowned: "I didn't tell him in advance."
"Ah? Why?" Xiao He asked in surprise, "Then how sad he was when you left?"
Xu Nanshan frowned and said, "Where are there so many? Why don't you say a few words."
It was snowing outside the car window again. Ever since it snowed on the night of New Year's Eve, the weather in Changshan has been bad, always gloomy, and snow will come from time to time.
It snowed heavily in the early morning, and it didn't stop until dawn in the morning. There was a thick layer of snow on the ground, which was scratched off with industrial salt on the road, and there were still a lot of piles on the roadside and in the flower beds.Take a deep breath, you can smell the cold breath of ice and snow, and the cold air flows into the lungs along the trachea.
The driver drove very slowly because of the slippery road.
"Brother Xu, do you think the flight will be delayed due to the weather? There is no notification yet." Xiao He endured it for a while, and then couldn't help opening his mouth.
Xiao He spoke of Xu Nanshan's worries. In fact, Xu Nanshan was even more worried that if the weather got worse later, the flight might be cancelled.If this is the case, the courage he has accumulated so easily may be exhausted, and Le Sheng has already learned the news that he is leaving, so what will happen?
"Don't be crowed." Xu Nanshan said.
Scary, what happened, Xu Nanshan arrived at the airport not long ago, before he started the security check, he was informed that the plane was delayed for two hours due to the weather.
Xu Nanshan glared at Xiao He: "Have you ever opened your mouth?"
Xiao He was wronged: "I don't want to either..."
Because the flight was delayed, the two had to wait in the airport. The waiting time was boring and annoying.Xu Nanshan was very disturbed, he was very afraid that Le Sheng would chase after him at this time and stop him from leaving.
If Le Sheng cried in front of him, he would immediately surrender.
Due to the bad weather, Le Sheng got off work early that day, and as soon as Le Sheng came home, he heard the servant say that Xu Nanshan had left him a letter in the bedroom.letter?Le Sheng felt a little strange, thinking that Xu Nanshan was playing some romantic trick, and went upstairs with the corners of his lips carelessly upturned. When he entered the bedroom, he immediately saw a sketchbook pressed on the table. letter.The picture printed on the envelope is New Year's lights and fluttering snowflakes.
He took it apart and looked at it, originally with the mentality of reading a love letter, but at the end, he realized that he was completely wrong.
No wonder he felt that Xu Nanshan was so strange yesterday. It turned out that this person had planned it beforehand, but he didn't tell him.For a while, Le Sheng couldn't care about anything else, his whole heart was in a mess, he ran to apologize to Le Ruyi, wrapped up the white down jacket, and hurried out of the house.He drove the car himself and rushed to the airport quickly.
There was only one thought in Le Sheng's mind, he couldn't let Xu Nanshan go away so quietly.
The car drove on the slippery road quickly, and Le Sheng drove a car skill that he had never done before.Le Sheng looked at his watch. It was almost five o'clock. He checked the flight information and found that there was a flight to England at a quarter past six.It wasn't necessarily the train that Xu Nanshan was on, but he could only hope it was.If Xu Nanshan had already left on an earlier flight... He couldn't imagine such a possibility.
The winter night comes early, after five o’clock, the twilight has climbed into the night sky, the neon lights and street lights are gradually lit up, and the falling snowflakes are especially suitable for the scene at this moment, they are stained with the color of the lights and become colorful.
"Lesheng, when you see this text message, I may already be on the plane to England.
Sorry, please forgive me for notifying you of my departure in this way.But please believe me, this is not farewell, nor is it forever, this is just a short separation, I will come back.
The reason for using this method, I think you also know that if I tell you in person, I am afraid that I will not be able to bear to leave when I see you crying.However, this trip is necessary for me.In the past few years, I have seen many things and experienced many things, but none of them have impressed me as much as the past few months.
I feel as if I have lived again and died again. Now I look at myself and find that I cannot bear your expectations.
Lesheng, I love you.It's true, I believe you love me too, so I hope you understand me.
I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye to you in person, please wait for me when I come back.If when I come back, I find that you have changed your mind and like someone else, I will not let you go in vain, I will definitely take you back.
Xu Nanshan pen. "
This letter was written in the flowing cursive font that Le Sheng was familiar with.If you use such words to write a love letter, it must be very beautiful, but it can be used to write a farewell letter, which is a bit unbearable.
While driving, Le Sheng recalled every word Xu Nanshan left behind.If he hadn't caught up with Xu Nanshan, then this letter might have become his sustenance for a long time to come.
He thought about what Xu Nanshan said in his ear last night, I love you, and when the man in the letter wrote these three words, even the handwriting became much more solemn, and some mist rose in his eyes, almost blurring his vision .Taking advantage of the red light, Le Sheng raised his hand and wiped it.
After the red light ended, he drove quickly to the airport again.
When Le Sheng arrived at the airport, it was nearly six o'clock. He hurriedly stopped the car in the parking lot, unfastened his seat belt, and ran towards the airport.
There are too many people, maybe because the Chinese New Year is approaching, the airport is full of people, returning to Changshan from other places, and returning to their hometown from Changshan.These people constituted the mainstream of the airport, but Lesheng never found Xu Nanshan.
He was so anxious that tears were about to come out. He called Xu Nanshan over and over again, but he couldn't get through. Was it because he had already boarded the plane and turned on the flight mode?Le Sheng was extremely flustered.
What should he do?Le Sheng thought, if Xu Nanshan really left like this, what should he do?Should he obediently wait in Changshan for his return, or fly to England to find him?But Britain is so big, if Xu Nanshan refuses to see him, how can he find him?
It wasn't him... This one wasn't him either... Le Sheng seemed to look like Xu Nanshan in everyone, but he didn't seem to be in anyone. He still couldn't find him.
The hands on the watch moved bit by bit. It used to feel so slow, but now it felt too fast. It was like turning a finger, and it was a quarter past six.
At this moment, Le Sheng saw a plane take off.
It's over, Le Sheng thought, he's gone.
He knelt down in the crowd helplessly and collapsed, covering his face with his hands, his thin shoulders twitched slightly, he cried silently, but the tears had already fallen from his fingers.
At this time, Le Sheng's keen ears caught a familiar voice.
"Brother Xu, do you think that is Le Sheng?"
"No, no, why did Le Sheng come?"
Although the second voice was hidden in the noisy voices, Ke Lesheng could still distinguish it all at once. It was Xu Nanshan.He raised his head abruptly, followed the sound, and saw Xu Nanshan who had just come out of the bathroom. Xiao He was standing beside Xu Nanshan, with three large suitcases at his feet.After the two had a brief conversation, they turned to leave.
Le Sheng stood up all of a sudden, but became violent and dizzy. When he looked up again, he saw that the two of them were about to disappear in the crowded crowd.
"Ah!" He lost control for a moment and wanted to call out Xu Nanshan's name, but he couldn't make a sound. He clutched his throat and let out a hasty cry.
Because of this shout, many people in the airport looked towards Le Sheng.
At the same time, Xu Nanshan turned his head.
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