I heard we are both straight?

Li Shu had Gu Lin in his heart, and basically stayed up all night after arriving at Yu Cheng's house. The next morning, he took Yu Cheng to Gu's house to find Gu Lin.

Yu Cheng had no choice but to coax Li Shu to eat first.

Li Shu lost his appetite after two bites, so Yu Cheng and Zhou Kai had to take him directly to Gu's house.

Li Shu stood nervously at the door of Gu's house. The door he had pushed open countless times now seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, blocking him and Gu Lin.

Yu Cheng and Zhou Kai stood aside, looking at Li Shu, who was pale and disfigured in two days, feeling very uncomfortable.

They may not be able to influence Gu's father and mother's thoughts, but as brothers, they will do their best to win Gu Lin's change of heart for Li Shu.

Li Shu took a deep breath, tried his best to calm down his inner anxiety, and knocked on the door of Gu's house.

After a suffocating silence, there was still no response from behind the door. Li Shu bit his lip and knocked twice.

Still silent.

"Aunt Gu, please let me see Brother Lin, okay?" Li Shu couldn't help shouting at the door, Gu Lin who was close in front of him, but he couldn't touch it because of this door, why don't you let him be in a hurry.

Li Shu firmly believed that Gu Lin must have had a hard time to say the decisive words yesterday.He couldn't compromise at this time, Gu Lin must be waiting for him to take the initiative to meet, and then tell him the truth: Uncle Gu just needs time, but he and Gu Lin just need to wait.

What Li Shu is not afraid of most is waiting. He can wait forever, but he just begs Gu Lin not to really abandon him.

"Shu'er, stop knocking." Yu Cheng grabbed Li Shu who was stubbornly knocking on the door over and over again, and turned around to signal Zhou Kai to ask the neighbors.

Zhou Kai nodded and knocked on the door opposite Gu's house.

The neighbors were a kind old couple who knew Li Shu, and when they heard that he wanted to ask the Gu family something, they said it without hesitation.

The old lady looked at the door of Gu's house and recalled: "Xuemei seemed to be unwell the day before yesterday and was hospitalized. Gu Lin's child and his father should have gone to the hospital to take care of them."

"What?! Aunt Gu is in the hospital?" Li Shu opened his eyes wide. He didn't expect the matter to become so serious, and the guilt in his heart almost crushed his extremely fragile nerves at the moment.

After thanking the old couple, Yu Cheng took Li Shu downstairs.

"Chengzi..." Li Shu stood downstairs at a loss, the cold wind blowing made Li Shu's pale face blush sickly, Li Shu lowered his head and murmured, "Are we really wrong?" Is it...?"

Yu Cheng was also silent. Same-sex love is always not accepted by the world and family members, but the relationship itself is correct. No one can say for sure that same-sex love is damned, it is really wrong.

"What's wrong is not bad! If you like it, you like it! How can you be wrong!" Zhou Kai looked at Li Shu with a firm tone, "No matter what others think, Shuer, I will support you!"

Li Shu was stunned by Zhou Kai's words, yes, what is he hesitating about, Gu Lin is still waiting for him!

Li Shu raised his head and looked at Yu Cheng and Zhou Kai firmly: "I want to find Gu Lin, and I want him to tell me in person what he thinks in his heart. I don't believe it, I don't believe he will break up."

"Okay, let's go to the hospital now."

After Yu Cheng finished speaking, he took a taxi. In this small town, if they want to be hospitalized, they can only go to the hospital in city A.

The three people on the road were very silent. Li Shu looked at the phone quietly. The profile picture of "Gu Dacute" had been grayed out for several days. Li Shu stubbornly sent a sentence every once in a while. He knew it was impossible for Gu Lin to reply, but he I just want to do this, like giving this turbulent heart some comfort that can continue to beat.

Several people walked to the front desk. After Li Shu inquired about it, he walked from ward to ward to search for it. By now, the anxiety in Li Shu's heart had been numb with pain.

