embrace you beyond loneliness

Liu Yi saw Mo Fan through the glass door. He was sitting on the sofa in the lobby, and when Liu Yi turned around, he stood up from the sofa.His eyes were chasing Liu Yi. Liu Yi wasn't sure if he was angry, but Mo Fan came to him, which still made him feel guilty.

He walked up to Mo Fan and smiled awkwardly: "It's so late, do you want to come up for a cup of tea?" The implication was that he didn't want to have an open and honest conversation with Mo Fan in the lobby, who would have said that? what come.

Mo Fan didn't answer, just walked behind him.Along the way, Mo Fan didn't speak, but his eyes were fixed on Liu Yi.Only then did he realize that during the days when he reunited with Liu Yi, he hadn't actually observed him so carefully.He is now half a head shorter than himself, and his figure is much thinner than expected. Seen from behind, he is narrow and narrow.The only thing that didn't change was his fair skin, and the base of his ears would turn pink when he was embarrassed, which he always remembered.

Liu Yi never looked back. When he entered the room, he found two cups, poured water into them, and said, "Drink some water."

But there was no response to these words. If Liu Yi hadn't heard Mo Fan's breathing, he would have thought he had already left.

Of course Mo Fan didn't leave. On the contrary, Liu Yi gradually felt that the heat of his body was getting closer to him, and he himself was so nervous that his heart would jump out.He didn't dare to turn around and didn't speak. He was still propped on both sides by Mo Fan's hands, just touching his waist. He was almost completely leaning on his body, and the warm breath followed Mo Fan's body. His breath touched his ears lightly, itching and numb, giving him goosebumps.

"Am I qualified to ask you, who was that person just now?" Mo Fan's voice was very soft, and these words were blown into Liu Yi's ears by his breathing.

Mo Fan's solid body and ambiguous words made Liu Yi feel that he seemed tough, and he was not used to facing such Mo Fan.He moved slightly uneasily, and Mo Fan's humming came from behind him.

"Why don't you speak?" Mo Fan urged him to answer again, and moved his cheek to Liu Yi's ear.

"You're drinking again, aren't you?"

"You're blushing." Mo Fan said in a daze, and moved his mouth together, kissing Liu Yi's fair cheek.

Liu Yi was taken aback, gasped, and wanted to avoid it, but unconsciously approached him, but kept saying, "You can't take anything you say or do after drinking seriously."

This sentence was obviously an accusation, but it sounded like a coquettish in Mo Fan's ears, as if he said that if he stopped drinking, he could do whatever he wanted.Maybe it was really drunk, so Mo Fan simply put down his burden, ignored it, tilted his head, and kissed Liu Yi's mouth. In order to prevent Liu Yi from avoiding it, he also raised the hand on his waist. He got up, held Liu Yi's neck and pressed it to his side, pushing Liu Yi straight onto the cabinet.

Liu Yi's whole body was nailed to the cabinet, there was nowhere to escape, his mouth was full of Mo Fan's domineering breath, he could only let Mo Fan lick his lips, his whole body became hot, Even Mo Fan's hand, which was pushing behind him, gradually softened, and he couldn't exert any strength at all. If he didn't pay attention, Mo Fan pried open his mouth, broke in, and licked and sucked carelessly. No matter how he escaped or hid, Still catch up and pester him.

He thought that his current appearance must be embarrassing and dissolute. He felt ashamed of himself, but unconsciously began to get excited.Mo Fan is no longer the kid he was ten years ago. Now he finally truly feels his strength. His heart can't help but tremble, but he can't help liking it.He didn't know what to do, Mo Fan blocked his mouth, and his moaning and chirping still leaked out, which made him feel ashamed, and his face turned even redder this way.

"It's so sweet..." He heard Mo Fan breathing comfortably in his ear, which made Liu Yi hum softly.

Liu Yi was startled, his voice was trembling, and the hand below kept pushing Mo Fan: "You think again, you..." He panicked a little, just wanted to escape, moved his body a little, and felt Mo Fan's gap between his legs. More eager to poke in: "You, wait a minute..."

