Life is like a journey

Lu Qingshi had a very long dream.

The dream is a spring full of flowers.

Mom and Dad have not passed away, and Lele is still alive, and the family of four is enjoying themselves happily.

The little guy will arch into her arms and call "Mom" sweetly, act like a baby with her, kiss her on the cheek, and say some childish things to her.

The surroundings were blurred, only Lele's face was as clear as yesterday.

She was immersed in such a dream and couldn't extricate herself.

It's good that all the disasters haven't happened yet.

In this dream, the sky will always be blue, the grass will always be green, and there will be no pain, and everyone will have a smile on their faces.

Until water drops suddenly fell from the sky, and her forehead was icy cold. She hadn't felt such a clear touch for a long time.

Lu Qing was startled, the scene changed rapidly, the blue sky, white clouds and grassland disappeared, and she fell into the white light again.

She subconsciously reached out to grab it: "Lele!".

"Mom, I'm here." The child poked his head out of her arms. He didn't seem to have changed. He was still the same as a few years ago. His pupils were black and bright, and there was a smile on his lips.

That piece of white light also gradually disappeared, Lu Qingshi's world became pitch black, she seemed to have forgotten something, and seemed to remember a person's face.

She saw her parents appearing in the darkness. Her father was still the same as before, elegant and gentle, and her mother was dignified and beautiful. They waved to Lele and motioned him to come over.

"Mom, I'm going to my grandpa and grandma..." Lele reluctantly got up from her arms, and Lu Qingshi hugged him tightly, feeling that if they separated now, she would never see Lele again.

"Do not……"

"Qingshi..." The rain was getting heavier and heavier, who was calling her, Lu Qingshi hugged his head in pain, and the woman's handsome face flashed in his mind.

She suddenly couldn't remember the person's name.

Another drop of water fell, and in the colorful drops of water, she saw two shadows, one blue and one white, cuddling each other, and the background was the sky full of fire.

The woman in the flame blue firefighter uniform turned her head, and Lu Qingshi's pupils shrank suddenly.

Dad put his hand on her shoulder: "Qingshi, you should go back."

"No, Dad, Lele, I..." Lu Qingshi reached out his hand in vain to grab it, but Lele had already got up with his grandfather and walked into the darkness.

She saw her parents holding Lele's hand and standing in front of a door, their expressions gradually blurred.

Lu Qingshi stumbled and chased after two steps, the door opened, and there was an eternal white light, she was still alone in the darkness.

"Lele, goodbye to mother." She heard her mother's soft voice, and the little child waved to her with tears streaming down her face.

"Mom, go back quickly, someone is waiting for you."

"Qingshi..." It was that voice again, the woman seemed to be crying, it was so familiar, and a strange soreness suddenly surged in her chest.

In an instant, the world spun, the door gradually closed in front of her eyes, Lu Qingshi rushed over, was bounced away by an invisible force, and fell into a warm embrace.

She turned her head hastily and saw her tearful face.

A woman has a beautiful face that she never forgets. In her eyes, she sees herself and eternal love.

She was crying in embarrassment, and her nose was sore in an instant.

Gu Yanzhi was lying on her body, and the hand that was lightly resting on her neck suddenly felt wet. She raised her head in astonishment, and saw two lines of tears suddenly slipping down the corners of her tightly closed eyes, flowing down her cheeks, continuously wet her finger.

Warm, salty and wet, it is the proof that she is still alive.

Gu Yanzhi wept with joy, and called her name a few more times: "Qingshi, Qingshi, I miss you so much, wake up, Qingshi..."

What responded to her this time was slightly closed eyelids and fingers that gently clenched her.

Gu Yanzhi covered his lips and burst into tears, and held her hand firmly to respond to her. Yu Gui rushed into the ward and saw this scene with slightly red eyes.

"Quick, call the doctor!"

A large group of people rushed in, and someone opened Lu Qingshi's eyelids to look: "The light reflex has recovered, and I have spontaneous breathing. Let's remove the ventilator."

The lengthy tube was finally pulled out of her body, and the pain made her wake up completely. The world went from being completely dark to gradually turning white, and then looming, and there was an orange light outside the curtains. It was... the sun.

She was looking for someone's face in the haze, Gu Yanzhi squeezed her hand: "Qingshi, I'm here".

She was still very weak, unable to speak, her eyes gradually focused from empty to her face, and she only had time to look at her before falling into a coma again.

"Qingshi, Qingshi..." Gu Yanzhi anxiously went to shake her hand, but was stopped by the doctor.

