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Zhou Muxi's voice was very gentle.

Yi Chengqi was praised by him, and leaned on the fence of the terrace with some embarrassment, and murmured softly: "I'm just planning for the worst...Compared to you, you both like acting and can perform well. I'm a bastard in the entertainment circle, and I can't compare with you, so of course I can only be sacrificed. But don't think that I want to make unnecessary sacrifices, so you must pay attention to the influence in public places."

When he said the last sentence, Yi Chengqi turned up his voice a little harshly, but he kept staring at the bare canopy downstairs when he spoke, not looking at Zhou Muxi, when Zhou Muxi's hand fell on the top of his head and rubbed He was also taken aback when he brushed his hair, and subconsciously shrunk his neck.

Zhou Muxi couldn't help touching the top of Yi Chengqi's head, and asked, "How to pay attention to the influence in public, why don't you teach me first?"

Yi Chengqi thought for a while, and said: "We need to keep a distance, and try to avoid two people meeting alone at work, like the last time I went to shoot an advertisement and you were in the bathroom... that won't work."

Feeling ashamed, Yi Chengqi couldn't help lowering his voice, and used the word "that" to summarize the whole process of Zhou Muxi pulling him into the bathroom and kissing him in front of the sink.

Zhou Muxi said helplessly: "But apart from being able to meet at work, we are usually busy with our own business, so we hardly have time to see each other."

What Zhou Muxi said is the truth. When people in their circle fall in love, firstly they have to fight guerrilla warfare with the media paparazzi, and secondly, they have to endure the long-term test of long-distance relationships. Falling in love is like an undercover game and ascetic practice.

Yi Chengqi hesitated, and said, "Privately...you can make a video."

He paused and added, "More videos."

Zhou Muxi smiled.

He turned sideways, leaning against the railing, facing the sky towards the little terrace.

The navy blue fence carried the unique cold touch of metal, which was transmitted to Zhou Muxi's palm, and the cold air reached his heart, and Zhou Muxi was extremely awake at this moment.

He said back to the topic: "I will pay attention to propriety in public, and don't say anything about sacrificing you."

Zhou Muxi turned her head, smiled and patted Yi Chengqi's forehead lightly, and said, "I like acting. Acting occupies a large part of my planned first half of my life, but you..."

He looked at Yi Chengqi with very gentle eyes, as if there was light penetrating the clouds in his deep eyes, that light was golden, coating Yi Chengqi with a radiant golden body.

His voice was deep and pleasant, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, and with a smile in his voice, he said, "You are the one who will accompany me for the rest of my life."

Zhou Muxi's voice was very soft, gentle but powerful, directly hitting the softest inch of Yi Chengqi's heart.

The former is the pursuit of the first half of life, and the latter is the companionship of a lifetime. If the two are not available, Zhou Muxi's choice is also very clear.

Yi Chengqi raised his head and looked at Zhou Muxi, not knowing what to say for a moment.

Zhou Muxi smiled at him, stretched out his hands to pinch Yi Chengqi's face, and said in a gesture of reprimand: "Also, who said you are a bastard in the entertainment industry and can't compare with me? Did the Chinese teacher in elementary school teach you? Compared with you, the ruler is shorter and the inch is longer, why do you compete with me in acting skills, why don't you compete with me in singing?"

Yi Chengqi just wanted to refute, but out of the corner of his eye, he caught sight of his little cousin pushing open the sliding French door, running towards them, quickly pushed away Zhou Muxi's frivolous hand that was pinching his face, and took a step back Distance yourself from Zhou Muxi.

The little cousin held the book in his left hand and the pen in his right, and ran to Zhou Muxi on his legs that had just seen the prototype of long legs.

The little cousin is so well-behaved and shy in front of Zhou Muxi that it is rare-if Yi Chengqi hadn't suffered from the little cousin's tricks before, he might really be fooled by this kid who pretends to be good.

The little cousin was like a good student who came to the office after class to ask the teacher for advice, and asked Zhou Muxi, "Can you explain this question to me..."

