Messenger of Bliss
Chapter 26
"No one wants this life, and neither do I."
Jiang Yu smiled, sadly and desolately, since he made that reasonable and cruel decision, it was impossible to look back.And since there is no turning back, why bother to repent?
"If I were a fairy... would I be able to forget all of this?"
"You want to forget?"
"I just don't want to be disconnected from the meaningless past." He turned his head to look at Bai Qian, "You live a long life this year?"
"Ha." Bai Yan said with a sneer, "I'm not talented, I'm nine hundred years old."
"But remember what?"
"Hmm..." Bai Yan really thought hard for a while, but for some reason, only one person came to mind.
He smiled calmly, "You're right, if you can't keep something, it's better to forget it."
"too slow."
"Ok?"
Jiang Yu sighed deeply, "I said, I have a ghost in my heart, if it lives, I can't live."
Bai sneered, "Don't you think you are right?"
"No fault and no guilt are two different things."
Jiang Yu raised his head quietly, letting Wan Dao Xiaguang wrap himself, he longed to be comforted.
But Bai Yan didn't ask any more questions.
He just closed his eyes and continued to sleep without saying a single unnecessary word.
The two of them were like this, on the edge of the precarious cliff, from sunrise to dusk.
"Help me, Master Immortal."
Finally, at the moment when the last ray of afterglow was hidden in the sky, Jiang Yu broke the silence, and prayed with his dullness.
There are all kinds of mortals, a whole body of dross, nothing worth commemorating, nothing worthy of nostalgia, and everyone can be relieved if they are cleansed in one breath.
I also want to say goodbye, but I can't afford to cherish it.
I am sorry.
Bai Yan didn't open his eyes, he didn't even move, only the ethereal and vast Sanskrit sound pierced through the clouds.Jiang Yu sank into a deep, shaky dream, returning to the void, and all the noise, humiliation, embarrassment, and depravity in the world were instantly discarded in the vast emptiness behind him, and were completely washed away. in vain.It's not important, it's not important, everything is not important, it doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, even myself, I don't exist anymore.
Taixu curse, Mo Shang.
After that, the ups and downs, the wind and clouds scattered, even if they passed by each other, they finally became strangers.
"woke up?"
The young man blinked his eyes a few times, looked Bai Yan up and down, and grinned innocently, "Big brother..."
Bai Qian poked his head, "Aren't you afraid of me?"
The young man shook his head.
"know me?"
Shake his head.
"Do you know who you are?"
The boy bit his finger and shook his head again.
"Hey, you won't use too much force, right?" Bai Qian put his arm in, circled around the boy a few times, and muttered to himself, "There's nothing wrong...why did you come out with such a stupid hat..."
"You're an idiot!"
Only then did Bai Yan heave a sigh of relief, he put his hands on the young man's shoulders, and said with a smile: "Hey, are you willing to be my apprentice?"
"willing!"
"Oh? Why?"
"You look good."
"Pfft... I like to hear that." Bai laughed, "You're pretty handsome too. Come on, call me Shizun."
"Master—respect—" the young man deliberately elongated his voice and shouted loudly.
"Where are you calling the soul?"
"Hee hee..." The young man stuck out his tongue mischievously, as if he didn't recognize himself at all, he hugged Bai Qian, rubbed against his arms, and then softly called out: "Master... "
Bai Yan pinched his cheeks with both hands, looked left and right, and became more and more satisfied the more he looked, "Well, I've become a puppy. You want to strangle me? Let go."
"No!"
Bai Yan saw that he was cute and innocent, and was really happy in his heart, so he let him act like a baby to himself, "Then, how about I give you a name?"
"Ok!"
"All of us in the Bliss Gate are surnamed Bai...what's your name? Ah! Yes!" Bai Qian snapped his fingers, then scratched the young man's chin, "Eight-faced Yingche... let's call you Bai Che."
"Bai Che?"
"Yes. Che'er, do you like it?"
The young man nodded vigorously, jumped onto Bai Yan's waist, hooked his neck, and kissed him on the face, "I like it!"
"No big or small, go down!"
"No, Master..."
Bai ridiculed helplessness, he laughed at himself for being confused, sixteen years were but a flash in the pan in terms of the fairy world, the people in front of him were already gone from the mortal world, and he made a clean break with the past called "Jiang Yu".He takes advance as retreat, returns to the basics, and reshuffles the cards. His current mind is just a small one, so what can he care about?
"That's all..."
Bai Yan slapped him on the buttocks, "Be honest, I'll take you home to meet that uncle who is not easy to mess with and the ancestor who is especially easy to mess with."
