I have a good relationship with Jinzhu's Bai Yueguang

I hugged Gu Shang, who leaned against me motionlessly like a large sleeping dog.

At first I would try to stand up straight and pat him on the back lovingly.

In the dead of night, lonely men and widows share a room, embracing each other silently.With such a favorable time and place, conventional development must follow the trend and enter the house to do business.

I wasn't looking forward to it, but I was a little apprehensive, and I even thought about eighteen martial arts in my mind.

Seeing that the wall clock on the wall was approaching zero o'clock, I couldn't keep patting, and my legs were so numb that I couldn't help calling out to him:

"Gu Shang?"

The large dog made no sound, only the sound of breathing could prove that he was alive.

Fell asleep?I thought suspiciously,

Falling asleep is troublesome, which means I have to carry him back.

In fact, it doesn't have to be carried, it can be dragged on the ground...

I decided to try again, thought for a while and said, "Don't cry."

The man's shoulders moved violently, as if he wanted to get up from me, but he leaned back again in the next second.

I:"……"

Now that you are awake, can you go back to your room and sleep?

"Gu Shang, if you cry again, your eyes will be swollen." I sighed pretending to be worried, "If you go to work tomorrow..."

"Are you looking for a fight?" The man's vicious voice sounded, and at the same time he got up from me.

I subconsciously looked into his eyes, except that the corner of Gu Shang's right eye was a little wet, he could hardly see anything unusual.

Immediately, my jaw was pinched, and I raised my eyes to meet the man's fierce gaze and gritted teeth expression.

"I'm just kidding..." I hesitated.

I wanted to pull off the dog's paw that clamped my jaw, but was torn away by the other party.

He doesn't want to hit me, does he?

I was puzzled, and said weakly, "I'll cook you something to sober up? Why don't you go and rest for a while?"

Gu Shang didn't speak, his eyes fixed on me.The emotion in the other party's eyes was a bit complicated, he squinted his eyes, and let me go in the next second.

I breathed a sigh of relief and said to him: "You take a bath first, I'll cook..."

"No need." He interrupted me, "I'm not drunk."

you sure?

This time, hugging and threatening...

I wanted to say something, but I saw Gu Shangwu walked to the sofa and sat down, and turned off the TV by the way.

"Why can't this TV be turned on?" The boss clicked his tongue and tapped the remote control on the table.

"..." I looked at him speechlessly for a while, "I'd better cook something for you."

Sure enough, the words of a drunk are very bluffing.

The refrigerator ran out of eggs, so I only soaked a glass of honey water.I handed the cup to Gu Shang, intending to sit and watch him drink.

But as soon as I sat down on my buttocks, I heard the man say, "Sit on the other side."

The man was referring to the small sofa over there, and the subtext was: stay away from me.

I just thought this person was drunk and didn't bother to argue with him, so I sat down.

Gu Shangan drank the water quietly, except for the smell of alcohol, he couldn't tell anything about him.While looking at my phone, I observed the man's movements.

After he finished drinking, I stood up and took the cup consciously.

The man handed me the cup, and suddenly said without thinking: "You are Ling Jingchuan."

I froze in place holding the cup.

After a while, I came back to my senses, "Yes."

"I'm Ling Jingchuan."

Not Xu Xiaomo.

……

When he came out after washing the cups, there was no sign of Gu Shang in the living room.master bedroom door

Closed tightly, I stood at the door hesitating for a moment, and finally did not knock on the door.

The sound insulation of the room is very good. After closing the door and closing the window, the whole room can almost only hear the sound of your own breathing.I lay on the bed and tossed and turned for a long time, becoming more and more energetic, and finally got up straight away, and opened the bottom drawer of the bedside table.

There were only a few balls of felt in it, and a small black box.

I opened the box and found that the contract was still inside, the passbook was also there, and the certificates were also there...

The only thing missing is the diary.

It seems that Gu Shang is really there...

I sighed, regretting not buying a lock to lock the cabinet.I knew that well, and Gu Shang did the same. He had a gentle and considerate look on his face in the early stage, and he was not defensive at all.

My little thoughts were discovered, even though it was past tense, I still couldn't help regretting and ashamed.

I have a habit since I was a child, and I must write down things that cannot be said, otherwise I will feel very bad.For example, if you were wronged or angry before, you might respond with a hmm in front of others, and then take out a notebook and write down a few big words in return...

In short, what is written in the notebook is something I dare not say.

