so far speechless

Lin Jiuyan supported Cheng Ze, who could barely stand still, hanging limply on his body.He glanced at Cheng Ze, raised his head, and met Yu Guci's gaze.

Being reminded by him, Lin Jiuyan remembered the promise he had made to Cheng Ze.

Accompany you on your birthday.

"Stop making excuses for the mistakes you made," Yu Guci put his hands in his pockets and turned around, "Save it and explain it to him."

Lin Jiuyan helped Cheng Ze into the passenger seat, fastened his seat belt for him, then started the car and drove back to the house where they live now.

There was no elevator on the fifth floor, so Lin Jiuyan helped Cheng Ze walk upstairs step by step.

Holding Cheng Ze across his arms, he put him on the bed in his room, and Lin Jiuyan went to the kitchen to pour him a glass of water.Cheng Ze was in a state of drunkenness, no matter how Lin Jiuyan fed him, he couldn't drink any water.Parts ran down his cheeks and into his pajamas.Lin Jiuyan helped him take off his clothes, twisted a towel and wiped his body.

"Senior..."

Lin Jiuyan's hand rested on Cheng Ze's body, and he saw Cheng Ze slightly opened his eyes, which were hazy.He paused, and continued to walk on Cheng Ze's body with the towel.

"You..." Cheng Ze raised his hand, wanting to brush him away, but now that he had no strength, Lin Jiuyan stopped him easily, "You promised..."

Lin Jiuyan didn't make a sound, he just wiped his body gently.Cheng Ze seemed to have opened up a chatterbox, he grabbed Lin Jiuyan's hand and kept talking.

"Since...you disappeared..." He couldn't speak clearly, and even hiccupped in the middle, "You have changed..."

The hand holding Lin Jiuyan was getting tighter and tighter, but Lin Jiuyan let Cheng Ze hold it as if he didn't feel any pain.

"You...you can't...seeing me always smiling...you think I won't be sad..."

That night, Cheng Ze said a lot, but he didn't remember a single word.Lin Jiuyan didn't say anything, but he wrote down everything Cheng Ze said.

Lin Jiuyan slept very lightly, and a phone call woke him up at two o'clock in the middle of the night.

"what's up?"

Not knowing what was said on the phone, Lin Jiuyan's face suddenly changed.

"What did you say? I'll be there right away."

Cheng Ze woke up from hunger. He woke up and found himself lying in Lin Jiuyan's room with his upper body naked.His complete memory stayed in the KTV, and he was lying on the sofa listening to a group of people howling.Cheng Ze really had no memory of how he got home and how he went to bed.Intermittently, he remembered something, it seemed that Lin Jiuyan wiped his face, but it was extremely vague.Still dizzy, Cheng Ze propped himself up and sat up, only to realize that this was Lin Jiuyan's room.

Since he moved here, he rarely came into this room, and Lin Jiuyan usually went to sleep with him in his room, so this room seemed a bit deserted.

Lin Jiuyan must have brought himself back last night.

Cheng Ze covered his head and got out of bed. He called Lin Jiuyan and found that he was not at home at all.When he walked out of the room and saw the clock on the wall, Cheng Ze realized that it was already one o'clock in the afternoon, no wonder he woke up hungry.

After rinsing his mouth to get rid of some residual alcohol smell, Cheng Ze opened the refrigerator, looking for some food.There was only a box of yogurt and a bag of bread left in the refrigerator.Cheng Ze regretted that he didn't develop a habit, so he went out to the supermarket at night to buy something and prepared it.

After tearing a piece of bread and throwing it into his mouth, Cheng Ze drank yogurt and sat on the sofa.He took out his mobile phone, and it showed a missed call from Lin Jiuyan, and the time was around eleven o'clock in the morning.

Cheng Ze called back, and Lin Jiuyan answered the phone after it rang three times.

"Are you awake?" He didn't know what he was busy with. Cheng Ze could only hear some people talking, but he couldn't hear clearly.

"Did you sleepwalking call you if you didn't wake up?" Cheng Ze leaned back chewing on the bread.

"What did you eat? I wanted to make you hangover soup, but I was a little busy."

"The bread I found in the refrigerator," Cheng Ze said lightly, "I went to the supermarket to buy some fruits and vegetables after dinner, and put them in the refrigerator when I came back."

"it is good."

Cheng Ze secretly expected in his heart that Lin Jiuyan would care about him and would say that he would come back to have dinner with him at night.As a result, Lin Jiuyan only said one word, good.

"Go ahead, remember to eat well." Cheng Ze smiled wryly, and after Lin Jiuyan responded, he hung up the phone.

This is no longer a feeling, since Lin Jiuyan disappeared for a week inexplicably, and when he came back again, their relationship has also changed.

Is it really like in the lyrics, everyone thinks that enthusiasm will never die?In fact, the enthusiasm has long been drowned by a pot of water.

Cheng Ze glanced at WeChat, and returned a message to Yu Gu that he was safe after ten hours.Then he glanced at the others, probably all the materials sent by the department managers, asking him to help organize the watch.

Sure enough, the workplace is based on qualifications.Cheng Ze shook his head. Even though he graduated from a well-known university K, those who have worked in a big company like Ruichen for more than ten years will send him if they want to.

The project manager came to him at this time, and Cheng Ze saw that it was the project that Lin Jiuyan was in charge of recently, so he became serious.

"Xiao Cheng, Mr. Lin is going to the neighboring city R to attend a meeting tomorrow." The manager explained to him in detail on the phone, "Gu Cen was in charge of these before, but this time I leave it to you, I have to talk to you Talk more."

Cheng Ze nodded. He found a pen and paper, and wrote down all the main points the manager said.

"That's what you need to pay attention to. Set off tomorrow and stay in City R for one night, and come back the day after tomorrow."

