Xiangyang gl

The weather is gradually getting hotter, and the heat in this city is completely different from Jin'an's hometown.In Jin'an's hometown, there is continuous drizzle in spring, and a windless steamer with water vapor in summer.And what about Beijing?Beijing's spring is fresh green and blatantly windy, and summer is just as magnanimous.When it rains, it pours, and when it's sunny, it's bright and hot.

Jin An doesn't hate the heat, because as long as he walks to a cool place, he can get relief effectively.But the subway is still getting more and more uncomfortable every day.After working for a period of time, Zhang Zhang also began to give some work to Jin'an, and Jin'an was inevitably in a hurry.She doesn't like to ask people. She usually watches silently, or checks Baidu quietly by herself. Fortunately, her hands and feet are quite dexterous, otherwise she won't know how much delay it will take.

Jin An has always been alone, she doesn't know how to refuse, and she doesn't know when to say I can't or don't know.She only knew that she still had to drag Xiangyang to live, so she gritted her teeth and said yes to any question without saying no.

Only Jin An knew that every day, she felt that she was not up to the job.Inappropriate thoughts arose with every setback and were suppressed by her.

The slightly bitter aroma of coffee rose up, awakening Jin An's attention.She lowered her head and took a sip, then frowned uncomfortably.Jin An doesn't like coffee, it's either too bitter or too sweet, but this little thing has a refreshing effect. Jin'an's home is too far away from his work place, so he has to rely on this thing to maintain his energy for the day as a result of getting up early.

Of course, there was no other way, the smell of cigarettes came faintly.The company is full of men, and the men basically get together to smoke and refresh themselves.Fortunately, they will still be worried about Jin An, and will not smoke in front of her.

"Jin'an, process the pictures. This game is going to be launched. You have to test it too." Zhang Zhang called Jin'an, gave her a test phone, and told her the format of the pictures to be launched. "Remember to test it more often. If there are bugs after going online, you have to take it off the shelf, and then review it after going online. It's very troublesome."

Jin An nodded, looked down at the slightly worn phone in his hand, and opened the game inside.Jin An is a person who is used to playing end games, so it is inconvenient to hold the mobile phone in his hand. The mobile phones in 08 are not like the smart phones behind, you can click and touch with your fingers, but with buttons.The walking and triggering of game characters all need to be supported by buttons.If the buttons are not easy to use, the gaming experience will not be very good.

This is the test machine handed over to Jin An.Jin An frowned as he was familiar with the unfamiliar buttons, thinking that this phone had been touched and used by many people, he always felt that the touch under his fingers became greasy.

Testing is an iterative and boring job.Normally, testing requires professionals, but in a small company like Jin'an, where everyone has multiple roles, it is often impossible to ask for so much.The test was also very repeated. Jin'an spent a day without finding any problems.The game was handed over to Jin'an by Zhang Zhang, saying that it was a skin change, that is, a different story background, a different set of art resources and copywriting.Usually not much of a problem.

Jin An looked at the sky, it was already very late, and it was already dark, so she hurriedly packed up and went out.The time to get off work is eight o'clock, which means that it is almost ten o'clock when she gets home, and she can't delay any longer.

The subway in Beijing seems to be full of people no matter what time of day, Jinan feels very tired, she wants to sit down, but there are always so many people on the train, she can't get a seat at all, so she has to lean on the handrail, Keep your head down and continue testing.

The train swayed gently, rippling out the same rhythm, and Jin An was already used to it, her weight was leaning on the handrail, and the fatigue of her body was aroused by this rhythmic shaking.She felt a little bit confused in front of her eyes, and her head slowly drooped...

The weakness of the legs caused by deep sleep caused the whole body to slide down unavoidably, and the momentary loss of control awakened Jin An.She grabbed the handrail in panic, but the phone she was holding in her hand was still thrown out.Jin An ignored his weak body and hurriedly picked up the phone.The phone flickered on the screen and turned itself off.Jin An patted the phone, but the phone didn't respond to her at all.Jin An bit his lower lip, remembering that he had forgotten to bring the charging cable, and couldn't help feeling a little desperate.

Forget it, let's see it tomorrow.

Jin An patted his forehead.When she returned home, the light in the living room was still on, Xiang Yang was sitting on the sofa, nodding her head from time to time, she was already asleep, and she didn't even hear the sound of Jin An entering the door.Jin An blamed herself a little, she approached Xiang Yang, intending to hug her.Xiang Yang opened his eyes in a daze, and when he saw Jin An, he showed a big smile: "Sister Jin An is back."

Jin An saw that her eyes were blurred, and she spoke with a deep sleepiness, so he knew that the little guy hadn't woken up yet.She rubbed the little guy's soft face with her cheek, and carried Xiangyang back to the room.Xiangyang's heart seemed to relax, and he fell asleep soundly while lying on the bed.Jin An looked at the little guy, sighed, resigned himself to fetching water to wash Xiang Yang's face and feet, and then stuffed her into the bed.

Then Jin An went to the living room and started writing.She insisted on writing under the pressure of busy work, which almost made her feel like her energy was being drained.However, it cannot be stopped.

The next morning, Jin An purposely left for a while, waiting for Xiang Yang to wake up, and then touched her soft little face: "Don't wait for me next time, okay? You need more rest due to your illness."

