out of print lover

"The movie just now is really good, isn't it Feng Yu? Especially the scene of the fire at the end, my God, the sparks are about to splash into my eyes! I was so scared that I ran away!" Zhou Xiaohui just watched After the movie, I was still immersed in the plot, so excited that I inadvertently raised my leg and hit it on the table, almost spilling the coffee in front of me.

Originally, Gao Yuchen only wanted to invite Lin Xing to watch a movie alone, but Lin Xing agreed to him, but he even brought two of her friends over, how dare Gao Yuchen refuse?So the original plan of two people became four people. After the movie ended, Zhou Xiaohui said that she was thirsty, and the few people simply went to the nearest coffee shop in the shopping mall to have a drink.

Feng Yu moved the coffee in front of Zhou Xiaohui to the table, and said angrily, "Are you just hiding in fright? Whose arm were you pinching when you were hiding?"

Zhou Xiaohui is a person who can bluff. She is restless when watching a movie. When encountering a wonderful and horrifying plot, besides clapping and cheering, she also likes to pinch Feng Yu's arm. After a movie, Feng Yu's poor left hand Her arm was pinched black and purple, that's fine, the key is that watching movies with Zhou Xiaohui is embarrassing, the audience reminded her several times before and after a movie, and asked Zhou Xiaohui to keep her voice down, don't disturb others, Feng Yudu He was reminded that he was ashamed to see others, so he simply covered Zhou Xiaohui's mouth to prevent her from screaming.

"I was wrong, hehehe, how about I rub it for you?" Zhou Xiaohui apologized to Feng Yu with a playful smile.

"All right, all right, stay away from me, I'm too lazy to talk to you."

"Oh, Feng Yu, can you not remember the faults of villains? Feng Yu—" Zhou Xiaohui leaned on Feng Yu's arm, prolonging her voice on purpose, pretending to be sweet and coquettish with Feng Yu.

Feng Yu's goosebumps shook all over the floor, and she pushed Zhou Xiaohui, "It's alright, you! Can you be more serious? Stand or not, sit or sit."

Zhou Xiaohui and Feng Yu have known each other for more than ten years, how can they not understand her?Hearing the tone of her words, he knew that she was not angry with him anymore, so he sat up straight with a smile and continued to drink his coffee.

"Lin... Lin Xing, what do you think of this movie?"

Lin Xing was stirring coffee at the side, listening to Feng Yu and Zhou Xiaohui's bickering with a smile on his face, when Gao Yuchen asked him a question, he was slightly stunned, and then he realized that he pursed his lips and smiled at Gao Yuchen, "It's not bad, The special effects are fantastic."

When Zhou Xiaohui heard this, she immediately bumped her elbow into Feng Yu, "Look, Lin Xing said the same thing!"

"Coffee can't stop you, can it? Shut up!" Feng Yu slapped Zhou Xiaohui on the forehead.

Zhou Xiaohui didn't know what she said wrong, she covered her forehead and drank her coffee aggrievedly, looked left and right, and didn't dare to speak anymore, she looked like a little daughter-in-law.

Gao Yuchen asked Lin Xing again: "Where do you want to go to play later? Or are you hungry? Where are you going to eat? I treat you."

"You don't need to play, do you?" Lin Xing declined with a smile. "It's almost four o'clock in the afternoon. If you go back too late, the family will be worried." Then he asked Feng Yu and the others, "Feng Yu, Xiaohui, are you hungry? Hungry? Do you want to go somewhere to eat?"

"Okay, okay! I know there's a new private restaurant nearby! My dad took me there last time, and it was delicious! How about we go there?"

With a smile on his face, Feng Yu secretly twisted Zhou Xiaohui's thigh, and whispered in her ear: "Shut up, you just know how to eat, and don't look at the situation, you idiot."

Didn't Lin Xing ask this first, and it's wrong to answer truthfully?Zhou Xiaohui hissed, and her face changed. She thought, this Feng Yu, her mother-in-law has always looked forward and backward since she was a child, and she doesn't know when this problem will be corrected.

"Private food? Lin Xing, what do you think?" Gao Yuchen asked.