"Consciousness has been restored, but the various functions of the body have not kept up. It is a good thing to let her fall asleep at this time."

Gu Yanzhi nodded as if he had taken a reassurance pill, watched the doctor adjust the medication plan for her, and instructed her some precautions, tucked the quilt up for her, kissed her side face, and then reluctantly left the door .

"Sister Lu is awake, why do you still look like this?" Hao Renjie walked into the office, and Yu Gui sat in the corner, facing the computer, his shoulders shaking.

He thought she was crying, and when he got closer, Yu Gui looked up from the keyboard, with a smile on his lips, but tears fell down.

"I... I am happy".

March 28, night.

Yu Gui wrote in his diary:

Teacher Lu woke up at the end of spring, and everyone was very happy, especially Captain Gu, who was crying and laughing like a child, but who wasn't?

It was great to see them hugging each other again.

It's just that at times like this, it's inevitable that I will think of you, Zhiyou.

How are you in Korea?

I'm very good.

Two drops of water stains were left where the pen was written, and the ink was blurred.

After three months of closed training, today was her debut. Fang Zhi scored the highest score in one fell swoop and became a rising star of Team L.

After the show ended, some viewers came backstage to look for her with flowers in their hands. The girl handed her a love letter and chocolates with a shy face, and called her the name of her role in the club in Korean: "Rainbow West (xi Korean honorific name), do you have a date?"

Fang Zhiyou only took the flowers in her hand, and replied in Korean with a smile: "Yes, thank you".

Qin Xuan and Xiang Nanke have never met each other, just like two parallel lines will only get farther and farther after they intersect.

Shanghai is a busy international metropolis. Qin Xuan put down roots here, squeezed into stuffy subway cars with ordinary office workers every day, and then took the last empty train back at midnight.

Nanjing Road is still full of tourists, and the Bund Bell, which rings every 15 minutes, has become an inseparable part of her work and life.

Xiang Nanke picked up cigarette butts, caught thieves, helped the elderly grandmother across the road, and sent the lost child home, but he never met her again.

"Director Qin, let's go first."

"OK, bye".

Getting off work on time has become a distant past tense for Qin Xuan. There were countless nights when she had to go to the ward rounds after surgery and attend academic conferences to investigate serious medical records. The little attending doctor seemed to be sitting opposite him.

"I didn't expect you to live in the way I hate the most"

In the past, she looked at herself quietly, and she always had an inexplicable noseache at such times.

It's been too long since Qin Xuan went to the bar to get drunk, the heavy work exhausted her energy, and Xiang Nanke took her place.

At night after get off work, the lonely soul has nowhere to go. Holding a glass of wine, she shuttles among the men and women, looking for every trace of deja vu.

When she passed out on the bar again, the bar was about to close, and the bartender brought her a glass of water: "Officer, you're not here to drink, but to find someone?"

Xiang Nanke picked up his coat and stumbled to his feet: "Yes, I'm looking for my lover, have you seen her? She looks very good-looking... very good-looking..."

After Qin Xuan disappeared, she made others her own.

There are too many such lonely and fragile souls in Shanghai at night. The bartender smiled and ignored her.

half year later.

medical office.

Yu Gui returned to the starting point again. The person who brought her in had the dean's badge and sat opposite her, next to the new director of medical affairs.

She has received her new IC card, her profile picture has not changed, her smile is still innocent and lively.

The small print on the bottom line has changed.

The First Affiliated Hospital of Renji Medical University.

Emergency Department.

Attending doctor, Yu Gui.

The young man got his wish, but Liu Changsheng felt a little regretful: "After your regular training, you have greeted me in several subjects, chest surgery, heart surgery, general surgery..."

Yu Gui smiled and shook his head: "I just want to stay in the emergency department."

"Why?" Which major surgery is not a panacea, the treatment does not know how many times higher than that of the emergency department, and there are fewer doctor-patient disputes.

Boy, oh, no, he is now a mature young doctor.

Yu Gui just smiled, with a trace of nostalgia for the past on his face: "Dean Meng said that the emergency department is the first line of first aid before the hospital. I want to guard this place for him, for Director Xu, and for Teacher Lu." .

Today is also the day when Lu Qingshi was discharged from the hospital. Gu Yanzhi came to the hospital early in the morning and gave gifts to every medical staff who took care of her. got up.

The blue and white hospital gowns were neatly folded on the pillows, and the curtains were drawn to let the autumn breeze blow in the ginkgo leaves.

