Life is like a journey

Everyone bought flowers and cakes for An Ran. Since the visiting hours had passed in the ICU, six or seven young boys and girls could only stand outside the glass door.

An Ran didn't expect that her partner who had fought side by side would come to see her, and tears rolled down silently while lying on the hospital bed.

Fang Zhiyou raised a whiteboard from behind, looked at her with a smile, and quickly wrote a line with a marker to show her: "Don't cry, we're coming to see you."

A young boy with a crew cut closest to her, who looked to be only fourteen or fifteen years old, took the whiteboard and left immature handwriting: "Sister Ran, I am "Old Fan", get well soon, we will wait for you to come back! !!"

Lao Fan is the main character in the team. No one expected that he would be such an immature boy. An Ran smiled with tears. She really wanted to talk, but she could neither raise her hand nor leave the ventilator, so she nodded with a smile. head.

The next girl took the whiteboard, and everyone introduced themselves one after another and wrote down their best wishes to her. The characters who used to fight side by side with laughing and cursing suddenly had a fresh and vivid face.

An Ran only felt that his whole body was full of warmth, which was the kindness from a familiar stranger.

When he finally left, Old Fan turned his head reluctantly, An Ran raised his hand with the infusion needle attached to the back of his hand, and gently gestured "OK" to him.

That is the gesture that everyone will make every time they win, and the little boy suddenly burst into tears.

Fang Zhiyou sent them downstairs. Another senior nanny in the team was actually a dad in his 30s. He wanted to smoke, but when he saw that there were minors here, he took the cigarettes back.

"After the national competition ended, I retired...".

Lao Fan was surprised: "Huh? Didn't we agree..."

Fang Zhiyou patted him on the shoulder: "I think what Brother Ma said makes sense. After the beating is over, you should study hard to get a key high school."

"But before that, we should still work hard, not for ourselves, but also for Sister Ran. Sister Ran wants to see us win the championship even in her dreams."

Someone said so, so Qi Qi put his hands together again, and his young, immature or vicissitudes of life flashed with firmness: "Come on!".

After seeing off the friends, Fang Zhiyou finished smoking a cigarette downstairs in the hospital, and the word "Xiaogui" flashed on the screen of the mobile phone, but no one answered. She put out the cigarette butt on the trash can, turned and left Into the hospital.

When she was about to arrive at the emergency department, an inexplicable dull pain suddenly flashed through her heart. At that moment, she thought of An Ran's weak smile and the fingers he tried to lift just now.

Fang Zhiyou turned around abruptly and ran to Shenwai ICU.

An Ran's ward was crowded with people, An's mother covered her face and cried, An's father hugged her with red eyes and comforted her in a low voice, she looked in through the glass window, An Ran lay quietly on the bed, her black hair spread on the pillow, His face was pale, as if he was asleep.

There were two horizontal lines on the life monitor next to the bed. She raised her foot and wanted to rush in, but was stopped by the doctor who rushed over: "I'm sorry, the rescue is underway right now, you can't go in."

Seeing the tubes attached to her body being removed one after another, the always strong person couldn't help but turned his back and covered his face and cried: "An Ran..."

Such an excellent, gentle and strong Ran Ran, Ran Ran who would comfort her when she was frustrated, Ran Ran who would face everything with an "OK" gesture, Ran Ran who was clearly a top student in the computer department but devoted himself to the incomprehensible e-sports industry ...

Scenes of the past flashed through my mind, from characters to real people, everything that happened between them suddenly became very vivid.

Including that kiss that ended without a disease that day.

If she had promised An Ran at that time, wouldn't she have left with regrets in the end?

There is always a person in the world who says friendship is too deep and love is too shallow. She used her short life to surpass all her youth from now on.

She will always remember that her name is "Shang Shan Ruo Shui", also called An Ran.

That night, Fang Zhiyou was always in a daze. She didn't know where she came from, and she didn't know where to go. Mother An kept crying, and the sound of crying resounded through the corridor.

She sat in the dark stairwell, and she didn't know how long time had passed, but she just felt so cold. This was the second relative who passed away beside her. Except for crying for a while at the beginning, her tears had already dried up. Being frozen cold, she desperately needs a little warmth, even if it's just a little bit.

She got up and wandered around the huge hospital until following her memory, she came to the door of the familiar operating room, and saw the man running with a gurney at a glance.

