Seemingly dark but not bright

"Okay, just park here." Zhao Miao said

"Brother, come on, after today's work is done, don't forget to invite me to drink and eat." Lin Zixing said with a smile.

"Got it, got it, you go back! I..." Zhao Miao was talking to Lin Zixing, but when he noticed that his eyes were looking behind him, Zhao Miao turned his head.

"The one with glasses is the one you like?" Lin Zixing asked.

Zhao Miao nodded, but he didn't know the person standing in front of Gu Sheng, but Zhao Miao always felt as if he had seen this person before.

"Gu Sheng? Gu Sheng, Xiao Sheng?" Lin Zixing repeated Gu Sheng's name several times before lowering his head.

Zhao Miao didn't notice Lin Zixing's strange reaction, his eyes were always on Gu Sheng's side.Suddenly a strange man hugged Gu Sheng, and Zhao Miao seemed to have guessed who this man was—it should be Gu Sheng's ex-boyfriend, but he didn't know the name, Zhao Miao didn't understand why Gu Sheng still got involved with this man.Zhou Caixiao said that Gu Sheng was deeply hurt by that man.

"I want to drink, go to the bar?" Zhao Miao asked.

"It's really rare." Lin Zixing also forced a smile, turned a corner, and went to the nearest bar.

Zhao Miao recklessly poured wine into his mouth. Obviously Zhao Jiayu had said that Gu Sheng was interested in him before, but Zhao Miao didn't expect to find an ex-boyfriend halfway.Who can blame?Zhao Miao could only blame himself for what he was doing, he should have confessed a long time ago, instead of procrastinating, until now, Gu Sheng has run away with others.

Where is Gu Shenghui now?It must be somewhere to eat with that man.Thinking of this scene, Zhao Miao couldn't get angry.Thinking that Valentine's Day was a sweet time with Gu Sheng, but it ended before it even started, Zhao Miao only felt heartache.The person who has loved for so long, finally went to someone else's arms.

"I have something to do, so I'm leaving first." Lin Zixing also drank a lot, and staggered outside.

Zhao Miao was surprised, usually Lin Zi spoke a lot of jargon, but today he drank alone and didn't talk to him.He was the only one left, and Zhao Miao couldn't drink anymore, so he paid the bill and left the bar.

It was still a bit cold, so Zhao Miao took a taxi to Gu Sheng's house.

"Why did you drink so much?" Gu Sheng helped Zhao Miao who was about to fall in time.

Zhao Miao hugged Gu Sheng and said with a smile, "Did you go out?"

"So you think I'll go out, that's why you drink so much?" Gu Sheng asked back.

Zhao Miao shook his head, "You left me first, so I have to go too. I, Zhao Miao, want to leave you, Gu Sheng."

Zhao Miao pushed Gu Sheng away and went back to the room to pack his things.Gu Sheng froze in place, unable to react for a long time.Seeing that Zhao Miao was really packing his luggage, Gu Sheng couldn't help but wryly smiled and went back to the living room.

Xiaoxiao saw Gu Sheng sitting on the sofa, ran to his feet and lay down on his stomach.

Zhao Miao casually packed a few clothes and stuffed them in the suitcase. When he came out, Gu Sheng didn't look at him, and didn't make a sound to keep him.The angry Zhao Miao pulled the suitcase and went out without looking back. The door was slammed so loudly that Xiaoxiao couldn't help but get up.

"Xiaoxiao, you are the only one left now." Gu Sheng stroked Xiaoxiao's dog's head and whispered, "Do you know that you have delayed me from leaving?"

Zhao Miao stood downstairs, sober now.Thinking of the difference between what Zhao Jiayu said and Gu Sheng's performance, Zhao Miao felt uncomfortable. The most disturbing thing was that Gu Sheng might reunite with Zhou Caisheng.

"Wait for ten seconds. If you chase him out, I'll confess." Zhao Miao sat on the suitcase, wanting to give himself a chance not to leave.

"Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two point five, two point four... two, one point nine... one... zero. Zhao Miao spent several minutes counting to ten, but Gu Sheng still didn't come out, "Did I count fast?"

