world travel

It's a good dream.

It is also a very complete dream.

In the dream, Zhou You seemed to be a child again, able to get into his mother's arms, be held by her mother, and play hide-and-seek together in the yard.His mother always carried a delicate scent of laundry soap, which later turned into a bitter medicinal smell.

But fortunately, Zhou Xin was still healthy at this time, Zhou You followed behind her, and Zhou Xin turned her head and smiled at him in the sun.

He was reluctant to wake up, but felt cold all over. Even though the weather was so good in the dream, he still felt as if he was soaked in water.

Maybe it's not a dream...

"Zhou Xinyuan! Zhou Xinyuan!" The exchange in his ear brought Zhou You back to the real world.

He opened his eyes and saw a ray of light, blinding him.

He moved a little, and his whole body was soaked in the cold sea water.He raised his hand, and the sea water had reached his chest.

Zhou Xinyuan's breath suddenly became stagnant, and he immediately realized a very terrifying thing - the tide was rising.

Shi Ruofei said, don't go to that cave when the tide is high, he actually... actually forgot all about it.

The beam of light got closer and closer, and Zhou You recognized Liang Jiayu's voice.Liang Jiayu's face was pale and he was extremely embarrassed. The beam of light came from his flashlight.

"Zhou Xinyuan!" Liang Jiayu stepped on the sea water and walked in.

Zhou You sat here for a long time, his butt was still a little numb, he wanted to stand up by himself, but was slipped.

"You...be careful." Liang Jiayu said anxiously.

Zhou You himself was also frightened, his lips were trembling a little, Liang Jiayu stretched out his hand, and grabbed his wrist fiercely, the two of them groped out of the cave, feeling a burst of fear in their hearts.

"I..." Zhou You didn't know how to explain, he looked up and saw Liang Jiayu's expression, and felt his mind went blank.

Liang Jiayu pulled him out, first carefully checked whether he was injured, and after making sure that nothing happened to him, Liang Jiayu relaxed a little.Even so, Liang Jiayu's hands were still shaking, and for the first time he looked at Zhou You with fierce eyes.

"Zhou Xinyuan, sometimes I really want to pry your head open to see what you're pretending to be... What are you doing there by yourself? Don't you think you can't see it at all? You're going to mess around. How old are you? Already?!" Liang Jiayu became more and more angry as he spoke, and in the end he was almost roaring.

As soon as he roared, you could see the bulging veins on his neck everywhere.

Zhou You was a little frightened, and he was speechless.

But in the next second, Liang Jiayu lowered his eyes again, and remained silent for a while, with a look of helplessness on his face, he said: "Forget it, let's go back first, Uncle Shi will be worried to death."

He came over to hold Zhou You's hand, but Zhou You shook it off.

When he came back to his senses, he felt wronged and angry.That kind of strong emotion made Zhou You collapse all of a sudden, and the tight string in his brain was finally broken.

He said: "What about you?! Then why are you trying to control me! I'm so annoying!"

Zhou You's chest was heaving, and Liang Jiayu looked at him helplessly.

Zhou You took a step back, the sky began to rain lightly, the sky was gloomy and uncertain, and the wind and waves approached from a distance, like the end of the world.

Zhou Youqi's head was about to explode, and he began to speak indiscriminately: "Liang Jiayu, you are inexplicable! You already know what kind of person I am, why are you still looking for me! Can't you not come to me? Why do you still show up! I don't owe you...Why are you like this..."

"Come when you want, leave when you want..."

"Say you like me, start over...why can't you face reality? Can we start over? No! Can't...so...I..."

"I... I don't know... I don't know why it became like this..."

"I'm so sad...I...uh...you..."

At the end of his speech, he didn't know what he was talking about, tears welled up all of a sudden, and Zhou You started to cry bitterly regardless.It was all a cathartic cry.Zhou You's eyes were blurred, and his nose came out from crying. Liang Jiayu wanted to come and hug him, but he refused, and the two stumbled and entangled on the beach.

"Let go!" Zhou You shouted, "Be careful I'll hit you!"

Liang Jiayu was also angry, and said, "You hit me! I'm afraid of you!"