The woman standing by the window was slender, with a thin back, and the well-fitting shirt was a bit empty.

Her hair is not long, just reaching her shoulders, and the breeze lifted her hair, just standing quietly, with the blue sky, white clouds, and golden leaves outside the window, forming a quiet and vivid picture.

Gu Yanzhi didn't dare to disturb this beauty with a sound, until she sensed someone approaching, turned around, her pupils were black and bright, reflecting her shadow.

Lu Qingshi slightly bent the corners of his lips, as if the first snow had melted and pear blossoms were blooming on the branches.

Bitter, gentle and amiable.

She called her name: "Gu Yanzhi".

She took a step forward and took her hand: "Hey, we're home"

The height of a six-story building is still quite a challenge for someone recovering from a serious illness. Lu Qingshi was halfway there, out of breath, and could no longer lift his head.

Gu Yanzhi squatted down on the upper step: "Come on, come up."

The scene seemed to be back to the first time she carried her upstairs, Lu Qing stopped being stubborn and hugged her neck tightly.

Her hair brushed against her face, a little itchy.

Lu Qingshi rubbed against her neck, and his warm breath brushed against her ears, and the person under him almost fell headfirst, Gu Yanzhi looked back at her with slightly angry eyes.

"Hey, let's rub it when we go home."

Before they reached the door of the house, the two cubs became restless, one barking wildly and the other meowing non-stop through the door.

Gu Yanzhi put the person down, took out the key to open the door, and on the shiny keychain was a keychain she hand-painted — naive french fries.

The one who jumped into her arms first was French fries, who had grown a lot, had a bigger face, more hair, dragged a white fluffy tail, and looked as agile as a little squirrel.

The wet black nose rubbed against her face, Lu Qing laughed, Hamburg also circled around her, raised his hind legs and threw himself on her, almost falling off.

Gu Yanzhi was afraid that Hamburg's big head would trip someone up, so he dragged it by the back of the neck. Hamburg lay on the ground and scratched the carpet, screaming, unwilling to leave Lu Qingshi's side.

The doctor couldn't help laughing: "When did you take them back?"

"Prickly Tou picked them up for me. I think you will miss them when you get home."

It was the same old house, cleaned very clean, the floor was spotless, the sofa cover was replaced with a white one, the game controller was placed under the coffee table, and the discs were neatly stacked.

The dining table is covered with a white grid tablecloth, with long tassels hanging down, and a transparent vase stands on it, with a few small sunflowers and daisies inserted.

Everything is well-dressed and cared for.

Lu Qingshi's eyes turned hot: "Thank you".

Seeing her expression as if she was about to cry again, Gu Yanzhi also smiled, his eyes soft and full of love.

"I wanted to go there in person, but I couldn't get away from taking care of you. It happened that the thorny head was demobilized and returned to his hometown. I forgot to tell you that he is from Gansu, so he helped me send the burger and French fries back, yes He is getting married, and the bride is a childhood sweetheart from elementary school, and she invited us to go..."

Lu Qingshi also curled up his lips and smiled, but his nose became more sore: "Really, that's great."

Gu Yanzhi sat on the sofa and opened his hands to her: "What's so nice?"

She walked over, put her hands on her shoulders, and Gu Yanzhi put his arms around her waist.

Lu Qingshi leaned over slightly, and pressed her lips: "It's good to have you".

French fries ran away between the two of them, and the breeze blew through the pages of the open book on the sofa, rattling.

The sun was setting, and the setting sun, like salted egg yolk, sank into the building, and the orange light enveloped them.

The spot of light shrank little by little on the floor, the sofa sank, the shoes were kicked off, and the white and bare ankles stuck out.

Hamburg stood at the door of the bedroom, tilting his head and wagging his tail, watching everything that happened in the living room, with a confused dog face.

French fries jumped on its head and covered its eyes with its paws. Burger turned back and barked at it. He lowered his head and let it slide down. He gently grabbed the soft fur on the back of his neck with his teeth and rolled back into his den. .

The warmest festival in winter is probably New Year's Eve.

On the day of family reunion, the head nurse specially cooked dumplings from home and brought them over. Each of them took a lunch box and filled a dozen of them. There was a "bang" sound when the iron lunch boxes collided with each other and made a crisp sound, which was considered a clink of glasses.

"Happy New Year!"

When it was dark in Beijing, Gu Yanzhi set out the bowls and chopsticks: "Eat quickly, let's go to visit Lele's grave after eating."