Lin Xing had a look of embarrassment on her face. When she went out today, Xu Xiwan deliberately confessed that when she came back for dinner, it was rare that Xu Xiwan was not busy. Lin Xing hadn't had dinner at the same table with Xu Xiwan for a long time.

"Don't you like Lin Xing?" Gao Yuchen asked again.

"No, no, don't get me wrong." Lin Xing hurriedly waved his hand to apologize, "Squad leader, thank you for inviting us to watch a movie together today, logically I should treat you to dinner, but today is really not possible, I...my family is still at home Wait for me!"

Before she finished speaking, the phone rang, and it was Xu Xiwan who called. Lin Xing said sorry to Gao Yuchen, got up and walked outside, and answered the phone while walking, "Wanwan."

"Is the movie good?" Xu Xiwan asked.

"Well, it's pretty good. If you want to watch it, I'll watch it with you next time."

"Just look good." Xu Xiwan smiled slightly on the other end of the phone, and asked again: "What plans do you have now? Are you going to play somewhere or come back directly? If I come back, I will pick you up."

Xu Xiwan's voice was very pleasant, such a voice with a smile, because it was a little blurry through the phone, it came in close to Lin Xing's ear, Lin Xing couldn't help but bend his eyes with a smile, and she walked to the quiet place outside the store. Leaning against the wall, he said, "Aren't you busy today?"

"There was originally an online meeting, but it was temporarily rescheduled. I have nothing to do today. Besides, today is the weekend. I should have some time for myself."

"Hey... If I knew you weren't busy, I wouldn't come out today, I'll stay with you at home." Lin Xing pouted slightly annoyed, "What a rare opportunity this is."

The girl's voice was more melodious than the most melodious lark, with a hint of coquettishness. Lin Xing hadn't talked to Xu Xiwan in such a coquettish manner for a long time. Xu Xiwan listened to it, and even the apex of his heart trembled.

Xu Xiwan put his ear to the phone lightly, and grinned, "It's only four o'clock in the afternoon, so it's not too late for you to come back to accompany me now."

"Okay, then I'm going home now, come here quickly tonight, I miss you so much."

"Send the location and wait for me for 15 minutes."

"I said 15 minutes is 15 minutes. I'll wait for you every night. You're a liar." After Lin Xing finished speaking, he hung up the phone lightly, his mouth curled up a little, and his mood jumped up.In her memory, since she was 13 years old, she has never been so close to Xu Xiwan.

In fact, it only took Xu Xiwan 10 minutes to arrive at the coffee shop where Lin Xing and the others drank.

Fifteen and sixteen-year-old boys and girls meet to watch a movie together, Xu Xiwan knows what the boy is thinking without asking, and only Lin Xing, who is innocent and unrefined, thinks that the boy just wants to watch movies and can't find anyone. .

In fact, Xu Xiwan doesn't care about puppy love or not. Fifteen or sixteen is the best age. When you meet a suitable person, you will be happy and attracted to each other. No matter whether you can go to the end with this person, It will be one of the best memories in my memory.

But when this happened to Lin Xing, it was another matter.

From Xu Xiwan's point of view, Lin Xing was still a simple child. Although she was fifteen years old, she didn't know much about the world. Lin Xing is still so young, she should still be at the age of reading fairy tales and adventure stories, she shouldn't have been exposed to the adult world so early.

Sooner or later, Lin Xing will meet someone he likes, meet, get acquainted, fall in love, and then join hands into marriage. This is the most natural life trajectory for most people. There may be deviations in the process, but the final result is the same.

This is a perfectly natural thing, but Xu Xiwan didn't even dare to think about it, she didn't dare to imagine what it would be like if Lin Xing found a lifelong lover and gradually moved away from her.

On the one hand, Xu Xiwan hopes that Lin Xing can get rid of her shackles, go out independently, do what she wants to do, and live the life she wants, but Xu Xiwan is also afraid that Lin Xing will eventually leave.Two completely contradictory thoughts were fighting and fighting in her mind, and she couldn't tell the winner. She had no choice but to suppress these two thoughts, not wanting to look at them, and maintaining the status quo as if escaping. She always comforted herself, anyway, now Lin Fortunately, I am still young, and it is still early to get married and have children.