"Okay..." The reborn child shyly buried his head in Bai Yan's neck, "Go home..."
"Yeah." Bai Yan put a cushion on his arm, "Go home."
"Black butcher!"
The story is short, but it is extraordinarily long for those who suffer in it.Heitu regained consciousness from the complete and sad truth, and the picture gradually dimmed, but the tyrannical aura attached to it became more and more obvious.It was gnawing at the dusty shackles of the past, little by little, and the water dripped through the ground, repaying Bai Che's most unbearable pain.
"What are you waiting for!"
Heitu turned his head slowly, only to see that Bai Zheng had come out of Bai Zheng's body, and he fainted on the ground, as if he had been squeezed out of his last ounce of strength.
Heitu hurriedly ran to help him, but was swung away by Bai Zheng's whip, he was probably extremely exhausted, after this sway, his footsteps were weak, and he gasped for a few breaths before he said, "The seal has been released, if you leave again Delay for a while, afraid that all previous efforts will be wasted, do what you should do, don't worry about him."
What he said was reasonable, Heitu glanced at Bai Zheng, saw that his breathing was still steady, his heart felt a little relieved, and he bowed to Bai Zheng, "The Immortal of Huai'an, Heitu has something to ask for."
"What nonsense do you have?"
"No matter what you see, please keep your mouth shut about Fanyu."
Bai Zheng frowned suspiciously, "Okay."
"Thank you." Heitu nodded, "Help me take care of him."
"Ah."
After Heitu finished speaking, he turned around and dived into the mess. These things seemed to smell their true destination, and rushed towards him aggressively.They are black and black, overwhelming mountains and seas, like a suffocating coffin, from which countless unscrupulous vines spread.They cling, entangle, and eagerly pierce Heitu's skin. They try to take root, try to germinate, try to suck his blood dry, devour his bone marrow, and obliterate his mind.They want him to resist, and the more he resists, the more vivid his life will be, and the more vivid he will be, the fatter his soul will be.
Heitu was struggling in this entanglement of ten thousand ants, he was shivering from the cold and unbearably hot, he couldn't breathe, and wanted to scream loudly, the thing blocked his lips and tongue, strangled his throat, Make waves in his internal organs.The acid filled his mouth, but he knew that his skin was bubbling with horrible muddy pus like a swamp, and these greedy monsters would definitely not waste a drop of his blood.
The reason why Jue Mingzong couldn't feel the pain was precisely because he was always feeling such extreme pain.
I must be ugly now.
Bai Zheng stared dumbfounded at what he saw in front of him, is this really that defiant Judgment Sect?He has always taken it for granted that Heitu is the master of the tyranny of the three worlds. He manipulates, controls, and uses these puppets to do evil. blame.
Wrong, at least not entirely right.
Bai Zheng suddenly recalled what Bai Qian had said. At that time, he held a bloody heart and told the righteous teachers who heard the news that he was not a hero, but no one believed him.
"The so-called reality that you don't experience yourself is the flower in the mirror."
Jus Mingzong is nothing more than a pathetic host.
It is so easy to get rid of something, for a hopeless fairy like Fanyu, he would rather walk barefoot on the cannon fire again, if a person knows the evil he is about to face, he is willing to go through fire and water... Bai Zheng sighed, and couldn't help but Looking at Bai Qian leaning on his shoulder, how much love does it take...
"Tu Tu..."
Bai Zheng was stunned for a moment, remembering Heitu's confession, he stood up vigorously, took Bai Zheng's hand and walked out of the house.Unexpectedly, Bai Yan was not talking in his sleep, he was completely awake, extremely sober.
"Tutu..." Bai Yan pushed Bai Zheng away with all his strength, he took two weak steps and then fell to the ground again, but he still crawled towards Heitu unwillingly, he tried his best to reach out his hand, eager to get closer to him , "Tutu...I'm coming...don't be afraid..."
With the power he didn't know where it came from, Heitu was so anxious that he broke through a vein in an instant, and let out a hissing voice like a spring: "Shangxian Huai'an... Please... take him away... don't look... Yu... don't look at me..."
After he only said these few words, he fell silent again, Bai Yan was completely deaf to his pleading, maybe he really didn't want to hear it, so he deliberately didn't hear it.
"Bai Yan!" Bai Zheng tightly hugged Bai Yan's waist, "It's good to get over it! He can get over it! Didn't he come over like this the last few times!"
"open."
"You have no mana!"
"open!"
"Fan Yu!"