Lu Xucheng came out of the bedroom on crutches, took two red envelopes in his hand, and said unwillingly: "It's rare to come back for a new year, and I still miss my old man's money."

According to the rules of the Lu family, on New Year's Eve, the elders will always send red envelopes to the younger generation.

Lu Qingshi took it over without any hesitation, she knew that the old man looked poor, so the salary of the Chinese Academy of Sciences was covered?

"It's not bad that I didn't ask you to make up all the previous years."

Lu Xucheng was blowing his beard and staring, there was nothing he could do about her.

Gu Yanzhi leaned over: "Qingshi, mine, mine, didn't grandpa give you two copies?"

Lu Qingshi turned his face blankly: "Is there any? It's for hamburgers and French fries."

Gu Yanzhi screamed and fell on the chair: "Grandpa, please take care of her! People are not as good as dogs!!!".

When I went to sweep the grave, I didn't expect to meet the old man again. The three members of Fu Lei's family bowed in front of Lele's tombstone, and the young child leaned a bouquet of daisies in front of the photo.

Gu Yanzhi stopped in his tracks and looked at the people around him. Lu Qingshi's expression was normal, she felt relieved and followed her.

After the two families greeted each other, there was always a faint smile on the corner of Lu Qingshi's lips, and only when his eyes occasionally fell on the child was there a trace of sentimentality.

Fu Lei's family was about to leave when Peipei suddenly took off her father's hand and ran to her, tugging at her trouser legs.

Lu Qingshi knelt down and looked at those eyes which were so similar to Lele's.

Pepe hugged her head, and kissed her on the side of the cheek.

"Thank you, Aunt Lu, and Brother Lele, Mom and Dad said, you saved me."

Lu Qing was startled, a soft and sour feeling exploded in his heart, when she let go of her little hand, his eyes were slightly red: "You and mom and dad will come every year?"

"Yeah!" Pepe nodded vigorously.

Jiang Jing called her name: "Pepe, we should go."

The little girl turned her head while running: "Goodbye, Aunt Lu, goodbye, Aunt Gu".

"goodbye".

In the face of the innocence of children, adults feel ashamed.

On New Year's Eve, all those staying in the hospital were critically ill patients. Yu Gui returned to the office to write his medical records after his ward rounds. Just after twelve o'clock, his cell phone rang, and there was a long list of unfamiliar phone numbers.

Attribution is unknown.

It might be some kind of harassing call, she subconsciously hung up, but accidentally pressed it through.

At that moment, the distant wind came from the other side of the country.

There was only the sound of quiet breathing in the earpiece.

"Hello?" She frowned.

Fang Zhiyou pinched the phone, so nervous that his palms were sweating.

"I……"

"Doctor Yu, the three-bed patient's breathing has deteriorated." The voice-over overwhelmed the voice of the receiver, and Yu Gui hung up the phone in a hurry.

"Hey, okay, here we come!".

On the second day of New Year's Eve, when she was not on duty, Xiang Nanke went to a familiar bar to drink. She finally understood why Qin Xuan liked to come to this kind of place.

Lively, not alone, some people sit at the bar and drink quietly, some people go up to snatch the microphone while drunk, some people walk through the crowd in crop tops and shorts, no one will care about you.

Throwing your loneliness and fragility in this kind of place is nothing.

Waking up again in the early morning, she took money out of her wallet to pay the bill, and the bartender wiped the glass: "Farewell, someone paid for you"

"Really..." Before she woke up from the wine, she withdrew her hand again, and grabbed his arm as if suddenly thinking of something.

"Who paid for me? Isn't she a beautiful woman, wearing high heels, with a good figure, long wavy hair, and moles around her eyebrows..."

She rarely spoke such a long paragraph, and the bartender felt that this was the person she had been looking for for a long time, and was taken aback.

"Just left, you should have time to catch up now."

Xiang Nanke ran away.

On the empty street, the street lights were dim, and she ran two blocks away, her brows covered with fine snow, her hands resting on her knees, gasping for breath, her eyes were slightly red, and she shouted towards the dark sky: "Qin Xuan!!!".

Only the occasional passing car horn answered her.

After staying in Beijing for many years, the two returned to Jinzhou. As soon as the plane landed, Gu Yanzhi went to pick up the checked luggage, and she stood by the big turntable waiting for her.

The big screen at the airport scrolled and broadcast real-time news, and the hostess of CCTV international news spoke in a correct manner, and Lu Qingshi's eyes were drawn to it.