Xu Xiwan never escaped, but when he came to Lin Xing, he violated his principles.

Many of her principles, once met with Lin Xing, seemed to be unworkable.

When Xu Xiwan arrived at the coffee shop, Lin Xing was still waiting at the door, and Xu Xiwan saw her from afar.

Lin Xing wore a fresh and pure solid-color long dress, which drapes very well and outlines a section of lush curves unique to girls. Xu Xiwan personally selected her clothes since she was a child. Xu Xiwan loves to see Lin Xing wear them the most. Such a clean and elegant long dress, shoulder-length hair or tied into small balls playfully tied behind the head, or softly scattered on the shoulders, gentle and quiet, each has its own cuteness.

Lin Xing was also stretching his neck and waiting for Xu Xiwan. When he saw Xu Xiwan's figure appearing in the distance, he immediately smiled and waved to Xu Xiwan.

Seeing that Lin Xing had already waved to him in the evening, Xu Xi warmed up in his heart. He straightened up his long legs and ran through the crowd, just standing in front of Lin Xing, shielding her from the scorching sun, "Fool, why don't you come in?" Wait in the store, it's so hot outside, what should I do if I have heat stroke?"

"I think I saw Wanwan the first time."

When Xu Xiwan came, he ran in a hurry, and there were fine beads of sweat on his forehead. Lin Xing took out a tissue from his small satchel, tiptoed lightly, raised his hand to wipe Xu Xiwan's sweat, and tilted his head, Looking at it from Xu Xiwan's perspective, he happened to see that slender neck.

Inexplicably, Xu Xiwan thought, such a neck should look good with a thin necklace.

"Lin Xing, why did you call for so long?" Seeing that Lin Xing hadn't returned for a long time, Zhou Xiaohui volunteered to come out to find her, and was obviously surprised when she saw Xu Xiwan, "Hey, sister Xu, why are you here too? "

Xu Xiwan smiled lightly and said: "I happened to be doing something nearby, Xiao Xing said that you were drinking coffee after watching the movie, so I stopped by for a walk, and I can see where you are going to play, and I can also give you a ride. "

"So that's how it is." Zhou Xiaohui waved her hand, "No need, Sister Xu, we're going to go back after drinking coffee. By the way, do you want to come in for a drink too? It's very hot outside today, but it's cool inside."

"Yes, Wanwan, you can come in too." Lin Xing also invited.

"Well, I think it's fake for you to ask me to drink, but it's true for you to ask me to pay for you." Xu Xiwan smiled and entered the coffee shop with them.

Zhou Xiaohui stuck out her tongue, "No way, sister Xu, you've seen it all."

The three of them walked into the store talking and laughing. Gao Yuchen was waiting for Zhou Xiaohui to find Lin Xing. Unexpectedly, he found two people at once. One of them was a tall adult woman, wearing a casual white shirt and light gray clothes. Cropped trousers, wearing a pair of black flat shoes, revealing a part of the snow-white instep, walked towards their table very elegantly, while Lin Xing obediently followed the adult woman.

"Sister Xu?" Feng Yu obviously knew this lady, and greeted her familiarly, "Xiao Xing still said yesterday that you are very busy these days."

"I just finished my work." Xu Xiwan casually pulled the seat on the empty seat next to him, and sat next to Lin Xing. Seeing the iced coffee Lin Xing ordered, he frowned slightly, "Xiao Xing..."

"I know, I know, you can't drink ice." Lin Xing smiled guiltyly, "But it's too hot today, so I just took a sip! If you don't believe me, the glass is still full! And you can ask Feng Yuxiaohui and the others !"

"Yes, yes, sister Xu, Lin Xing really took a sip, we can testify!" Feng Yu and Zhou Xiaohui scrambled to help Lin Xing explain.

Xu Xiwan didn't say a word, and holding Lin Xing's cup of iced coffee, he looked up and took a sip. He ordered another cup of hot milk for her, and then looked at Gao Yuchen: "I don't think I've seen this male classmate before."

