Peace and joy

I went back to country R with my parents and made an appointment. The operation will be three days later. During these three days, I have thought a lot in the ward. From the time we first met to the present, our relationship will always stay at this step. In these three days, you can send me a message I sent a lot of WeChat messages, but I didn't reply. The sister nurse also sent me. I reply to her and rest assured that it will be successful.I finally waited for the day of my operation, and my parents were there. I heard from my mother that I stayed in the operating room for a full ten hours. During this period, the doctor issued a critical illness notice.I am in the intensive care unit, I smiled, God blesses me, my life cannot be taken every time, whether it is in the previous life or the future life.After staying in the intensive care unit for ten days, I finally came out, transferred to the general ward, and started recuperation. After less than a month of recuperation, I made a fuss about going back to the laboratory. My parents couldn’t help me, so they gave me a After the discharge procedures, my mother still wanted to stay in country r to take care of me. I said, no need, I will take care of myself when I am such a grown-up. out of the country.After my parents returned to China, I went back to the laboratory and started doing experiments day and night. I felt that apart from doing this, my life was meaningful, except for Xu Jie, but Xu Jie already had her life and chose her. I shouldn't disturb her life anymore.Ten days later, the nurse sister sent me a WeChat message, saying that Xu Jie didn't know what happened, and he got drunk every day after get off work, and hoped that I would come back and take a look.I hesitated for a while, thought about it, I'd better go back and have a look. By the way, I made it clear that I like her, and it's time to stop.After thinking about this, I arranged the things in the laboratory, and I returned to China. It was just in the daytime when I returned to China. I took some of her favorite food and went to the infusion room of the hospital to see her. I saw her busy outside the window. I thought to myself, how nice it would be if she was mine, she is really pretty when she is serious.After looking out the window for a while, I went into the infusion room. All the nurses in the infusion room found me, but you didn't notice. I stood behind you for a long time, watching you help others infuse good fluids, and treated her gently Say precautions.After doing all this, when you turned your head and saw me, you were startled. I asked you, was it a surprise or not, and she answered me very coldly, surprise ass, scared to death.I kept sending you WeChat before but didn’t reply, now you think of me? ?I quickly said that there are too many things in the laboratory, and I don't have time.No, I came back to see you as soon as I was free.After I said this, your complexion still hasn't improved.I said, I just came back, let's have dinner together tonight, you agree, and then I will give you the food.I said I will pick you up at night.I went home to see my parents, tidied up my things, and soon it was dinner time. I calculated her off-duty time and drove to pick her up. It happened that she was packing up and getting ready to get off work. I was watching her by the side. Organize things.After tidying up, I helped her carry the things and got into the car. I asked her if there was anything she wanted to eat. She said, let me arrange it myself, and then I took her to eat at the private kitchen that I used to eat in China. up.After dinner, I carefully asked her how she was doing recently.Are you in good condition?She said no, I said what's wrong, she said let's go to the bar, drink while talking, I said yes.Seeing me, I was shocked, and I asked you, surprise or not, she answered me very coldly, surprise ass, scared to death.I kept sending you WeChat before but didn’t reply, now you think of me? ?I quickly said that there are too many things in the laboratory, and I don't have time.No, I came back to see you as soon as I was free.After I said this, your complexion still hasn't improved.I said, I just came back, let's have dinner together tonight, you agree, and then I will give you the food.I said I will pick you up at night.I went home to see my parents, tidied up my things, and soon it was dinner time. I calculated her off-duty time and drove to pick her up. It happened that she was packing up and getting ready to get off work. I was watching her by the side. Organize things.After tidying up, I helped her carry the things and got into the car. I asked her if there was anything she wanted to eat. She said, let me arrange it myself, and then I took her to eat at the private kitchen that I used to eat in China. up.After dinner, I carefully asked her how she was doing recently.Are you in good condition?She said no, I said what's wrong, she said let's go to the bar, drink while talking, I said yes.Then, she said the name of the bar, and I drove her to the bar. As soon as I got to the bar, I saw an acquaintance, yes, it was the nurse sister.I asked, why didn't I see you go to work during the day, the nurse sister said that she resigned, and opened a bar for fun. Not long after it opened, your family comes to drink every day.I smiled, then you can set up a