Xiang Yang let out a cry, and she raised her head to look at the tired woman in front of her, her fingers wrapped around the hem of her clothes: "Sister Jin'an, did I cause you trouble? If I don't fall asleep next time..."

"It has nothing to do with this." Jin An interrupted Xiang Yang, "Take a good rest. I don't want you to get sick because of such trivial things, okay?"

Waiting for Jin'an, is it just a trivial matter?Xiang Yang looked at Jin An, the blue color in her eyes, the tiredness in her eyes, a soreness rose in her little heart, she was already a big child, and she knew that this kind of feeling was called grievance.Jin An didn't approve of Xiang Yang's efforts, and what she wanted to express. Xiang Yang was a little unhappy, but she remained silent and nodded.

Jin An got the answer he wanted, so he left in a hurry.She was still thinking about yesterday's test. It was a little late when she arrived at the company. Jin An hurriedly connected the charging cable and watched the machine turn on at an outrageous speed. She had just tested it for less than an hour. , Zhang Zhang has already come.

"It's about to go online, Jin'an, have you tested it?" Zhang Zhang shouted.

"Test, test." Jin An gritted his teeth and replied.

Two days later, Zhang Zhang called Jin'an: "There is something wrong with the game, and the user will not be able to continue after a certain link, and we will take it off the shelves. I will handle this matter, and you can leave the game alone for the time being. "

Jin An's face turned pale, and she looked at Zhang Zhang.Zhang Zhang didn't say anything more, but his always cheerful face also looked a little ugly: "Go back and continue working."

So these things returned to Zhang Zhang's hands.Jin An returned to her seat with a blank face. The unfamiliar work had exhausted her, and this incident almost broke the psychological defense she had always erected for herself.If the game is offline and changed, the company will definitely suffer losses. How could she make such a big mistake?If it wasn't for her fluke...why did she insist on braving her own face and saying that she had already passed the test?

Guilt, shame, and once again, the fear of feeling that he is not suitable for this job gripped Jin An's heart tightly.Jin An bit his lower lip, wrote this incident on his notepad, and drew a five-pointed star on the front.Then she stared at her mistake for a while, and sent Zhang Zhang another flying letter saying that she would never make such a mistake again.

Zhang Zhang did not return to Jin'an until after get off work.

Jin An's heart sank little by little.

Going home at night, Jin An kept reflecting.She didn't call Cheng Lixue, Jin An didn't like to talk about such things to her friends, she buried her head and fell into her own emotions.When she got home, Xiang Yang had already fallen asleep, and Jin An breathed a sigh of relief inexplicably. She sat on the sofa for a while, remembering that she hadn't written her essay yet, and she suddenly had a nauseating feeling about writing.But Jin An resisted this feeling, and wrote a chapter with the dim light in the living room.

After finishing writing, Jin An didn't want to sleep either.Waking up and going to work, she is very scared now, and the denial of herself has been circling in her mind.She has worked very hard, she is a liberal arts student, mathematics is not her strong point, and the numerical values ​​make her dizzy, but Jin An still survived.After working for less than a month, her notebook is almost full of various things.Most of them are the operation of various tools, various formulas copied from the Internet, and many things that need to be recorded.

However, this was so tiring that Jin An had long felt a little out of breath.

Jin An felt that she couldn't go on like this, she walked around the room a few times in vain, until she saw the instant noodle bucket turned upside down in the kitchen.These days, does Xiang Yang eat instant noodles?Jin An thought blankly.It had been a long time since she had dinner with Xiang Yang, and since she had a bad stomach that day, Xiang Yang never did anything similar to cooking for her.

Jin'an gave Xiangyang money for dinner, she thought Xiangyang was a big boy, she knew what to eat and what not to eat.Jin An will not spend any more time on this.If Xiang Yang was an ordinary child, Jin An wouldn't think too much about it, but Xiang Yang is a sick child.Can I eat these?Without nutrition, will Xiangyang get sick?She can't get sick...

Jin An was thinking wildly, she sat slumped on the sofa, being an adult is so tiring, living is so tiring, raising a child is also... so tiring.

I really regret that I raised Xiangyang.

I really regret that I came out to work.

Really, want to escape.

If you want to escape, run far away, just like she did when she escaped from her hometown, escape, so that she doesn't have to bear a lot of things.Jin An covered his face.

The next morning, Jin An woke up very early, she made breakfast and put it on the table.Xiang Yang just got up, rubbed his eyes, yawned, and looked sleepy.Jin An opened the door, she turned her head, and Xiang Yang was standing in the sun, like a small sunflower, waving at Jin An: "Sister Jin An, see you tonight."

Jin An seemed to be stimulated by the sunlight, and his eyes felt a little sour.She turned her head and closed the door.

Out of the community, there is a long ramp. It is at the foot of the mountain, which is a little different from the flat Beijing city, but it makes Jin'an feel like a hometown.She shuffled forward slowly, across the sidewalk.The station is on the other side of the street, and bustling crowds are blocking the station there, eagerly looking forward to the arrival of the bus.

Jin An stood there for a long time, watching the cars drive by one by one, the people at the station changed wave after wave, but the number of people didn't seem to decrease, it was always so many.

Jin An didn't know how long she stood there. She took out her mobile phone from her pocket and called Zhang Zhang.

"I have something to do at home, I need to call me back temporarily."

"How long? Well... a week. A week."

"Okay, thank you Zhang Zhang."