I heard we are both straight?

Li Shu walked to a small shop near the hospital. The owner was a very enthusiastic aunt. When he saw him coming in, he asked what he wanted.

"Take a pack of cigarettes." Li Shu leaned on the counter and pointed to a pack of cigarettes, thought for a while and added, "Take a lighter."

The boss installed it enthusiastically, without asking him if he was an adult, and watched him leave enthusiastically.

Li Shu smiled indifferently, except for those who really care about you, no one cares whether you smoke or not, and whether you hurt your body or not, as long as you make money, it's over.

Li Shu put the cigarette and lighter in his pocket, while Yu Cheng and Zhou Kai stared at him, afraid that something would happen to him.

Li Shu was amused by the nervousness of the two, walked out the door, took out a cigarette, put it in his mouth, and lit it with his hand out to block the wind.

Li Shu took a deep breath, not as refreshing as expected, nor as choking as expected, it was flat and tasteless.

"It's quite windy today." Li Shu held the cigarette in his hand, watching the soot blown by the wind disappear into the wind little by little.

"Book you—"

Li Shu interrupted Yu Cheng and waved his hand: "I'm fine. I'll go back to the hotel later. If you don't mind, you can go back with me."

"No, go live at my house first." Yu Cheng disagreed with Li Shu staying alone.

Li Shu smiled and glanced at Zhou Kai: "Is it suitable for a lonely man and a widow?"

Unexpectedly, Zhou Kai stood by Yu Cheng's side: "You must not live alone."

Li Shu was helpless: "Then I'll go to Kaizi's house for a couple of days."

Zhou Kai nodded immediately: "Okay, I'll take you to skip class and go to an Internet bar!"

Yu Cheng glared at Zhou Kai, but said nothing. Li Shu really needed an outlet.

Such a big blow, but from the hospital to now, Li Shu's performance is too normal, too normal to be normal.

Both Yu Cheng and Zhou Kai were worried that something would happen if Li Shu held back so much.

Li Shu still walked in front as if nothing had happened, as if nothing had happened just now.

In the evening, Li Shu stayed at Zhou Kai's house. Zhou Kai's mother warmly entertained Li Shu and cooked big ribs for Li Shu.

"Your Uncle Zhou can't turn his head around and can't buy anything." Zhou's mother was very bold, and her position as the head of the family was unshakable, "Little book, you can make do with it, and tomorrow I will go to the vegetable market in person. "

Zhou Kai picked up the ribs with chopsticks, and was slapped on the hand by Zhou's mother: "Wait for the guests to eat first!"

Zhou Kai withdrew his hand and blew, and shrugged his shoulders as usual: "Regent, look at the broken ribs that General Zhou bought. It's dead cold. Don't let people fool you when you go west tomorrow. Buy this kind of ribs too." Play should come back."

Zhou's mother knocked Zhou Kai on the head: "You are the only one who is poor!"

Li Shu smiled and said to Zhou's mother, "Thank you, Aunt Zhou, for taking in me, a homeless baby."

Zhou's mother touched Li Shu's head, and comforted her domineeringly: "It's not that girls and boys like it. I really don't know what the old Gu family is doing so awkwardly. What kind of society is this? It's still so feudal."

Li Shu smiled and said nothing.

This was Li Shu's own request. He didn't want him to live in a hotel, that's fine, but Zhou's mother must know why he was kicked out of the Gu family. Li Shu didn't want to hurt another person who was kind to him.

Blessed by God, Mother Zhou was as forthright as she was in this aspect, she didn't care at all and even comforted Li Shu for a long time.

After dinner, Li Shu and Zhou Kai played games together in the room. Li Shu pretended nothing happened, but in fact he was full of things on his mind, and Zhou Kai abused Zhou Kai completely.

Li Shu was so distracted that Zhou Kai didn't even have to let the water go.

Li Shu threw the phone aside: "I won't play anymore."

After speaking, he leaned on the bed and stared at the ceiling in a daze.

Zhou Kai turned off his mobile phone, and silently accompanied Li Shu in a daze.

After a long time, Li Shu suddenly said: "Do you think, my mother, can you pick me up?"

Zhou Kai hesitated for a moment. He knew how strange Li Shu's parents were, so he didn't dare to give a definite answer. He could only answer ambiguously: "It should be possible."

"I find it strenuous." Li Shu turned on the phone, found Gu Lin's information column in QQ, paused, and pressed delete.

Let those anxious and self-sentimental words disappear with him.

Li Shu took out another cigarette, put it in his mouth but didn't light it up, squinted his eyes slightly and looked ahead: "Kaizi, do you say that people who commit suicide can't think about it or want to think about it?"