"Okay, I see." Cheng Ze hung up the phone.

Unexpectedly, it was my turn to go on a business trip just after working for more than a week.

When it was time for dinner, Cheng Ze only ate some bread for lunch. He was already hungry. He reached for his phone and was about to order takeaway when Lin Jiuyan came back.

Seeing Cheng Ze lying on the sofa in his pajamas, Lin Jiuyan asked him.

"Didn't you go out today?"

Cheng Ze shook his head, "I didn't feel dizzy until just now, and I can't go out."

Lin Jiuyan changed his slippers, went to sit beside him, and reached out to touch Cheng Ze's forehead.His palm was cold, and it was very comfortable to touch Cheng Ze's forehead.

"Didn't I tell you that you don't drink well, so I told you to drink less." Lin Jiuyan deliberately blamed him.

"Several people drove me, and if I didn't drink, they forced me to drink."

"I said a long time ago that you don't know how to reject others, you are really stupid." Lin Jiuyan rubbed his head, "Have you had dinner yet?"

"I was going to order takeaway just now, and you came back." Cheng Ze looked at the barbecue rice that was still being selected on his phone.

"Order two, I'll eat with you."

The takeaway boy was very efficient, and within three to 10 minutes, he delivered two servings of barbecue rice and two bowls of soup.

"Manager Ye called me just now," Cheng Ze said to Lin Jiuyan while removing the disposable chopsticks, "He said you were going to attend a meeting in City R tomorrow."

"Well, I also received the notice just now." Lin Jiuyan picked up a piece of barbecue and put it in Cheng Ze's bowl, "Eat more if you like."

"I didn't expect that I would go on a business trip just a week after I went to work." Cheng Ze said lightly.

Lin Jiuyan thought he was complaining, "A-Cen and I used to go, but this time he just happened to go to M City. The business trip is quite tiring. You can take more rest tomorrow, and I will take care of it."

Cheng Ze quickly explained, "It's not that I find it troublesome... I just didn't think of it..."

"Okay, okay, I understand." Lin Jiuyan patted him down, "I'll be with you."

Cheng Ze nodded, Lin Jiuyan found a topic, and continued, "I don't know if Ah Cen did it on purpose, but he chose this time to go to City M."

"Isn't he going on a business trip?" Cheng Ze always thought that Gu Cen was going to M city for a month because of work.

"Part of it is there, part of it is his own, and he goes there a few times a year."

"That's it..." Cheng Ze's brain suddenly opened up. Could it be that that paralyzed face has his own concerns in M ​​City?

"My sister is also in M ​​City, I will bring you to meet her next time."

"Well...let's talk about it!"

The next day Cheng Ze got up early and picked up the clothes he had arranged the next day.Lin Jiuyan couldn't help but tease him when he saw his caring look.

"I've never seen someone so excited about a business trip, and you are the first."

Cheng Ze twisted his neck, "When I go on a business trip and throw up, I won't be excited."

Lin Jiuyan took out a sandwich from the refrigerator and handed it to Cheng Ze. They bought it at the supermarket together after dinner last night.

"Don't eat too much, it takes two hours by car."

Cheng Ze played with his mobile phone for a while in the car, but kept his head down unconsciously.He felt a little motion sick after playing for a while, so he quickly dropped down and leaned against the seat.Lin Jiuyan hugged him and let Cheng Ze lean on his shoulder.Cheng Ze was afraid that the driver would see him and wanted to refuse, but Lin Jiuyan forcibly restrained him and whispered in his ear.

"If you struggle again, he will really see it."

Only then did Cheng Ze obediently lean on his shoulder to rest.

When he arrived in City R, Cheng Ze saw that the driver was fine, so he gradually forgot about the car.

Walking to the front desk, Cheng Ze was going to open the room.

What the manager told him yesterday was to open a room for Lin Jiuyan, and then go find a small hotel for the night by himself.

Cheng Ze really wanted to share a room with Lin Jiuyan, but recently Lin Jiuyan was sometimes indifferent to him, and sometimes warm, Cheng Ze was a little uncertain.

He secretly glanced at Lin Jiuyan, who happened to be looking at him too.

"What's wrong?" Lin Jiuyan walked to him.

"It's okay." Cheng Ze turned his face away and handed his ID card to the counter, "Open a presidential suite."

After everything was done, Cheng Ze and Lin Jiuyan went to the reserved suite on the top floor.

Lin Jiuyan put the luggage into the cabinet, and turned to see Cheng Ze standing there motionless.

"What are you doing standing there?"

Cheng Ze was lamenting how luxurious the presidential suite of this hotel is, Lin Jiuyan pulled him back to reality.

Lin Jiuyan walked over and helped him take off the bag.

"You're not thinking about opening another room, are you?" He flicked Cheng Ze's forehead, "What are you thinking about?"

"I want to sneak out to play tonight." Cheng Ze suddenly wanted to compete with him, so he said so deliberately.

"After going to work, I have become more courageous." Lin Jiuyan put his arms around Cheng Ze's waist and led him to the bed.As soon as he lay down on the bed, he and Cheng Ze fell on top of him.

"Hey!"

Cheng Ze only felt a sudden force on his waist, causing him to fall forward. The next second he touched the familiar chest, and Cheng Ze hurriedly sat up.

"What are you doing, did you hit me?"

Seeing that Lin Jiuyan looked at him more and more wrongly, Cheng Ze realized that the current position of the two people is... he is sitting on Lin Jiuyan...

This pose was so exciting that Cheng Ze sat up immediately in fright.

Lin Jiuyan grabbed him and let him fall into his arms again.

Cheng Ze heard Lin Jiuyan whispering in his ear.

"If it wasn't for the meeting in the afternoon, I would want to eat you right now."