Holding the umbrella, Zhou You hit Liang Jiayu on the shoulder seriously. Liang Jiayu held the tip of the umbrella, and Zhou You wanted to grab it again.

"give me!"

"No!"

In the end, Liang Jiayu had the upper hand, and he snatched the umbrella away, and Zhou You almost fell down because of his inertia.

Now both of them have become embarrassed, their clothes and trousers are covered with mud, the rain is not too heavy, but the wind is getting stronger.

Liang Jiayu said: "I didn't know you before, but now I know."

"You're just a coward, Xiao Yuan."

"Shut up!" Zhou You shouted.

"I don't, I just want to say it." Liang Jiayu walked up with a dark face, "I know you approached me on purpose, right at first? I admit, I was not a perfect person before, I didn't want to take it seriously I really want to fall in love with you because I want to have fun with you. It's my fault, it's my fault. Of course, you probably didn't really like me at that time, right?"

"What about after that?! How do you explain it later? You have so many opportunities, why don't you give me a break? What you want to do is very simple, isn't it that I was completely obsessed with you at that time? Why didn't you press Kang Yan did what he said?"

"You just didn't... I asked you so many times, but you never said..."

"Sometimes I think, my grandpa did something wrong, but what did you and I do wrong? Do you really like me? I can't fucking understand."

"I don't understand! You are you, I am me, I don't care about those things. I just like you, why the hell am I so unlucky! I have never been so aggrieved in my life, I am willing to do it for you Anything, as long as you can open your heart and talk to me, I am not afraid of anything difficult... But you have to say it, Xiao Yuan. Why don't you say it..."

Zhou You opened his eyes wide and hiccupped from crying. Neither of them could convince the other, and this was the first time they had such an intense quarrel.

Liang Jiayu didn't know what he was talking about anymore, maybe Zhou Xinyuan still didn't understand after he said so much.

He likes him, the only truth in the universe, and the rest, he doesn't care at all.Will he love him because of his guilt towards the Zhou family?impossible.The only reason why I have been looking for him for so long is because I like him.

Zhou You moved uneasily, Liang Jiayu thought he was going to run away again.

He was always like this, he would just hide, even go into that cave.What if he comes later?Liang Jiayu didn't dare to think about it.

But this time he was wrong, Zhou You didn't run away, but suddenly quickened his pace, rushed towards him, and hugged him.

Liang Jiayu was taken aback, his heart stopped for a moment, he instinctively hugged Zhou You back, feeling that the old Zhou Xinyuan had returned...

Yes, Zhou Xinyuan is still back.

At this moment, he really became the original Zhou Xinyuan again.

Zhou Xinyuan who likes to cling to Liang Jiayu, Zhou Xinyuan who is shameless, sincere and longing Zhou Xinyuan, sensitive and fragile Zhou Xinyuan...

He cried and said: "I dare not say, I am afraid that you don't want me..."

"I think I'm sick, and I dare not say it. I'm so scared, I don't know how to tell you, Kang Yan let me... let me... woo wa... But I like you so much, I can't bear you. I thought for a long time before I came up with a solution..."

"I want to hurt you... I have no face to like you anymore..."

Zhou Xinyuan spoke intermittently, and Liang Jiayu felt his heart was about to break.

"Are you stupid?" Liang Jiayu said, "Kang Yan is a fart, you have to listen to him for everything?"

Zhou Xinyuan still buried her face in his shoulder and kept crying.

"I'm a pervert." Zhou Xinyuan said sullenly, "I'm sick."

"You are not, Xiaoyuan." Liang Jiayu said seriously.

Liang Jiayu raised Zhou Xinyuan's face with his hands, making him look up at him.

"You are not a pervert, and there is nothing wrong with you. You didn't hurt me, I know you won't. You are a very good person, Xiaoyuan. Very, very good. I know you have had a hard time before, but in the future If I'm here, I will never leave you alone again, okay?"

Liang Jiayu lowered his head, regardless of whether Zhou Xinyuan agreed or not, he kissed him directly.

He kissed eagerly, Zhou Xinyuan put his arms around his neck, and finally gave him a response.Liang Jiayu was so excited that he trembled all over, as if all his emotions were contained in this kiss.

