Life is like a journey

Lu Qingshi was awakened by a nightmare in the middle of the night, with sweat around her neck, she turned on the light and sat up from the bed, the French fries ran away from her arms, and there was no one on the other side of the bed.

The doctor pursed her lips and picked up her phone to check the time. It was 04:30 in the morning, it was late in winter, and it was still dark outside. She unconsciously swiped the screen, and a message came into her eyes.

"News from our newspaper, the crane at the scene of the Jinhang Line train accident suddenly fell when it was being hoisted, and several firefighters were injured—"

She only read the first half of the sentence, and her head buzzed for a while, feeling that she was soaked in cold water, and she couldn't breathe.

The news was sent out an hour ago.

Lu Qing supported his forehead and calmed down for three seconds, quickly lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and pressed the speakerphone to call the hospital while packing his things.

The duty officer picks up.

There was a hint of imperceptible anxiety in her tone: "Are there any injured firefighters here?"

The wounded sent to Renji University of Medical Sciences will be recorded in detail, he flipped through it: "No, Director Lu, there are only a few ordinary wounded."

Lu Qingshi's brows did not relax: "Okay, got it"

Ignoring the need to put on shoes, stepping barefoot on the cold floor, Lu Qingshi tiptoed and took down the medicine box from the top of the cabinet in the study room. When he opened it, there were various syringes, injections, and life-saving medicines.

She took off the stethoscope from the human skeleton and stuffed it in, because the action was so urgent and fast, the human skeleton shook twice and almost didn't break it for her.

"And...what else?" Lu Qingshi wandered around the room like a headless fly holding the medicine box, the person who was always calm bit his lower lip, and was sweating finely in the winter.

"Car...car keys...and...AED...AED! (Automated External Defibrillator)" She started to rummage through the box again, and finally pulled it out from the space under the closet, carried it to the living room in one go, picked up the porch He put the keys on the door, put his hand on the doorknob and ran back to the bedroom to get his phone.

Lu Qingshi took a deep breath, pushed open the door, and there was a tall figure standing in the dark corridor, because she stepped back a few steps because of her action of pushing the door, fear instantly filled his heart, and a scream rolled several times in his throat. Get lost, when he was about to blurt out, Gu Yanzhi covered her mouth with his hand.

"It's me, I'm back" with a slightly tired voice, warm breath in the ear, and an unpleasant smell of dirt and gravel machine oil on his hands.

Lu Qingshi's hanging heart fell to the ground, and she also quietly moistened her eye sockets in the humid and cold air.

Seeing that she had calmed down, Gu Yanzhi took a step forward, pushed the person into the door, and gently closed the door with his right hand to keep the cold air out.

There was sufficient heating in the room, and a layer of white mist formed on her mask under the alternation of cold and heat. Gu Yanzhi took it off and smoothed her messy hair: "It's late at night, why are you going?"

Lu Qingshi choked for a moment, and quietly moved back the hand holding the first-aid kit. It is impossible to say that he thought you were injured so he ran to save you.

That's too... too embarrassing.

So the doctor turned his face away, bit his lip and said nothing, and said after a while: "Then why are you standing at the door at night and not knocking?"

Before leaving, he returned the house key to her, Gu Yanzhi just smiled, his eyes were resolute and courageous at the emergency scene, but gentle and soft in front of her.

"Afraid of waking you up, I thought about waiting a little longer. Anyway, you will wake up after six o'clock."

The heart seemed to be hit by some kind of sour and astringent force in an instant, Lu Qingshi raised his hand to cover his eyes, but it was still difficult to get out of the panic that he thought something happened to her.

She felt that she had become less like herself.

Ever since I got sick, I have always become sensitive, vulnerable, and cry a lot.

Gu Yanzhi is obviously younger than her, but he always takes care of her, cares about her, considers her feelings, and understands her difficulties.

The tinge of guilt intertwined with the unspeakable joy of seeing her standing in front of him again, and the joy of regaining what was lost, made the doctor's throat tight and his eyes hot.

Gu Yanzhi took off his dirty coat and came over to hug her, hugged her into his arms, and gently patted her on the back to comfort her: "Okay, okay, I'm fine, good boy~ I'm just afraid that you will see the news I was in a hurry, so I sent my teammates to the hospital and ran back to find you, but you still..."