Li Shu felt like a walking dead, without thoughts, just stubbornly looking for an answer, an answer that would allow him to live.

When Li Shu bumped into Gu Lin who came out of the ward to fetch medicine for Gu Ma, he didn't know what to say.

The two looked at each other speechlessly.

Gu Lin was stunned from the moment he saw Li Shu. Li Shu came here. Li Shu's expression was so bad. Li Shu cried. Will Li Shu wait for him for a day? Li Shu...

Yu Cheng broke the suffocating silence, tilted his head to signal Gu Lin to keep quiet, and go to a farther place to have a good talk with Li Shu.

Gu Lin paused, then walked towards the stairwell at the end of the corridor, Li Shu followed in silence.

Afraid of meeting Papa Gu, Zhou Kai and Yu Cheng hid in the other corner. Zhou Kai looked at the backs of the two worriedly, and said worriedly: "Let them talk alone, is it okay?"

Yu Cheng pursed her lips: "Listen to what's going on. We won't be able to intervene in this matter. We can only look at the two of them."

Gu Lin walked to the corner and stood still, and Li Shu also stopped.

Li Shu raised his head slowly, looked at Gu Lin, at the person who told him his whole life and then broke up with him.

"You..." Gu Lin wanted to ask if you had been waiting all day, but he didn't say what he said after all. He would not question Li Shu's feelings, but the more he was like this, the less he dared to respond to Li Shu. He could only speak halfway, closed his mouth, and turned his head away from Li Shu's pale and desperate face.

"Brother Lin." Li Shu's voice was hoarse because he suppressed his tears too hard. Against his bloodless face, Gu Lin's heart ached. A simple voice, Brother Lin.

"Brother Lin." Li Shu yelled again, looking at Gu Lin and not looking at him. Li Shu smiled weakly, suddenly relieved, and asked the words that were churning in his heart and almost tortured him to death, "Brother Lin , Did you say those words because Aunt Gu was there that day?"

Gu Lin moved his lips and spit out two words that would send Li Shu to hell: "No."

Li Shu froze and looked at Gu Lin helplessly. This was different from the script he had imagined.

His eyes were so sore that he seemed to be going blind, Li Shu reached out and rubbed vigorously, but he couldn't shed a single tear.

Gu Lin turned his head and saw Li Shu rubbing his eyes vigorously, but finally couldn't bear it: "Stop rubbing, it's red."

Li Shu raised his head and tugged the corner of his mouth weakly: "I wanted to rub some tears to make you feel distressed, but it turned out that the broken eyes didn't work at the critical moment?"

Li Shu rubbed again, but his eyes were still dry and dry, as if he had cried all his tears.

Li Shu shrugged with a wry smile, and looked at Gu Lin sadly: "Why doesn't it work...?"

Li Shu couldn't cry, but his voice was choked up: "Brother Lin, aren't we, have we agreed for a lifetime?"

"Brother Lin, you said you liked me, sincerely, you couldn't be lying to me, right?"

"Brother Lin, then you said before that you will always be with me, no matter what happens, you won't leave, you won't be the same, you lied to me?"

Gu Lin's silence caused Li Shu's uneasiness to boil to the extreme. Li Shu stepped forward and grabbed Gu Lin's shoulder, and shouted anxiously: "Speak up! Gu Lin, speak up! You're not lying to me, are you? !"

Gu Lin gritted his teeth and nodded: "...Yes, it's all just to trick you."

"Ah?" Li Shu froze in place because of Gu Lin's words. Gu Lin, lie to him?How can it be!

Li Shu released his hand on Gu Lin's shoulder, tentatively and slowly hugged Gu Lin, and rubbed against Gu Lin's neck like before, his tone suddenly became cautious: "Brother Lin, I didn't shout on purpose, don't be angry I know you are very worried about Aunt Gu being hospitalized, and I am also worried. But we can't give up our relationship because of this, let's, let's do this first, don't meet each other, and we can find a way when they get better, okay? ?”

