Life is like a journey

As soon as Xu Qiankun's funeral was over, it seemed as if a major event had been accomplished, and she felt relieved. Yu Gui returned to the city on a dangling bus. There were very few people on board. She sat in the last row, supporting herself Chin to look out the window.

The concrete road is straight, with evergreen pines and cypresses, and nearby mountain people walk by in twos and threes carrying hoes.

As soon as Xu Qiankun's funeral was over, it seemed as if a major event had been accomplished. Yu Gui returned to the city on a wobbly bus. There were very few people on board. She sat in the last row, propped her chin and looked out the window.

The cement road is straight, with evergreen pines and cypresses, and nearby mountain people walk by in twos and threes carrying hoes.

She remembered what Lu Qingshi said to her when he left: "Everything in the world, except life and death, is trivial."

The young man closed his eyes slightly, and the December sunlight slanted in through the glass window.

She sat up straight and got off at the next stop.

"It's been a long time since I saw you. Here, I'll give you two more apples for ten yuan." The fruit seller downstairs was still kind and enthusiastic. go up.

She just wanted to go home and have a look, but she didn't expect that she was also at home.

Fang Zhiyou was cooking by the stove in an apron, put a handful of dried noodles into the pot, and when she turned around to see her standing at the door, her eyes burst into great surprise.

"Xiaogui, you're back?! Wait, I'll make you something else to eat."

She wiped her hands on the apron as she spoke, and was about to open the refrigerator door. She didn't know when it was added, maybe it was during the days when she was not home.

The familiar and friendly tone instantly brought her back to the countless days of getting along day and night. When she came home every night, she knew that you always had a light on waiting for her to go home, so that she would not get lost in this noisy city. Direction home.

The pain was pulled away in an instant, and the warmth rolled into his heart. Yu Gui blinked and forced back the tears,

"Don't worry about it, I'll eat noodles with you"

As she spoke, she put down the keys and fruits, and leaned on the door frame to change her shoes. The white slippers were quietly placed there, and another pair of the same style and different color was on Fang Zhiyou's feet.

I bought them together on the first day of living together. Such trivial details made Yu Gui feel a little emotional and warm.

Teacher Lu is right, except that life and death are trivial matters, after seeing so many life and death, shouldn't we cherish the present moment?

She is still alive, healthy and safe, and I know that you are still alive. Although life is still a bit unsatisfactory, compared to He Miaomiao, Xu Qiankun who have passed away... Teacher Lu who never wakes up after closing her eyes, She and Zhiyou are really too happy.

Yu Gui felt a little guilty for his indifference some time ago, and took the initiative to roll up his sleeves and wash his hands: "Then I'll make the seasoning."

Green chopped scallions, snow-white minced garlic, red peppers, mixed with soy sauce, and sprinkled on the hot noodles, the aroma is tangy.

Neither of them mentioned An Ran, and had a peaceful and peaceful dinner.

After dinner, Yu Gui went to take a shower. Knowing that she thought she was going to leave, she stood up from the sofa: "Xiaogui, I..."

The nostalgia in her eyes was too obvious, Yu Gui smiled: "I'm in my pajamas, I want to take a bath"

Fang Zhiyou dug it out from the closet and gave it to her. During the time when she was not at home, she also thought a lot. She couldn't be slapped, and she was not completely innocent.

But she can be sure of her own mind, she likes Yugui, she has liked Yugui since she was 14 years old, even if they quarrel, fight coldly, and get angry with each other, she still likes her.

In any case, physical reactions can't deceive anyone. When she approached cautiously, her noses were facing each other, and her eyes were entangled, her eyes overflowed with tiny fragments of light, which were tenderness, nostalgia, and even reluctance.

"sorry"

"sorry"

The two of them accidentally spoke at the same time, and with a chuckle, Fang Zhiyou took her into his arms, rubbed his chin against her forehead, smelled the familiar fragrance, and tightened his arms around her even more.

"Xiaogui, I will wash the dishes after dinner in time. If you don't like me, I will stop smoking. I will clean up on time and won't make a mess at home. You... don't leave me, okay?"

She buried her head in the nest of her neck, her voice was trembling, and the heat of her breath tickled her ears.

"In the whole world... I only have you as a family member"

Yu Gui's heart was about to melt, a rush of heat rushed into her eyes, she sniffed, held her face up, and carefully studied her eyebrows and eyes.