"On the evening of February 2, local time in Country M, at 18:04 in the morning, the capital Myer City was attacked by rebels. According to eyewitnesses, billowing smoke billowed from the scene, and the explosion was deafening. It was destroyed, causing a large number of civilian casualties. Extremist organizations also took advantage of the chaos to occupy the airport on the outskirts of Meyer. The three-party conflict continued to escalate. CCTV International News reporters will send you live reports.”

The picture flashed by, the artillery fire shot up into the sky, and the ground under his feet seemed to tremble.

Unrecognizable homes, thick black gunpowder smoke, crying children sitting in the ruins, old people with missing arms and legs and dull faces were mosaiced.

In the overcrowded hospital, the mouths and mouths of men and women whose bodies are covered with bandages and whose faces cannot be seen clearly.

The corner of the green military uniform pressed under the ruins, and the cheering terrorists standing on the roof of the car, whistling and carrying machine/off/gun.

Human purgatory.

Lu Qingshi seemed to be pinched by the throat, unable to move.

Gu Yanzhi came back dragging the suitcase: "Qingshi, let's go"

She came back to her senses, looking a little absent-minded, her face pale: "Okay, let's go."

After returning home, Gu Yanzhi went to cook. She went into the study, turned on the computer, entered the word "M country", and a large number of news pages popped up.

The mouse slides slowly, and the pages are shocking. The last one is the recruitment information released by MSF (Doctors Without Borders).

The icon on the mailbox page at the bottom kept flashing. Lu Qingshi clicked on it, and sure enough, it was an email from Geneva, Switzerland, in both English and French.

She closed her eyes slightly, and put her fingers between her brows.

"Here, milk." Gu Yanzhi gently placed the glass in front of her, and Lu Qingshi turned around, blocking her view with his back.

"Thank you, is the meal ready? I'm so hungry"

Gu Yanzhi glanced across the computer screen, moved his lips, and said nothing.

"Soon, it will be ready soon."

Lu Qingshi got up and grabbed her: "Then I will help too."

Only then did Gu Yanzhi smile: "Okay, then you can come too."

In spring, when Lu Qingshi went to the hospital to reinstate her job, Liu Changsheng took out her resignation application form from the drawer and returned it to her.

Lu Qingshi put his hands in his pockets and didn't pick it up, he smiled: "I'm afraid you have to accept this."

Yu Gui's expectation early in the morning was to see her back to work again. As soon as the door closed, she immediately chased him out.

The wind blew through the corridor, raising the doctor's white coat, and Yu Gui chased after her step by step: "Ms. Lu, what do you mean you are not coming back? Why don't you stay in the emergency department? Everyone is waiting for you to come back, Mr. Lu." , Teacher Lu, speak up!"

The sleeves were pulled, Lu Qingshi couldn't walk anymore, she stopped, gently brushed her hands away, and continued to walk forward.

Yu Gui, who was left out in the cold, was stunned for two seconds, his eyes were slightly red, and he chased after her again, blocking her way, just like that night.

"Ms. Lu, why are you leaving after I stay?" The young man bowed his head, and she would always be that sensitive and fragile little doctor in front of her.

"Ms. Lu, I've passed the exam. I won't be clumsy anymore. I know everything. I can do everything. I won't hold you back anymore. I can cooperate with your operation. Knowing that I'm still not good enough, you can scold me however you want, don't go... don't go, okay..."

As the young man spoke, tears rolled down his cheeks: "Zhiyou is gone too...you are gone too...I don't know...I don't know why I stay here..."

The light of the spring afternoon was soft and bright, coating her hair with a layer of golden yellow.

She looked at her with her head buried, her shoulders shaking, wearing a well-fitting white coat, only a head lower than her, and the badge on her chest was no longer a resident doctor, but an attending doctor.

A gratified smile floated on the corner of Lu Qingshi's lips, she slowly opened her hands while bathed in the sun.

"Return".

The young man threw himself into her arms, seeking comfort instinctively like a chick returning to its nest.

"You were the one I taught..."

Yu Gui choked up: "I know, you often say that I am the stupidest student you have ever taught."

It was just a simple hug, and Lu Qingshi let her go, more like a farewell ceremony.

"No, you are the best student I have ever had."

She stared blankly at the smile on her lips, her eyes were soft, and her face was full of relief.

The young man burst into tears and couldn't speak anymore.

"Remember what I said on the operating table that day, what was the last lesson I taught you?"

She nodded: "Remember, never abandon the determination of any patient."

