Peace and joy

At three o'clock in the morning in Country R, ​​I was hesitant standing where I lived, holding my mobile phone, looking at the number in front of me, hesitating, and finally decided to dial out. After a few beeps, she answered, and I asked: recently Are you ok?Xu Jie replied with a smile: I almost didn't answer the unfamiliar number. If it didn't show that it was a number from country R, ​​I wouldn't answer it. I haven't given you your contact information for so long.I paused and said: Isn't there a contact method on WeChat, I will always reply if you ask me.Is there any gift you want recently, I will send it back to you, lipstick, bag, do you have any?Xu Jie replied: There is nothing I want.I've been having a great time lately.I paused: Then just live well.Then I won't bother you, tell me if you want anything, I'll buy it for you, if you don't have enough money, tell me, I'll call you, don't wrong yourself, let's do it first.I thought about it, and decided to go back to China. I asked for leave, bought a plane ticket, and then returned to China. After getting off the plane, I went to her hospital. I had inquired with the nurse before, and she just happened to be at work. Yes, I just saw her boyfriend give him flowers, and then I pulled the suitcase behind, it was very embarrassing.I quickly took a few lipsticks and distributed them to several nurses in their department, and then quickly gave her one, and quickly withdrew it without saying a word to her.Later, the nurse lady kept asking me where I was going on WeChat, and I said I was going to the hotel.I'm fine.It just so happens that a friend invited me for a drink, do you want to come tonight?The nurse said: "It happens that there is no shift at night, so let's play with you young people."Then we went to the bar, they danced in the bar, and I sat on the sofa drinking alone, and the nurse came over and said: Why don't we go dance together.I smiled: I can't dance, I'm a little tired after the plane ride, I'll drink some wine after sitting.The nurse looked at me and said: If I hadn't seen it from the beginning, your concealment skills are really better than the stars in TV dramas, so it doesn't matter if you pretend so much.I said: did I care?have it.no?I don't know either.How much life is alive, come, come, nurse sister drinks, after drinking this glass, I have to leave again.The nurse sister was stunned: so fast?I said yes, fast, everything is fast, and everything will change if you are one step slower.The nurse sister said: What nonsense.Stop drinking, your heart is not bad.I said, "That's right, my heart is not good, and it's just fine if I drink too much. Anyway, I'm going back to have an operation."The sister nurse said, heart surgery is such a big deal, why didn't you tell me earlier so that Xu Jie could know.I said: So what if I know, she is doing well, whether the operation is successful or not.It has nothing to do with her.The nurse sister said: What nonsense, the medical condition is so developed now, how could it fail.I said, I would rather fail and live a new life, I am more tired.The nurse sister said while supporting me, you are drunk, stop drinking, I will take you back to the hotel, I said no, the nurse sister said, if you do not return, I called Xu Jie, but she called Call me several times.Where are you?I agreed, I'll just go back, don't tell her, I'll go back tomorrow, I don't want to stay anymore.

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People live for a lifetime, if they are not careful, they will be gone. What should be cherished is not cherished, and what should not be cherished is desperately grasped.Suddenly, I wanted to write it as a tragedy.