Zhou Kai paused, grabbed Li Shu's hand, and persuaded excitedly: "Shu'er, we can't be overwhelmed by this matter! You still have me and Chengzi! We will help you if you have any difficulties! Let's take care of it together. After this period of time, when you go to university, you can have everything you want! You can’t be overthinking it!"

Li Shu made Zhou Kai's brain hurt from what he said, and it took a lot of effort to make Zhou Kai believe that he was just expressing emotion and not really thinking about it.

The two chatted about some unimportant things again. Li Shu sat up and was about to go back to sleep in the room that Zhou's mother had prepared for him, but suddenly received a call.

The "mother" on the caller ID made Li Shu feel strange, even more unfamiliar than receiving a call without a note like a takeaway.

Li Shu nodded to Zhou Kai, motioning him to answer the phone, Zhou Kai hummed and watched Li Shu go out.

Li Shu pressed the answer button after walking to the room prepared for him.

"Hello?" Li Shu said a flat hello that didn't seem like a greeting.

"I'll pick you up at Gu's house at noon tomorrow." Gu's mother's voice was as indifferent as ever, without criticism, blame, or concern. In her eyes, Li Shu was like an insignificant person who just needed to keep his breath alive. .

"I'm not there, come to Zhou Kai's house." Li Shu leaned against the head of the bed, his voice also tinged with Li Ma's same indifference.

"Huh?" Mama Li was a little surprised, but then she understood, and she said flatly and sarcasticly, "That's right, you must have been kicked out."

"Well, I almost froze to death on the street." Li Shu satirized, "It almost saved you a lot of trouble, isn't it a pity?"

Li Ma frowned on the other end of the phone: "Can't you have a good word with me?"

Li Shu moved into a comfortable position, smiled when he heard the words, and asked, "Can't you just look at me?"

Li's mother was choked, she paused and didn't bother with Li Shu, and asked instead: "You don't ask me how I will arrange you after you come here?"

Li Shu almost laughed, resisting the urge to laugh out loud at the phone, suppressed his smile and said, "Arrange me? Are you going to find someone to do me before boarding the plane or after getting off the plane?"

Mama Li was bullied again, and the phone was quiet for half a minute before Mama Li's voice rang again: "I won't argue with you, you will live with me after you come here, there is also a high school here, the quality of teaching is better than your current one Some, you come here—”

Li Shu interrupted Li's mother: "I won't make trouble for you. If you don't learn well, you won't violate discipline and ask them to invite parents to eat and drink. Just buy me a box of instant noodles. I won't burn your kitchen, and I don't want to clean it up." Where I live, you can give me a blanket and I can sleep on the sofa. If you think I disturb your family’s life, you can just rent me the cheapest bungalow, and I will catch my breath on time to ensure I am alive.”

His mother's nagging was what Li Shu wanted most, but now he is only bored. The broken child no longer has any expectations for family affection. After feeling the rare care, Li Shu only feels discomfort and nausea.

Mama Li's voice was suddenly tinged with fragility: "In your eyes, Mama is just a person who hates you?"

Li Shu smiled mockingly: "Hey, don't say that, you still use a cash machine."

Li's mother was silent for a long time, and then returned to her indifference: "Don't go out tomorrow, I may arrive early."

Li Shu's voice became cold again: "No."

After hanging up the phone, Li Shu lost all sleepiness.

Gu Lin has always slept with his arms around him.

"Hey, dear, my husband is holding her, no one can grab her."

"Good night, I'm here, all monsters and ghosts have to stand at attention, turn left and get out."

……

Li Shu hammered his thigh hard, and under the stimulation of pain, he forced himself to forget all the memories about Gu Lin.

Gu Lin occupied almost all of his 18 years of memory, but he still wanted to forget Gu Lin.

If meaningless things occupy the brain capacity, people tend to become stupid.

Gu Lin said this.

It was Gu Lin again.

Li Shu suddenly felt suffocated, suffocated by Gu Lin.

Li Shu buried his head deeply in the pillow, and finally couldn't help crying out. It wasn't his own place. Li Shu didn't even dare to cry loudly, so he could only suppress his voice and whimper in the pillow.

Li Shu said to himself over and over in his heart: Gu Lin is gone, Gu Lin is really gone, he really doesn't want you anymore.

"Brother Lin..." Li Shu couldn't help calling Gu Lin's name, "Gu Lin...how can you bear...how willing..."

……

After crying for a while, the depression in Li Shu's heart did not ease, but became heavier, making him unable to breathe.

Li Shu was lying on the pillow, his arms were numb from the pressure but he didn't want to move.

Li Shu understands: he can't blame Gu Lin, Gu Lin took care of him, spoiled him, spoiled him for so many years, now at most it's evened, Gu Lin just took back everything that was given to him, what qualifications does he have? to blame.

After a closer look, he still owes Gu Lin a lot. Ten years of care is just a one-month relationship. He is too good-for-nothing.