Zhou Muxi took the textbook from his little cousin, glanced down at the topic, raised his head and said to his little cousin with a smile, "Have you ever studied the text "Tian Ji Horse Racing"?"

The little cousin nodded blankly.

Zhou Muxi shook the pen in his hand, smiled and said: "Let me look at the topic first, and I will tell you this question. In return, you will tell Brother Qi Qi about "Tian Ji Horse Racing" and the philosophy of life that this story teaches us. Bar."

Yi Chengqi: "?"

Little cousin: "?"

Yi Chengqi lowered his head, and saw the long-lost, highly targeted chopper's eyes and disgusted face on his little cousin's face, clearly saying: You actually didn't even connect the story of "Tian Ji Horse Racing" with what it told us? I don't even know the reason, can I not lose face in front of my idol.

Yi Chengqi: "..."

·

In the evening, Zhou Muxi thanked Ms. Fu for staying, and Yi Chengqi sent him out.

The afterglow of the setting sun pulled the shadow of the person, and stretched the figure on the ground to the elders, like a reluctant child pulling Zhou Muxi's clothes to keep him.

Yi Chengqi went out and put on a coat, and the zipper was pulled up to the collar. He put his hands in his pockets, let out a breath, and liquefied into a cloud of white mist in the air.

Zhou Muxi stopped in front of the car, looked back at Yi Chengqi, but said goodbye with interrogative sentences: "Then, shall I go first?"

Yi Chengqi straightened his collar, tucked his chin in the collar, and nodded slightly.

Zhou Muxi stretched out his hands to cover Yi Chengqi's ears, held his face and gently rubbed it, and said with a smile, "That's right."

Yi Chengqi asked: "Huh?"

Zhou Muxi smiled: "Where is my New Year's gift?"

Yi Chengqi was stunned, and said awkwardly: "But you didn't give me a gift either..."

Zhou Muxi said in a playful manner: "I owe you the gift first, I want to book a New Year's gift with you first..."

Yi Chengqi looked at him suspiciously: "What do you want?"

Zhou Muxi raised her hand and landed on Yi Chengqi's head, messed up Yi Chengqi's hair, and said close to Yi Chengqi's ear, "I hope I can receive your concert VIP tickets this year."

"..."

Yi Chengqi took a step back and touched Zhou Muxi's ear, which was scalded by Zhou Muxi. He just looked at Zhou Muxi with hesitation in his eyes, and he didn't agree immediately.

Zhou Muxi didn't urge him, but just reached out and stroked Yi Chengqi's messy bangs, and said, "You sing very well, not only your fans like to listen to it, I like it very much, even my dad said you sing very well Okay. You may think that your fans like to listen to you sing because you have a strong fan filter, and I like to listen to you sing because I like you, but my dad is such a serious person about music, you can’t say that he praises you just Because you are his unmarried daughter-in-law, right?"

Yi Chengqi couldn't help pushing Zhou Muxi away when he heard the last sentence, and said shyly, "Don't talk nonsense!"

Zhou Muxi was pushed staggeringly by him.

What Yi Chengqi refuted was that Zhou Muxi took advantage of his "daughter-in-law" verbally, Zhou Muxi nodded, misinterpreted his meaning with a serious face, and said, "Yes, you also know that my father is not partial to others. Man, if you can't sing well, you should be criticized and you will be criticized, and he will never show mercy to you."

Yi Chengqi: "..."

Seeing Yi Chengqi's expression froze slightly, Zhou Muxi seemed to be imitating Zhou Fuyou's "merciless" criticism of others, Zhou Muxi burst into a smile, pinched Yi Chengqi's face to bring him back to his senses, and said with a smile : "My dad is not a vicious person, don't be afraid, I just want to tell you - you are really not bad."

So don't belittle yourself, try your best to pursue the light on the stage.