She walked up, grabbed her white coat, and when Yu Gui turned his head, both were startled, both of them burst into tears.

"Xiaogui..." She said hoarsely, "An Ran, she..."

Forbearance's emotions boiled to the extreme at this moment, and Yu Gui roared with tears: "Don't mention An Ran to me! Get out of the way! I'm going to perform surgery on Teacher Lu..."

She was startled, and then she lowered her eyes and saw Lu Qingshi's pale face, lying there lifeless like An Ran.

She subconsciously took a step back, and a group of people rushed into the operating room, and a black figure rushed up and grabbed Yu Gui's clothes: "Yu Gui, Yu Gui, when she was young, she..."

Gu Yanzhi was sobbing, he couldn't speak, his throat seemed to be clogged with a ball of cotton wool, and he just let out some sobbing sounds in vain.

"Captain Gu, Captain Gu." Yu Gui helped him up and looked into her eyes. Both of them were crying, but the firmness in her eyes seemed to be conveyed to her heart.

"I am useless, I have failed many times, but only this time, with what I have learned all my life, I must save her."

Gu Yanzhi's eyes gradually found focus, and like a drowning child, she tightly grasped her arm with her fingers: "Please, please...".

She didn't know where the courage came from that made her trust Yu Gui enough, she just remembered that summer night a long time ago.

On the night when the chemical plant exploded, she and Qingshi were the last ones to come out of the rubble and leaned on the ambulance to rest.

She asked her, "How did you know that Yu Gui would come to us?"

The man smiled, pinching the bottle of mineral water in his hand: "Accidental, in Renji University of Medical Sciences, she will always be the number one doctor in Accidental."

I don't know if this evaluation is a compliment or a reward, but since she is someone Qingshi trusts, she is willing to give it a try.

Peipei's surgery was not over yet, Yu Gui was the first one to rush out, before the door of the operating room was closed, Chen Yi also ran out from the team of anesthesiologists, Hao Renjie halfway handed the equipment to Liu Qingyun, a big The man's eyes were red, and he smashed the equipment into the tray again.

"I'm sorry." He took off his surgical cap and ran out without looking back.

Liu Qingyun glanced at Victor, put down the scalpel, and the other party nodded, expressing understanding: "Go, I will go there as soon as my side is over."

Fu Lei had just woken up from anesthesia, and when he learned that Pepe's surgery was successful and had entered the final stage, he couldn't help but burst into tears.

He grabbed the nurse: "Who... who did it?"

The nurse hesitated for a moment, but said truthfully, "Director Lu".

He immediately covered the stitches on his abdomen, sweating profusely, and sat up from the bed: "No...impossible...she can't stand for that long...Qingshi...how is Qingshi?"

The little nurse's eyes were a little red: "Doctor Yu is rescuing alone, and I don't know..."

Fu Lei pulled out the indwelling needle on the back of his hand, his face was pale, he lifted the quilt and got out of bed: "No, I have to..."

The little nurse held him down, her face full of anxiety: "Don't move! You just had a third of your liver removed, and you can't get out of bed for a month!"

"Epidural anesthesia has been passed, and the scope of anesthesia has been extended to the whole body"

Yu Gui brushed his hands and ran into the operating room. Chen Yi had already made preparations. When she looked at Lu Qing, who was pale and had the tube inserted, she looked at Yu Gui, who was putting on his washing clothes.

"Just the two of us, you plan to..."

"And me!" Hao Renjie ran into the operating room panting heavily: "Although I can't do anything, I can pass you the instruments."

Yu Gui put on the strap of the surgical gown himself, and his gratitude was beyond words: "Thank you".

Immediately afterwards, Liu Qingyun also plunged in: "I will help too, after all, I am also half of Sister Lu's apprentice."

Looking at these determined faces, Yu Gui's eyes filled with mist. She bit her lip to force back the tears.

"Okay, without delay, let's get started."

She introduced her own operation plan while performing the craniotomy, speaking logically, as if she had rehearsed countless times.

Liu Qingyun was startled secretly: "How long ago did you start doing Sister Lu's operation plan?"

Yu Gui smiled wryly: "From the day... when I found out that she had cancer, I never thought that one day I would really use it."

