out of print lover

It took almost a second for Xu Xiwan to open the door and rush out.

"Xiao Xing?" She heard Xu Yiqing say that Lin Xing had a fever, and she didn't have the heart to think about anything else, so she picked Lin Xing up and was about to go to the hospital.

Before Xu Yiqing could react, her hands were empty. When she took a closer look, Xu Xi carried Lin Xing out of the gate early in the morning.

"Hey! Sister! Wait for me!" Xu Yiqing immediately followed.

"Wanwan..." Lin Xing didn't feel that she had a fever, but she was dizzy, and her body was still a little cold. She tried to open her eyes wide to look at Xu Xiwan, and clasped her hands on Xu Xiwan's shoulders, "Wanwan, I cold."

"Don't worry, I'll take you to the hospital." While speaking, Xu Xiwan had already arrived at the garage. She put Lin Xing on the co-pilot first, fastened her seat belt, and wrapped her in a blanket by the way, and then walked around quickly. Come back, sit in the driver's seat, ignite, start, the whole process took less than half a minute, Xu Xiwan's car rushed out of the garage.

"..." Xu Yiqing hurried to catch up with Xu Xiwan's pace with difficulty, but as soon as her front foot reached the garage, her back foot was smeared by Xu Xiwan's car exhaust.

Xu Yiqing only felt that it took her an hour to get to Xu Xiwan's house in the middle of the night, and she ran through several red lights on the way, what was the reason for this!Xu Yiqing was wronged, Xu Yiqing was bitter, but because she was worried about Lin Xing, she had to call the driver and ask the driver to pick her up to the hospital...

Xu Yiqing thought, is it easy for me to be my younger sister?

Xu Xiwan drove to the nearest hospital. She had already greeted her in advance, so there were already doctors waiting for her when she arrived at the hospital. As soon as Xu Xiwan's car stopped, a team of doctors and nurses came down, pushing a stretcher to push Lin Xing into the emergency department. room.

"I don't want you guys!" Lin Xingcai felt bad because of Xu Xiwan's sudden change, and he got sick and had a headache, so he became petty, grabbed the seat belt with both hands, resisted the doctor's help, and moaned bitterly, "I want you Wanwan...I'm going to be late..."

"Mr. Xu, look at this..." The leading doctor gave Xu Xi a late look with a sneer.

"It's okay, I'll come. Please ask Dr. Sun to lead the way." Xu Xiwan said softly, bent down, leaned his upper body into the co-pilot, and unfastened Lin Xing's seat belt.

Lin Xing could recognize Xu Xiwan's arrival even with her eyes closed. She felt a reassuring atmosphere covering her whole body. She knew it was Xu Xiwan, and the seat belt hadn't been unbuckled yet. She hugged Xu Xiwan's neck first, and then said, Putting your face on her shoulder, lest she run away.

"Xiao Xing is not afraid, we have arrived at the hospital, you will be fine." Xu Xiwan was afraid that Lin Xing would fall, so he freed up one hand to support Lin Xing's back, and pushed the buckle of the seat belt with difficulty with one hand , and pulled the tape away from between her and Lin Xing.

But Lin Xing was not afraid of getting sick at all, she was only afraid of one thing, that Xu Xiwan would leave her side late.

Xu Xiwan carried Lin Xing out of the car, followed the doctor to the emergency room, only to hear Lin Xing whispering in her arms, "Wanwan, don't leave, okay?"

"I won't leave." Xu Xiwan's pace was like the wind, and he could distract Lin Xing's emotions, "Xiao Xing is here, how can I be willing to go to other places."

"I don't...don't want to be alone."

"I won't leave you alone."

"I don't want to grow up either."

"Okay, then we'll never grow up."

"I want to be with... I want to be with Wanwan."

Xu Xi heard it late, and his heart was suffocated.

She didn't answer this sentence again.

But Lin Xing couldn't get Xu Xiwan's answer, so he refused to give up and repeated weakly, "I want to be with Wanwan... I want to be with Wanwan..." There was only this sentence back and forth. In Xiwan's ears, it was simply suffering.

such……

Such impeccable trust.

Every sound made Xu Xiwan feel like a beast.

Every sound reminded Xu Xiwan that she was no longer fit to take on the responsibility of raising Lin Xing.