You can do it, you deserve it.One day in the future, there will always be a ray of light for you, there will always be a song that is only for you, and there will always be thunderous applause for you alone.One day you will be able to take off the traffic label, wear glory on your shoulders, and be surrounded by flowers and praises, but when you return, you will still be the childish and beautiful boy in front of you, but there is light in the boy's eyes, and his eyes no longer hesitate. , The footsteps are also firmly moving forward.

Zhou Muxi's unfinished words were conveyed to Yi Chengqi through the silent encouragement in his eyes.

Yi Chengqi looked at Zhou Muxi silently for a while, then suddenly opened his arms to Zhou Muxi and said, "Hug."

"..."

Yi Chengqi's reaction was completely beyond Zhou Muxi's expectation. Zhou Muxi raised his eyebrows in surprise, and then readily accepted Yi Chengqi's hug.

Zhou Muxi pulled Yi Chengqi, hugged Yi Chengqi who fell into his arms, and leaned into his ear, and said softly, "Come on."

He heard Yi Chengqi answer him in a muffled voice: "Yes."

Both of them remained silent, just standing in the cold wind and embracing each other to keep warm.

At this time, several hurried footsteps came from far and near, and then stopped abruptly. Yi Chengqi became more vigilant when he heard the sound, and when he looked up, he saw Ms. Fu standing at the corner of the intersection—opening his mouth dumbly, talking to Yi Cheng without hesitation. Qi's eyes widened.

Zhou Muxi turned her back to Ms. Fu's position, and wanted to push Yi Chengqi away to look back when she heard the movement, but Yi Chengqi hugged him even tighter at this moment, and whispered to him: "Don't look back, Be natural, my mother is standing behind you now, let's just hug and cheer each other up, don't be hypocritical."

Zhou Muxi: "..."

As soon as Zhou Muxi heard Ms. Fu standing behind him, his spine felt a chill and his legs trembled. He swallowed nervously, admiring Yi Chengqi's fearlessness when he was bumped into by Ms. Fu on the spot.

The arms on Zhou Muxi's back were tightly hugged, and Zhou Muxi's whole body was tense to cooperate with Yi Chengqi's performance. He felt Yi Chengqi pat his back, and his palms slapped on the thick coat. Three muffled sounds, the force is neither light nor heavy, quite free and easy, slapping out the essence of the good relationship between the two brothers, not like the ambiguous love between lovers.

Yi Chengqi let go of Zhou Muxi, pretending to be serious and said: "Drive slowly."

Then, as if nothing had happened, he asked Ms. Fu, "Mom, why did you come out?"

Only then did Zhou Muxi turn around to look at Ms. Fu with "behindsight". His face was as usual, without any panic, and he smiled at Ms. Fu and said, "Auntie."

Ms. Fu smiled and said, "I brought you some gifts in return. They are all snacks made by my aunt and Qi Qi's aunt."

Zhou Muxi took the gift box from Ms. Fu with both hands and thanked her.

Yi Chengqi stretched out his hand to pull the gift box in Zhou Muxi's hand, and said while flipping: "Is there any dairy products in it? Zhou Muxi doesn't like dairy products."

Ms. Fu patted Yi Chengqi's flipping little paws, covered her mouth and smiled at Zhou Muxi: "Ah, I don't know this, next time I will make you other non-dairy snacks."

Zhou Muxi coughed lightly, touched the tip of her nose and said, "Actually, I'm fine...but my mother likes dairy products very much, and she will definitely like the snacks made by auntie."

Ms. Fu smiled and nodded: "That's good."

Zhou Muxi: "Auntie, Qi Qi, I'm going back first, it's cold outside, you guys go back inside."

Yi Chengqi: "Be careful on the road."

Ms. Fu: "Send Qi Qi a message when you get home."

Yi Chengqi and Ms. Fu watched Zhou Muxi's car drive out of the community. Yi Chengqi yawned, shrank his neck from the cold, and shook his elbow to push Ms. Fu, urging her to go back to the house. Ms. Fu rolled her eyes.

Ms. Fu snorted coldly, and said in a cold tone, "You really have made progress. Why, don't you have anything to say to your mother?"

Yi Chengqi was stunned, opened his mouth and said "ah?"