"Yu Gui, I'll try my best to maintain my blood pressure. Sister Lu has a special blood type. In case of serious bleeding..." Chen Yi stood beside the machine, worried, with dopamine in his hand at all times.

Yu Gui's heart tightened, and he nodded slowly but firmly: "I see, I will try my best to control the bleeding."

As soon as the voice fell, the head nurse ran in with the incubator: "Here comes the blood, the blood comes, is one thousand milliliters of RH negative blood enough?!"

The people in the operating room were dumbfounded, but Yu Gui slightly curled the corners of his lips.

The loudspeaker above his head rang, and Liu Changsheng appeared in the observation room: "I will solve the problem of blood for you, and there are not many people to spare right now. Experts from the supernatural are on their way. Do your best, at least Before the supernatural experts arrive, save Lu Qingshi's life!".

Gu Yanzhi was sitting in the dark corridor, rubbing a bullet casing in his hand. It fell off Lu Qingshi's neck. She kept it close to her body, and it was not returned to her until she entered the operating room.

This bullet almost pierced her heart. Some people said that such a thing is unknown, but she felt that it was also a lucky bullet in a sense, so she always wore it on her body.

At this moment, the fire instructor, who has never believed in ghosts and ghosts, folded his palms and prayed with tears: If God has eyes, please see that she saved her life for the sake of saving countless lives, and she will pay for all karma alone.

"Captain Gu, come with us." From a distance, the head nurse ran over and brought her to the meeting room, where an informed consent form for surgery was placed in front of her.

"Director Lu has no other relatives, and her grandfather is far away in Beijing, so she won't be able to come here for a while. Although Director Lu used to mean to give up treatment, we never thought of giving up on her," the newly appointed director of medical affairs He is a middle-aged man in his 40s with a simple and honest face.

"After much deliberation, only you can sign this informed consent form for surgery. I know it's cruel, but it's not only to protect her, but also to protect our doctors, in case..."

On the first page of the document, a long list of possible situations and consequences were listed in bold and underlined black, including intraoperative hemorrhage, intraoperative death, and lifelong hemiplegia in a vegetative state.

Just looking at it made people's heart jump. Gu Yanzhi trembled all over. She clenched her lower lip and did not pick up the pen for a long time.

She understands that this is the established procedure of the hospital, but she said that it will never interfere with any of her decisions, and the decision to forego treatment is also her decision.

The director of medical affairs took out another document: "This is the informed consent to give up all life support systems. Emotionally speaking, we are unwilling to see such a result, but from a doctor's professional point of view, brain tumor Treatment in the late stage is of little significance, and the prognosis is also..."

Standing at the crossroads of his life, Gu Yanzhi did not hesitate to pick up a pen and sign his name on the paper, and wrote the words "Guardian" in the column above the related person.

Since Pepe's operation, Yu Gui has been standing for fifteen hours without eating or drinking. There is no day or night in the operating room, only the eternal blinding shadowless lamp.

When the electronic clock on the wall changed to the number nine, a pained expression appeared on Yu Gui's face. Her long-term high concentration and continuous force on her wrist caused her arm to convulse uncontrollably.

The scalpel fell to the ground all of a sudden, and she tried hard with one hand to catch the fingers that couldn't close together, but it was doomed to be in vain.

Chen Yi stood up: "Yu Gui, don't force it, relax, relax!"

"How can...how can...at such a critical moment..." The young man was crying, and her wrist was in pain. When she glanced at Lu Qing, who was still pale, she clenched her lower lip, and the smell of iron wafted in her mouth. .

Liu Qingyun bumped her away: "Enough is enough, you have been doing exercises every day these days, and you haven't had much rest, I can do the next one."

"Good lady, give me the scalpel." She turned her eyes to Hao Renjie for help, Yu Gui moved his stiff wrists, his eyes were red and haggard, his eyes were bloodshot from staying up late.

As soon as she finished speaking, the door of the operating room opened wide, Da Vinci was pushed in together, and Victor's unique enthusiastic English sounded: "Oh, my dears, I'm not late, you know, suturing and surgery." Disinfection took some time."

Liu Qingyun didn't raise his head: "Dr. Victor came at the right time, replace the unlucky one who suffered from tenosynovitis and return home."

Yu Gui glanced at Victor. Although he had a playful smile on his face, his eyes were clear and firm.

She nodded, willingly stepping aside from the position of the chief surgeon.