"Or what..." Lu Qingshi choked up, and patted her shoulder lightly: "You didn't even give me a call"

"The signal in the mountainous area is unstable, and I can't make calls all the time." Gu Yanzhi pressed her forehead, and in order to take care of her height, he leaned over slightly, with the tip of his nose rubbing against the tip of his nose, in a very intimate position.

Her breath still smelled of ice and tobacco.

"Are you going to find me in this suit?"

Lu Qing looked at him belatedly, and blushed suddenly.

Her pajamas were still wet after washing, so after taking a shower, she casually pulled a Gu Yanzhi T-shirt and put it on to sleep. The long hem barely covered her buttocks, revealing the narrow black fabric.

The plumpness of a mature woman propped up two pink dots on the white shirt, her straight and slender legs stepped on the ground, her toes curled up a little awkwardly when her eyes looked over, her ankles were so small and round.

She was wearing nothing but panties.

Gu Yanzhi's throat was a little dry, and the hands holding her waist were tightened. Lu Qingshi supported her shoulders with his hands, turned his face away slightly, and clenched his lower lip: "Too...too anxious..."

The person buried in her neck laughed softly, and flew into the air the next moment. She didn't hug her sideways, but directly lifted the person up, separated her thighs with her hands, and sent them up, Lu Qing had to hug her tightened her neck.

Soft and rough in balance, her clothes damp and cold, her legs/roots on fire/hot and tender.

Between the friction of walking, something was fermenting and heating up, Lu Qingshi clamped her narrow waist, buried his head in the hollow of her neck, like a shy quail.

Until she was pressed into the soft bed, Lu Qingshi raised his hand to support her forehead: "Go take a bath..."

Gu Yanzhi pulled her hand off: "One kiss and go"

"Otherwise—" She curled her lips into a smile, her eyes bent into crescent moons, like a cunning and agile fox.

Lu Qingshi held down her fidgeting hand, closed his eyes tightly, brought his lips to his, and quickly wiped the corner of her lips.

Of course, the greedy fire drill instructor can't be satisfied with such small fights: "Two kisses"

"You...uh...excessive!" There was the sound of the fabric rubbing against each other, and the slender wrists tightened the blanket tightly. Lu Qing raised his head, and a broken air sound escaped from his lips and teeth.

Those eyes were black and bright in the darkness, and they were still wet with water, like a panicked deer in the forest.

She went to kick her and was grabbed by the ankle.

To beat her, someone cut her arm backwards.

Everything is tender and intense.

Gu Yanzhi needed a long kiss to fill the emptiness in his heart and to comfort his exhaustion.

She kissed her patiently, from a little bit to slowly deep, she didn't have any skills, just traced her outline over and over again, tasted her sweetness, and swallowed all the tenderness into her stomach.

Clothes rubbed together finely, intertwined fingers, superimposed legs, wrinkled sheets, gradually rising body temperature.

Her heavy panting, her messy breathing, her whimpering was made uncontrollable.

But Gu Yanzhi is a gentle and restrained person after all, even if his eyes are red, he reluctantly gets up and tucks the quilt up for her.

"I'm going to take a shower"

Lu Qingshi not only blushed, but his neck was all pink and white, he shrunk himself into a ball and dared not look at her.

"Come back and continue" She kissed her forehead and left.

A pillow hit her back.

The doctor roared weakly: "You think beautifully!"

When the news of Xu Qiankun's death came, Meng Jihua was unable to get out of bed. As if he had foreseen his own future, he closed his eyes slightly, and mist rose from the oxygen mask.

Liu Changsheng took it off gently for him: "Old Meng...you can't be busy anymore..."

At this time, what he was thinking about was still the emergency department without a leader. Meng Jihua was panting with difficulty, with a deep nasal voice.

"If I... go to... the hospital... I will leave it to you... the emergency department... to... Lu Qingshi..."

Liu Changsheng shook his head and held his friend's hand: "That child...wouldn't agree..."

Meng Jihua closed his eyes and let out a long breath. His chest was heaving up and down, and he was already too thin to be human.

"How about the matter with the longevity creature?"

"It's done, but the operation said over there..." He paused, hesitating: "Lu Qingshi must be the one to do the surgery."

This is an unprecedented operation that can change the course of human medicine.