Ms. Fu narrowed her eyes and said, "Really not?"

Yi Chengqi was beating drums in his heart and felt guilty, but the lessons learned by his manager, Sister Wei, were vivid in his memory, which gave him the confidence to shake his head.

But Yi Chengqi's head just swayed back and forth like a rattle, and was slapped in the face by Ms. Fu like a spinning top. Cheng Qi was still dazed by the slap.

Ms. Fu said angrily on the spot: "You hugged and hugged in front of your mother without saying a word?"

Yi Chengqi: "???"

Yi Chengqi wanted to ask, "How did you know???", but he was worried that he and Ms. Fu would be having a separate conversation again, and he was afraid that he would stage another werewolf self-exposure, so he said cautiously: "What are you talking about..."

The second time Ms. Fu slapped her head, Yi Chengqi swallowed back the modal particles pretending to be stupid.

Yi Chengqi covered his face with his hands, turned on the defense mode, and said aggrievedly: "What are you doing, Ms. Fu!"

Ms. Fu said mercilessly: "Cry for me!"

Yi Chengqi stared wide-eyed: "Huh???"

Ms. Fu felt puzzled even after slapping Yi Chengqi twice, and said viciously: "I watched documentaries of other people's children coming out of the closet, and they all cried into tears. After the end, the whole family had to hold each other and cry together. Fortunately, you didn’t make a sound, and you didn’t know how to restrain yourself when your mother caught you two hugging each other! What’s the matter with you, other people’s children are trembling when they come out of the closet At a loss, when our family came out of the closet, you just gave me a hug and let me experience it by myself?"

Yi Chengqi: "..."

Yi Chengqi covered his face with his hands, unable to utter a word for a long time.

"I……"

Ms. Fu was aggressive and fierce: "What are you?"

Yi Cheng and Qi Yu were still startled and guilty, "I...why do you know?"

Yi Chengqi's mind was running fast, and he quickly searched all the sources of Ms. Fu's news, suspecting that the manager Sister Wei was colluding with Ms. Fu in private.

Ms. Fu snorted, raised her eyelids sleepily, gave Yi Chengqi a white look, and said, "Ever since you finished filming the movie with Zhou Muxi and came home with a disembodied corpse, I've been thinking guessed."

On the night of the film's finale, Zhou Muxi accidentally saw the rejection letter written by Yi Chengqi and was subjectively "rejected" by Yi Chengqi, but Yi Chengqi was devastated because Zhou Muxi and him drew a clear line.

When Yi Chengqi arrived home, Ms. Fu obviously didn't bother to look at him anymore, she was learning to dance in the living room, with a concave posture...

Obviously, Ms. Fu didn't know about his work trends, not even his agent who had been with him for a long time, but Ms. Fu had already noticed Yi Chengqi's entanglement in this relationship.

Yi Chengqi felt mixed feelings, thought about his words, and finally tried to fool me with a coquettish tone: "You were the one who found out but didn't stop me, and it's too late for you to stop now..."

"..."

Ms. Fu gasped when she heard the words, stroked her chest, and scolded: "Listen to what kind of bastards you are talking about, how much time your mother should have spent dancing in the square for you, and went to see how many Family coming out documentary, how many tears did you shed in advance..."

The documentary truly reflects social problems. How many homosexuals are alienated by their parents because of coming out of the closet?

Before Ms. Fu finished her complaint, she was hugged tightly by Yi Chengqi who suddenly stepped forward.

Ms. Fu moved her lips and stopped rambling.

She heard Yi Chengqi say in her ear: "Mom, thank you, I finally believe that you love me a little more than square dancing."

Ms. Fu: "??"

Ms. Fu suppressed her temper. She looked at the end of the avenue in the community. Zhou Muxi's car had already driven out of the avenue and disappeared. She sighed silently and said, "I don't care who you like. The only thing I hope you can do is..."

Ms. Fu paused for a moment, and then said: "It doesn't matter if you love Zhou Muxi, you can love anyone. I only hope that you will always love yourself more."