"Hi sister! I am... I'm Lin Xing's classmate! My name is Gao Yuchen!" Gao Yuchen was at a loss because of the enthusiasm of the four of them. When he saw this beautiful lady looking at him, he felt nervous. She quickly stood up and introduced herself to Xu Xiwan, which made Zhou Xiaohui burst out laughing.

"I said Squad Leader Gao, this is not in class, you don't have to be so nervous, sit down quickly, didn't you notice that everyone in the store is looking towards us?"

Gao Yuchen blushed, and sat down with his head bowed.

Xu Xiwan smiled slightly, "Hello, I am Lin Xing's guardian, and my surname is Xu." She looked at this boy secretly, and it was as Lin Xing said, he was a clean and shy guy, but most adolescent girls liked him. The kind of athletic teenager who sweats on the basketball court, such a shy and introverted boy, probably won't be really popular until he is in college.

Gao Yuchen hesitated for a while, then followed Feng Yu and the others to call sister Xu Xiwan, "Hello, sister Xu."

Xu Xiwan said again: "Do you have other arrangements for the future? I can give you a ride."

"No more." Gao Yuchen shook his head, "We were planning to go back just now. Originally, I wanted to see Lin Xing off. It would be better if you came now."

Gao Yuchen began to pay attention to Lin Xing from the first day of junior high school, and it was not until the second year of junior high school that he mustered up the courage to talk to Lin Xing for the first time. He liked Lin Xing very much the first time he saw him. He thought Lin Xing's eyes were very beautiful, and his facial features were also exquisite and delicate. With a little smile on his face, his eyes will bend unconsciously, gentle and lovely, just like a girl who came out of an anime.

Gao Yuchen fell in love with Lin Xing silently for two years, and finally got the courage to confess to Lin Xing. He didn't expect to be caught by Lin Xing's parents before he opened his mouth. He was afraid that Xu Xi would find out and tell the teacher about him Puppy love, after all, No. [-] Middle School has strict management, and if you are caught, you have to record a serious demerit, and you may even be expelled from school. No matter what, there will always be some stains on the file. Thinking of this, Gao Yuchen's courage grew It also shrank, like a bulging balloon being pricked by someone with a needle, and quickly deflated. Gao Yuchen didn't dare to stay any longer, and left after saying goodbye to Xu Xiwan and the others, slipping faster than a rabbit. quick.

"This squad leader Gao is really interesting, why is he running like a dog?" Zhou Xiaohui has a big personality, looking at Gao Yuchen's back without forgetting to laugh.

Feng Yu rolled his eyes and complained in his heart for the thousand and one time, what a stupid mind.

Coming out of the coffee shop, Feng Yu pulled Zhou Xiaohui and said that he still wanted to go shopping and would not go on the same road with Lin Xing, so Xu Xiwan took Lin Xing back first.

On the way back, Xu Xiwan asked Lin Xing, "What do you think of Gao Yuchen?"

Lin Xing laughed, "Wan Wan, your memory has deteriorated. Didn't you ask this before?"

"Then after today's contact, you haven't changed your opinion of him?"

"What changed?"

Xu Xiwan intentionally guided Lin Xing: "For example, do you think he is handsome and personable?"

But Lin Xing asked back: "What should a handsome person look like?"

"It just makes people feel like a gentleman, always considers the people around him, and feels very reliable when he is around."

Lin Xing's eyeballs bulged, and he smiled maliciously, "Then I think Wanwan is the most handsome and personable."

"Xiao Xing..."

"Okay, okay, I know, these two words are used to describe boys, Wanwan should be like sinking fish and wild goose, and overwhelming country and city."

"Hey, Xiao Xing really has grown up." Xu Xiwan pretended to be helpless, and shook his head, "Now you know how to make fun of me."

"Okay, okay, then I won't be joking, but Wanwan, what are you trying to say?" Lin Xing became distressed.

"I mean, now that you've grown up, Gao Yuchen is a very gentlemanly boy again, don't you have a different liking for him?"

"Different liking..." Lin Xing touched it, and suddenly realized, "Wanwan, so you suspect that I like Gao Yuchen!"

"Don't you?" Xu Xiwan asked casually.

