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The sun is rare in autumn, and the ginkgo trees in the whole street are fluttering in the wind, and when they are illuminated by the afternoon sun, they look like shiny gold flakes.

This street is called Hanfu Lane, and it is the most artistic place in Yuancheng. Along the street, there are bars, cafes, ethnic clothing stores of different styles, as well as pottery museums, galleries, and musical instrument workshops.It seems that people in the whole city live here, and the days are slow, and even the sunlight becomes gentle.

On weekdays, Hanfu Lane is not as lively as it is on weekends. Pet dogs in the yards lazily bask in the sun, and a few orange cats walk past the fence. The melodious music and the aroma of coffee permeate the air.

Luo Tanshen parked the car at the entrance of the alley and didn't go in.

Xu Muchu is particularly fond of this alley, and thinks it has style and style.Two years ago, in order to chase a folk singer, I bought a shop inside, pretending to be a country style, and said it was for folk singers to perform.As a result, the singer didn't sing a few times, but his voice was made hoarse by Xu Muchu.Later, Xu Muchu got a new love, and the singer took the high breakup fee, sold the shop, and went to another city in style.

Luo Tanshen has no interest in this kind of literary people and literary streets, and always feels empty.Those so-called fashions and styles couldn't catch his eyes either.

So he didn't bother to drive the car in and just waited outside.

Today I have an appointment with An Yuxin.The largest gallery in Hanfu Lane was opened by An Yuxin.

Before going to this appointment, he had a hasty chat with Ming Zhaochi.

Ming Zhaochi said that An Yuxin had never been to a formal school, and An's family hired tutors, some of whom taught culture and some taught art.An Yuxin has been drawing since elementary school and is very talented.The gallery was run by Ming Shusheng in order to relieve An Yu's boredom.An Yuxin painted in it when she was in good health, and many precious plants were planted in the backyard of the gallery.

"Anyway, you have to pick him up, why don't you sit in the gallery." Ming Zhaochi also instructed: "Yu Xin's paintings are very interesting, and the tea is also very good."

He lit the fire and smoked, and ignored Ming Zhaochi's words.

Soon, there was movement in the alley. He looked up and saw An Yuxin walking quickly in a snow-white down jacket, a light gray hat on his head, and two straps on his shoulders.

Actually carrying a backpack.

He stubbed out his cigarette and smiled gracefully.

"Young Master Luo!" An Yuxin was obviously very nervous, her face turned red as soon as she met his eyes.

He opened the co-driver's door, put his hand on the roof, and invited An Yuxin in.

An Yuxin's eyelashes fluttered, causing the light and shadow in his eyes to fluctuate.

He stared at those eyelashes, itching for no reason.

An Yuxin thought that he was looking at her own eyes, and she was even more embarrassed, her cheeks blushed even more, and she even forgot to fasten her seat belt.

He leaned over, skillfully and gently helped the anxious "little prince" fasten his seat belt, and said with a smile, "What do you want to eat later?"

It was still early for dinner, so asking such a question was completely useless, but he was wearing a gentleman's mask, which properly concealed his cold inside.

An Yuxin's heart was beating like thunder from his deep eyes, and it took him a long time before he said: "It's all right."

"Then let's go for a drive first, and then find a place to eat dessert." He started the car, "Don't worry, think about what to eat tonight, I'll take you there."

An Yuxin's hands were lightly clenched into fists, and she looked full of life.

He knew that this anger was given by himself, but there was no throbbing in his heart.

He is so used to the admiration from others, he has become numb to those admiring, coveting, and longing eyes.On the contrary, the indifferent and empty gaze can arouse his desire even more.

For example Shan Yufei.

An Yuxin was talking beside her, with a shy and joyful tone.But he didn't hear anything clearly, with a gentle smile on his lips, but his mind was fully occupied by Shan Yufei.

I hope that Shan Yufei is as obedient as An Yuxin, and if he really wants to be like this, then it will be boring.

Then he remembered that he promised Yue An Yuxin to come out in order to gradually forget Shan Yufei, and couldn't help but feel annoyed.

Annoyed, the corners of his lips were pressed down, and the fake smile disappeared.

"Master Luo?" An Yu called anxiously.

"Huh?" He pulled away from his thoughts.

An Yuxin mentioned the name of a dessert shop and said that she wanted to eat the cheesecake there.

He had never heard of it, and asked, "Where is it?"

An Yu was stunned, and her eyes suddenly filled with disappointment, "Young Master Luo, did you lose your mind just now?"

"Sorry." He didn't hide it, or he didn't bother to hide it, "Just go there and show me the way."

An Yuxin was suddenly sad, and after that, she didn't say anything else except to give directions.

The dessert shop is not low-grade, and there are very few customers.

Luo Tanshen changed his love of getting along in the car and ignored him, helped An Yuxin take off her scarf and down jacket, and ordered a few signature cakes and drinks, easily making An Yuxin happy again.

He was not interested in desserts, and watched An Yu eat with a smile on his face.Enveloped by his gaze, An Yuxin was flattered, thinking that he was watching her, but she didn't realize that what he was looking at were only those two trembling eyelashes.

Dinner is settled at the nearby Rabbit Meat Soup Restaurant.An Yuxin has been strictly restrained since she was a child, and has never been in a food stall.Luo Tan deeply scooped Bai Shengsheng's rabbit meat into his bowl, and even tore open pineapple pancakes for him.His face was flushed from eating, his eyes were moist, and his eyelashes trembled, as if the starlight in his eyes had been cut off.

Luo Tan paused with his fingers deeply, feeling a little empty in his heart.

