Seemingly dark but not bright

The wall clock on the wall was ticking, and Zhao Miao clenched his fists, looking very nervous.Gu Sheng remained silent for a long time, as if he was preparing to speak.After a long time, the pointer pointed to the eight o'clock position. Gu Sheng coughed and spoke.

"I didn't get back with that person. It's been a long time, and I don't want to mention him at all. Today is because he threatened that if he didn't go downstairs, he would knock on the door one by one until he found me. Afraid to give others Trouble, I went downstairs. I didn’t talk about anything serious. He said he wanted to get back together, but I didn’t want to. Later... you must have seen him hug me, so you were angry, right? I pushed He was fired, and the security guard came over, so it was a bad break up." Gu Sheng explained that he didn't know why Zhao Miao wanted to leave suddenly, but he had no right to stop him.Looking at it now, maybe Zhao Miao saw it when he was talking downstairs with Zhou Caisheng in the afternoon.

Gu Sheng didn't expect Zhao Miao to care so much.

Zhao Miao nodded, feeling that this afternoon's matter was probably misunderstood again. He only saw Zhou Caisheng hugging Gu Sheng, but he didn't see anything behind him. He didn't notice Gu Sheng's attitude at all. He was reckless.I thought Gu Sheng would be with Zhou Caisheng again, so I planned to leave.

Gu Sheng held Zhao Miao's hand, which was a little cold, probably because he was too nervous, "I don't know if you just want to have fun, but if you have made a vow just now, I am willing to give it a try. Xiao Miao, I also Love you."

Gu Sheng never expected Zhao Miao to like him. After all, Zhao Miao had too many criminal records before, and he always thought that Zhao Miao was a pure straight man and would not like him.What Gu Sheng didn't expect was that Zhao Miao actually liked him, and liked him for a long time.Gu Sheng couldn't believe Zhao Miao's confession like a dream.But the clenched hands let Gu Sheng know that this is not a dream.

Gu Sheng also likes Zhao Miao. At the beginning, he really got along with Zhao Miao very simply. They are teachers and students in the school, and they have a good relationship in private, but they haven't reached that level.When did I start to fall in love with Zhao Miao, it seems that it happened to be the third year of high school.Zhao Miao was too kind to Gu Sheng, few people were so gentle to him.So he fell unconsciously, and when he found out, he was not far away from Zhao Miao's college entrance examination.

He didn't intend to say anything, thinking that Zhao Miao wouldn't like men.It was just a small emotion, but what Gu Sheng didn't expect was that after leaving, he would always think of Zhao Miao's tenderness.The feeling for Zhao Miao is also much stronger than the one with Zhou Caisheng before, otherwise it has been several years, but I still haven't forgotten it.

"Really? Are you willing to be my boyfriend?" Zhao Miao laughed, extremely excited, with a feeling that all hardships are rewarding.I thought I could only do parallel lines, but I didn't expect that the two people still have intersections.

"Really." Gu Sheng replied.

"Teacher, can I hug you?" Zhao Miao asked, this was the first hug after becoming a lover, Zhao Miao felt embarrassed and wanted to ask Gu Sheng for permission.

"Yeah." Gu Sheng nodded.

After getting the consent, Zhao Miao wrapped Gu Sheng in his arms, and buried him on Gu Sheng's neck like infatuation, his eyes were red.He thought that Gu Sheng would stop talking to him after hearing his confession, but Zhao Miao was really afraid that Gu Sheng would say no to him just now.For him, it was so painful that Zhao Miao couldn't tolerate Gu Sheng leaving him.

Gu Shenghui hugged Zhao Miao, "Xiao Miao, I don't have high demands on my lover, there is only one condition, you are not allowed to deceive me in the future, do you understand?"

"Well, I will never lie to you." Even after recording Gu Sheng's fingerprints into the phone, Zhao Miao didn't intend to hide any secrets from Gu Sheng.What's more, he didn't need to hide any secrets, it wasn't necessary.

The two looked at each other and smiled, Gu Sheng pinched Zhao Miao's cheek, "I promised you, why are you still crying?"

"I thought the teacher would reject me. I really like the teacher very much. I passed 130 in the English exam of the college entrance examination, but the teacher is not here, so I am very sad." Zhao Miao cried aggrievedly.All the hard work was for Gu Sheng. Zhao Miao was really sad for a long time, and almost didn't want to fill in the volunteers to go to college. After all, Gu Sheng was half of the credit for this achievement. Only he enjoyed this glory, Zhao Miao was unwilling.

"You did so well in the exam, do you want to reward it?" Gu Sheng asked with a smile.

Zhao Miao nodded.

Gu Sheng kissed Zhao Miao and gave him a light kiss, but Zhao Miao turned his back on the guest and deepened the kiss by hugging Gu Sheng.At this moment, the two people only have each other in their eyes, and this story, which was more than six years late, has finally come to an end.

"Okay, let's go take a shower. How much alcohol did you drink? You can't do it anymore because of the smell of alcohol. Do you know that I'm also worried?" Zhao Miao's sudden departure made Gu Sheng panic, but he didn't want to prevent anyone from walking away from him.Gu Sheng felt that Zhao Miao would leave one day, stay for a few years at most, and leave when he got married, so he was even more unwilling to stop him.

"I'm sorry, I won't do this again in the future. I will tell you if I have a misunderstanding. I'm just too scared. You are so good, and I'm not particularly good." Having misunderstood Gu Sheng twice, Zhao Miao felt that I am very stupid.I knew what I knew by asking, but I insisted on being sad alone, but in the end, I made a fuss for a long time, nothing happened, it was just a misunderstanding.

"You are the one I love, so in my eyes, you are very, very good, and you are not allowed to say that you are not good. Not many people know about my depression, because I don't want to trouble others, and I am afraid they will say that I am hypocritical I was very moved by what you did, I thought I might not be able to hold anyone anymore, but now it is you. Xiao Miao, do you know why I will personally give gifts to Uncle Han this year?" Gu Sheng looked at Zhao Second.

Zhao Miao shook his head. He guessed for a long time and discussed it with Han Youliang, but he couldn't come up with an answer.

"Because... I miss you." Gu Sheng smiled, "It's not that I started to miss you this year, but I really want to see you this year. I planned to stay for only one day, just to see you, but it's a pity that you are not here. Han Uncle advised me to stay for the New Year, I hesitated, but decided to stay, to try my luck and see if you come back for the New Year. I saw you the next morning, and I was pleasantly surprised."

Gu Sheng was shocked by Zhao Miao's major in psychology, but the reason he got at the time was just for repayment, which made Gu Sheng feel sad.At least now he clearly understands that Zhao Miao learned those things just because of him, not for repayment, but because of love.

"I miss you very much too. Do you know that I'm looking for you every day. But it's okay, as long as you show up." Zhao Miao hugged Gu Sheng again.