embrace you beyond loneliness

The pouring rain finally came down. Liu Yi and Mo Fan were sitting in the car. It was as if a water curtain had been hung outside the car window. They couldn't see anything clearly, as if they hid for a moment.The two of them came out of the restaurant. There was no parking lot in the restaurant. The car was parked in the alley next to it. They ran over in the rain. When they sat down in the car, both of them were soaked in the rain. They were quite embarrassed.

They slapped the rain on their bodies in their own way, but Liu Yi was fine, not much rain fell on his hair on his shoulders, but he still tore a piece of paper to wipe his hair, and tore it again without looking back. As soon as he sent it in front of Mo Fan, he accidentally rubbed against Mo Fan's arm. His arm was icy cold. Looking back, he found that half of his body was wet, which was much worse than his own.

He also laughed at him: "Why did you drench yourself so badly?"

Mo Fan smiled, lowered his head and wiped his face and hair with a paper towel, and then raised his head, there was still a small piece of paper sticking to his cheek.

Seeing him laugh like this, Liu Yi pointed at his cheek with his finger: "Your face..."

Mo Fan looked at him with an inexplicable face, and rubbed his hand on his face where Liu Yi pointed, but he didn't remove the stubborn confetti from the left and right, which only made Liu Yi laugh even more happily.

Liu Yi leaned over, and gently stroked Mo Fan's face with his white fingers. While wiping the confetti off his face, he also saw himself in Mo Fan's pupils.

"I..." Mo Fan opened his mouth.

"Huh?" Liu Yi asked softly.

Then he felt Mo Fan's wet hands holding his own, and when he realized the next second, he was pushed over by Mo Fan and fell on the co-pilot's seat.Mo Fan pressed his lips heavily, and Liu Yi could barely breathe under the pressure of his young and strong body.

"Wait a minute..." Liu Yi's words came out of Mo Fan's wet kiss, and when he opened his mouth, Mo Fan attacked his mouth again, and his tongue immediately entangled him. Liu Yi got goose bumps all over his body.I don't know if it was him or Mo Fan, which switch was touched, the co-pilot's seat simply fell backwards, Liu Yi was bearing all of Mo Fan's weight, and was also pressed down, Mo Fan's breath sprayed on Liu Yi. On Yi's face, the two kissed deeper.

"Wait, wait..." Liu Yi's mouth was already filled with Mo Fan, and the words he wanted to say could only be leaked out in the layers of panting.That being said, his hands were on Mo Fan's shoulders. Mo Fan's shoulders were much wider than his, and he couldn't see anything in front of him.He could feel his own heartbeat at this moment, and his ears were full of the voices of each other's lips and tongues and Mo Fan's heavy panting. He was a little scared and couldn't control himself.

Like a dream, Liu Yi felt unreal, the air-conditioning in the car suddenly rose, making him tremble, and he realized that his T-shirt had been rolled up unknowingly, and his smooth skin directly Being exposed to the cold air, he couldn't help sticking to Mo Fan's body.

"I miss you so much." After Mo Fan kissed enough, he was willing to let go of Liu Yi, and whispered in his ear, "Why didn't you come to me..." He asked him in a daze.

This sentence immediately hooked Liu Yi's grievances. He didn't want to show weakness in front of Mo Fan, so he hugged Mo Fan and murmured, "Let me hug you for a while, I'm cold."

Mo Fan let him hold him, and stroked his body vaguely.I don't know how long it took before Mo Fan said: "I was not there for a few years, is there something wrong?"

The tip of Liu Yi's nose was sore, and he almost blurted out, but his rationality stopped the thought. He shook his head and said, "No."

Mo Fan knew that he was stubborn, so he didn't force it. He thought he would ask slowly in the future.

However, when the enthusiasm passed, Liu Yi came back to his senses, and some disappointing thoughts also entered his mind: he will leave after two months, will he and Mo Fan be separated by then?Mo Fan is already a professional player. Although he may not be a well-known player in international competitions, he is also an indispensable main force in Singapore. If he gives up his career here and returns to China, it means that he cannot continue to play. It is impossible. Participating in international competitions means that his resources and background have to be accumulated again, and he also faces the possibility of changing careers. He will not do this, and he will not let him do it.

So what are they doing now?Liu Yi asked himself, should Mo Fan be regarded as those ordinary dewy love affairs in the past?To him, Mo Fan was a very important memory, and he didn't want to renew their relationship so hastily. If they couldn't end well in the end, then it would be better not to be together in the first place.He also thought that Mo Fan had just lost the game, and it was when he was discouraged. At this time, he was looking for himself, was it really difficult for him, or was he just venting his frustration?If the latter, what should he do?

I don't know if Mo Fan and him went with him. At this time, he was lying on Liu Yi, and he seemed to calm down. He helped Liu Yi tidy up his clothes and slowly got up from him.This made the two of them even more embarrassed.