Lu Qingshi shook his head lightly: "That's not the last lesson either."

She reached out, like a sister to a sister, and flicked her forehead lightly: "The last lesson I really want to teach you is—".

She paused: "Farewell."

Farewell - Just chewing on these two words, Yu Gui tasted bitterness.

In the past two years, she has witnessed too much life and death, but she has not really understood the meaning of these two words.

Knowing that some left, she taught her a heavy lesson in life, teaching her to respect other people's feelings at all times, especially those around her, understanding and love are equally important.

Lu Qingshi's departure taught her another vivid lesson, and she began to understand the essence of a meeting and a meeting.

Before leaving the hospital, Lu Qingshi glanced back, not only Yu Gui was chased out, but also Hao Renjie, Liu Qingyun, Chen Yi, the head nurse, and many other colleagues, and even the patients she had saved.

Everyone stood on the steps tacitly without taking another step.

Hao Renjie laughed, and the big boy's eyes turned red: "Sister Lu, have a good trip, come back and have a look!".

Liu Qingyun clasped Chen Yi's fingers tightly: "Sister Lu, Chen Yi and I are engaged, you must come after we get married in two years!".

Lu Qingshi just laughed, and everyone just laughed, the logo of Renji Medical University and the red cross hung together under the blue sky.

She waved her hand and turned around smartly: "Goodbye."

Hospitals have seen too much prayer, and airports have always seen too much separation.

Before the international departure, Gu Yanzhi asked her to stay for the last time: "I have never begged you for anything, this is the first and last time, I beg you, don't go to such a dangerous place, okay? I can't lose you again ..."

Lu Qingshi quietly looked at her with tears streaming down his face, and hugged her into his arms: "Do you still remember the time when Zhou Yuetong's parents regretted it? I was really sad at that time... The MSF application was filled out before I met you." Next, if I knew that I would fall in love with you, I would definitely not have written that application, but now that it is done, I regret it now, which is no different from killing someone..."

Her voice was painful, and when she hugged her, tears slid down her neck, Gu Yanzhi pushed her away violently as if she had been scalded.

"Then can you... can you consider how I feel?!!! Do you know how it feels for me to see you lying on the hospital bed?! Ah! Do you know how I got here in those days?! Did you know when I almost wanted to kill Lu Qing!!!"

When she was rarely emotionally hysterical, the two of them looked at each other with tears streaming down their faces.

Lu Qingshi clenched his lower lip and raised his head, but he still couldn't resist the tears welling up in his eyes.

Gu Yan took a step forward: "Qingshi, come home with me, shall we go home? Burgers and French fries are still waiting for us. Didn't you say a few days ago that we are going to change to a bigger house? Change the French fries The climbing frame is a bit higher, and the nest of Hamburg is also a little smaller. When Qingshi, let’s go home, let’s go home.”

The boarding announcement sounded.

Lu Qingshi bit his lip and took a step back: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Gu Yanzhi's heart suddenly fell into the cliff, her tenderness faded, and her face became cold and sharp.

"If you really want to leave, we..." She paused, gritted her teeth and said those three words.

"Break up."

At that moment, Lu Qingshi's heart was like a knife, she almost bent down in pain, sobbing loudly, unable to speak.

Gu Yanzhi pushed her into a desperate situation.

The crowd was so crowded that she couldn't hear anything, only the phrase "Let's break up" was replayed repeatedly in her mind.

Like an executioner lingering at her devastated heart, the knife saw blood, every word gouged out her heart.

At the beginning of boarding, she moved forward with the crowd in a daze, she kept turning her head, her vision was blurred, she saw her running, shouting, crying, and finally was stopped by the staff after the security check.

After all, she was getting farther and farther away from her.

Lu Qingshi closed her eyes, tears were streaming down her face, she desperately clutched a ring on the little finger of her right hand, and stuck it tightly into her flesh, as if in this way she could resist the pain and feel that she was by her side.

On March 2014, 28, there was only one sentence in Gu Yanzhi's diary: Spring has left me.

That night, she had a dream about the evening after the snow stopped in the winter a year ago.

They decided to travel around the world together.

She sat on the swing set with her forehead pressed against hers.

Breathing and smelling each other, entangled with each other.

In her eyes, she saw the blooming spring, the gentlest and most romantic spring.

Where there is still a need to travel around the world, her eyes are the most beautiful scenery she has ever lingered.

All the famous scenic spots in the world can't compare with her.

She said "I love you".

I love you.

She also answered in the same way.