Life is like a journey

She never thought that Fang Zhiyou said that he would accompany her through the difficulties and would really stay. The young man ran outside all morning, and then excitedly took her hand to see the house through the rain.

It was half an hour's walk away from the subway station, and Yu Gui, wearing a mask, followed her step by step until he was dragged into a cramped tube building in a village in the city.

Stepping up the stairs covered with colorful advertisements, the first floor is a small fruit shop, the second floor is a massage room with a closed door, and there is a signboard for recycling old electrical appliances, and the third floor and above are all residents door by door , Some people are washing clothes in the public pool, half-grown children are running around in crotch pants, and the fourth floor is their home.

Fang Zhiyou pushed the door open, dust fell all over their bodies, Yu Gui coughed, and brushed the oncoming dust.

The room is about ten square meters, with a hardwood bed, a dilapidated red sofa, the bathroom and the kitchen are only separated by a door, and the sink is full of dirt.

"Although the house is a bit small and shabby, but fortunately, there is an independent bathroom, and it is not too far from the subway station if you ride a bicycle. There is also a desk, which is more convenient for you to read and write..." Fang Zhiyou said so , patted the potholed table, the table and chair creaked, and a leg fell off.

She looked embarrassed, but Yu Gui laughed.

"Sorry... With my current ability, I can only find this kind of house..."

Yu Gui stretched out his hand and gave her the first active hug in the past few days.

"It's ok, I love it"

On the day of moving, several colleagues came, and Hao Renjie helped her carry the last box of books into the car.

She handed over a can of Coke: "Thank you"

The other party took it in his hand and opened it, and the girl chirped and drank: "In the future...will you be a doctor?"

She had promised Lu Qingshi that she would come back in a month, but the appearance of Zhiyou shook her. She was not only living as Yu Gui, but also Zhiyou's girlfriend. It has long been an inseparable part of each other's lives, and she will never forget what she said when they hugged each other and cried that evening.

"Xiao Gui, don't be a doctor anymore, okay? I'm really worried about you... I can't breathe when I think that this kind of thing will happen again... We have been together for so long, I really can't bear it The consequences of losing you... Please also think about your parents, I am already like this, if they know the news, how will they collapse..."

She couldn't refute, when she thought that she might never be Lu Qing, she worried too much.

"I don't know...it probably won't be..." The young man said this, finished his coke, crumpled the can, and ran to help.

"Thank you" Fang Zhiyou handed Liu Qingyun a cigarette and lit one himself.

All of Yu Gui's belongings were loaded onto the tricycle. She jumped onto the back seat and waved goodbye to everyone. Doctors in white coats stood in the wind and waved to her.

Yu Gui yelled: "Brother, good sister, sister Chen, goodbye, head nurses!"

She looked up and watched the gray-black sky gradually lower, and the conspicuous signboard of the emergency center still stood there, becoming one of the city's landmark buildings.

Goodbye, the Emergency Center of the First Affiliated Hospital of Renji Medical University.

Teacher Lu, goodbye.

"Aren't you going to deliver?" Qin Xuan sat on her desk and put down a can of coffee.

Lu Qing wrote the medical record without raising his head: "No"

"Speaking of which, the little idiot is actually quite a good person. He is diligent and motivated. Skills can be practiced slowly. No one is born with..."

She chattered endlessly, Lu Qingshi suddenly poked his pen on the table: "Have you finished?"

With such force, half of the pen tip broke off the table, and Qin Xuan closed her mouth, feeling deeply that her face would be that table if she continued speaking.

"Okay, I shut up, I just sigh that no one will cook for me in the future... Ah, my delicious chicken drumstick rice, here I come!"

As the people drifted away, Lu Qingshi heaved a sigh of relief, wiped off the ink stains on the table with a tissue, and threw the broken pen into the trash can.

"Yu Gui is gone, and the work is all on us all of a sudden. This morning is exhausting..." Several interns and nurses were sitting together eating and chatting.