Xu Xiwan was so kind to Lin Xing, taking whatever he wanted, but Lin Xing whispered this sentence in her ear so many times, she gritted her teeth and never responded once.

Fortunately, Lin Xing's consciousness was fuzzy, and he was just repeating instinctively, and he couldn't remember whether Xu Xiwan responded or not.

Lin Xing had an acute fever caused by viral flu this time. The root cause of her illness was that her resistance was weaker than other children since she was a child. When she was young, Xu Xiwan took so good care of her. He ran to the hospital at both ends of the day, not to mention that Xu Xiwan deliberately ignored him this time.

From Lin Xing's six or seven years old until now, Dr. Sun was in charge of treatment. Dr. Sun knew Lin Xing's physical condition well and quickly determined the cause of the disease. However, Lin Xing's fever was too high this time, and the antipyretics and infusions were used. The effect was not so fast, so we had to do physical cooling first, and prescribed medical alcohol to wipe Lin Xing's body.

Because of Lin Xing's headaches, Xu Xiwan took her to the hospital several times a year. The doctors and nurses knew her temper, but everything was related to Lin Xing. Xu Xiwan came here in person. The nurse thought that this time it would be the same as before, so she only prepared a series of tools for Xu Xiwan, such as alcohol and disinfectant towels, and put them beside Lin Xing's hospital bed, and was about to go out. Was stopped by Xu Xiwan.

The nurse stopped, turned her head, smiled and bowed, "Mr. Xu, is there anything else you want to explain?"

"I'll go out for a while, you help Xiaoxing, come out and tell me after wiping it off."

The nurse was taken aback, "Mr. Xu, you...?"

"I still have something to do." Xu Xiwan's face was expressionless, and he wanted to get up and walk out, but Lin Xing grabbed his wrist.

Lin Xing was already sleepy and stared, still remembering that he couldn't let go of Xu Xiwan, and murmured in his sleep, "Wanwan, don't go."

The nurse stood by, neither leaving nor staying, which was quite embarrassing.

Xu Xiwan fixedly looked at the infusion needle stuck on the back of Lin Xing's thin hand, looked at it for a while, and finally sat back.She turned around, turned her back to Lin Xing, and said to the nurse, "Come here."

"Okay...ok..." The nurse flustered a little, adjusted the ice pack on Lin Xing's forehead, wiped off the sweat on her body, and then wiped her body with alcohol.

During the whole process, Lin Xing kept holding Xu Xiwan's hand.

During the whole process, Xu Xiwan let her hold her, but he didn't turn his head.

Xu Yiqing arrived at the hospital a long time ago, and watched Xu Xiwan's actions from outside the ward.

Xu Xi's behavior was too strange all night, Xu Yiqing seemed to have grasped some clues, but she didn't seem to understand anything.

Xu Yiqing has never been able to see through Xu Xiwan. Her sister is like a robot, and the only human emotion is given to Lin Xing. Other than that, her rationality is so cold that it makes people frightened.

After tossing until the sky turned white, Lin Xing's fever finally subsided. Xu Xiwan heard her breathing in sleep and began to calm down. Then he waved to the door, indicating that Xu Yiqing could come in.

Xu Yiqing got permission, opened the door and went in, sat next to Xu Xiwan, and asked softly, "Sister, is Xiaoxing okay?"

"Ah."

"No, what's wrong with you and Xiao Xing that you are making such a fuss? Could it be that Xiao Xing is disobedient and you want to teach her a lesson?" Xu Yiqing couldn't believe it when she said this, it was a joke, what did Xu Xiwan do to Lin Xing , other people don't know that Xu Yiqing doesn't know?Don't be disobedient, Lin Xing just wants to poke a hole in the sky, I'm afraid Xu Xiwan can also make missiles for her with a smile, Xu Yiqing really can't figure out what can make her sister let Lin Xing get sick He didn't care about it, and locked her out of the door and didn't let her in.

Xu Yiqing had no choice but to test Xu Xiwan, "Could it be... Could it be that what Xiaoxing said is true? You really don't plan to raise her anymore?"

Xu Xiwan cast a sideways glance at Xu Yiqing.

I just said it's impossible!Looking at her eyes, Xu Yiqing knew that there was no such thing at all, she was relieved, and even more puzzled, "Then why?"