Taking a deep breath, Li Shu turned over and stared at the ceiling in a daze: Tomorrow, tomorrow he will leave and go to another city, everyone is happy.

After a night of nightmares, Li Shu was in a trance when he woke up in the morning.

After breakfast, Li Shu thanked Zhou's mother and followed Zhou Kai to school early. He asked the old man who was hard of hearing to ask for a big cardboard box, and went back to class to put all his messy things in it.

Li Shu controlled himself not to look at the vacant Gu Lin's seat next to him. The two of them were still sitting here a few days ago holding hands quietly, whispering sweet love words, enjoying the little happiness that no one else knew about.

Today, Li Shu's mood and situation can't be described as things are right and people are wrong.

Li Shu moved the box, and came too early, there were not many people in the class, and they all hid away when they saw Li Shu's expression was wrong.

Li Shu couldn't hold back before turning around, and stopped in front of Gu Lin's desk.

Li Shu kicked Gu Lin's table and said to himself: "Let's go, don't send it off."

Zhou Kai didn't speak at the side, Li Shu was leaving, and it was difficult for the two brothers to meet each other, Zhou Kai was also very reluctant to part with Li Shu, and worried that Li Shu's life would not be good there.

Li Shu turned around and walked to the door, paused, and then whispered: "I really left."

After speaking, holding the suitcase in his arms, he walked through the familiar corridor, past Lao Liu's office that he had entered countless times, passed by the familiar guard, and walked out of the school that carried countless memories.

"Shu'er, you have to learn when you get there." Zhou Kai told Li Shu worriedly while helping Li Shu pack his luggage at Zhou's house.

Li Shu smiled: "That's true, it's really inspirational."

Zhou Kai didn't know why, but he still patted Li Shu on the shoulder: "You really need to be more motivated, and you can't delay yourself because of... other things."

Li Shu sighed, and shifted the slightly heavy topic without a trace: "I'm talking about you, when did Comrade Zhou Kai, who is coquettish in the waves, become so inspirational, I really don't know if you love learning or love something else .”

Li Shu pointedly turned his head towards Yu Cheng, who was flipping through his notes one by one, picking out what Li Shu might use and stuffing them into Li Shu's luggage.

Zhou Kai blushed, glanced at Yu Cheng, then quickly looked away, and said confusedly: "I, let me tell you, I'm serious!"

Li Shu nodded in agreement: "Yes, yes, you have to study hard, it's fine if you don't speak English well, why is your Chinese spoken in bulk?"

Zhou Kai couldn't say no to Li Shu, so he could only pretend he didn't hear him, and told Li Shu in a babbling manner: When you go there, you must study hard, eat and drink on time, and don't argue with Li Ma or yourself, what's the matter? Call him and Yu Cheng in time.

Li Shu responded one by one, saying that he was not moved would be a lie, having a brother who cared so much about him was the second best thing God had done to him.

The first thing I did was meet Gu Lin, and I paid Gu Lin's care for more than ten years for nothing.

It's not white whoring, after all, he himself let Gu Lin "prostitute".

The two don't owe each other, Li Shu likes this word very much now.

"Tell us if you have any grievances over there." Yu Cheng sat next to Li Shu, frowned, and told us worriedly.

Li Shu saluted Yu Cheng: "Yes!"

Seeing that both of them still had sad faces, Li Shu couldn't help calming down the atmosphere and said, "I'm going to my own mother's place, and it's not like a sheep has fallen into a tiger's mouth. What's the matter with you two?"

Zhou Kai pursed his lips, and his eyes were red: "I'm not worried, you said you don't have a caring brother over there..."

Li Shu patted Zhou Kai helplessly: "Don't cry, I'm already such an old man, I'll get over it after a while. I can't see Kaizi, you are also a hidden temperament. The title of Little Prince of Tears is given to you, you can cry freely in the future, whoever makes fun of you call me, I will fly over to fuck him!"

Zhou Kai pursed his lips: "Don't fight so hard that you will die."

Li Shu paused for a moment before replying: "How can I, I am energetic in my youth."

Gu Lin also teased him once, and Li Shu remembered clearly that it was when Gu Lin forced him to tutor him in his studies——

"Brother Lin, have you discovered that you have the qualifications to be a teacher?"

"No, Brother Lin wants to fly a plane."

"Then my dream is to masturbate, let's see how you fly."

"Jerk off? Hit until you die?"

"Baabaabaa, stop beating, I have to study hard, hey Gu Lin, don't bother me."

……

No matter how Li Shu evaded, he couldn't escape the fact that it was Gu Lin who opened his eyes and closed his eyes. Maybe my uncle and the others made the right decision. Completely, forgot...

The author has something to say: the holiday is coming soon!

However, the goose potatoes have been stored for several days.