At eight o'clock, Ming Zhaochi came to pick up An Yuxin.

An Yu's heart was still unsatisfied, and she asked with longing eyes: "Master Luo, can I go out to eat with you next time?"

Luo Tan smiled inscrutablely, and helped him put on the hat, but did not answer.

Ming Zhaochi's car disappeared into the night, and the smile in Luo Tanshen's eyes gradually disappeared.The hands wearing leather gloves closed together, and the gloves made a slight sound when they were twisted.

The plan doesn't work.After staying with An Yuxin for several hours, staring at the eyelashes that were too similar to Shan Yufei for half an afternoon and half night, I missed Shan Yufei even more.

In the past, he didn't know that Shan Yufei's eyes were injured, and occasionally found that those eyes were red and bloodshot, and just felt that they were more alive, but now he felt heartache belatedly, and desperately wanted to kiss those thin eyelids.

This place is not far from Jianshu, he returned to the car, but hesitated when turning the corner.

Was he really going to step into the quagmire of the Shan family?

Shan Yufei put the washed shirts in the staff lockers for several days.

Luo Tanshen did not appear in Jianshu again, so Shan Yufei couldn't get his shirt back either.

Every morning when he got off work, Shan Yufei would stand by the locker and lose his mind for a while, touching the shirt inside, with gentle eyes, like flipping through photos in a book.

The colleagues secretly guessed that it was his spare shirt, but no one knew that the shirt was related to Luo Tanshen.

Luo Tan couldn't come, and the two shirts couldn't be returned to their original owners.

As the temperature dropped day by day, Shan Shanhai was reluctant to use the heater, for fear of wasting money, so Shan Yufei went into his room at night and turned it on for him, but he turned it off secretly in the middle of the night, and was even more reluctant to turn it on during the day.

After suffering like this, I finally caught a cold.

The elderly can't be sloppy when they catch a cold. Many elderly people have various diseases caused by a small cold, and finally they can't wait for the next spring.

Shan Yufei and Gou Ming asked for three days off. During the day, they accompanied Shan Shanhai to the No. [-] Hospital of the City nearest to their home for examination and infusion, and at night they went to work in Jianshu as usual.

The motorcycle factory is full of acquaintances, and the rules and regulations are not strictly enforced. In addition, Gou Ming knows the situation in his family, so asking for a few days off has little effect.But Jianshu is not good, the process of asking for leave is cumbersome, and it is easy to lose your job if you ask too much.

Shan Shanhai sighed and blamed himself so much that he was on the verge of tears.Shan Yufei took good care of him, and only went to the terrace to smoke when he fell asleep and the water in the medicine bottle could not be finished for a while.

At this time, it is the season of high incidence of colds, and the hospital is overcrowded.The No. [-] Hospital of the City was divided by the motorcycle factory, and most of the people who came to see the doctor were workers from the motorcycle factory, as well as people who lived nearby.Everyone knows each other well, and they like to chat to pass the time when they get together.

In just one cigarette, Shan Yufei heard that there was an unlucky foreign couple in the hospital. The woman had lymphoma and was dying. The man drove a tricycle to earn life-saving money, but he had a car accident a while ago. Take care of yourself.

He remembered the day when Luo Tanshen hit a lamppost, there was another car accident on the same road, and it was a man driving a tricycle that happened.

People also said that men really have no choice but spend the remaining money on their own treatment, and women are now waiting to die.

It was windy on the terrace, and he didn't listen any more.

The joys and sorrows of others have nothing to do with him anyway.And there is no one who lives in this neighborhood that is not "poor and lowly couples mourn for everything". Those who lament the unlucky tricycle couple may not find some comfort from the pain of others that "I can get by".

Shan Shanhai's health is too poor, coupled with his depressed mood, his illnesses come and go like a mountain, and medicine and infusions don't work.Shan Yufei couldn't ask for leave all the time, so he had to go through the hospitalization procedures for Shan Shanhai. Every day at noon, he went to the hospital to deliver meals during his lunch break, and went to the hospital after get off work to help Shan Shanhai wash and change clothes, and then rushed to Jianshu as quickly as possible. .

Shan Shanhai persuaded him several times to stop tossing around, grabbed his hand and said, "Xiaofei, if I live one more day, I will drag you down one more day."

He only said: "Grandpa, if you leave, there will be no one in this world who cares about me anymore."

Shan Shanhai burst into tears.

It doesn't snow much in Yuancheng, but this year it just entered winter, but there was a sleet.

It is rare to have a day off, and Shan Yufei finally does not have to be as busy as usual.In the afternoon, after getting off work in the workshop, he went home to get some change of clothes for Shan Shanhai. He planned to go to the hospital to give the old man a good bath. When he arrived at the hospital gate, he didn't go in immediately. He ate a bowl of noodles to satisfy his hunger. When he was about to leave, I heard from the person who just sat down that a patient in the inpatient department was stimulated and yelled for death.

A bystander asked what was the stimulus, and the person said that it was like being laughed at by an acquaintance.

Shan Yufei walked towards the inpatient building, and the gossip sound became more and more indistinct behind him.

When we got to the fifth floor, we found that the dying patient was on the same floor as Shan Shanhai. Nurses, doctors, patients and their families from various wards were blocking the corridor, and everyone was whispering.

He didn't want to join in the fun, he just wanted to rush to Shan Shanhai's ward as soon as possible, but before he could turn around, he caught a pale and crumbling figure out of the corner of his eye.

Luo Tan supported the old wall of the hospital in despair, his face was bloodless, and as soon as he took a step, his eyes went dark.