"No, I was dizzy and dizzy after sorting out the medical records all morning. I sent them to Director Lu for review, and called me back to redo them in less than 3 minutes." The doctor who spoke was full of tears.

"Who do you think will be Director Lu's next apprentice?" Several people looked at each other.

"No, no, I'll let it go, I think Director Xu is pretty good"

"Me too, I think Doctor Zhang treats me very well."

"It's not necessary, it's not necessary, I don't want to be angry under Director Lu..."

"It is said that Director Lu is the nemesis of interns, come and go one by one, Yu Gui has persisted for a long time..."

"How to say how to say..."

The voices of gossip were everywhere, Lu Qingshi took the plate and walked to the seat by the window, sat and ate slowly, she came late today, the chicken legs were sold out, so she ate hastily with white rice and a few mouthfuls of leftovers and came back In the operating room.

"Hold it, your courier" took the courier from the mail room at the entrance of the community. It is a newly bought nest for French fries. The weather is getting colder and it is getting bigger. It's time to change to a spacious and warmer cat house.

Lu Qingshi was holding a huge cardboard box in one hand, a shopping bag in the other, and an umbrella, and the bell of the bicycle jingled behind him.

"Be careful!" Gu Yanzhi pulled the person back to her side, and at the same time hugged the cardboard box that fell from her arms.

"What did you buy? It's so heavy." She lifted it up and carried it over her shoulders and walked upstairs steadily.

"I found a cat house for French fries." Lu Qing followed behind and took out the keys.

"sorry to bother you"

Gu Yanzhi helped her carry her into the house: "Again, partners don't need to be so polite."

Lu Qing smiled: "I bought a steak, let's stay and eat together."

The rain outside the window never stopped, the steak was semi-finished, and it was easy to fry. Lu Qing thought that this might not be enough for her, so he ran to the balcony with his mobile phone and asked her what to eat, and then ordered takeaway.

Gu Yanzhi was working with a coat on his waist, twisting the screws with a wrench in his hand, sweating profusely: "Eat whatever you want, or you can leave it for a while and I'll make it and go cook."

The cat villa bought by French fries brought a half-person-high climbing frame. She installed the sisal pillars on the floor. Lu Qing wanted to help but was brushed away: "No need, the balcony is only so big, you go get busy"

Lu Qingshi clenched the corners of his lips: "Okay then."

She is a person who does not want to owe favors to others, so if Gu Yanzhi helps her with work, she can cook for her.

Lu Qingshi opened the refrigerator and rummaged through the ingredients that could be used. There were carrots, corn, and pork ribs. You can make a corn rib soup to drink.

There is also the chicken breast that she is going to buy to add to the fries, which can be used as Kung Pao Chicken.

Fingertips swipe on the screen to find out the recipes one by one, the carrot is cut into a hob—err...she can cut it horizontally and vertically, and even peel it in half from the middle. What kind of cutting method is this hob.

Lu Qing hesitated, watched the video again, still didn't understand, she gritted her teeth, forget it, anyway, she won't die anyway.

The knife went down too hard, half of the carrot flew off the cutting board and fell into the sink, and laughter came from the door.

Lu Qing was annoyed: "What are you laughing at?!"

"I laugh at you, cooking is like fighting a war." Gu Yanzhi walked in and washed his hands, took off her apron and put it around his neck.

"Okay, give it to me"

Reluctantly, Lu Qing held the handle of the knife with both hands at the same time, her eyes were bright and bright, and she asked again in a low voice: "Huh?"

Only then did Lu Qingshi let go of his hand, and lowered his eyes: "Then let me wash the vegetables for you."

"it is good"

She always felt that this person was not in a good mood today. Although she didn't say anything on the face, everything was as usual when eating, and she was as good as ever when playing games, but she still felt a kind of loneliness that penetrated into her body. She felt it the first time, but today it was more profound.

"what happened?"

The doctor threw the handle on the ground, folded his hands behind his head and lay down, the fries scurrying into her arms, meowing.