Xu Xiwan's eyes returned to Lin Xing, and it took him a long time to say: "She has also reached the age when she should be independent."

"...I thought it was such a big deal, that Xiaoxing was crying, fussing and having a fever." Xu Yiqing was speechless, "No, sister, you haven't learned anything from educating children for so many years? You want Xiaoxing to Independence, this kind of heart is good, but you have to do it step by step, right? Weaning has to be weaned slowly, how can there be a child who is still drinking milk one day and eating meat the next day? I understand the truth, but you don't understand?"

Xu Xiwan didn't speak, Ren Xu Yiqing blamed her, and after she finished speaking, she said: "In the future, if you have nothing to do, take Xiaoxing out for a walk and see the outside world."

"Huh? Why don't you bring it yourself?"

"I'm busy."

"...Sister, can't you find a better reason? Or do you think I'm an idiot who can't tell the truth?"

Xu Yiqing thought, if in the first few years, when Xu Xiwan had just taken over the Xu family, she would have been very busy, and there were not a few times when she didn't touch the ground, but in recent years, the reputation of the Xu family has also improved. Now, the property is stable, the management is in place, and everything is going well. Xu Xiwan's gang are all good people, especially Xue Qushuang, who handles big and small things for her properly. Now she What else is there to be busy with, so busy that even Lin Xing has no time to care about it?During Xu Xiwan's busiest years, he took Lin Xing to go abroad regularly every year!

Xu Xiwan didn't even think about explaining anything to Xu Yiqing, she just said, "Take Xiaoxing to play more and teach her the necessary knowledge about puberty. From now on, your pocket money will increase by 20.00% every month."

"Sister, it's not about money..." Who did Xu Xiwan think of Xu Yiqing?Would the dignified Second Miss of the Xu family bend her waist for five buckets of rice?

"thirty."

Xu Yiqing shut up.

Don't bend your waist for five buckets of rice, but you can bend your waist for six buckets of rice.The dignified Second Miss of the Xu family is a person who is quite knowledgeable about current affairs.

Lin Xing likes to eat the fish porridge made by the nanny, Xu Xiwan called her and asked her to cook some and bring it over. When it was delivered, Lin Xing had just woken up, her lips were pale, and Xu Xiwan was feeding her water spoonful by spoonful. drink.

Seeing this, the nanny laughed, "Xiao Xing is old enough to feed Miss Xu?"

Lin Xing had just been provoked for a while, so he couldn't hear what he said, and immediately frowned and stared at the nanny, but her facial features were soft and she couldn't show a fierce look, so she looked a little coquettish and cute when she stared at her, so the nanny laughed even more, "Okay Okay, Auntie will stop talking...Miss Xu, where should I put this porridge?"

"Xiao Xing, don't be rude." Xu Xiwan said in a serious manner, without any hint of harshness, put down the water glass, and then said to the nanny: "Just put it on the table over there."

"Okay, Miss Xu, I'll go back first. Remember to feed this porridge to Xiaoxing, otherwise it will become fishy when it gets cold." The nanny specially highlighted the word "Hello". Glared at her.

After the nanny left, Xu Xiwan smiled lightly, "Look, even Aunt Wang laughed at you."

"I don't care, I'm going to feed you late." Lin Xing fell ill and became more coquettish and clingy than before, even a little more self-willed. She was frightened by Xu Xiwan, and she was anxious to get rid of her little self-willedness. , to prove his position in Xu Xiwan's heart.

"Okay, hello." Xu Xiwan's tone was gentle and helpless, exactly the same as before.

Lin Xing finally smiled happily.

She thought, well, nothing has changed.

But Xu Xiwan thought, everything has changed.

On Lin Xing's first weekend back from military training, he originally planned to take a good rest and relax, but who knew that because of this sudden illness, he lay in the hospital for two days and went straight to school. few.

On the first day of school, the first thing to do is to divide the seats, two people share a table, go to the junior high school, go up to the principal, down to each class teacher, all the teachers of the No. [-] Middle School are strictly guarded against puppy love, and mixed tables are not allowed. After thinking about it, if the classroom is not too small, the head teacher would like to have a seat for each child, for fear that there may be signs of inducing puppy love in the classroom.