At the age of 14, she is cold and kind, like the warm sun in winter, bringing hope to her in a desperate situation.

It was she who told her: "Love is innocent"

That was the initial enlightenment about love in Yu Gui's life.

She has remembered until now, that dusk, that sunset, that piece of camphor forest, that sentence, that unruly boy who threw his schoolbag over his shoulder and never pulled the zipper of his school uniform.

This is the person she has loved from childhood to the present, and they have long since become an inseparable one.

This love is thick, rich, hot...

Yu Gui tremblingly kissed her lips.

Fang Zhiyou responded enthusiastically to her, coming and going, breathing intertwined, and the gradually rising body temperature brewed love/desire.

Yu Gui raised his head and panted impatiently, and was squeezed through the cloth, and the thin layer was quickly wet.

"Hmm..." She bit her lower lip tightly, her legs felt cold, she clasped her fingers together, and pressed deeply into the bed.

The moon rises outside the window, the shadows of the trees sway, heavy panting and ambiguous chants are intertwined, forming an extremely harmonious sonata.

It wasn't until the song was interrupted by the rapid ringtone that Yu Gui fell from the clouds and stretched out his snow-white arms to touch the mobile phone on the bedside table. Only then did he know that the person who picked it up was the first.

She has sat up: "Hello?"

Her blushing face turned pale, and she covered the receiver: "Xiaogui, Ran Ran...it's time to die"

The temperature was far away, the unheated room was damp and cold, Yu Gui pulled the quilt to cover himself, knowing that he left in a hurry without taking his mobile phone.

Her eyes fell from the moonlight outside the window to her fair calf, she propped her forehead and thought for a while, then pursed the corners of her lips tightly, showing the expression of crying or not.

But in just 10 minutes, his body became completely cold. Yu Gui shivered, put on his clothes and got out of bed, picked up his key, and gently closed the door.

It was hard to get a taxi in the middle of the night, so Yu Gui rode his bicycle to the hospital. He was already sweating when he leaned the bike against the side of the road and ran to the floor where Shenwai was.

She lay on the triage table and asked, "How is that An Ran from your department?"

Seeing the familiar face, the nurse said a few more words: "It will be a matter of time before I get on ECMO."

Yu Gui nodded, hung up the badge and walked in. The nurse saw her hurrying and gossips: "Dr. Yu is related to her, I think you often run here"

With a wry smile, Yu Gui waved his hands and ran into the ICU without saying anything.

An's mother just fainted once, and was helped out by An's father and several medical staff. At this moment, there are only two people left in the ward, she and Fang Zhi.

The disease developed rapidly, and she could no longer move or eat, and relied on nutrient solution to maintain her body's needs every day.

The girl with bright eyes and white teeth was still deeply imprinted in my mind when I saw her for the first time, but now she is so thin that she lost her shape, so I knew that I lowered my head and held her hand.

"I'm sorry... I showed you a joke..." She was dying, only her eyes were still bright, with a smile on her face.

Fang Zhiyou knows that her time is numbered and she has no friends. From the Internet to reality, An Ran's appearance is another kind of warm companionship besides Yu Gui.

The young man choked up for a moment, tears fell on the back of her hand, unable to speak.

Through a glass, Yu Gui watched quietly, the moonlight shone on them, on their intertwined hands, the young man sobbed softly, and the young girl comforted in a low voice.

This scene was so beautiful, so beautiful that she couldn't bear to destroy it, and she didn't have the courage to disturb it. She just silently blushed and her lips trembled.

"You... Is there anything else you want to do? As long as it's something I can do... I can do it... I can do it with you..."

"I want to play the game again..." An Ran looked at her with soft and peaceful eyes. She looked at the girl in the white sweater in front of her, and gradually merged with the white swordsman in the game.

"Go...to the star observatory in Bashu...then...the stars there are very beautiful..."

That was also the place where they met for the first time, where she saw the most beautiful stars, let off the most beautiful fireworks, and danced a beautiful dance.

Memories came flooding in.

Fang Zhi covered her lips with her hands, and she barely restrained herself for a while before she finished the next sentence: "I'll show you a screenshot when I get home later."

"Okay..." An Ran smiled softly, his eyes were as bright as stars.