"Sometimes I think it's better not to get too close to anyone"

She heard about Yu Gui from Qin Xuan, and she also lay down, sighing: "It's really a pity."

"However, it has nothing to do with whether you are close to the other party or not." She tilted her head slightly, looking at her upturned nose so close.

"Gathering and parting have never been like this in life"

Lu Qingshi closed his eyes slightly: "It's different, it won't hurt when you leave without showing affection"

She knew that she was not only talking about Yu Gui, but also about the past.

Gu Yanzhi was silent for a while: "You are afraid"

Her eyelashes fluttered slightly.

She was afraid that she would give up her feelings and end up with nothing in the end. This may be one of the reasons why she rejected herself.

After figuring this out, she still didn't point out anything, just called her name.

"Youth"

"Ok?"

"Even if everyone leaves you, I won't"

More than one person had made such a promise in front of her, and more than one person had failed to speak in front of her.

As for promises, just listen to them. Lu Qingshi was noncommittal. What she didn't expect was that after many, many years, the fate was up and down, and many people came and went by her side. In the end, there was only one Gu Yanzhi. .

At the barbecue stand at night, even the heavy rain could not stop people's enthusiasm for food. They waved to Nan Ke and ordered another dozen beers.

Jinzhou City has entered the rainy season, and the rain splashed on the tarpaulin. The boss added a lamp to the tent, which also added some warmth. The soft light scattered on her eyebrows and eyes, as if she herself would sit here. Like glowing.

Qin Xuan raised his wine glass: "Congratulations on your reinstatement."

"Thank you." Xiang Nanke lightly clinked glasses with her, with some worry in his brows and eyes, the barbecue in front of him was barely touched, just drinking all the time.

"What's the matter with you?" she wondered.

After a long time, he put down the empty beer bottle to Nan Ke: "Let me tell you a story."

"Until she was six years old, the little girl never met her father. She only remembers her mother and grandmother accompanying her. Her mother said her father was a hero, but how can there be a hero father who is absent from the parent-teacher meeting in the kindergarten? She I have seen other children’s fathers, wearing green military uniforms, riding a big horse and putting their little friends on their shoulders, and she thinks that is the real hero.”

"The little girl is going to primary school. On that day, her father finally came back and accompanied her to sign up. She was wearing dirty clothes, unkempt, and unshaven. What kind of hero is this? The little girl felt ashamed, so she let go of her father's hand and ran away "

"I saw him again at the memorial service. Her father finally looked like a real hero. He was lying in a coffin in a brand-new dark blue police uniform and covered with a bright five-star red flag. The portrait is placed in the center of the mourning hall..."

"His name is permanently engraved on the People's Police Monument, and this is the first time his real name has been made public in his career."

"Xiang Shiwen, who was only 32 years old when he died, was working as an anti-drug policeman in the third detachment of the Jinzhou Anti-drug Brigade, and has been undercover for a long time in the lair of drug lords in the Golden Triangle."

"The only time his identity was exposed was when he came back to see his daughter..."

Xiang Nanke narrowed his eyes and clenched the glass in his hand, there was a heartbreaking glint in his eyes.

Qin Xuan was stunned for a moment, and didn't know what to say for a while, so he touched her glass lightly: "Sorry, I'll do it first as a respect."

"It's okay." Xiang Nanke forced a smile, picked it up and drank it down, and slammed it heavily on the table.

"For a while, I hated myself very much, hated myself for letting him come back, until I grew up and entered the police academy, and saw all kinds of ugly behaviors of drug addicts, and there were even police undercover agents who sneaked into the lair of drug dealers and got contaminated with drugs. , career is ruined, family is torn apart... I realized that I should not hate him, but the drug makers and traffickers! They are the source of all evil!"

"So I will do whatever it takes to solve the case"

When she said this, her expression had already calmed down, but the feeling of coldness to the bone marrow made her shiver inexplicably.