The benefactor suspects that I don't love him

Seeing him crying, Lu Li was a little hesitant, hesitating for a while but still didn't say anything to comfort him.

What Chen Yuan needed was not these few words, what he wanted was Lu Li's response, and this was exactly what Lu Li couldn't give.

Chen Yuan laughed at himself, closed his eyes, and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes with his fingers. When he opened his eyes again, no emotion could be seen, but the rims of his eyes were still red.

He looked at Lu Li calmly, "I want to do it."

What he said couldn't be compared with the previous sentence, Lu Li frowned and stared at him for a while, somewhat confused about his thoughts, "Wait until tomorrow, you drank a lot, go to bed first."

Not to be outdone, Chen Yuan looked at Lu Li, touched the indifference in his eyes, and suddenly looked away, a trace of pain flashed quickly in his eyes, but he said slyly, "No, just today."

After speaking, he moved towards Lu Li, his drunken body swayed a little, and he wanted to slide off him several times.

Lu Li thought that this person didn't drink too much when he looked at him just now, but now it seems that he didn't drink too much, he obviously drank too much.

Once again, Lu Li broke away the face that was kissing him randomly, and said helplessly, "What's wrong with you recently, I think it's a little strange."

Chen Yuan's hand behind him trembled slightly, and he raised his head to reveal his fragile neck and asked irrelevantly, "What kind of person do you like?"

Before Lu Li could answer, he leaned forward and held Lu Li's lips, "Sexy? Simple? Cute? Sunshine?"

He kissed Lu Li every time he asked a question, his hoarse voice blended between his lips and teeth, full of pain and secrets, "I can do it, I can do it for you."

Lu Li let him kiss him back and forth without moving, and finally stopped him before he opened his mouth, "Chen Yuan, don't do this."

This sentence completely angered Chen Yuan, and added another knife to his heart full of scars. He was a little hesitant to say, "Why can't it be like this? Huh?"

He lifted Lu Li's bowed head and looked straight into those black eyes, "The contract has not yet expired, shouldn't you fulfill your obligations?"

"Now, I want to do it." Chen Yuan ordered word by word.

There was surprise and disbelief in Lu Li's quiet eyes. Chen Yuan was full of bitterness when he was stared at by such eyes. He raised his hand to cover Lu Li's eyes and no longer wanted to look at that gaze, and used another Stumbling with one hand, he unbuttoned Lu Li's pants.

……

The ups and downs lasted for a long time, and Lu Li had already fallen into a deep sleep.

Chen Yuan groped to get up from the bed, stretched out his hand in the dark night and slowly outlined Lu Li's outline, over and over again, as if he wanted to engrave it in his heart.

Enduring the discomfort behind him, Chen Yuan touched the box of cigarettes from the bedside to the balcony, gently closed the balcony door, stood where Lu Li usually stood and looked outside, smoking one after another.

When it was dawn, he had smoked a whole pack of cigarettes. Chen Yuan moved his already stiff limbs, and returned to the bedroom after the smell on his body was almost gone.

Lu Li was still in a deep sleep. He liked to bury his head under the quilt when he was sleeping, revealing the top of his hair. When Chen Yuan was with him, he was always worried that he would be holding back. He would wake up two or three times every night to see if he was sleeping well.

Chen Yuan went around to Lu Li's side and sat down gently, pulled down the quilt to reveal Lu Li's calm face.

He stared at Lu Li for a long time, and was finally dazzled by the brighter and brighter sunlight through the slits of the curtains. He lowered his head and lightly touched Lu Li's lips, and they fell apart instantly.

……

Lu Li was hungry. He fumbled and took out his cell phone next to his pillow to see that it was past ten o'clock.

Reaching out to touch the blanket beside him, it was already completely cold.

After staring downcast for a while, Lu Li folded the quilt and went to the kitchen after washing.

There is also the breakfast Chen Yuan cooked for him in the microwave.

Lu Li didn't know what he thought of, he pursed his lips lightly and smiled.

After heating up the rice for a while, Lu Li went out.In the afternoon, he will go to school to deal with the last things. In a few days, he will take the bullet train leaving here and return to S city to accompany his grandma.

The old man is not used to living in a big city, and still likes to go back to his own one-third of an acre of land, so he clamored to go back after his condition had not deteriorated, but Lu Li couldn't resist her, so she agreed.

After all, the more contact he had with Chen Yuan, the easier it would be to expose his relationship with Chen Yuan, and the old man would definitely not be able to accept it.

In grandma's heart, Chen Yuan is a philanthropist, a lifesaver, a young person who respects the old and loves the young, and even if she knows about their relationship, grandma will definitely not blame Chen Yuan, but will complain in her heart that she is old and useless .