"I... still want to see... see you... take... win the national championship..." The fingers holding her were a little hard, and Fang Zhiyou also held her back.

"Actually, I don't want to go to Tsinghua University...I want to be...a professional e-sports player...but...but...my parents...have always disagreed...but now...it's okay It's..."

She closed her eyes after saying this, as if she was relieved, but she knew that if she was really relieved, she would not cry.

"It's okay." She sniffed, patted her chest, and vowed: "My dream before was to be a pilot, but now I've changed my mind. I seem to know nothing but playing games. You don't have time to fulfill your dream. I will help you." You inherit, trust us, you will definitely win the national championship!"

The girl seemed to be moved by her blind self-confidence, she laughed with tears, and soon began to cough, breathing like a bellows.

Fang Zhiyou was sympathetic to her, and tucked her quilt again, her gaze fell back to her face from the bright lights outside the window, and said something softly.

"What?" She didn't hear clearly, and leaned over to listen.

Warm breath spit in the ears, itchy.

She said: "I haven't...haven't been in love yet"

Yu Gui turned and left, wiped the corners of his eyes with his clean sleeve, walked to the triage desk and greeted the nurse: "Let's go!"

The little nurse stood up: "Hey Doctor Yu, the elevator is over there"

"No, I'm in a hurry!" Yu Gui's back has disappeared into the fire escape.

Until there was no one around, she ran halfway to the height of the sixteenth floor, the delay light went out, and there was only the green light from the safe passage in the dark corridor, she sat down breathing heavily, and buried her face in her palm inside.

"Ms. Lu Qingshi" the doctor nodded with a cold face.

"Ms. Gu Yanzhi?" The staff in suits and leather shoes had a questioning tone, and Gu Yan subconsciously straightened his back and nodded.

"Okay, then please sign here, and after signing, put your fingerprints on it"

The agreement in black and white was written in duplicate. After Lu Qingshi signed his own, she handed it over as well. She lightly pressed her handprint and handed it to the staff to stamp the official seal.

The agreement came into effect from this moment. Until he walked out of the notary's office arm in arm, Gu Yanzhi still hadn't realized it. From today, no, from just now, they are each other's guardians in the legal sense?

Lu Qingshi glanced at her: "Regret?"

The simple fire instructor quickly shook his head, and tightened his grip on her hand: "No, no, no, it's my honor."

When they got up early in the morning, both of them took out formal clothes from the closet at the same time. She put on a tie, and grabbed her hair with hairspray. The other party was startled, then laughed.

Lu Qingshi is really thin-skinned, thinking back then when he was getting married and getting the certificate, he was never so solemn, so he couldn't help feeling a little hot, and two red clouds appeared on his fair face, which made her want to go to kiss her again, and he dragged himself out of the door after a long time .

Walking together hand in hand at this moment, it feels like newlyweds. Although there are no guests or banquets, they are the most important people in each other's lives from now on.

The two were discussing where to eat, Lu Qing said casually, but she said no, let's buy vegetables and cook at home, eat at ease, the sun is shining right now, so they simply walked down the long street.

As the New Year approaches, the streets are decorated with lights and festoons, children are playing football in the park, old people are playing chess in groups in the gazebo, and young boys and girls exercising run past them from time to time.

Gu Yanzhi pulled her up to the river embankment. Jinzhou City was surrounded by mountains and rivers, and there were fine and broken ice floes floating on the river surface.

After walking for a while, Lu Qingshi was a little tired, the two found a step and sat down, Gu Yanzhi didn't let go of her hand, and her long legs rested on the next two steps.

She turned her head to look at her, her chestnut hair became darker in the sunlight, her face was a little fuzzy, and the corners of her slightly curved lips never let go when she was with her, and when she noticed her gaze, she turned around and rushed towards her. She smiled brightly.

The whole heart warmed up, and Lu Qingshi also slightly bent the corner of his lower lip.

She touched her nose, a little embarrassed: "I thought that you refused my marriage proposal because you didn't want to be with me."

Lu Qing shook his head lightly, his expression was always soft and peaceful when facing her, he was totally different from the one on the operating table.

"I just feel that a foreign marriage certificate has no legal significance in China"

Just like the last time when she was seriously injured and was almost pulled out by her grandfather, no one can make decisions in these special situations, but after signing the agreement and appointing the other party as their intended guardian, they have the same rights as relatives. It was also the answer Lu Qingshi gave after consulting several lawyers.