Liu Yi got up, adjusted the seat, combed his hair, and waited for Mo Fan to drive the car out.

It was raining heavily all the time, and the pedestrians on the road could not be seen clearly, only the colorful umbrellas they were holding. The two of them were in the car, and they didn't know what to say along the way.When they arrived at the hotel, Mo Fan wanted to send Liu Yi back to the room, but Liu Yi refused for any reason. To be honest, both of them were a little scared.

That night, Mo Fan and Liu Yi didn't look for each other again. They felt a little uncomfortable with each other, and they hadn't figured out how to deal with their relationship. On the second day, Liu Yi thought that this matter was over, and there was no need to deal with it. Went to work without burden.

When he arrived in Singapore, Liu Yi entered another work rhythm, and did not relax the standards just because he came for training.Their company is not inferior in data processing and motion capture technology. However, there are still many problems to be solved on how to calculate subsequent solutions based on the previous data.Liu Yi was sent out for training, and the senior management hoped that he could get more information to help them improve the follow-up relevant standards. It can be said that this training is also a great responsibility for him.

Overtime is the norm in Singapore, especially in this industry.Every day Liu Yi is here, he goes home with the stars and the moon, and there are only occasional passers-by on the road. He is alone in a foreign land, and he is extremely lonely.For several days, Mo Fan didn't look for him again. There was no message or phone call. Liu Yi was a little annoyed, but he really didn't have the energy to think about it.

Until Friday night, just in time for the company's anniversary, and when they signed a big order, the boss was happy and allowed them not to work overtime.A few of them from the department wanted to find a place to hang out, and after deliberation, they finally decided to go to a nightclub for a night.

When Liu Yi first came to work here, he was not very familiar with everything. Fortunately, a few colleagues in the department were helpful at that time, and everyone got along well.One of them was particularly enthusiastic about him. That man was named Paul, who was also Chinese. At first Liu Yi thought he was from China, and his age was similar to his own.

It wasn't until later when he heard Paul talking about his ex-boyfriend that he was chatting with others, that he realized that he was gay. After thinking about it, he might have other intentions in getting close to him.

Liu Yi has always been a friendly person when showing favors to others, and Paul is humorous and good-looking, in this industry where straight men make up the majority, and comrades look like straight men, absolutely He's a sight to behold, and it's not a bad thing to befriend him.

On this day of playing in the nightclub, Liu Yi drank some wine, and the environment was much more cheerful than usual. In addition, he had just crawled out of Mo Fan's neglect, and he was inevitably tempted by Paul's repeated overtures.So, Paul pulled him to dance on the dance floor, and he didn't refuse, letting Paul's hand rest on his waist.

Liu Yi's alcohol was a little bit up, his whole body was weak, his consciousness was a little drifting, he was jumping and jumping, and his eyes closed in a daze.

At this moment, Liu Yi felt that someone was already pressing against him. When he opened his eyes again, Paul had already been separated. When he raised his head, under the flickering lights, he saw clearly that it was Mo Fan's face.Mo Fan didn't say a word, but he could tell that his face was not very good. He wanted to speak, but Mo Fan turned around and walked away.

He walked on his front foot, and Paul came up on his back foot, and asked in Liu Yi's ear, "Do you know that man?"

Liu Yi looked at the back of Mo Fan walking out, and shook his head: "I don't know!"

"That person is a bit strange, I'll take you back later!"

Liu Yi came back to his senses, was Mo Fan angry just now?Why is he angry?Thinking of this, he simply continued dancing and said, "Okay!"

It was already three o'clock in the middle of the night for Liu Yi and the others to disband, and everyone was a little tired. At this time, Paul only thought that he and Liu Yi were mostly done, so he put Liu Yi's shoulders to say goodbye to his colleagues very naturally, and sent him back.

Along the way, Liu Yi had no intention of talking to Paul, closed his eyes and took a nap, and arrived at the hotel not long after. Paul wanted to send him back to his room at this time, but Liu Yi knew that if he really wanted to send him, things would not be as simple as dancing and drinking, it would be fine to be friends with Paul, but further, he was not ready for it.

Paul also understood, he immediately thought of the person in the nightclub just now, and guessed most of it."We're still friends," he said.

"of course."

"Then, you can only be friends, right?"

Liu Yi nodded.

"If you end with him, I still hope you can think about me." Paul said very simply.

Liu Yi was very grateful for Paul's demeanor and upbringing, he was even a little pity, if he could meet him at the worst time, it would be a very good thing.

He hugged Paul, turned around and left under Paul's reluctance.

As soon as he stepped into the lobby, he saw Mo Fan waiting for him. It was conceivable that he had seen everything about him and Paul.