Messenger of Bliss

Jiang Yu was like this, once again he sacrificed his life for a bowl of hot soup for his younger brother.

However, a butcher holding a castration knife will not allow the right to slaughter others to be violated, and spectators who stand by will not easily get involved in disputes that have nothing to do with themselves.Jiang Yu is soberly aware that after today, he will have a more difficult life and become isolated and helpless. He has no idea how long this life can last.

But he also doesn't want to think about these unnecessary things, barefoot is not afraid of wearing shoes, every step of the day counts, tomorrow?Tomorrow was too far away, he was hit by the south wall until his head was bleeding, he had no right or energy to think about tomorrow.If one day he could finally die together with this goddamn fate, once he died, he would probably be thankful for this long overdue relief.

"Big brother..."

"Huh?" Jiang Yu came back to his senses, "How is Ah Cheng?"

"No more burning." Jiang Min squatted down beside him, took his arm and gently leaned against him, "Brother, thank you."

Jiang Yu didn't move, and said indifferently: "My brothers and sisters, thank you."

"I still have to thank you." Jiang Min smiled, "Brother, do you hate Daddy?"

Jiang Yu snorted, "What's so hateful about that nerd? It's just a winner and a loser. This world cannot tolerate innocence. A person like him is destined to end badly."

"I didn't mean that." Jiang Min pursed his lips and said in a low voice: "Brother, Dad doesn't like you, but he loves me and Second Brother. Do you hate him?"

Jiang Yu was obviously stunned for a moment. He really wanted to grit his teeth, but since he was dead, there was no point in deceiving himself and others. What's more, he really didn't have the strength to keep his mouth shut.

"hatred."

Without waiting for Jiang Min to respond, he stood up, pulled his sister's hair casually, and said pretendingly indifferently: "It's only natural that he doesn't hurt me. After all, I am different from him. Not all the way."

"Is it?"

Jiang Yu tried to smile, but sold all the bitterness on his face, "Amin, the water is hard to stop, even if he plans to face up to my son, it's too late."

"Brother, do you miss Dad?"

want to?

If you don't think about it, maybe you won't think about it.

Jiang Yu just shook his head and sighed softly, "It's dangerous here, go back."

Jiang Yu didn't expect that Mi Li's mother and son were still waiting for him.

"You are really not afraid of death."

"You want to drive me away before the business is done?" Feng rolled his eyes at him, ignored his teasing, and picked up a tree branch casually, "Here, you promised to teach me how to write, don't worry about it." Repudiation!"

Jiang Yu admired the woman in front of him, somehow, he thought of his mother.

According to the law, women and children could have been exempted from the death penalty, but she chose to watch her husband die without taking his eyes off it.She stood up, calmly walked to his dead body, looked up to the sky and smiled, without shedding a single tear.

She said, I deserve it.

She held the hand on his stump, clasped her fingers tightly, grabbed the ground with her head, and slammed herself to death.

Once women are decisive, no one can imagine where their stubbornness will end.

"Hey!"

"Huh?" When Jiang Yu realized that the branch had already been stuffed into his hand, he smiled lightly and his tone eased, "Where's your son?"

"Here it is, Rice Grain!"

A small head poked out timidly from behind the rock, and the boy grinned at Jiang Yu with a smirk, "Master, do you still want me?"

"come over."

Mi Li showed surprise on his face, he glanced at his mother, and threw himself into Jiang Yu's arms excitedly, "Master!"

Jiang Yu staggered when he bumped into her, and said, "Stand up!"

"Oh."

"Take it."

Mi Li held the branch in both hands, blinked in wonder, "Master..."

"I'll teach you how to hold a pen, come here."

"Oh."

Mi Li bit his lip shyly, he got into Jiang Yu's arms, let Jiang Yu's big hand wrap his, listening to the calm voice by his ears, the corners of his eyes suddenly turned red.

Jiang Yu naturally doesn't pay attention to these details. Among his few memories about his father, a very small part is about writing.

My father thought his handwriting was too graceful and graceful, and he was still angry at that time. I like to write like this. If you don't like it, you can teach your precious Jiang Sheng, and leave me alone.

Then his father really didn't care about him anymore.

Even if Jiang Yu died, he would not admit that he was actually willing, willing to give up all indifferent arrogance, and teach him to draw a handwriting in exchange for his father.

Write his name, Yu, the new sun shines, bright day.

"What are you thinking? Concentrate!"

"Master..."

"Your words are all squeezed into balls, don't write so tightly, be more generous."

"Oh."

"Write your name a thousand times, I'll come back and check."

"Master, where are you going?"

Jiang Yu tapped him on the forehead, "There is a forest in the distance, I'll look for something to eat, I can't let you starve to death."

"Are you going to die again?"

"Don't worry." Jiang Yu smiled, "I'm pretty sorry for my life."

After he finished speaking, he disappeared without a trace and didn't come back until late at night. Jiang Min was finally relieved to see that his brother was safe and sound, but he was still annoyed at his arbitrariness, so he glared at him and ignored him.

Jiang Yu laughed, put a few fruits beside his sister, and coaxed softly: "Amin, brother won't go anymore, okay?"

"That's right, Ah Min, brother is also for us, don't be angry."

Jiang Min pouted, looking at his sweaty face, his heart was moved, "I'm just... worried..."

"Brother is wrong. Come." Jiang Yu picked up a fruit and rubbed it on his body, "Try it, is it sweet?"

