summer flowers will bloom

Felines will never let people see their fragility easily.

Even when they are most heartfelt and self-pitying, they still have to show a sense of pride, hide their eyes that want to be appeased, show you aloof and stubborn, and say with disdain how they can be like dogs , and if something goes wrong, he flutters his eyes and utters a mournful cry, and then swallows all the pleadings that have come to his mouth.As always, over and over again, over and over again, it has become a habit.

So, how much sadness, how strong desire, can make a cat take the initiative to get into your arms, cry out, cry out loudly, and cry out the truth?

Qiu Yubai might not be able to explain it clearly, but Li Zhen felt that he knew it all.

He knows it all.

My heart hurts, and my nose is a bit sore, but the inexplicable surprise and even the faint sense of accomplishment are not deceiving.

This man who is so proud to be hated by others, this hypocritical character who is a liar, becomes a sex acter, this poor ghost whose sense of security is almost zero or even falls to a negative number, this huge black man who hides the darkest corners of his heart with glamor and beauty Shadow, the pathetic fool who refused to admit that the depths of his soul were full of nightmares even though he was awakened countless times, finally tore off his mask, stripped off his disguise, and turned his almost miserable and cowardly body into a placed in front of him.

How could this not make him feel bad.

Rubbing her palms on her thin back, Li Zhen tightened her arms.He felt that what he was holding was a lover and a child at the same time, maybe it was more like a child at this time.And when the child is wronged, after all, he wants to find someone who can give him the most sense of security to rely on, and cry well.

Great.

Sighing softly, Li Zhen reached out to the tea table next to him, touched the tissue bag, and stuffed it into the opponent's hand.

"Scrub."

no respond.

"How about I wipe it for you?"

Still no response.

"Then wipe it when you're almost crying."

Still no response yet.

About five seconds later, Qiu Yubai stepped back a little bit, lowered his head to think in silence, or he didn't want to let the other party see his tears, but in short, he was so stalemate, not pulling out the tissue, Not to let Li Zhen do anything.

"Then what... um..." After thinking about it, Li Zhen cleared his throat and was about to change the subject. He looked at the luxury around him and pouted, "I have an idea. You just heard it like that, you may not take it seriously. I think, although you have a good relationship with that young master, you can’t live in a hotel all the time. No matter how good the hotel service is, you can’t be considered a family after all, right? What? So you see...or..."

"That yard is no longer mine, I have nowhere to go." The cold "reminder" with a nasal voice came from the man who still bowed his head.

"Yes, no one asked you to go back there. I just thought, can you consider renting a house? With your earning power, I guess you can easily rent a small loft or something within the third ring road. It’s the kind that adds up to seventy or eighty square meters upstairs and downstairs.”

"...How can I live in such a big fart place?"

"Hey, hey, hate! My small bedroom is only eight square meters! You can't live here with seventy or eighty square meters?!" Muttering hatred, but not really angry, Li Zhen rubbed The other party's hair, "Although it is a little smaller than before, it is enough for you to set up a work room. The living room on the first floor, the open kitchen, the guest bathroom, the work room on the second floor, the bedroom, the master bathroom, and the oversized The glass windows run through the upstairs and downstairs, so you can get the sun from the morning, how nice..."

"What do you need so much sun for?"

"You don't like cats. Have you ever seen a cat willing to nest in a corner behind Yinshan Mountain?"

"...I hate looking for housing, especially not renting."

"Then if you save enough money in a few years, you can buy it directly."

"I still want to live in a bungalow."

"Brother, you don't bring such a thing. Don't tell me you don't know what the price of the courtyard house is now."

"I know, I just sold my set!" As if she couldn't take it anymore, Qiu Yu looked at Li Zhen through the remaining moisture with white eyes, half of her eyes were resentment, and the other half were evil. It is an inexplicable sense of relief after the release of emotions.

He can really be said to be relieved.

Silently, he admitted his needs, he needs to know that he is alive with flesh and blood, needs to know that someone cares about him, needs someone to talk to him, face to face, heart to heart, and talk well.

And this, Li Zhen did it.

"Let's be serious, I think it's good for you to rent a small loft in a good location. People like you must attach great importance to privacy. Otherwise, you wouldn't have completely separated the work room from the living room and bedroom before. Separate. So how suitable is the jump floor for you, isn’t it? First floor workshop, open kitchen, guest bathroom, second floor living room, bedroom, master bathroom..."

"You just said the living room on the first floor." Qiu Yubai frowned.

"Ah? Really? I said that?"

"Could it be that a ghost said it?!"

"Okay, okay, I said what I said." Making a gesture of surrender, Li Zhen endured the smile that was about to rise at the corners of his mouth, took out two tissues, wiped the corners of the eyes and the tip of the nose for the other party, and then finally got it A spirited man who did the opposite after being exhausted, went straight to the big bed that was so wide, "Come on, you are tired from crying, take a rest and sleep."

Qiu Yubai said nothing, just looked at him.

Li Zhen understood.

"I sleep too, let's sleep together, okay? If you have anything to say, let's talk about it when you wake up. Let me tell you the truth, I have never slept on such a luxurious bed. I have to refresh my experience value today." .”

Li Zhen vowed that he didn't care about the eyes the other party threw at him, but when he really went to bed together, really fell asleep with his arms around him, without lust or evil thoughts, he was really just safe and sound After falling into a steady sleep, it seems that everything can be let go and forgotten, like melting the restless fire and the chilling ice into a pool of gentle water, clean and innocent. There is no wind and no waves, no waves and no waves.

The silence in the hotel room lasted for a long time.

Li Zhen, who woke up first, hesitated for a moment, stretched out his arms and fumbled for the phone, looked at Qiu Yubai who had already slept soundly and then turned his back to him, and saw that it didn't look like her at all. It was the outline of the back that a man of this age should have. He was ruthless, opened WeChat, and sent a text message in Moments that only friends in groups could see.

[I, it seems that maybe maybe maybe maybe, I have already left the order.hello. 】