In Gu Shang's eyes, this may be a book that records the history of ridiculous secret love, and the ending obviously failed.What he didn't know was that the story he saw was not the full version, it could even be said that it had been cut in half.

On the day when I found out that I was promoted to a substitute, it was all a lie if I said I was not angry or sad, but I didn't dare to rush in front of Gu Shang, pointing at his nose and cursing aggressively.

I'm really timid, I'm afraid that Gu Shang will get angry, and I'm even more afraid that Gu Shang will throw me out and ignore it.

I was so angry that my teeth itched, so I filled several pages with anger at the back of the diary, half scolding Gu Shang for being a bastard, and half brainwashing myself to come out quickly.

Oh, and there is another quarter, which is a photo of the ID lamenting Bai Yueguang.After all, it made me realize that if the ID photo is not good-looking, it is not the fault of the camera or the angle, it may simply be that you are ugly.

I am extremely glad that Gu Shang didn't see the missing and torn pages of the diary.

I don't know what Gu Shang thinks, I just made up my mind not to leave.Not only because of the contract, but also because of guilt.

This time around, Xu Xiaomo and I are too close, whenever I see him, it's hard not to think of Gu Shang.Thinking of that period of darkness, thinking of myself in a daze at that time, thinking of how the other party pulled me out...

If it weren't for Gu Shang, I'm afraid I'd be living in poverty and desperation now.They all say that they will repay their kindness, even if the other party treats me as a substitute, I will accept it.Even if the other party can tell the difference and never touch me, I can see it away.

Who doesn't have a failed relationship history, the relationship is over, and the debt still has to be repaid.

……

The next day, Gu Shang still got up earlier than me, but instead of going out early, he sat at the dining table and read the newspaper.

As soon as he saw me, he said unceremoniously:

"You get up too late, just cook a bowl of tomato and egg noodles."

What is casual?

Tomatoes don't need to be cut?

Don't you need to beat the eggs?

I was scornful in my heart, but I obediently entered the kitchen.

Gu Shang got drunk last night, and when he woke up, he regained his virtue.I dare not speak out, but I am also relieved, it seems that this person has returned to normal.

"By the way," Gu Shang said suddenly while eating noodles, "I'm coming back for dinner tonight."

I said yes, and then I heard him say, "Tomorrow will be the same, and I won't have to work overtime after that."

The overtime in the other party's mouth refers to entertainment.I was stunned, and blurted out: "Have you finished the project?"

His expression froze for a moment, then he shook his head, "No more."

I can see Gu Shang's busy appearance, and I feel a little pity that he would give up as soon as he said it.

"Actually..." I thought of the confused man last night, and couldn't help talking, "Failure is not the most terrible thing, the most important thing is to persevere."

"Since we're all on this path, why not just grit your teeth and go on."

Gu Shang looked up at me: "Oh?"

I continued: "Yeah, you see that you have been busy for so long, and it is a waste of several months of your time and energy to say something or not to do it."

"is it?"

"Yes." I nodded earnestly, feeling like a head teacher who has broken his heart, enlightening problem students who are self-defeating.

"You mean, let me give it a go, no matter the cost?"

I nodded vigorously and gave the problem student an encouraging look by the way.

Gu Shang was silent, not knowing what he was thinking. After a while, he suddenly squinted his eyes and asked, "By the way, how do you know I'm busy with a project?"

I was stunned, and said falteringly: "You haven't come back at night recently, and you left early in the morning, so..."

I couldn't make it up anymore, so I fell silent.The incident happened suddenly, and I spoke incoherently. Even a normal person could tell that I was covering up something.

Gu Shang laughed.I looked at him and found that the expression on his face was very happy.

He didn't ask much, but said, "I know."

As soon as I saw his appearance, I felt that the other party must have misunderstood something.I followed him out the door in a daze, and saw him humming a song while driving.

I thought about it and couldn't figure out what Gu Shang was enjoying, so I simply let him go.

Gu Shang routinely parked the car on the side of the road, and said solemnly: "You are right, how will you know the result if you don't fight until the end."

I was very relieved that the student's enlightenment was successful. After expressing my blessings, I opened the door and was about to get out of the car, but he stopped me again.

"Ling Jingchuan," Gu Shang called my name, but didn't follow along.He looked at me, his eyes fell on my face, a little erratic.

I noticed his gaze. For some reason, I subconsciously felt that the place where he was looking was the mole on my right eye.