Bai Yan lowered his head and plopped down to Bai Zheng's knees. He clutched the corner of Bai Zheng's clothes, his tearful eyes were full of begging, "Senior brother...I want to save him, he suffers so bad every time...he is afraid of me Worried...for fear that I will blame myself...every time you don't tell me...it's all my fault...let me save him..."
The always indifferent and rebellious Great Immortal of Bliss would be so sad for one person, Bai Zheng felt pity, he pulled Bai Xian up, and it was rare for him to exhort him in a soft voice: "Bai Yan, your magic power is exhausted, Can't recite the Taixu curse anymore, he... can only rely on himself."
Bai Yan grabbed the hem of his chest and sobbed twice. He wiped his tears and said in a low voice: "The peace of the past 500 years is all because of this decisive heart. I took it out and returned it to Nanshan Tower, right? Doesn't he have to suffer?"
Bai Zheng shuddered when he heard the words, "Fan Yu, don't do stupid things..."
"Give this heart back to him, and then..."
"Idiot!" He lost his mind and said to himself, Bai Zheng couldn't help but slapped him, "Don't be naive! After you die, your cultivation base will be greatly reduced. Who gave you the ability to destroy the dead? It's this one. Heart! Even if you return it, it’s just useless trash!”
His spine, which had always been straight, suddenly collapsed, and Bai Yan stood there submissively, not knowing how much he listened to, he just stared at Heitu intently, and suddenly smiled through tears.
Shen Bi called out suddenly, unable to catch up, too late.
Bai Zheng could only watch helplessly as this junior, who never cared about anything, insisted, insisted, almost absolutely, and ran towards that person with the last of his strength.
Can't share, at least can accompany.
In the past, I was self-willed and thought I respected you a lot, but now that I think about it, I just don’t know you well enough.
Don't tell me that you are not afraid of pain in those days when you bear it alone.
There was a decisive heart in his body, those things did not resist Bai Qian, and the sudden erosion made him truly understand what Heitu was suffering from.Heitu had already fainted, but the moment his hand touched him, Bai Yan felt that he was holding himself.
He held him in his arms and said, rotten wood.
He hugged him back.
You are as stupid as I am.
Bai sneered, kissed his ear tenderly, and hummed softly.
His voice was intermittently muffled under the severe pain, but Heitu could still hear it.
Not too much.
It is the nameless Xun song.
Jiang Yu smiled, sadly and desolately, since he made that reasonable and cruel decision, it was impossible to look back.And since there is no turning back, why bother to repent?
"If I were a fairy... would I be able to forget all of this?"
"You want to forget?"
"I just don't want to be disconnected from the meaningless past." He turned his head to look at Bai Qian, "You live a long life this year?"
"Ha." Bai Yan said with a sneer, "I'm not talented, I'm nine hundred years old."
"But remember what?"
"Hmm..." Bai Yan really thought hard for a while, but for some reason, only one person came to mind.
He smiled calmly, "You're right, if you can't keep something, it's better to forget it."
"too slow."
"Ok?"
Jiang Yu sighed deeply, "I said, I have a ghost in my heart, if it lives, I can't live."
Bai sneered, "Don't you think you are right?"
"No fault and no guilt are two different things."
Jiang Yu raised his head quietly, letting Wan Dao Xiaguang wrap himself, he longed to be comforted.
But Bai Yan didn't ask any more questions.
He just closed his eyes and continued to sleep without saying a single unnecessary word.
The two of them were like this, on the edge of the precarious cliff, from sunrise to dusk.
"Help me, Master Immortal."
Finally, at the moment when the last ray of afterglow was hidden in the sky, Jiang Yu broke the silence, and prayed with his dullness.
There are all kinds of mortals, a whole body of dross, nothing worth commemorating, nothing worthy of nostalgia, and everyone can be relieved if they are cleansed in one breath.
I also want to say goodbye, but I can't afford to cherish it.
I am sorry.
Bai Yan didn't open his eyes, he didn't even move, only the ethereal and vast Sanskrit sound pierced through the clouds.Jiang Yu sank into a deep, shaky dream, returning to the void, and all the noise, humiliation, embarrassment, and depravity in the world were instantly discarded in the vast emptiness behind him, and were completely washed away. in vain.It's not important, it's not important, everything is not important, it doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, even myself, I don't exist anymore.
Taixu curse, Mo Shang.
After that, the ups and downs, the wind and clouds scattered, even if they passed by each other, they finally became strangers.
"woke up?"
The young man blinked his eyes a few times, looked Bai Yan up and down, and grinned innocently, "Big brother..."
