Life is like a journey

When the tube in the throat was slowly pulled out, the anesthesiologist reduced the scope of anesthesia to a local area, and when the vital signs were stable, the intraoperative awakening began.

The brain doctors were waiting in line, Yu Gui stood behind Gu Yanzhi holding a pen and paper, watching her hold Lu Qingshi's hand, the person lying on the operating table slowly opened his eyes.

The world turned from a piece of chaos to a somewhat blurred blue, and the beeping sound of the instrument's careful operation entered the ears.

"Qingshi?" A gentle call pulled her back completely.

Because of the anesthesia, she couldn't feel any pain, and she couldn't feel the existence of any of her limbs. Her vision moved over vaguely, and her pupils slowly focused when she saw her in the isolation gown.

Yu Gui took his notes and took a look at the brain surgery professor, who nodded, picked up the tweezers and marked the opened brain tissue.

"Qingshi, who am I?" Gu Yanzhi licked the chapped corners of his lips, looking at her expectantly.

Lu Qingshi frowned, his pupils became extremely clean and pure: "Gu...Gu Yanzhi..."

Yu Gui whispered behind her, "Captain Gu, ask her name and date of birth."

"it is good"

Lu Qingshi turned his gaze to her: "No...don't ask..."

Her throat was on fire, and she had no choice but to swallow: "Lu...Lu Qingshi...Third...35 years old...Birthday is...December 12th..."

The professor of brain science smiled: "Okay, it seems that there is nothing wrong with the language function, come on, give me the probe"

He handed back the tweezers, and the equipment nurse replaced him with new ones: "Does Director Lu know what we are doing now?"

"I know... sorry to trouble you..."

Intraoperative awakening is a rare operation in neurosurgery. It can resect the brain tumor to the maximum extent and preserve the functional area of ​​the patient. I never thought that I would use it one day.

"Teacher Lu, shake Captain Gu's hand."

When Lu Qingshi was holding it, the probe also stretched in. When the two hands were tightly clasped together, Gu Yanzhi wiped away tears with his shoulders.

"I'm sorry... you suffered... I didn't... protect you well..."

A weak smile floated on the corner of Lu Qingshi's lips, she was very tired and really couldn't say anything.

"Shake your right hand." Yu Gui took a pen to take notes, and the brain professor also made marks in the brain tissue.

Feeling vaguely that there was something in his right hand, Lu Qingshi squeezed it lightly, and asked with his eyes: What is it?

The person who kept saying that he was a token of love just now had a look of embarrassment on his face: "I'll tell you when you get better."

"Okay" brain professor puts down probe: "Bend your right knee"

Yu Gui tapped it lightly with the reflex hammer, and the accident happened at this moment. Lu Qingshi's whole body suddenly convulsed, his hand holding Gu Yanzhi suddenly let go, and his eyes became dull.

"Qingshi! Qingshi!" Gu Yanzhi called her name loudly, but there was still no response, and several doctors rushed over to hold her back.

"Captain Gu, go out first"

"Hurry up, anesthesiologist, return to general anesthesia, take antihypertensive drugs, and add muscle relaxants"

Gu Yanzhi was pushed out of the operating room and hit the wall with his fist, his eyes were red.

"Blame me……"

"Captain Gu, don't be like this." Yu Gui followed her out, his eyes blushing silently, "I can feel that Teacher Lu has you in his heart, and everything will be fine."

Gu Yanzhi buried his head in his knees and didn't speak for a long time. Yu Gui was about to go in again. When the door of the operating room was about to close, he heard whimpering from the corridor.

In the end, it still couldn't be completely removed. Lu Qingshi was sent to the ICU with tubes inserted all over his body, and no one was allowed to visit. Gu Yanzhi could only stand outside the glass door and take a look from a distance.

The phone in her pocket vibrated, and she picked it up in a daze: "Hello?"

"Comrade Gu Yanzhi, please return to the team as soon as possible, take orders from the headquarters, and go to Pinggu Village to fight the flood!"

"I'll go..." She was just about to curse, but she remembered what Yu Gui had just said to her.

"This is Teacher Lu's house key. I found it out of her pocket. After much deliberation, I can only give it to you."

A bunch of keys stained with mud and blood was handed into his palm.

Gu Yanzhi put it away.

She was about to leave, but she suddenly said: "Do you still remember the time when you were injured and Teacher Lu performed surgery on you?"

"There are so many people in the operating room, she said in front of us, 'You are a well-deserved hero', I should not have said these words, but if she is conscious, she should not want you to feel guilty towards her, After all, Captain Gu is also the hero in her mind who has saved many people."

Gu Yanzhi swallowed his tears, turned around with his phone in hand, put on his hat and strode away.

When you are young, wait for me to come back.

Today is the fourth day after the disaster. In addition to Lu Qingshi's operation, some doctors have not closed their eyes for 48 hours in a row. The anesthesiologist fell asleep leaning against the corridor on the operating table. As for Dean Meng, he passed out on the ground due to overwork as soon as he left the operating room.

"Dean, Dean..." The group of people pushed him to the emergency room again.

The nurses in the triage table were rubbing their eyes while eating instant noodles, and they would go to the ward to change their medicines from time to time, and when they came back, they would add some hot water to eat in two or three bites and continue their work.

The junior doctors took on most of the trivial tasks, running before and after, writing medical records, comforting patients, and reporting the condition to the chief physician. They were busy until the afternoon before they had a chance to sit down and eat breakfast in the morning.

Liu Qingyun walked back to the dormitory in a daze, without changing his clothes, and fell on the bed unconscious.

Chen Yi lay down in front of the computer, with warm instant noodles by his hand.

Hao Renjie was lying face up on the sofa in the office, snoring like thunder.