"Do you know why I gave up chasing Xu Xiaomo?" Gu Shang said abruptly, which also confirmed what I thought in my heart.

After returning from a business trip for so long, this is the first time I heard the other party take the initiative to mention the three words Xu Xiaomo.This will be heard in my ears. These three words are both strange and familiar.

"I don't know." I blinked, curious about what the man said next.

"You've met him too, what kind of person do you think he is?" Gu Shang asked another question.

I froze subconsciously, thinking that the other party had discovered something.After a while, he comforted himself again, don't think too much, Gu Shang has no time to care about me these days.

"I don't know him very well..." I answered him guiltily.

Seeing that the man didn't speak, I felt even more uneasy, and added in a quick and wise way: "But the person you like must be excellent, not to mention excellent on the outside, he must be excellent on the inside."

"The one I like is excellent?" The man responded this time, with a smile in his eyes.

"Yes, yes, yes." I continued, "Xu Xiao...Mr. Xu is a very good person."

The man's face appeared in my mind, and I couldn't help sighing again from the bottom of my heart.

It was really good, and I was almost overwhelmed a few times.

Just when I thought these words would be very pleasing to Master Alloy, the expression on the man's face became serious again.

"He has a bad temper." After a long while, Gu Shang said indifferently, "It's cloudy and cloudy, and sometimes it's a bit inexplicable."

I nodded in my heart, indeed.

"I've been chasing him for two years in college, let alone a friend, he often doesn't even give me a straight look." Gu Shang smiled wryly.

"You are right, he is indeed very good. I have known him for so long, and I have been chasing after him every day. I want to walk side by side with him, but I have never been able to."

I subconsciously frowned and looked at Gu Shang without saying a word.

Gu Shang leaned against the back of the chair, looked ahead, and continued talking as if talking to himself.

"Then a week before graduation, I knew he was going abroad, but this time I didn't follow. Do you know why?"

I shook my head.

"As you said, I chose another path regardless of the cost."

I was a little puzzled, but I didn't ask, but waited for the other party to speak again.

Gu Shang paused for a moment before continuing: "At the beginning, I found an intermediary and planned to go abroad with him. But then my father fell ill, and someone had to take his place."

"You know, if I would go abroad, I wouldn't be where I am now."

I remembered Gu Shang's few words about his family. If I remember correctly, his parents are still alive.

He seemed to see my doubts, and explained: "It's a misdiagnosis."

"It's just man-made. My dad would have collapsed from exhaustion. As he gets older, he will inevitably think too much, so my mother took the opportunity to do something wrong."

I understood, and I was shocked. I didn't know the specific situation of Gu Shang's family. I saw that he never came home and never called. I only knew that his relationship with his family was not very good, but I didn't expect it to be because of this kind of thing.

"Your dad...did you find out later?" I hesitated for a while and asked.

"So what if you know?" He smiled, "When he finds out that it was a misdiagnosis, the contract will be signed."

I opened my mouth, but didn't know what to say.

Gu Shang seemed not to care and said: "At that time, I had two choices in front of me, whether to follow Xu Xiaomo to go abroad, or to stay... I chose the company without hesitation."

"Because the latter has a better chance of winning than the former?" I asked.

"Why do you think so?" He turned his head and looked at me with interest.

"I think, with the character of the other party, if you don't like it, you don't like it. You can't pull back ten cows." I thought about Xu Xiaomo's stern appearance, and couldn't help but said.

"You do know him well."

I was startled, and just about to explain a few words, I heard Gu Shang say: "But that's not what I want to talk about."

"I didn't go abroad with him, and I was running the company in China. I haven't seen Xu Xiaomo since that day. Then, I met you."

I looked at him puzzled.

The man stared at me seriously, and said word by word: "Ling Jingchuan, what I want to say is that I will do whatever it takes for my career. At first I thought I cared more about my career than my relationship, but now I think that at that time I would care nothing about it. I don’t hesitate to choose a career because I’m actually not very…”

In the next second, a sudden sound from outside the car interrupted Gu Shang's words.Gu Shang and I looked out the car window when we heard the sound, and found a man in a security uniform standing beside the car.

Gu Shang lowered the car window, and the security guard nodded politely, indicating that parking is not allowed here.

While they were negotiating, I took a look at the time and found that I was only a quarter away from being late, so I opened the car door in a panic.

Before getting out of the car, I didn't forget to turn my head and say, "Gu Shang, I'm going to work first, we'll talk about it when we go back."

Gu Shang looked at me with a funny face, "OK."