Meng Jihua held his hand tightly: "Anyway... Persuade her to undergo the operation... Not for herself... but also for Lele..."

It's been a sleepless night.

Snow stopped.

In the winter morning, the air is cold and fresh, the sun has not yet come out, the red morning glow is hidden in the clouds, the light blue mist floats among the tall buildings, the street lights have not been extinguished, and the stars have dimmed.

Her girlfriend is with someone else.

Yu Gui went up to the rooftop with a can of Coke. Even though she was very sad, she still remembered the rules and regulations and did not drink during working hours.

Hao Renjie clinked glasses with her lightly, everyone kept silent about their relationship, and instead chatted about Xu Qiankun.

It was only now that Yu Gui found out that his wife was in a car accident a few years ago and was knocked into a vegetable state by a drunk driver. She was lying unconscious in a high-end nursing home in Beijing.

He did not remarry, lived with his mother, and raised his daughter alone. Part of the money he earned went to his wife for medical expenses, and part to his daughter, so that she could go to the best kindergarten, receive the best education, and have the best basic necessities. OK

Under the secular and greasy appearance, there is also a not-so-affectionate but very responsible sense of responsibility.

Hao Renjie asked: "Can you forgive him?"

Yu Gui thought for a while, then shook his head: "I still can't forgive."

Those things that have been done to her have also deeply happened in her life. She has suffered, struggled, and given up because of this. She thinks that she cannot forgive him.

But the pain also fueled her competitiveness and made her stronger.

Sometimes right is wrong or wrong, the cause and effect are difficult to understand, and no one can tell.

Yu Gui thought, but what does it matter? Even if she hates him, it doesn't prevent her from respecting his status as a doctor.

He is an admirable doctor, not an admirable person.

After a while, the boy drank the last sip of Coke in the bottle, shook his head and smiled.

In fact, what does it matter what she thinks of him?

As long as Xu Qiankun's mother, his daughter, respects him, loves him, and thinks that his son, his father, is a hero worthy of respect.

Yu Gui thought about something, stood up, and stretched his waist: "Let's go, it's dawn, and we're ready to start work."

The burdens on the shoulders of the two of them were very heavy, and they were not people who could rest, so after a short sleep, they went their separate ways. This time, Gu Yanzhi didn't have time to make her breakfast, so each of them took a piece of bread and chewed it while walking.

Gu Yanzhi went to the fire brigade, and Lu Qingshi went to the hospital, but when they passed a small stall on the street, the doctor rolled down the window.

Soon, the artisan handed her the prepared key, and Lu Qingshi handed over the change, put the two identical keys into the bag, and set off again in gear.

Yu Gui had already told her about Xu Qiankun's unfortunate death on the phone. She thought that the emergency department would be a little depressed today, but unexpectedly it was in order.

The interns were all busy at their posts, the nurses at the triage desk were busy receiving patients, she came a bit late, the attending doctor had already started rounds, Lu Qing walked over, they automatically moved out of the way, she stood On the right side of the patient, the others stood up one by one.

The wounded in the observation room were still overcrowded. Lu Qingshi looked over them one by one, checked the major medical records and the attending physician's ward round records, and asked questions from time to time. The few people who were picked answered fluently. When the head nurse reported the situation of the night shift, she took off her stethoscope and nodded.

"well done"

An accident made everyone in the emergency department grow up rapidly.

She glanced at the photos on the wall in the corridor. It was one of the few group photos of the departments. She stood next to Xu Qiankun, with a slightly drawn expression on her face, and Xu Qiankun smiled greasy.

No matter how greasy it is now, I can't see it anymore.

The doctor let out a sigh of relief: "Okay, that's all for today's ward rounds. Those who should go to the outpatient clinic go out to the clinic, and those who are going to undergo surgery have surgery. The interns go to the emergency observation room to help. If there is any problem, report it in time and disband!"

Lu Qingshi is always busy all day long, and there are many things to close after the disaster. In addition to the daily outpatient surgery, various records and forms are piled up on the desk like a mountain.

As an intern, Yu Gui is even busier. Her busyness is reflected in her physical strength. She often runs from one building to another to get things, performs surgery in this building, attends lectures in that building, and goes out to the clinic with Lu Qingshi to gain experience. , performing surgery to improve skills, occasionally comforting a patient, and helping other doctors with errands.