The rain became smaller and smaller, and finally stopped altogether.

Liang Jiayu let go of Zhou Xinyuan, and the two of them looked like they had rolled in the mud, looking disrespectful at all.

Zhou Xinyuan wiped the rainwater off Liang Jiayu's face with his hands, Liang Jiayu said, "I miss you so much, Xiaoyuan."

"I miss you too." Zhou Xinyuan said.

After Zhou Xinyuan said this, he couldn't help but sneezed, Liang Jiayu hurriedly said: "I really have to go back soon, it's raining, be careful of catching a cold."

Zhou Xinyuan picked up the umbrella from the ground, feeling a little embarrassed.

Liang Jiayu looked at him, smiled and said, "I'll carry you on my back."

"what?"

He knelt down in front of Zhou Xinyuan and said, "Hurry up."

Zhou Xinyuan hesitantly put his arms around Liang Jiayu's neck, and Liang Jiayu hooked his legs with his hands, and lifted him up.

"I've wanted to do this for a long time." Liang Jiayu said, "I always carry you like this in my dreams."

Zhou Xinyuan said, "You are not Zhu Bajie."

Liang Jiayu laughed out loud as he walked, he could finally feel that Zhou Xinyuan was back, otherwise, who would be so naughty?

"Xiaoyuan, you are my daughter-in-law."

In the evening on the island, the sky was dyed a beautiful dark gold by the setting sun.After the rain cleared, the waves returned to calm.Just like their entanglement and Zhou Xinyuan's nightmare, everything has a time in the past.

On the long beach, Liang Jiayu walked back slowly with Zhou Xinyuan on his back.

Liang Jiayu said:

"Xiao Yuan."

"Ok?"

"Stop crying...you will become ugly if you cry again."

"Um……"

After a while, Zhou Xinyuan said:

"Glory."

"Ok?"

"That... did you really delete "Mayfly"? That's the movie you've been making for so long..."

"Deleted." Liang Jiayu said softly, "Because I don't think that's the real ending."

Zhou Xinyuan's heart was beating fast, his mouth was dry, and he asked, "Then what is...?"

Liang Jiayu said, "It's now."

The sea breeze blows and the sun sets.

Liang Jiayu carried Zhou Xinyuan on his back all the way home, and then put him at the door of Shi Nanchuan's house. He smiled and said, "Go in and take a hot bath."

"En." Zhou Xinyuan nodded.

He told Shi Nanchuan that he was sorry, but he didn't say how Liang Jiayu found him.Shi Nanchuan sighed, and just said: "It's fine, it's fine."

He shyly went upstairs to take a shower, came out to dry his hair, and when he sat on the bed, he still felt that everything that happened a few hours ago seemed fake.It's fake, have you reconciled with Liang Jiayu?Did what he thought about every day really happen?Zhou Xinyuan smirked at the window for a while, and couldn't help drinking a lot of water.

Once upon a time, he wanted to be a mayfly that lived and died.In this way, you can love less and hurt less.But now he has changed his mind, he wants to be with Liang Jiayu, he wants to love more, even if it hurts a little bit, it's okay.

"Zhou Xinyuan!"

He heard Liang Jiayu calling his name from the next door.Zhou Xinyuan pushed open the window and saw that Liang Jiayu had also taken a shower, turned on all the lights wrapped around the tree, and was looking up at himself.

The first time Zhou Xinyuan picked up the paper cup phone on the window sill, Liang Jiayu froze for a moment, and said, "What are you doing?"

"I'm looking for Liang Jiayu." Zhou Xinyuan said to the paper cup solemnly.

Liang Jiayu said with a smile: "Hey, my phone is on the second floor, stop playing around and tell me directly."

"Do not."

Liang Jiayu glanced at him and was sure that Zhou Xinyuan was serious, so he said, "Wait..."

Zhou Xinyuan imagined, imagining how Liang Jiayu hurriedly opened the door, climbed up the stairs in three steps at a time, and then he appeared in front of the opposite window.

Because of blushing, Zhou Xinyuan had no choice but to whisper something into the paper cup first, as a response to Liang Jiayu before.

He said, "Liang Jiayu, I love you too."