But Lu Li didn't want to let grandma think wildly, so he agreed with her idea of ​​going back to S city, and promised to go back to accompany her after graduation.

Recently, Lu Li could tell from calling grandma that the old man's health was deteriorating.After all, age is at stake, even with advanced medicine and medicine, the body is getting worse day by day.

Thinking of this, Lu Li couldn't help thinking of Chen Yuan.

To say that the person he cares about the most in this world must be grandma, and to say that he is the most sorry and has nothing to repay, then only Chen Yuan.

He could see Chen Yuan's feelings for him, but he couldn't respond, he could only rely on him in some small things.

Lu Li knew in his heart that he and Chen Yuan were not from the same world, they were destined but had no share.

I just don't know how to say goodbye to Chen Yuan when he is leaving in a few days.

Until the evening when he finished dealing with the school affairs, Lu Li didn't think about how to raise this matter with Chen Yuan tactfully, so he simply went to the supermarket to buy something and went home to cook.

Lu Li pushed the trolley around the supermarket, picked out some of Chen Yuan's favorite dishes and bought a piece of fish, and just after paying the bill, he picked up the big and small bags, when the phone in his pocket rang.

Lu Li remembered that there might be a lot of things going on in Chen Yuan's company recently, and he probably told him that he would not be coming back tonight.

Regretfully looking at the fresh ingredients in his hands, Lu Li took out his mobile phone with great difficulty and answered it, then held it between his ears and shoulders.

"Chen Yuan? Are you not coming back tonight?"

There was a short pause on the phone, and then a strange voice rang out, "Hello, Mr. Lu, I am Sun Xing, Mr. Chen's assistant."

Lu Li just answered the call without looking at the caller ID, and now he realized that it was not Chen Yuan when he heard the voice.

Putting the things on the ground, Lu Li took down the phone and took a look, it was indeed an unfamiliar number.

He has met this Sun Xing once or twice, but there is not much interaction. At this time, when he received his call, Lu Li was a little puzzled, "Hello, Mr. Sun, what's the matter?"

The person on the other end of the phone seemed to find it difficult to say what to say next, so he hesitated for a while before saying, "Mr. Lu, I was instructed by President Chen to make this call, and what I'm going to say next is what President Chen meant."

Listening to his words, Lu Li unconsciously rubbed the corner of his clothes, probably already guessing what he was going to say next.

Seeing that Lu Li did not reply, Sun Xing continued, "President Chen said that the three-year contract has expired, and he is quite satisfied with your performance in the past three years."

As if reading from a manuscript, Sun Xing's set of rhetoric was rigid, as if Chen Yuan asked him to read it after he finished writing it.

"The house in University A will be in your name, and another 1000 million will be transferred to your card. From then on, the two of you will have nothing to do with each other."

Sun Xing paused here, as if someone on the phone had asked him something again, and after he agreed in a low voice, he said to Lu Li, "If Mr. Lu encounters any difficulties in the future, you can still come to Chen It's always resolved."

Early in the morning, Lu Li heard that the person who spoke there just now was Chen Yuan. He was obviously next to him but he didn't want to tell him clearly. Instead, he had to make such a big detour.

But Chen Yuan saved Lu Li a lot of things by doing this. He was still worrying about how to say goodbye to Chen Yuan, but now he is fine, and he doesn't even have to see him for the last time.

Lu Li said calmly, "I don't want the house, and I don't need to give me the money. I already owe Chen Yuan, and I don't want to owe him more."

Just as Sun Xing wanted to refuse, Lu Li went on to say, "My car after three days will not come back after I leave, so there is no need to give me any more money."

It was very embarrassing for Sun Xing's assistant to be caught between the two of them. Mr. Chen insisted on throwing money, but Lu Li just didn't appreciate it.

He looked wryly at the president who had been sitting at the desk with a gloomy face since he came in the morning and said nothing.After finally getting a nod, he immediately told Lu Li, "Mr. Chen knows, so hang up Mr. Lu first."

Watching Sun Xing hang up the phone, Chen Yuan seemed to have been drained of his last bit of strength, he waved his hands weakly to signal Sun Xing to go out, and leaned his head on the table with his hands.

On the surface, he flicked his sleeves and left, only he knew how embarrassed he was in his heart.

Proposing to terminate the contract before Lu Li was nothing more than wanting to leave the last dignity for himself.

And the deeper meaning is that he doesn't want Lu Li to ask him this sentence, he wants to keep a thought for himself.

A ridiculous thought that even I couldn't believe it.