As for An Ran's condition, after she was sent to the hospital to be accepted by the neurosurgery department, she didn't ask any more questions, but she couldn't stand the fact that people kept asking her.

The usually gentle person couldn't help but get angry after writing another wrong medical record: "Go ask the doctor who is beyond the gods! Why are you asking me?! I'm an intern!!!!"

Fang Zhi was dumb for a while, but he didn't really want to ask her, but mainly wanted to see her more and talk to her, the two of them hadn't shared the same bed for a while, she missed her very much.

"Sorry……"

"Stop" Yu Gui stopped: "If you mention An Ran's matter to me again, I will move out."

Fang Zhi became anxious for a while: "Did I do anything?! I didn't do anything! You really wronged me for this matter, Xiaogui, listen to my explanation!"

Letting her talk rotten, Yu Gui just shook his head silently: "It doesn't matter what you do or not, it's because I can't pass the test in my heart"

Fang Zhiyou's eyes became soft and sad all of a sudden, he looked at her quietly, licked his lips a few times, but didn't say anything.

Yu Gui smiled: "Give me time, after a while...it will be fine"

Let time resolve all the things that cannot be resolved. One day she will forget about An Ran, start over with her, and reconcile as before.

But what she didn't expect was that An Ran didn't give her time.

"Come in" Yu Gui knocked on the door twice, and when he heard the answer, he pushed the door open and entered.

Lu Qingshi closed the folder in his hand: "What's the matter?"

"Oh, it's nothing, I just wanted to tell you that Director Xu's memorial service will be held at Jinzhou City Funeral Home at two o'clock tomorrow afternoon"

"Okay" Lu Qingshi nodded, wearing a rare pair of black-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, holding a 2B pencil in his hand, and the cuffs of his white coat were a little dirty, as if he was writing or drawing.

Yu Gui stood on tiptoe to find out.

Lu Qingshi was expressionless: "Have you finished copying "Surgery?"

Someone's fucking shit.

The doctor smiled in the warm winter sun at the end of December with curled lips.

Opening the painting is originally a sketch.

As a medical student, her drawing foundation is very solid, except for the anatomical diagrams of human organs, everything she draws is lifelike.

The teacher who taught her painting once said: "If one day I don't become a doctor, I can use this craft to make a living."

Lu Qingshi laughed it off.

What she really wanted to paint was that person, a cat, and a dog.

On the day of the memorial service, Gu Yanzhi specially asked for leave to accompany her to attend. Both of them were dressed in black. She wore a black windbreaker and trousers, a shirt inside, black leather shoes, and a tie that Lu Qingshi made for her. She rarely wore formal clothes, and she was a little awkward.

Lu Qingshi straightened her shoulders: "Very handsome"

The fire drill instructor narrowed his eyes and smiled slightly at this compliment, and kissed the back of her hand: "You too."

Lu Qingshi simply wore a black suit and black pencil pants. People who don't like wearing high heels also wear them today. There is no decoration on the whole body, only white flowers on the chest, elegant and clean.

Gu Yanzhi pulled her up: "Let's go"

After the soldiers died, the national flag was covered on the coffin, while the doctor was covered with the Red Cross flag, which symbolizes humanity, fraternity, dedication and sacrifice.

In a sense, the two professions are similar in purpose.

Lu Qing stepped forward and handed a bouquet of chrysanthemums.

The wind blows over, the fragrance of chrysanthemums all over the mountains and fields, the snow on the branches melts, and the sky in winter is high and far away. Although it is far from the season of recovery of all things, winter will pass after all.

Yu Gui bowed along with everyone. The little girl who was pulled by Xu's mother was always very good. She didn't cry or make trouble during the funeral, but when her grandma's eyes were red, she took out a tissue from her small pocket and wiped her tears.

It wasn't until the coffin lid was settled that the grandfather and grandson began to cry silently.

After the funeral, Yu Gui walked over and gave this well-behaved girl a lollipop, which was given to her by the child Xu Qiankun saved. She kept it for a long time, and the wrapper wrinkled when she took it out of her pocket.

She touched the little girl's soft hair and said softly, "Your father is a hero."

The little girl chased after two steps with the candy: "Sister Yu"

She stopped and looked back.

The little girl smiled brightly at her, her eyes were still red: "Thank you"

Yu Gui waved his hand, turned around and strode away.