"Of course not, Wanwan, why would you think so!" Lin Xing felt that this idea was ridiculous, "I and the class monitor are just ordinary classmates, but he often helps me answer questions, so I am very grateful to him. Do you like getting involved?"

For no reason, Xu Xiwan felt relieved.

"Then does Xiaoxing have anyone he likes now?" Xu Xiwan asked casually.

"This..." Lin Xing pondered, "I haven't thought about it now..." Lin Xing's life has been filled with schoolwork and Xu Xiwan, she has extra time, and would rather spend it all Being with Xu Xi late, how can I still think about other things.

After Xu Xiwan heard this sentence, his heart instantly settled down, "You are still young, don't worry about such things, it's not too late to think about it when you grow up."

But what Xu Xiwan didn't know was that before her reminder, Lin Xing had never paid attention to the matter of love. Instead, it was her words that seemed to wake Lin Xing up suddenly. I became interested right away.

Lin Xing has read a lot of love novels, and they have covered a wide range of topics. He has read orthodox classics, youth literature, and online novels. , or life and death, Lin Xing was moved by the stories in the book, but he never thought that love would come to him one day.

For Lin Xing, being together late with Xu Xi was the best and happiest thing in the world, and she never thought of changing it.

As for love, Lin Xing thought, it would be fine if he meets someone who can be happy and sweet, but if he meets someone who is as miserable as in the novel and cannot be together for life and death, wouldn't that just increase troubles?Why bother to blame yourself?Lin Xing was timid and didn't want to take such a risk.

But Wan Wan never talked about such a topic with herself, what happened today?

Lin Xing frowned and thought for a long time, until he lay on the bed in the middle of the night to figure it out.

Could it be... that I met the person I love every night, right?

Lin Xing was startled by his own thoughts in the middle of the night, and sat up straight from the bed.

That's right, it must be like this, Wanwan met the person she loves, so she came to test herself.

Lin Xing and Xu Xiwan have lived together for so many years. Over the years, Xu Xiwan's life has been clean. She has never heard of any suitors, so Lin Xing ignored that Xu Xiwan is an adult, or A very good-looking, very good-looking beauty!Over the years, there must be many, many people who like Xu Xiwan, but she hasn't met anyone she likes, so she hasn't said anything about it.

But with so many people, there will always be someone who will make Xu Xiwan's heart flutter. Xu Xiwan will always fall in love with someone and want to stay with that person for the rest of his life.

The book says that if you love someone, you want to be with her forever.

At that time... At that time, Xu Xiwan only wanted to be with the person she loved forever, and in her world, Lin Xing would become a superfluous disturber.

No, this won't work.Lin Xing was terrified, Wanwan should be with him forever, how could someone who suddenly appeared forcefully insert himself into Wanwan's life and snatch Wanwan away?

It's not fair, not fair at all.

Lin Xing thought, he and Wanwan have been together for so many years, how can a stranger take Wanwan away with a single "I love you"?

But...but...

Lin Xing had to admit that his thoughts were terribly selfish.

Wanwan has someone she loves, and with her lover, she will definitely be happy, much happier than being with Lin Xing.

Lin Xing sat blankly in the middle of the night, thinking wildly, suddenly felt his cheeks were cold and wet when he touched them.

It turned out that she had started crying without knowing it.

Why is it so uncomfortable, Lin Xing thought, thinking that Wanwan would eventually find someone she loves, live a sweet life, and then gradually fade out of her own world, the hole in Lin Xing's heart began to fill with cold wind, making her My heart is cold and painful.

It's really uncomfortable, Lin Xing covered his heart and thought, if only she hadn't grown up, if only she was a child who didn't understand anything, then she could take Xu Xiwan for granted forever, without having to act like Now he is so anxious, he wants her to be happy, but he is afraid that she will leave him.

I like Wanwan so much, why can't she not like others, but only me?In this way, she can be happy without leaving me.

Suddenly, a dark and terrifying thought came to Lin Xing's heart.

If I love Wan Wan, Wan Wan also loves me, is that okay?

Can a woman love a woman?

Lin Xing didn't know, and no one had ever told her about it.