Just as Liu Yi was about to beg for mercy, Mo Fan's mouth caught up with him again, sucking and biting his tongue around him.He couldn't hold it anymore, his legs were so soft that he just wanted to sit down, and this fell right into Mo Fan's arms, and he said, "I'm about to die of jealousy, why are you ignoring me, you obviously like me, so You haven't forgotten me for many years, right. You see me trembling for the first time, and pretending to ignore me, it's really... so attractive. "

Liu Yi is completely helpless, he knows men too well, at this time Mo Fan is sticking behind him, he can no longer guard, if he doesn't pay attention, he can't stop crying, which makes Mo Fan almost unable to hold back , simply started talking nonsense: "You are like this, seducing people everywhere, did you run away with that person without me? Is it him who is here? You have a good idea... I am dependent on you, I won't let you run away anymore, you want you to only look at me for the rest of your life."

"You, you are talking nonsense...Xiao Fan, we..." Liu Yi's heart was completely occupied by Mo Fan. He was terribly wronged and terrified, so he could only softly scold him, but the words were vague and unspoken. After saying a few words, Mo Fan stopped him.

Liu Yi was in a hurry, Mo Fan started to grab Liu Yi's clothes, and then he grabbed Liu Yi's pants and started to mess around. Liu Yi was terrified, but he didn't even have the strength to escape.Mo Fan had lost his patience, he hugged him and went to the bed in two steps.

Liu Yi knew that if he didn't explain clearly, Mo Fan couldn't stop him from doing anything.Mo Fan kissed him, but he could only tremble, hold Mo Fan's troubled hand, and said intermittently: "Xiao Fan, do you just want to play with me?"

He said this sentence several times before Mo Fan's hand finally stopped. He got up from Liu Yi, looked at Liu Yi's red eyes, and heard Liu Yi continue to say: "Xiao Fan, I admit you You are very important to me, I don't want you to be like everyone else, if we can't be together, then don't start at all." Liu Yi pushed away Mo Fan who was hesitant, his clothes were already ripped out of shape, He sat up and tidied himself up quickly.

He added: "You and I have our own lives now, we are together, there is always one person who wants to give up the present life, either you or me, you can't give up playing, and I can't give up my job , I don’t think we are just confused for a while, our memory is beautiful in my heart, and I hope that in the future, the ending of that memory will also be good, do you understand?”

Mo Fan didn't move, he understood that Liu Yi wanted to live with him forever.Liu Yi also knew that for a man, eternity is a beautiful but terrible promise, and Liu Yi was not ready for it.

If it was before tonight, Mo Fan might not have been able to make such a promise to anyone, but tonight he realized how attractive Liu Yi is, as long as he opens his mouth a little, there will be many people who will rush to him.Mo Fan couldn't take it anymore just seeing Paul showing affection to him. In the future, if Liu Yi wants to spend such a long life with others, he might really go crazy.

Ten years ago, when he left China, he had no idea about it. Everything was ignorant, including love, parting, and sadness. That feeling was just a budding feeling.But ten years later, when the two of them met again, they realized that the original youthful feelings hadn't been diluted by time at all, on the contrary, it had become stronger, and it had taken shape.

Mo Fan smiled and hugged Liu Yi gently. Liu Yi was afraid that he would make trouble again, so he subconsciously stepped back, but he was still hugged by him: "Don't be afraid." He said: "So you care about me so much... ..."

"Pooh."

Mo Fan laughed, tilted his head and sucked Liu Yi's face: "I care about you very much."

Liu Yi stopped talking.

"Are you willing to wait for me? I really can't give up playing, but I will come to you after I retire. At that time, I will find a job in China. How about we live together? As long as I go to China to play, I will come to see you you."

Mo Fan's words are tantamount to binding the future with himself.It's not that Liu Yi didn't have a boyfriend before, but only Mo Fan told him these words.

"Do you know?" Liu Yi said, "It's only for you that I have considered so much."

Mo Fan hugged him even tighter, he was full of emotion, this was a belated agreement between the two of them, luckily he still came.

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