The other colleagues either sat or lay down, unkempt and crowded on the canopy beds in the duty room to rest for a while.

Yu Gui walked around them carefully, and put away her white coat. Her things were still in the locker, including a blue stethoscope, a few medical records, the "Surgery" that Lu Qing often used to smash her, and—— Card.

Green and white background.

The person in the photo is smiling innocently.

Now that she has seen so many life and death, she thought, she will never be able to smile like this again.

Yu Gui reached out and took it out, gently touching the words on it.

Emergency Department of the First Affiliated Hospital of Renji Medical University.

Resident Physician.

at home.

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Tears wet his fingertips, Yu Gui put it back, gently closed the cabinet door, and bid farewell to his past self.

When she was about to walk out of the outpatient hall, someone behind her stopped her.

The Buddha said that the cycle of cause and effect, life is one cycle after another, she did not expect that the person who brought her in would also retain her now.

Liu Changsheng took out a document from the drawer and put it in front of her: "Your resignation application has not been signed by Mr. Lu, so I will return it to you now."

She opened it in astonishment, not only was the column of the chief physician's signature and seal empty, but also the signature of the leader of the medical department.

Liu Changchang sighed, and said earnestly: "Come back, Yu Gui, not only Lu Qingshi needs you, the emergency department needs you, our First Affiliated Hospital needs you, more importantly, patients also need very good doctors to give them new care. hope"

The operation was over when the old man got off the plane. The hospital arranged for someone to wait at the airport, and he drove back to the hospital without any hindrance. When he was about to walk to the outpatient hall, Lu Xucheng suddenly stopped in his tracks: "Quick, quickly fix it for me." Hair, is it messed up, and this tie..."

The nanny laughed but couldn't help him, so she had to brush the few clumps of white hair on his head for him, and straighten his bow tie.

"Don't worry, old man, grandpa and grandson don't have overnight feuds, the lady will get better when she sees you take care of her!"

He liked to hear these words, so he leaned on his crutches again and walked in with the help of the nanny.

Until walking through the white corridors, common wards, single wards, VIP wards...

Turning the corner, it was the NIICU intensive care ward of Shenwai. A strong smell of disinfectant came to the nostrils. The person who had smelled it all his life suddenly felt physically uncomfortable and stopped in his tracks.

Liu Changsheng was leading the way: "What's the matter, Academician Lu, Director Lu hasn't recovered from the operation yet, but you can also go and see..."

Lu Xucheng poked his walking stick on the ground with a bang: "I didn't wake up, I looked at a hammer! A worthless thing can save a person, but he can make himself like this, and even went to the ICU. Lu Xucheng's face was completely humiliated by her!"

The nanny hurriedly patted his back to cheer him up: "Don't be angry, old man...don't be angry..."

As I get older, I start to breathe when I talk too fast. Lu Xucheng turned around while supporting the nanny's arm: "Let's go and see Xiaomeng first."

The little Meng he was talking about was Dean Meng.

Liu Changsheng had no choice but to wipe the sweat off his forehead, and hurriedly followed, thinking to himself: This old man is too tempered.

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The reading light in the ward was turned on, and the old man tremblingly held up the film, put on his reading glasses and looked at it carefully.

Dean Meng was lying on the hospital bed with an oxygen tube inserted in his nose, and he glanced at him: "Don't look at Master, you won't die for a while."

Lu Xucheng snorted heavily through his nostrils: "I advise you, get rid of this big mess and retire early, maybe you can live for two more years."

Meng Jihua smiled: "That won't work, there are no successors, and I have to work hard to cultivate a few more talents with this old bone."

"Why, just such a single seedling in my family is not enough for you to control?" Speaking of which, the old man was so angry that he threw the film heavily into Liu Changsheng's arms: "Take it away, let me give you a hammer opinion, I want to die Even the Jade Emperor can't be pulled back."

Liu Changsheng caught it quickly, and had to carefully help him sit down with a smile on his face.

"Don't be angry, don't be angry, we really didn't expect that about Director Lu..."

"Okay, stop, stop, you leaders, I don't know yet, the people below charge forward and enjoy the benefits for themselves. The old man has eaten more salt in his life than you have eaten. Take paper and pen"

Only the last sentence was the point, so Liu Changsheng hurriedly gave him the memo.

Lu Xucheng worked hard to write and write. Although he was already an octogenarian, except for some problems with his legs and feet, his writing was still stable. His strokes were as elegant as running script, and he soon gave him a new treatment plan.

"Try it. Osteolysis has progressed to this point, and it can only be treated as a living doctor."

Osteolysis is also called ghost disease. The etiology and pathogenesis are still unclear. It manifests that the bones of the whole body will slowly dissolve, and a large amount of fibrosis will replace the normal bone tissue. At present, it cannot be cured by surgery in clinical practice, and the effect of radiotherapy is also negligible. .

There was only one way before him.

Meng Jihua closed his eyes slightly: "Thank you, you are really happy to see my students."

Lu Xucheng didn't have as many sensational thoughts as he did. He sat on a chair and poked his stomach with a cane: "Wake up, wake up, don't sleep, tell me, talk about my Qingshi..."

The corner of Liu Changsheng's mouth twitched. He scolded Director Lu so loudly in the corridor just now that the whole corridor heard him. What is going on now?

"Hey, it's just you, make a pot of tea, roll a little, yes, close the door for me"

Liu Changsheng pointed to his nose: "Me?"

"Yes, it's just you, why can't you listen to others?"

He had no choice but to close the door for them.

It was rare that the master was in a good mood, and Meng Jihua also came alive: "Director Lu, he is a very good doctor..."

"That's right, don't look at who cultivated it, she was beaten a lot when she was young..."

Hearing the laughter coming from the house, Liu Changsheng deeply felt: there is no normal person in the Lu family.