Bai Qian poked his head, "Aren't you afraid of me?"
The young man shook his head.
"know me?"
Shake his head.
"Do you know who you are?"
The boy bit his finger and shook his head again.
"Hey, you won't use too much force, right?" Bai Qian put his arm in, circled around the boy a few times, and muttered to himself, "There's nothing wrong...why did you come out with such a stupid hat..."
"You're an idiot!"
Only then did Bai Yan heave a sigh of relief, he put his hands on the young man's shoulders, and said with a smile: "Hey, are you willing to be my apprentice?"
"willing!"
"Oh? Why?"
"You look good."
"Pfft... I like to hear that." Bai laughed, "You're pretty handsome too. Come on, call me Shizun."
"Master—respect—" the young man deliberately elongated his voice and shouted loudly.
"Where are you calling the soul?"
"Hee hee..." The young man stuck out his tongue mischievously, as if he didn't recognize himself at all, he hugged Bai Qian, rubbed against his arms, and then softly called out: "Master... "
Bai Yan pinched his cheeks with both hands, looked left and right, and became more and more satisfied the more he looked, "Well, I've become a puppy. You want to strangle me? Let go."
"No!"
Bai Yan saw that he was cute and innocent, and was really happy in his heart, so he let him act like a baby to himself, "Then, how about I give you a name?"
"Ok!"
"All of us in the Bliss Gate are surnamed Bai...what's your name? Ah! Yes!" Bai Qian snapped his fingers, then scratched the young man's chin, "Eight-faced Yingche... let's call you Bai Che."
"Bai Che?"
"Yes. Che'er, do you like it?"
The young man nodded vigorously, jumped onto Bai Yan's waist, hooked his neck, and kissed him on the face, "I like it!"
"No big or small, go down!"
"No, Master..."
Bai ridiculed helplessness, he laughed at himself for being confused, sixteen years were but a flash in the pan in terms of the fairy world, the people in front of him were already gone from the mortal world, and he made a clean break with the past called "Jiang Yu".He takes advance as retreat, returns to the basics, and reshuffles the cards. His current mind is just a small one, so what can he care about?
"That's all..."
Bai Yan slapped him on the buttocks, "Be honest, I'll take you home to meet that uncle who is not easy to mess with and the ancestor who is especially easy to mess with."
"Okay..." The reborn child shyly buried his head in Bai Yan's neck, "Go home..."
"Yeah." Bai Yan put a cushion on his arm, "Go home."
"Black butcher!"
The story is short, but it is extraordinarily long for those who suffer in it.Heitu regained consciousness from the complete and sad truth, and the picture gradually dimmed, but the tyrannical aura attached to it became more and more obvious.It was gnawing at the dusty shackles of the past, little by little, and the water dripped through the ground, repaying Bai Che's most unbearable pain.
"What are you waiting for!"
Heitu turned his head slowly, only to see that Bai Zheng had come out of Bai Zheng's body, and he fainted on the ground, as if he had been squeezed out of his last ounce of strength.
Heitu hurriedly ran to help him, but was swung away by Bai Zheng's whip, he was probably extremely exhausted, after this sway, his footsteps were weak, and he gasped for a few breaths before he said, "The seal has been released, if you leave again Delay for a while, afraid that all previous efforts will be wasted, do what you should do, don't worry about him."
What he said was reasonable, Heitu glanced at Bai Zheng, saw that his breathing was still steady, his heart felt a little relieved, and he bowed to Bai Zheng, "The Immortal of Huai'an, Heitu has something to ask for."
"What nonsense do you have?"
"No matter what you see, please keep your mouth shut about Fanyu."
Bai Zheng frowned suspiciously, "Okay."
"Thank you." Heitu nodded, "Help me take care of him."
"Ah."
After Heitu finished speaking, he turned around and dived into the mess. These things seemed to smell their true destination, and rushed towards him aggressively.They are black and black, overwhelming mountains and seas, like a suffocating coffin, from which countless unscrupulous vines spread.They cling, entangle, and eagerly pierce Heitu's skin. They try to take root, try to germinate, try to suck his blood dry, devour his bone marrow, and obliterate his mind.They want him to resist, and the more he resists, the more vivid his life will be, and the more vivid he will be, the fatter his soul will be.
Heitu was struggling in this entanglement of ten thousand ants, he was shivering from the cold and unbearably hot, he couldn't breathe, and wanted to scream loudly, the thing blocked his lips and tongue, strangled his throat, Make waves in his internal organs.The acid filled his mouth, but he knew that his skin was bubbling with horrible muddy pus like a swamp, and these greedy monsters would definitely not waste a drop of his blood.
