Seemingly dark but not bright

"Zhao Miao, I still won't go home for the New Year this year." Han Youliang made a phone call while counting the money he earned last night.As the Spring Festival approached, even in the wee hours of the morning, there was still a lot of drinking in the bar. Han Youliang happily counted the banknotes, "Come back and buy you a drink."

"I'm not coming back this year. I'm about to graduate. I want to finish my thesis first." Zhao Miao hasn't been home for a long time. He only went home twice when he was in college, and he left after the new year.And now the graduate students are almost graduating, and I have never returned home.It's not that there are conflicts with his family. Zhao Miao still often calls his mother Han Shu. The two have reconciled since they were in their third year of high school, and there is no conflict now.It's just that I'm too lazy to go back, and the person I like is not there anyway.You can also work here to earn living expenses.Moreover, the school and home are in the neighboring city, so Zhao Miao doesn't have to worry too much.

In addition to studying, Zhao Miao usually works part-time through work-study programs, even though his family is not very poor.But Zhao learned to imitate, and wanted to feel the hardships of that person in college.

I haven't been home for several years, there is nothing interesting there, and there is nothing bad about me here, why don't you come back?" Han Youliang persuaded, the two of them are Biao Fan brothers, they have been playing since they were young, and they are also playing since they were young. Big, but also a small group that often get together to do bad things. I haven't seen you for a few years, but I still miss it very much. After all, the family should be reunited during the Chinese New Year.

No fun, but busy, you..."

"Hey, wait a minute, my dad is calling." Han Youliang picked up another mobile phone, and now when he saw Han Yang's call, he had a sad face, afraid of being hit.But I have to pick it up, otherwise I can only sleep on the street.

Zhao Miaoxiao, Han Youliang is a person who never changes after repeated admonition.No matter how hard Han Yang taught him, he would still go his own way, but every time he was afraid that Han Yang would teach him a lesson, this has been the case since childhood.Now Han Youliang's usual begging words of "I was wrong" and "I won't do it next time" are still coming from the mobile phone, which have no credibility.

Zhao Dong turned on the hands-free, got up to fetch water, and when he came back, he heard Han Youliang say in surprise, "Brother Gu Sheng is back?"

The water glass shattered to the ground, hot water spilled out, and the water splashed onto Zhao Miao's feet, causing his ankle to turn red, but Zhao Miao didn't seem to feel it, instead he picked up his phone first, wanting to ask about the situation over there first .

Han Youliang just hung up Han Yang's phone, and said excitedly, "Teacher Gu showed up. He hasn't come back for several years. According to my father, Teacher Gu planned to leave after giving the New Year's gift, but was forced by my father." Stay here and leave after the Chinese New Year, so I asked me to buy more New Year’s goods, and Mr. Gu will leave on the second day of the Chinese New Year. Hey...Zhao Miao, did you hear what I said? Why didn’t you speak? "

Han Youliang talked a lot, Zhao Miao only heard that Gu Sheng was back and he was going to leave.If you don't hurry home, you might miss it.

Zhao Miao hurriedly booked the nearest flight ticket. Gu Sheng would leave in a few days. He refused to ask Gu Sheng to leave again, and this time he had to stay by his side.

When Zhao was very young, Gu Sheng was his playmate, with a five-year age difference between the two.Ten-year-old Gu Sheng was like a porcelain doll, not talking much, standing quietly beside Han Yang.And Zhao Miao is a rambunctious brat. Seeing that Gu is growing up pretty, he selfishly wants to monopolize him.Han Yang's original intention was that there were many children in the compound, and Gu Sheng was too quiet, so he wanted him to play more with other children.There are also children of the same age as Gu Sheng, who are not afraid that they will not be able to play.As a result, Zhao Miao forbade Gu Sheng to play with anyone, not even his cousin Han Youliang.

Gu Sheng didn't want to play with anyone, he liked to be alone, so he condoned Zhao Miao's selfish behavior.But Zhao Miao and Han Youliang fought several times because of the fight for Gu Sheng, although they had fought before.

Gu Sheng was brought here by Han Yang, so he would naturally favor Han Youliang, and would occasionally buy some small gifts for the two children, while Han Youliang's things were better, and he usually cared more about him.

Han Youliang's mother had already divorced Han Yang, and Han Yang was too busy to take care of the children.After all, there was such a caring Gu Sheng, so of course Han Youliang wanted to snatch it.Gu Sheng had a headache because of this, but unfortunately he spoke softly and had almost no deterrent effect. It was only when Han Yang came back and beat up the two of them that this situation was a little less.But Zhao Miao still likes to dominate Gu Sheng, and in order to make Gu Sheng like him more, he will play tricks to please Gu Sheng.

For a child of a few years old, to please is nothing more than sharing delicious and fun things with you. Gu Sheng, who is already sensible, feels naive, but he really likes being with Zhao Miao more and more, and he really likes being with Zhao Miao more. Play together.

Zhao Miao's English is not good, and Gu Sheng's English has always been more than 90 points, so the task of tutoring Zhao Miao is naturally given to Gu Sheng.During that time, Zhao Miao’s English was at its peak, and once he even got over 90 in the exam, Zhao Miao’s grandfather bought a game console as a reward.The two spent three years happily without any quarrels. Sometimes Gu Sheng got angry, and Zhao Miao, who was younger than him, would still coax him.At that time, Zhao Miao's temper was not very good, but he was only with Gu Sheng, like a docile puppy, clinging to Gu Sheng and acting like a baby.

Because of the weather, the plane was delayed, Zhao had never been so eager to return, and Gu Sheng came back, a person who had disappeared for nearly seven years.

After Gu Sheng went to university, the relationship he had established with great difficulty immediately faded away a lot. In addition, something happened to Zhao Miao's family. The two of them hadn't spoken a few words for four years, and they generally looked like strangers.At that time, Zhao Miao complained a little bit about Gu Sheng, after all, he was so kind to him since he was a child, but he didn't show up when he needed to be cared about.

Until Zhao Miao's second year of high school, Gu Sheng became his class teacher.Because of a long conversation, the two reconciled.After the reconciliation, Zhao Miao was even more attached to Gu Sheng, almost inseparable.

High school is a non-stop pursuit, but it's a pity that Zhao Miao is looking at the surrounding scenery leisurely.Don't want to catch up with others, but like to stay on the side of the road.

Zhao Miao didn't plan to study hard before. Ever since his parents quarreled in junior high school, his grades have always been at the bottom, and his grades in high school have also dropped.But with the help of Gu Sheng, Zhao Miao's team rushed to the top ten one by one, and their college entrance examination scores were also very good. They went to a key university, and then studied as a graduate student in that university.

It's a pity that after graduating from the college entrance examination, Gu Sheng never participated in Zhao's life again, and this time it went too far and disappeared directly.Except for giving some gifts every year during the Chinese New Year, I have never heard any news about Gu Sheng. Even if the gifts were given, they were only sent online. I didn't come in person, and I couldn't find any address.This is the first time Gu Sheng has appeared in more than six years.

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I just want to write down the original idea. If you don’t like it, it may seem obvious but not dark!