booth for us, and I will chat with her.The nurse sister said to talk together, and I said yes.Then, the three of us sat in the seats, and I watched Muzi drink all the time. I asked her what was wrong, and she insisted that I drink, saying that I drank these three bottles of wine. It's not just after surgery, don't drink, I said it's okay.Xu Jie, when she saw me chattering, she became angry and said she wanted me to drink ten bottles. I said yes, boss, as long as you are happy, and then I started to drink. After drinking, She said that her boyfriend wanted to break up with her, but she refused to break up, so she drank.With my gallbladder, I asked, is that man so nice?Let you drink away your sorrows every day, a worthless man, you have to drink away your sorrows for her.Xu Jie got angry on the spot, poured wine on my face, and said, sister nurse stopped her, but she was still saying, you are the best, yes, my boyfriend is not as good as you, but I like her, although he He has never been on a TV station or been abroad, but I like him.You see, you are so good, it's not like you don't have someone.I was splashed with wine by her, and let her throw a fire. I said to Xu Jie, do you know why I haven't been in love for so long?Xu Jie calmed down and asked me, why, the nurse sister glanced at me, I smiled and said, because I like you, I have liked you for more than ten years, I watched you change boyfriend after boyfriend, I watched you feel sad for them, I watched every time their birthday, you carefully prepared gifts for them, but for me, you never gave me a birthday, my existence, maybe even your colleagues are not as good, yes ?Xu Jie was stunned for a long time before he realized it. He took my hand and asked me if I had been abroad for a long time and had deteriorated. You said this is abnormal.Then you leave in a hurry.I said goodbye and I don't know if she heard it or not.Sister nurse, sat next to me and said, why bother, if you say it, the relationship will become stiff.I said yes, why bother, it has been over ten years, it should have ended long ago, I am too tired.I said to the nurse sister while drinking, you know, for her, I have been getting better, and I have been working hard to become the lover in her heart. Sister nurse, she kept persuading me to stop drinking. I said, sister, you know how to persuade me to stop drinking. Even you know, but she doesn’t know. After drinking, I felt that my heart couldn’t take it anymore. I fainted, and I only heard the voice of the nurse sister calling me and the sound of the ambulance.In the ambulance, I tried to wake myself up and told the nurse, don’t tell my parents about Xu Jie, I probably won’t be able to survive this time, the nurse said, don’t talk nonsense, I said my body knows it.After saying these words, I fainted.I vaguely heard the doctor's voice saying, what happened to the newly replaced heart, I went to drink and rejected it.I'm so tired I can't hear the sound anymore.Not long after Xu Jie came home, she received a message from her former colleague that Muzi had entered the emergency room. Xu Jie said that it was none of my business that she entered the emergency room. Besides, she was not always in poor health and would not die, so she died. Telephone.Nurse’s sister’s dialogue: Muzi passed out and emphasized not to tell her parents about Xu Jie. I called Xu Jie, but Xu Jie couldn’t come. The doctor asked the family members to sign. I called Muzi’s parents , her family quickly rushed over and signed. We waited outside for a long time, and the doctor came out and said that the heart was rejected, and the rescue was invalid. Muzi, at 35:[-] in the morning, the rescue was invalid.I watched her mother almost fainted, and rushed towards me, she asked me what was the matter, I hesitated, and said that she suddenly felt unwell during the meal, so I brought it to her immediately.I went in to see Muzi, she was lying there unable to move, speak or smile, I said to Muzi, I will help you hide Xu Jie's matter, you go away.Later, her family took her body away.I sat in the hospital all night, and I couldn't figure out many problems.In the morning, when Xu Jie came to work, she asked me why I was here, and I said why I was here, don’t you know, Xu Jie said, Muzi always pretends to be sick, so don’t watch it, this time it must be fake, And also likes women.I said, Xu Jie, do you have a conscience? Muzi left, and the early morning rescue failed. Do you know that she has a heart problem, and she just had her heart replaced? You forced her to drink, and you said she was perverted. Now Well, she's gone.After I finished speaking, I left.

Xu Jie: How is it possible, she is such a naughty person, how could she just leave as soon as she said it, she just said she likes me yesterday, why did she just leave, it's impossible, I asked for leave and went to Muzi's house, there was no one, I went again Undertaker, I finally found her, she was lying under the white cloth, motionless.She really is gone.

A year later, Xu Jie got married.

The author has something to say:

The ending was unfinished, and many of them were adapted from my own real stories. However, she is not here, so many things cannot be written anymore. She has her own life and she is living well.Regardless of whether it is in the book or in reality, I still prefer to write myself about death.