The reason why Jue Mingzong couldn't feel the pain was precisely because he was always feeling such extreme pain.
I must be ugly now.
Bai Zheng stared dumbfounded at what he saw in front of him, is this really that defiant Judgment Sect?He has always taken it for granted that Heitu is the master of the tyranny of the three worlds. He manipulates, controls, and uses these puppets to do evil. blame.
Wrong, at least not entirely right.
Bai Zheng suddenly recalled what Bai Qian had said. At that time, he held a bloody heart and told the righteous teachers who heard the news that he was not a hero, but no one believed him.
"The so-called reality that you don't experience yourself is the flower in the mirror."
Jus Mingzong is nothing more than a pathetic host.
It is so easy to get rid of something, for a hopeless fairy like Fanyu, he would rather walk barefoot on the cannon fire again, if a person knows the evil he is about to face, he is willing to go through fire and water... Bai Zheng sighed, and couldn't help but Looking at Bai Qian leaning on his shoulder, how much love does it take...
"Tu Tu..."
Bai Zheng was stunned for a moment, remembering Heitu's confession, he stood up vigorously, took Bai Zheng's hand and walked out of the house.Unexpectedly, Bai Yan was not talking in his sleep, he was completely awake, extremely sober.
"Tutu..." Bai Yan pushed Bai Zheng away with all his strength, he took two weak steps and then fell to the ground again, but he still crawled towards Heitu unwillingly, he tried his best to reach out his hand, eager to get closer to him , "Tutu...I'm coming...don't be afraid..."
With the power he didn't know where it came from, Heitu was so anxious that he broke through a vein in an instant, and let out a hissing voice like a spring: "Shangxian Huai'an... Please... take him away... don't look... Yu... don't look at me..."
After he only said these few words, he fell silent again, Bai Yan was completely deaf to his pleading, maybe he really didn't want to hear it, so he deliberately didn't hear it.
"Bai Yan!" Bai Zheng tightly hugged Bai Yan's waist, "It's good to get over it! He can get over it! Didn't he come over like this the last few times!"
"open."
"You have no mana!"
"open!"
"Fan Yu!"
Bai Yan lowered his head and plopped down to Bai Zheng's knees. He clutched the corner of Bai Zheng's clothes, his tearful eyes were full of begging, "Senior brother...I want to save him, he suffers so bad every time...he is afraid of me Worried...for fear that I will blame myself...every time you don't tell me...it's all my fault...let me save him..."
The always indifferent and rebellious Great Immortal of Bliss would be so sad for one person, Bai Zheng felt pity, he pulled Bai Xian up, and it was rare for him to exhort him in a soft voice: "Bai Yan, your magic power is exhausted, Can't recite the Taixu curse anymore, he... can only rely on himself."
Bai Yan grabbed the hem of his chest and sobbed twice. He wiped his tears and said in a low voice: "The peace of the past 500 years is all because of this decisive heart. I took it out and returned it to Nanshan Tower, right? Doesn't he have to suffer?"
Bai Zheng shuddered when he heard the words, "Fan Yu, don't do stupid things..."
"Give this heart back to him, and then..."
"Idiot!" He lost his mind and said to himself, Bai Zheng couldn't help but slapped him, "Don't be naive! After you die, your cultivation base will be greatly reduced. Who gave you the ability to destroy the dead? It's this one. Heart! Even if you return it, it’s just useless trash!”
His spine, which had always been straight, suddenly collapsed, and Bai Yan stood there submissively, not knowing how much he listened to, he just stared at Heitu intently, and suddenly smiled through tears.
Shen Bi called out suddenly, unable to catch up, too late.
Bai Zheng could only watch helplessly as this junior, who never cared about anything, insisted, insisted, almost absolutely, and ran towards that person with the last of his strength.
Can't share, at least can accompany.
In the past, I was self-willed and thought I respected you a lot, but now that I think about it, I just don’t know you well enough.
Don't tell me that you are not afraid of pain in those days when you bear it alone.
There was a decisive heart in his body, those things did not resist Bai Qian, and the sudden erosion made him truly understand what Heitu was suffering from.Heitu had already fainted, but the moment his hand touched him, Bai Yan felt that he was holding himself.
He held him in his arms and said, rotten wood.
He hugged him back.
You are as stupid as I am.
Bai sneered, kissed his ear tenderly, and hummed softly.
His voice was intermittently muffled under the severe pain, but Heitu could still hear it.
Not too much.
It is the nameless Xun song.
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