Teacher Chen, the homeroom teacher, knew Lin Xing's background and paid close attention to Lin Xing. She knew that she was a little introverted, and knew that she had a good time with Qian Duoduo during the military training, so she arranged her and Qian Duoduo to be at the same table when arranging seats. .

In order to maintain a fair and equitable system, the seats of all students are not fixed. They change groups every two weeks, and change rows every week. But even so, there are almost always seats in the corner that will never be changed. , in the first and second classes of junior high school, this position was quietly assigned to Lin Xing by Teacher Chen.

After changing seats, the students all sat in their seats to tidy up their things. Qian Duoduo saw that Lin Xing's face was different, and asked her: "Lin Xing, are you okay? Why is your face so ugly? Do you want to go and see?" Infirmary?"

"I was sick last Saturday. I'm fine. I've already seen a doctor." Lin Xing was not fully recovered, his nose was blocked, and he spoke in a low voice.

"It's fine, hey, I didn't expect that we were arranged to be at the same table again. Do you think it's a coincidence? Haha, I'm so happy. I was still careful when I came here, lest I meet a bad-tempered tablemate." , I didn't expect it to be you, I can only say God bless, I am indeed a child favored by God, my luck is MAX..."

Lin Xing fell ill and was sickly. He was lying on the table, and Qian Duoduo's nagging gradually faded away.

Lin Xingcai just discovered the changes in his body.

When she was taking a shower one day, she looked in the bathroom mirror and accidentally found that her breasts seemed not as flat as before, but a little bulging.

She was excited about growing up that she had been looking forward to for a long time, but the matter of growing up had not yet come, and what came one step earlier was troubles.

I used to want to grow up so much, is growing up really a good thing?Lin Xing didn't think so at all.

The matter of growing up made Wanwan, who she loved the most, start to alienate herself.

Being ill that day frightened Xu Xiwan a lot, and Lin Xing logically moved back to the master bedroom that belonged to the two of them. Not long after Lin Xing was happy, he realized that something was wrong.

Xu Xiwan, who hadn't worked overtime for a long time, began to work overtime frequently again. Lin Xing sometimes couldn't sleep at night, so he called her and asked when she would come back. She said she was busy and told Lin Xing to go to bed early.

Lin Xing woke up after a nap, looked at the side, the half of the bed was flat, there was no trace of being walked on.

Xu Xi didn't return all night.

Lin Xing sat alone on the bed and was lost. She sat quietly for a while, then touched the mobile phone on the bedside table with her backhand, wanted to call Xu Xiwan, and asked her where she was and if she was done, but as soon as she opened the address book, her fingers stopped. action.

forget it.

Lin Xing thought, maybe Xu Xiwan had just had a little rest at this moment, so she called rashly, what if her sleep was disturbed.

Lin Xing's mind was messed up and she was thinking too much. After sitting on the bed for a while, she was in a daze when she was suddenly startled by a knock on the door.

"Xiao Xing will be late before she wakes up." Xu Xiwan pushed open the door, leaned out half of her body, tilted her head and smiled at Lin Xing, "Wake up, little lazy cat."

"Wan Wan?" Lin Xing's eyes lit up, and his disappointment was replaced by great surprise, "When did you come back?"

"An hour ago." Xu Xiwan said with a smile, "Get up quickly, and I'll take you to school after dinner."

"Okay!" Seeing Xu Xiwan, Lin Xing acted as if he had taken a stimulant. He energized his whole body, jumped out of bed, brushed his teeth, washed his face, and ate breakfast. Shi kept staring at Xu Xi and smiled late.

Xu Xiwan was not at all unusual, and even joked with Lin Xing, asking her if she passed the No. 1 exam, otherwise why would she laugh like this.

"I'm much happier than No.1 in the exam." Lin Xing put his hands on his chin and looked at Xu Xiwan brightly, "I'm happy as long as I see Wanwan."

"Go to school as soon as you're happy." Xu Xiwan tapped her forehead lightly, "What time do you think it is?"

"Ah!" Lin Xing jumped off the dining table and rushed into the room to organize his schoolbag.

When she entered the room, the smile on Xu Xiwan's face was put away, and her eyes were replaced by deep fatigue. She rubbed her eyes, and when Lin Xing came out, she put on that happy expression again.

Wanwan hasn't changed, Wanwan is just busy with work.