After saying the last sentence, Li Shu looked up at Gu Lin with a faint hope in his eyes.

Gu Lin gently rubbed Li Shu's hair, his voice was terribly hoarse: "I'm sorry, we, it's impossible..."

Li Shu shook his head in a panic, and held Gu Lin's arm tightly: "Why, why is this impossible? Didn't you agree to face something together? Brother Lin, don't leave me alone... "

Gu Lin was just silent.

Li Shu kissed Gu Lin's lips flatteringly, but Gu Lin turned his head away. Li Shu said with a trembling voice, "Aunt Gu must have threatened you, right? You tell me, let's discuss a solution together, I, I'm stupid , but there are still Yu Cheng and Zhou Kai, let's figure out a way together, why are those three better than Zhuge Liang...Brother Lin, don't tell me, can you tell me?"

Gu Lin gently pushed Li Shu away, looked into Li Shu's eyes in pain, and took a deep breath: "The day before yesterday, just as Yu Cheng hung up the phone, my mother stood by the window, pointed at me, and said, she is dead We can get what we want! Xiaoshu, tell me, why are you waiting? Can you wait forever!?"

Gu Lin couldn't bear to hurt Li Shu, but he couldn't hurt his mother even more. Li Shu could wait, so how could he bear to let Li Shu wait.

Li Shu looked at Gu Lin stupidly, he can.

"I can, Brother Lin, I can wait." Li Shufan grabbed Gu Lin's hand and stubbornly expressed his determination, "I can wait for you forever, as long as you don't, don't want me...I can do anything! "

Gu Lin shook his head. Li Shu's stubbornness and humbleness were what he loved the most, but he failed all of Li Shu's trust.

Gu Lin resisted the urge to hug Li Shu. He didn't dare to look at Li Shu's expression. He turned his head and dropped another bombshell: "My dad contacted your mother yesterday. , take her to go to school."

"Huh?" Li Shu didn't understand Gu Lin's words for a moment, what the hell?What school?

Fuck, pick him up, go to her place, go to school?

He is leaving?

He's leaving completely, isn't he?

"Brother Lin, what are you driving me away?" Li Shu, who came to his senses, looked at Gu Lin in disbelief. He, Gu Lin also hated him.

But Gu Lin just said that his uncle wanted to send him away.

"Brother Lin, it's uncle, right?" Li Shu suddenly caught the loophole in Gu Lin's words, and grabbed Gu Lin excitedly, "It's uncle who wants to send me away, right? You don't want me to go if you don't want me to leave." Me, right?"

Gu Lin's silence finally drove Li Shu crazy. Li Shu cried and crazily asked Gu Lin: "Speak up! Gu Lin, you fucking talk! I gave you my heart, what do you think of me? I'm not begging you to say that you were forced, I just beg you to tell the truth, is it that difficult!"

Li Shu grabbed Gu Lin's collar, gritted his teeth ferociously, but his eyes were full of fragility, his eyes were red, and his voice trembled: "You, you too, want me to go...?"

"If we don't see each other again, we will forget..."

Gu Lin's words were like the last straw that crushed Li Shu. Ever since Gu Lin uttered these words, Li Shu had collapsed. Beloved person.

"Gu Lin, me, me too..." Li Shu held Gu Lin's hand trembling, "I'm a human too... You don't feel bad at all?"

Gu Lin didn't speak, but turned his head blankly, letting the tears fall numbly.

A sentence suddenly popped up in Li Shu's mind: He doesn't love you anymore, he coaxed you to play, and he left after playing enough.

Li Shu gritted his teeth and stared at Gu Lin for a long time, but he didn't see Gu Lin say a word of explanation. The uneasiness, anger, and grievance that had been simmering in his heart these days all turned into a fire, burning away Li Shu's last rationality.

"I'll fucking kill you bastard!"