Jiang Min took a bite of her brother's hand, her teeth were so sour, but she still nodded vigorously, "Sweet."

"Eat more." Jiang Yu turned around and greeted Mi Li, "Have you finished writing?"

"Ok!"

"Where's your mother?"

"she went out."

Jiang Yu was startled, "Go out? Where did you go?"

"Mother always goes out, tell me not to ask, and say that I will know when I grow up."

Jiang Yu knew it in his heart, he patted Mi Li's head, "Yes, your mother is right, come, eat the fruit."

"Yes! Thank you, Master."

After a while, Mrs. Feng came back, holding a small bag of bread in her hand. She laughed at Yan Yan, and shouted loudly: "Why are you looking at me? Come and eat! The second master just recovered from his illness, so he needs something warm." , and younger sister, girls at this age can’t do without enough food.”

In the silent cave, there was only her voice, and everyone except Mi Li knew it well, and everyone remained silent.

Jiang Yu strode over, he grabbed a piece of cake and stuffed it into his mouth, "Thank you."

Feng Shi just smiled lightly, patted his shoulder, put his index finger to his lips, "Shh..."

"it is good."

The tide ebbs and flows, the sun rises and sets.

Jiang Sheng pretended to be healthy with his decayed sick body. Jiang Min taught Mi Li to write on behalf of his elder brother. The young lady even learned how to cook and mend clothes. Shi still uses various reasons to prevaricate his brief disappearance to his son.The life without enough food has no waves and no changes. They are familiar with how to survive, how to be strong, and how to be numb.

The strength of a person lies in the fact that you thought you were already in a desperate situation, but you inadvertently overcame the thorns and found that you were still alive.

Winter is coming.

Jiang Yu found nothing in the forest, and there was less and less food to eat. He went back hungry, only to be greeted by Jiang Sheng's anxious face, and Jiang Min was gone.

"What about people?"

"She said that her clothes were dirty, and she wanted to wash in the stream. I thought it was not far away, so I let her go. Who knew that she hadn't come back for half a day, and she just... ah! Come back! It scared me to death!" Feng's eyes suddenly drifted to Jiang Yu's back, and she trotted to meet him. She showed a reassuring smile just now, and when she saw Jiang Min's appearance clearly, her face collapsed again.

She staggered, her clothes were disheveled, and there was still a bright red stain on the exposed trousers. Jiang Yu suddenly understood everything like a bolt from the blue.

"Who did it?"

"Brother, I voluntarily."

The crisp applause still reverberated, Jiang Sheng pulled Jiang Yu back, "Brother, what are you doing!"

"Second brother!" Jiang Min just smiled sweetly. She has rarely smiled in the past six months.She supported Feng's hand and stood up, took out a few steamed buns from her bosom, "Brother, you eat, and hit me when you're full."

Jiang Yu was trembling all over. The corners of his mouth twitched for a long time before he finally managed to make a voice, which was so hoarse that it pierced his heart, "You are just for... this? Just for this? Jiang Min, you are for this!"

"Yeah." Jiang Min stared at the bloody steamed buns that she bought with her body, and smiled, "Brother, winter is coming, I think we're alive." She carefully put her head on her brother's shoulder, and hugged him silently, " Jiang Yu, do you think you are the only one who has a heart? Ah Min has no other skills, Ah Min has grown up, don't be sad, as long as the brothers are here, Ah Min is not afraid... Ah Min doesn't want you to bear it alone, we are family... "

She could feel her brother crying.

Jiang Yu took several deep breaths before he could barely restrain the pain in his heart. He wiped his eyes, pushed Jiang Min away, and said calmly to Jiang Sheng, "Eat."

"Big brother!"

"I'll let you eat!"

"Ah, that's it, it's not a big deal..." Feng stepped forward to make a rescue, "Mi Li found some dry firewood, I tried to boil some water and wash the girl, what do you men know, get out, get out!"

"En." Jiang Yu felt cramps in his stomach, he responded indiscriminately, and left in a panic.

For many days after that, Jiang Yu didn't say a word.

He always ran to the seaside alone in the middle of the night, and for some reason this day, he just wanted to give up. He dived headlong into the icy sea water, begging the waves to be merciful and take him away with him.

Take him to meet his parents, such a person who deserves no shame or shame, should be crowned with bliss, right?

In the Paradise of Paradise, there is no intrigue, no helplessness, and their family will be happy.

He was thinking wildly, and before he knew it, he was already submerged in the sea.

Great.

"Cough cough..."

Jiang Yu woke up leisurely, damn it.

"I saved you, why are you still scolding?"

Jiang Yu jumped up in agitation. The person in front of him was dressed in heroic white clothes, with picturesque features and a chivalrous appearance. He was casually playing with the whisk in his hand. At first glance, he was out of place with Huanhai, but if it wasn't for the people here, he Who could it be?

He rubbed his eyes, is it a dream?

"who are you?"

The man smiled at him, "My name is Bai Yan, I am a fairy, do you believe it?"

"I believe."

The man seemed a little surprised, "Why are you seeking death?"

"Why did you save me?"

"I was the one who asked first."

"If I can't survive, I will die naturally." He pointed at him, "You say."

"Relax, relax..." The man hooked his fingers, "You stand like this, and my neck hurts from looking up."

Jiang Yu hesitated for a moment, then sat back on the beach, "Immortals...do you still care about ordinary people's affairs?"

"I shouldn't have cared about it." A hint of cunning flashed in his dark eyes, "But you... have something I can only wish for, so it would be a pity to let you die like this."