I have a good relationship with Jinzhu's Bai Yueguang

"I'm thinking about how to kiss you." The man's voice was like a beautiful and deep cello.

His voice was extremely soft, but his breath was extremely heavy, hitting my ears repeatedly.I was itchy from the air current, but I still kept my voice steady and asked, "So have you thought about it?"

Xu Xiaomo tilted his head and kissed the corner of my mouth, then sat up straight.

"Yeah." He blinked, "You come."

I:"......"

What is calling me.

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After washing his hands, he brought a hair dryer, helped me up, and then gently dried my hair.

"Do you want me to help you..." I saw the other side's still straight body from the corner of my eyes, and hesitated.

He calmly said, "How can I help?"

I turned to look at him for a long time, then held the man's face in my hands.

"ask you a question."

He raised his eyebrows and looked inquiringly.

"Are you really Xu Xiaomo? You are Xu Xiaomo, right?" I squeezed his face with one hand, "You haven't been pierced by the bandit leader, have you?"

Xu Xiaomo's face darkened immediately.

Seeing the complex look on the other side's face, I was satisfied and fell back with a smile.

I heard him sigh helplessly, got up and went to the toilet.Listening to the subtle sound of water inside, I gradually felt sleepy.Before my consciousness collapsed, I felt someone lying next to me, he pecked my face lightly, and said softly: "Good night."

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When I woke up the next day, I was alone in bed.It took me 10 minutes to digest what happened last night.

I searched all over the house but couldn't find the man, so I went outside.I thought I had adjusted my mood, but when I saw Xu Xiaomo, I was immediately defeated.

Xu Xiaomo was sitting on the steps in front of my home, with an unlit cigarette dangling from his mouth.He was looking down at his mobile phone, his handsome side face was so charming under the golden sunlight that it was impossible to move his eyes away.

I approached and couldn't help asking: "How much do you like my door."

I squatted when I was a child, and sat when I grew up.

He took the cigarette away, got up and stood facing me.The memory of last night came like a flood, I looked at him, and my cheeks gradually became hot.

Xu Xiaomo's face was calm, but I was a little annoyed, so I rubbed my face hard.

"Do you want to go in and take a look?" He asked me suddenly.

……

My grandma has bad ears and can't hear the knock on the door, so I had to bring the key with me when I went out.But I always lose everything, one key belt and another.

Later, I figured out a way to put the key under the flowerpot next to the gate every time before going out.

Now the flower pot is still there, but it is empty inside.

I took out a muddy key under the flower pot, and after cleaning it, I found that there were many mottled rusts on it.

"My dad still has a conscience." I said to Xu Xiaomo while opening the door, "At least he didn't sell this place."

The door creaked open, and the dust all over the sky caught me off guard.The furnishings in the house were placed as they were, and the familiar atmosphere came oncoming. For a moment, I even felt that an old man would come out of the kitchen tremblingly after opening the door, and then smiled and said that it was time to eat... …

It wasn't until Xu Xiaomo gently pushed me that I realized that my face was wet.I wiped my eyes with my sleeve, and said to Xu Xiaomo pretending to be innocent: "Let's go, I'll show you around my room..."

The room I lived in was actually very small, with only one bed and a small desk.I opened the drawer and found a familiar iron box inside.The surface of the box is so rusted that the original pattern is no longer visible, but I remember that it is a candy box.

Seeing me in a daze, Xu Xiaomo asked me what was wrong.

"This is what I used to hold the felt..." I opened the box vigorously, and there seemed to be some needles, threads and wool balls inside.The box was tightly covered, and the hair ball was still bright in color, but the silver needle was slightly rusted.

Xu Xiaomo picked up an orange ball and looked at it seriously.I looked at him and an idea came to my mind.

"Hey Xu Xiaomo," I smiled at him, "I'll teach you how to be a fox."

An hour later, Xu Xiaomo and I were sitting side by side on the steps of the door, each with a ball of hair in our hands.

I handed him the little fox I made, "Would you like it?"

His usual stern face became more serious now, and the culprit was the lump in his palm.

Xu Xiaomo frowned, as if he still wanted to try, I hurriedly stopped him, "Forget it, it's the first time I did it like this."

I stroked his lump, barely forming a shape.Xu Xiaomo was silent, and seemed a little disappointed.

I watched and couldn't help rubbing his head.

Some images suddenly appeared in my mind, two children sitting on the steps, holding scissors, carefully cutting the hairball.During this period, the thinner children were too heavy to cut, and they cut half as much.He curled his lips, with resignation written all over his face.Another child took the felt from his hand, touched his head with a smile, and then gave him the one he made...

"I'll give you mine, and give me yours." I exchanged the felt in my hand with his, and said to Xu Xiaomo.

I gave you my heart, so give me yours.

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When I was packing up, I asked Xu Xiaomo to put all the fur balls back into the iron box, and when I was about to go downstairs to find a broom, he stopped me.

"Ling Jingchuan, there are other things in your box."

I didn't care much and said: "Ah, you can see if it's useful, if it's not useful, just throw it away."

Xu Xiaomo was silent, then he approached me and said, "I think it's better for you to see for yourself."

I poked my head around for no apparent reason, and saw a yellowed book.The book is very thin, I flipped through it, and the first few pages contained content such as "vegetables with five cents, one piece of soap..." and so on.

I knew in my heart that this was grandma's accounting book.

But why does it appear where I put the felt?

I had doubts in my heart, so I turned a few pages back, and when I was almost at the end, I found that the content on the last page was completely different from the previous ones, and it was densely written all over the page.

[Xiaoshan, actually grandma shouldn’t call you Xiaoshan, but grandma doesn’t know what to call you. From the first day you came here, I knew you were not Xiaoshan. I’m too old to see or hear clearly. , I can’t remember anything, but people still recognize it. At that time, I touched your hand and knew that you were not Xiaoshan. , every time I tried to ask you, you refused to tell me your name, grandma didn’t know what to call you, then your dad came, I asked him, he told me you were Xiaoshan, and told me not to worry, but no matter what In the same way, you are my grandson, the child I love the same, don't blame your father too much, he knows that I like Xiaoshan, I know that I am only a few days away, he is also for me, grandma is very happy, you are the same as me I like to do handicrafts, and I do it so well. At first glance, I look like a child in our family. Grandma has told you many times that no matter what you do, happiness is the most important thing. You should also remember that no matter whether you are Xiaoshan, grandma likes you all the time]

"My brother's name is Ling Jingshan... She asked me at the time, she asked me 'what do you like grandma to call you', and I said Xiaoshan." I murmured.My hands trembled a little, something fell from my eyes unconsciously, a few drops of tears fell on the paper, and I hurriedly closed the book.

Xu Xiaomo silently touched my back.

"I'm fine." I sniffled, "I just feel a little blind."

"I haven't found your heart, nor grandma's."

Xu Xiaomo said seriously: "It's not too late to find out now."

"You can tell me earlier..." I looked at him and said distressedly, "Are you a gourd?"

"I thought you liked Gu Shang." He hesitated.

"you really……"

He interrupted me, "It's all over."

The notebook was put back into the iron box, and I hugged it to my chest like a treasure, and closed the door of dusty memory.

Xu Xiaomo stood not far away, he was against the light, as if only the faint smile on his face was real.

I walked over and kissed him naturally.

He looked down at me, his whole body was covered by the sun, and the mole at the corner of his eye seemed to be shining slightly, "Jingchuan, there is something I have been forgetting to tell you."

"I love you."