When Victor maneuvered Da Vinci into position, the young man bowed deeply: "Please, Dr. Victor."

"You're welcome, she is the lady I like very much. She just happened to be divorced now, and I can't bear to let her go to heaven."

The atmosphere in the operating room became a little more relaxed, and the corners of Yu Gui's lips curled slightly: "Sir, then you may not have a chance."

She didn't go to rest, but stood aside to observe. To be honest, Lu Qingshi's operation was very difficult. If Pepe's operation was more difficult than S-level, her operation was at least S-level.

One person's strength is limited, two, three, four, five...even a team.

One after another, doctors who had spared their hands arrived, and the old professor Shenwai who had not left the mountain for a long time also came. According to the operation plan formulated by Yu Gui, everyone worked together in an orderly manner, and Da Vinci's ultra-clear operation Vision, ultra-fine movements and ultra-fast speed, and a steady stream of blood sent to the hospital.

Lu Qingshi's vital signs gradually stabilized, and it was only at this moment that she understood the true meaning of her sentence "the operating table is never a stage for one person".

It is such a simple truth that everyone gathers firewood and flames shine high.

Yu Gui raised his head, after a day and night of blood and tears, he seemed to be born again.

Gu Yanzhi has been guarding outside the operating room, not willing to close her eyes. From north to south, she has been running continuously, dusty, exhausted both physically and mentally, but like the doctors inside, her spirit is always tense until the lights in the operating room are turned off. She was the first to jump on it.

"Qingshi, Qingshi, how is she?!" She whispered twice, but there was no response from the person lying on the hospital bed, and she went to shake the doctor's sleeve again.

Yu Gui took off his mask, with a look of embarrassment on his face: "The operation was successful..."

After hearing the first half of the sentence, she wept with joy, but seeing that her complexion was not very good, she was shocked again, and that little bit of joy was quickly extinguished.

"Send it to the ICU first to see if you can wake up..."

Gu Yanzhi followed her in a daze, unable to stop crying, no matter what, there was a little bit of hope that she would continue to persevere.

Three days after the operation, Lu Qingshi did not wake up, the ICU issued the first critical illness notice, Lu Xucheng also rushed over from Beijing, and Gu Yanzhi went to pick him up.

An old man and a young man walked back and forth, Gu Yanzhi was silent and forbearing, Lu Xucheng wanted to speak a few times, but when he saw her profile, he stopped his mouth again.

After going to the hospital to see Qingshi, the old man was going back to the hotel for accommodation. Gu Yanzhi got up from the corner, and after a few months of not seeing each other, her face was no longer as energetic as when they first met, as if all the pain from Qingshi had been imposed on her. , the young man's back was bent, and his face was haggard.

"Go home and live, there is still an empty room."

The old man was taken aback, and she smiled wryly again, and then said: "You are the only family member in Qingshi."

And the only one who can know her pain.

As a result, the two people who had always been tit-for-tat were unexpectedly living together under the same roof. Gu Yanzhi packed up the guest room, carried the changed sheets and quilts and went out: "You will be leaving soon, there will be no one at home for a while..."

The room was deserted and deserted, the two pets who were having fun last time were gone, and even the kennel and cat climbing frame were put away.

"Those two..." The old man frowned, unable to name them.

"Burger and French fries, still in the pet store, haven't picked them up."

Gu Yanzhi replied, and gently closed the door for him, also blocking out the rays of the setting sun.

After a while, the sound of the washing machine was mixed with the sound of water flowing, but if you listen carefully, there is an extremely depressing sound.

Lu Xucheng sat for a while without crutches, leaning on the wall and slowly moved out of the door. Through the half-covered bathroom door, he could see the man biting his lower lip while holding the washing machine, tears streaming down his face, and The rumble of the washing machine intertwined.

Did she think that no one else could hear her?

Lu Xucheng thought for a while, but still didn't disturb her. He stood in the middle of the living room for a few minutes. The room was quiet, only the sound of the washing machine and her suppressed crying.

Lu Xucheng slowly moved back into the room, and after about ten minutes, the sound of the washing machine stopped.

He then shouted through the door: "There is an apple I bought on the tea table, wash one and eat!"

Gu Yanzhi casually wiped the corners of his eyes with the back of his hand, and took the clothes out of the washing machine: "Hey, good!".