This realization made Lin Xing really happy for a while. Xu Xiwan worked overtime every night, but every morning he always came back before Lin Xing woke up, had breakfast with her, and took her to school, but he became a driver after school in the afternoon. To pick.

But on the weekends, Xu Xiwan disappeared all day long, whether it was early in the morning or at night, she never came back, and Xu Yiqing appeared more often on weekends, often taking Lin Xing out to play, in the outer suburbs, Or in the neighboring city, Xu Yiqing was always a fun-loving person, taking Lin Xing to play from midsummer to late autumn without repeating anything.

There are teachers, classmates and friends at school, and Xu Yiqing at home, but Lin Xing still feels lonely from the bottom of his heart.

Without Xu Xiwan, the whole world would be wrong.

"Sister Xiaoqing, what are you up to in Wanwan?" Lin Xing finally couldn't help asking.

"Ah? That..." Xu Yiqing looked embarrassed, "It's just work, and you know that she works desperately. I heard that she is going to expand overseas markets. You also know that there is a time difference overseas, so of course she has to work overtime. ..."

"Oh..." Lin Xing didn't understand Xu Xiwan's work, and Xu Yiqing's statement was somewhat reliable, so she could only believe it.

But isn't Xu Xiwan the president?Does the president have to work overtime?

Lin Xing once read several online novels with Qian Duoduo during class, and the president in it was in love every day, and it seemed that he had never worked overtime.

"Don't talk about the president, even the leaders of the country, you have to work overtime when you should." Xu Yiqing patted the back of her head, "Also, in the future, read less online novels and more serious books. Was led crooked."

"Sister Xiaoqing."

"Ok?"

"Are you starting to grow old?"

Xu Yiqing didn't know what Lin Xing meant, she looked at Lin Xing, waiting for her to explain to herself.

Lin Xing laughed, "Otherwise, why would you become more and more rigid?"

It's true that those who are close to vermilion are red and those who are close to ink are black, Xu Yiqing thought, Lin Xing, you little bastard, your ruthlessness is too late like Xu Xi's.

"Little devil, I am doing this for your own good! The dog bit Lu Dongbin!"

"You can be misled by reading an online novel, so this person has no idea what to look like." Lin Xing's voice was soft, but his words were firm.

Xu Yiqing thought about it, well, it makes sense.

……

Sitting in Xu Xiwan's seat, there are not so many things to be busy with.It's just that Xu Xiwan was tortured by his own dark thoughts about Lin Xing every day, unable to face Lin Xing, so he had to use the excuse of working overtime to stay away from home all day and all night.

Her office has its own lounge, which is not big, but although the sparrow is small, it has all internal organs. Xu Xiwan almost regards the lounge as her long-term residence, but she suffers from insomnia night after night.

Xu Xiwan didn't dare to think about Lin Xing, dared not see Lin Xing, and the short half hour of getting along during breakfast time every morning was already the closest she could get to Lin Xing.

I can't go any closer.

Xu Xi was afraid of the party.

She will ruin Lin Xing.

During the time when he didn't meet Lin Xing, Xu Xiwan didn't even dare to think about her, as if Lin Xing suddenly appeared in his mind for a second, it was an unforgivable sin.

Without Lin Xing, a large blank space suddenly appeared in Xu Xiwan's world, making her at a loss as to what to do, so she had to fill it with work.

Work, work, work day and night, and start a new project if it doesn't work, Xu Xiwan was finally tired enough to sleep for a few hours, and finally able to temporarily shield Lin Xing from her world.

The senior executives in the company found that this increasingly steady decision-maker had started to show the same vigor as he did when he was young. Everyone did not dare to neglect, and all rushed forward with all their strength. In that quarter, the company that had entered the stage of stable development Xu's profits soared, and so did the stocks. Several old guys on the board of directors were so happy that everyone got a lot of bonuses from top to bottom.

All beaming.

Only Lin Xing worriedly said to Xu Xiwan at the breakfast table every day: "Wanwan, you are so skinny now."

Lin Xing didn't care about Xu Xiwan's company's profit margins, turnover, or stocks at all. She only knew that Xu Xiwan she saw had sunken eye sockets, red and bloodshot eyes, tired and hard work, but she was too busy. Can't help.

However, Lin Xing didn't know that such concern made Xu Xiwan even more painful and anxious.