Zhao Miao counted ten seconds again several times, but Gu Sheng still didn't come out.Zhao Miao felt very bad, stood up and walked back.

"I'm sorry, I..." When Zhao Miao entered the room, he saw a small medicine bottle in Gu Sheng's hand, and hurried to grab it.

It seemed like sleeping pills, Zhao Miao seemed to be filled with blood all over his body, he didn't care about anything, and kissed Gu Sheng.The two fell on the sofa, Zhao Miao's kiss was full of predatory force, forcing Gu Sheng to open his mouth.

Gu Sheng's hands were held tightly by Zhao Miao, and after a while, Zhao Miao let go of Gu Sheng and let him breathe.

"Xiao Miao..." Before Gu Sheng finished speaking, he was kissed by Zhao Miao again.

I don't want Gu Sheng to talk, I'm afraid to say the word hate from him.Zhao Miao was very angry. Gu Sheng still didn't cherish his body, so he could only vent his anger in this way...

Zhao Miao still let go of Gu Sheng and helped him up.No one made a sound in the dimly lit living room, except for Gu Sheng's slight panting, not a single sound could be heard.

Zhao Miao clenched his fists tightly, as if he was deciding something, he looked extremely nervous.Until the dog jumped up cleverly and turned on the light.The whole living room was lit up, and Zhao Miao could see the blush on Gu Sheng's face that hadn't dissipated, and his lips were also a little red and swollen, which was bitten by him just now.

"Teacher?" Zhao Miao called.

"Ok?"

"Do you know what the happiest thing I am?" Zhao Miao asked.

Gu Sheng shook his head.

"I realized that I fell in love with my teacher." Zhao Miao lowered his head, maybe he made a mistake at that time, when Zhao Miao passed by a store, he saw Gu Sheng and Zhou Caixiao holding hands.At that time, I felt very angry, so Zhao Miao handed in a blank paper for the English test in the afternoon.It was also at the beginning of the summer vacation that Zhao Miao re-examined his relationship with Gu Sheng, and felt that his possessiveness towards Gu Sheng had exceeded a certain limit.It is normal for Gu Sheng to have a girlfriend, but Zhao Miao feels betrayed.It's not Gu Sheng's problem, it's his own problem.Later, when I found out that Zhou Caixiao was married, I realized that it was a misunderstanding.

Gu Sheng looked at Zhao Miao.

"Teacher, maybe I'm not as good as that man in everything, but I can swear that I will never hurt you. If I betray you, I will die. So can you stop being with that man and be my boyfriend? Is it?" If that man is really good, Zhao Miao is willing to give up, but that man has hurt Gu Sheng, which is unforgivable.

"What you said is true?" Gu Sheng asked.

"It's true, I like the teacher, from the summer vacation before the third year of high school. But I dare not confess, because the teacher said that he doesn't like to have any entanglements with his students, especially when I see the love letter thrown away in the teacher's trash can. I don’t dare. I know it’s bad, but I just can’t forget the teacher.” At that time, Zhao Miao was like a pervert. Throughout his third year of high school, his eyes kept following Gu Sheng’s figure, especially during class, he kept dying. Staring at Gu Sheng.I like Gu Sheng's voice, especially when reading English, which fascinates Zhao Miao, and even doubles his English learning because of it.He often went to Gu Sheng's house to look for him, and even stole a book written by Gu Sheng, which contained many words written by Gu Sheng.

Because he fell in love with Gu Sheng, the careless Zhao Miao's temperament also changed.He would go into the kitchen to cook rock sugar pears for Gu Sheng, and when he was at Gu Sheng's house, Zhao Miao would rub his shoulders for him.Every morning on Gu Sheng's desk, there will be a bunch of stars all over the sky.

"After graduating from high school, I wanted to confess to my teacher, but the teacher left. I miss you very much. When I heard that the teacher had depression, I blamed myself. I didn't find it, and then I chose that major. Gu Sheng, I love you You. So, can you stay with me?" Zhao Miao asked cautiously.

Although he felt much happier after confessing his confession, waiting for Gu Sheng's answer made Zhao Miao feel like being crushed by a boulder.