Of course, if she has any misfortune, Gu Yanzhi will also get all of her inheritance, which is written in another will, and she can't let her know yet.

Gu Yanzhi gently embraced her shoulders, and leaned against himself: "You are more important than anything in my heart."

Lu Qing smiled, but still felt a little hot at her blunt expression: "Where did you learn these obscenities?"

"Do you still need to learn? You can tell it to yourself"

Gu Yanzhi said something lightly, and even winked at her. The doctor seemed to recall some bad memories, blushed slightly, and twisted her arm.

Not to be outdone, the fire instructor scratched her creaky nest, and the two of them fought together. Lu Qing leaned forward and back, and was hugged in his arms, and the gravel rolled down from under her feet.

"Be careful"

Nose to tip.

Lu Qingshi looked away: "Put me down, I have something for you"

"Don't let it go, just give me something like this." Gu Yanzhi refused to let go, and some people walking in the park looked over.

Lu Qing lowered his eyes, not sure if his face was a little red from the sun, or he was really shy.

"Someone..."

"Just look at it, there's nothing new under the sun." The fire instructor had a frank face, and rubbed his forehead against her head.

"Besides, there are more than 100 million people in Jinzhou City, and I can't remember it after seeing it."

Lu Qingshi shook his head slightly, but a smile appeared on the corner of his lips: "You really are..."

She looked up again, and there was no discrimination in the eyes of the few people who looked at them just now, but they were mostly curious.

Some people walked past them without turning their eyes, and a little girl gave them thumbs up, which means, very brave!

Lu Qing laughed all of a sudden, got down from her arms, opened his bag, and handed her a bunch of keys.

There is nothing unusual about keys, she sees the keys on the house every day, what is unusual is the keychain hanging on the key chain.

Different from ordinary acrylic keychains, the material is made of soft leather. The pictures are hand-painted by Lu Qingshi, and then they are customized by the manufacturer. One cat and one dog are charmingly naive.

They each have one, Gu Yanzhi's one is French fries, hers is hamburger, put them together to form a complete picture.

Gu Yanzhi held her heart, surprised and happy, speechless for a while.

"I……"

If it wasn't for the presence of someone beside her, she really wanted to go up and kiss her hard.

Lu Qing lowered her eyes and smiled slightly. Spring hadn't arrived yet, but she felt that all the flowers in the world were blooming, and waves of warmth surged in her chest.

"Like it?"

Gu Yanzhi held it tightly in his hand, and nodded solemnly: "Well! I will always carry it, and I will never take it off for the rest of my life, no... I will carry it with me in the next life, this is our imprint, I I will take this to you, and then you will have to admit it."

Lu Qing smiled, but his nose was a little sore: "Aren't you stupid?"

There was nothing to see in the park in winter, but the two of them sat side by side for a long time, chatting, Lu Qingshi was not a talkative person, but he had endless topics to chat with her.

After chattering and talking about the house, she suddenly said, "By the way, I added your name to the real estate certificate."

Gu Yanzhi almost choked on his own saliva: "Is it such a coincidence?! Me too"

The two laughed together.

She rented this house in Jinzhou City, but there are still two sets of elevator rooms and shops in her hometown. The last time I went back to perform a mission, I simply took care of it. Although it is not very valuable, it is also her heart.

But when Lu Qing also added her name to the house, the fire instructor scratched his head, a little troubled: "How about...sell the house in my hometown and buy a bigger one in Jinzhou."

"Why is it so big, it's enough to live in."

She actually thinks that a house with three bedrooms and two halls is just right for two people, one cat and one dog, it is too big and empty.

"Hmm..." Gu Yanzhi's eyeballs rolled around, and the amber eyes were shining brightly. She was a little dazed for a while, and was pulled closer and spoke in her ear.

"I want to have a baby with you"

Lu Qingshi blushed, pushed her away, turned and left.

Gu Yanzhi chased after her, chattering around her endlessly: "Now that medical technology is so advanced, test-tube babies are no longer a problem. You don't want to give birth to me. How about it? We can go to the North American sperm bank to select sperm! Give birth to a blue baby." A half-breed baby with eyes must look good!"

"Eh?"

"Hey... Qing Shi, wait for me!"