Li Shu grabbed Gu Lin by the collar and punched Gu Lin fiercely in the face. This was the first time he had tried his best to hurt Gu Lin. Instead of enjoying himself, what he had was only full of embarrassment.

"Do you still want me to kneel down and beg you!" Li Shu yelled desperately, like a cub driven to a desperate situation, "Let's face it together! Is it so difficult! I'm already fucking sleeping with you, why don't you come back?" What do you think!"

Gu Lin closed his eyes in pain. What Li Shu said was right. Li Shu gave him everything he had, but what he returned to Li Shu was a cold breakup.

Zhou Kai and Yu Cheng ran over when they heard the sound, and Gu's father followed behind him. Seeing Li Shu beating Gu Lin like crazy, Gu Lin didn't even defend himself, allowing Li Shu to beat him down.

Papa Gu hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed Li Shu: "Little Shu! Let go! That's you Brother Lin!"

Zhou Kai and Yu Cheng also pulled Li Shu and Gu Lindi one by one to pull them apart. At this time, many patients and their families were already surrounded.

Hearing Papa Gu's voice, Li Shu woke up a little, shook off Papa Gu's hand, and pointed at Gu Lin, his voice was not loud, but full of sadness: "Uncle, you only saw me beat him, why didn't you ask your son about it?" What has he done!"

Gu's father looked at Li Shu disappointedly: "Little Shu, I hope you can change it and not be obsessed with it!"

Li Shu smiled sarcastically, and suddenly felt carefree after losing everything. His breath was stuffed in his chest, and he lost his reason and frowned at Papa Gu, with madness in his calm face: "I'm just a white-eyed wolf." Uncle, what can you expect from a beast?"

Papa Gu was so angry that he held his breath in his chest, pointing at Li Shu and being speechless, Gu Lin hurriedly supported Papa Gu.

Seeing Gu's father so angry, Li Shu also felt uncomfortable, but he was a little unconscious at the moment. A person with nothing, what else would he be afraid of?

"Gu Lin, let me ask you one last time. Are you sincere and want me to leave?" Li Shu couldn't help laughing after he finished speaking. He was still expecting Gu Lin to keep him. How innocent.

Gu's father stared at Gu Lin, Gu Lin opened his mouth, and suddenly saw Gu's mother walking over weakly, and blurted out "yes".

Li Shu turned his head in despair, not wanting his embarrassment to be seen by so many people.

People around pointed at them, and words like "gay", "disgusting" and "pervert" rushed into Li Shu's ears repeatedly, and Li Shu suddenly felt as if he was covered by an invisible net Yes, the more you break free, the more difficult it is.

Li Shu took a deep breath, turned around and scanned the crowd, his voice was calmer than he could have imagined: "I'm a gay man who likes men, so what? Tell your son to be careful?" Li Shu sneered, "You should be careful, He might die someday."

A middle-aged woman who spoke the most fiercely stood up and pointed at Li Shu and scolded: "How can you talk! You child is perverted and talks about others!"

Li Shu rarely paid attention to such provocative words, turned to look at Gu Ma, suddenly knelt down, and lowered his head: "Aunt Gu, Uncle, I am sorry for you, and failed to let you take care of me for more than ten years. But, I really love Gu Lin, you broke us up and took away my most cherished things, we are even..."

Li Shu leaned down and kowtowed three times. The sound made the onlookers feel distressed. When he raised his head, his head even bleed faintly: "I'm gone, you just pretend that you have never seen me in this life." Get over me, this white-eyed wolf..."

After Li Shu finished speaking, he got up and left, without looking at the desperate Gu Lin behind him.

Li Shu walked quickly, followed by Zhou Kai and Yu Cheng.

Li Shu's footsteps were unprecedentedly brisk, he was finally free, without any worries, without any restraints, without, Gu Lin.

Itried so hard And got so far.

Butin the end It doesn't even matter.

I had to fall Tolose it all.

I worked so hard, so persistent

But in the end it's all to no avail

I have to lose everything I have.

——《intheend》LinkinPark

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