summer flowers will bloom

When a person has everything, many of the benefits that come to his door are too lazy to accept and disdain.

When a person loses everything, he often wants to take from others the benefits that he once didn't even look at. To put it mildly, it is "only when you have lost it can you truly know how to cherish and possess it." To put it harshly, you are really hungry. , Shit is fragrant.

Of course Qiu Yubai would not underestimate what Li Zhen wanted to give him, after all, he still had a conscience.But there was never a moment when he needed this man who was younger than him so much as at this moment.

This young, young, too young man.

Well, he can't deny that Li Zhen is really a man, he is worthy of his gender and the normative definition given to this gender.Maybe a little skinny, occasionally a little silly, but that kind of tenacity and persistence, that kind of courage and courage, really not everyone can have.

Li Zhen dared to like him, a liar, a temper tantrum, a playwright who was as naive as a child in his thirties, had a face, and a body that was ecstasy, but he was not at all sincere and honest with others. A loser of his own abilities...

Once I think of this depth, I feel like I fell into the eighteenth level of hell in an instant, chopping with knives and axes, picking out bones and gouging out the heart, the pain is so painful that every drop of blood that falls on the dark and cold floor of the execution room condenses and howls hoarsely , but because her tongue had been cut off and the corners of her lips were sewn up, she couldn't say a word of pain.

Sadness is greater than death, and pain is deeper than silence.

Qiu Yubai remained silent for a while.

Li Zhen waited for him quietly, until after a long time, he heard from his slightly pale, soft thin lips, accompanied by a wry smile or a sneer, an almost desperate self-doubt uttered faintly.

"My plot...will it be too bloody? Isn't it ridiculous?"

His voice trembled a little, he didn't cry, but his eyes were flushed.

Li Zhen looked at that face and that expression, and his heart softened.

So soft that even jokes and skins have no interest.

Sighing, he loosened his grip on the other's ankle, rubbing his fingers lightly on the skinny feet, then, he shrugged and told Qiu Yubai, ridiculous?What doesn't exist is indeed a bit of dog blood, but life is full of dog blood, otherwise, where would those film and television scripts come from?In fact, if you think about it carefully, the 3D world is sometimes bloodier than film and television dramas...

Qiu Yubai was silent again for a while, and then, those flushed, puzzled eyes looked up at Li Zhen, as if trying to figure out the hidden truth from the calmness on the surface. Dew's opposite emotions come.

But he really could only see the other party's calmness and relief.

"Are you crazy?"

"what?"

"If you are a normal person, why do you have to like me?"

"I'll go, what logic is this?"

"My whole body is not worthy of your liking."

"EXCUSEME?!"

"Is not it?!"

"If you insist on saying that, then I can't be so hypocritical, and I have to speak out against you, but...Everyone has problems, more or less, big or small, but there must be. It’s okay to be dead, dead, once dead, all problems will disappear.”

"you……"

"Isn't it true?"

"...You will regret it sooner or later." Without answering the other party's question, Qiu Yubai frowned and whispered, "You will definitely regret it."

"What do you regret?"

"I regret paying."

"Why? Giving can give people a sense of satisfaction. Who would regret getting satisfaction?"

"...Who asked you this? You don't say that when you don't get what you want in return!"

"No, giving is giving, and rewards are rewards. These are two different things. If I give, I am happy. Besides, if I give for the reward, is it still a relationship? Isn't it just a business?"

"..."

"is not it?"

"Sooner or later, you will find that I am different from what you think! Then you will regret it!"

"That's because you thought that sooner or later I would find out that you are different from what I thought... emmm... Did I make it clear? This is a bit confusing. Anyway, I don't think I'm wrong about you. I'm still afraid of you in the future You will find that I am different from what you imagined. What should you do if you regret it before me? However, I am more optimistic. Even if we both find the problem one day, I guess we will get along well with each other. No matter how big the problem is, it can be solved naturally, what do you think?"

I said?what can I say?What can i say?

After asking herself several times, Qiu Yubai closed her eyes and lowered her head.

"Where did you get the courage to be so persistent?"

This question made Li Zhen silent for a moment, but only for a moment.

"I feel that in your life, you will always meet someone who makes you so persistent. Once you become persistent, you won't be able to think about other things. Are you really courageous? Not necessarily, maybe it should be considered crazy Right. Once the madness comes up, there is no price or no price, let’s talk about it after I love it first.”

Up to here, Qiu Yubai thought, what should I say?

If he has auditory hallucinations, then what he hears is the sound of the wall in his heart, the thousand-year-old stone wall of the bottomless dungeon, collapsing.

That day, in the spacious room, for the first time in his life, Akiba felt that the surroundings were full, filling every corner and corner, and all the blanks were filled with gushing emotions.Emotions are like running water that seeps through rocks and fine sands. They are everywhere, penetrate every hole, and are invincible.

That day, he finally shed tears in front of Li Zhen, not pretending, but genuine, warm and salty.

That day, he didn't know where his courage came from, or it was the madness that Li Zhen had just said. With this madness, he didn't control the hand he stretched out.

The fingers were indeed hesitant and trembling, but they still grabbed the opponent's collar. After grabbing it, it seemed that they never wanted to let go. Finally, Qiu Yubai showed Li Zhen's extremely fragile side. , the whole person leaned forward, embracing the young man who was willing to treat him sincerely like a life-saving straw. Even if his eyes chose to avoid him, he leaned hard on his chest, squeezed it, and did not give the slightest vacancy, as if to let the other party's flesh and blood I can really feel my own heartbeat against the flesh, and the body temperature that has become hot because of this frantic and restless heartbeat. ????????