humble love

It's better to sleep in my own bed, but at this moment, Hin is puzzled by his sleeping position, but feels at ease.

When Hin opened his eyes, Tul's body was close at hand, and he was sleeping in Tul's arms... Tul's bracelet was tightly clasped around his waist...

What is the situation...

Hin leaned on Tul's chest, listening to his heartbeat, his heart beat inexplicably.

If memory can be forgotten, but what about physical memory?

It's a habit. When you fall asleep, you will automatically lean over, but you are the one who lost your memory, and Tul didn't...

So is he taking the initiative or Tul taking the initiative?

Hin recalled last night, because there was only one room in his house, and there was only one big sized bed, which was enough for two big men to sleep. He didn't think there was any problem with men sharing a big bed, so he invited Tul sleep together.

Tul originally refused, but his expression seemed a little blushing at that time? Hin didn't notice so much, and later Tul agreed to share a bed.

Then...waking up in the morning changed like this, Hin didn't think it was strange that they were hugging each other, but felt that he liked the feeling of being held in Tul's arms.

Last night, Tul refused to tell him about the past, and now the posture of the two of them embracing and falling asleep made Hin very curious. If possible, he would like to retrieve his previous memories, but first he must have the opportunity to return to Thailand.

Feeling that the person holding him seemed to be waking up, Hin immediately closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.

"I finally have a chance to hug you to sleep again, I'm sorry... Hin." After Tul finished speaking, he kissed Hin on the forehead, then gently released Hin, and got up quietly.

Hin opened his eyes and looked at the back of Tul walking away, his eyes were wet because of his words, why did he feel sad...

After sorting out the strange emotions, Hin took Tul to the small town of Haleiwa to let him know why he likes this place, and then drove to the famous Waimea Bay and Sunset Beach to watch the surfers' paradise.

When they arrived at the sunset shipwreck and prepared to welcome the sunset, a call came from Thailand, urging Tul to go back quickly.

"Hin, I'm sorry, my vacation is over, there is something important in Thailand, I have to go back to deal with it." Tul said to Hin after hanging up the phone.

"Tul, can I go back with you?"

Thailand

When the plane landed on the runway, Hin was a little nervous and a little excited, after all, he hadn't returned to the place where he grew up for seven years.

After Hin decided to go back to Thailand with him, Tul seldom talked to Hin along the way. He knew that Hin had the right to retrieve his memory, and he was powerless to stop it. A short time together is enough, enough to accompany me through the rest of my life...

The bitter feeling has always existed after returning from Hawaii, but this is all caused by himself. Tul only blames himself. He has no right to ask Hin to stay. In the days to come, cherish it and let Hin remember everything!

The car drove slowly into the Metthanan mansion. Hin looked out of the car window, at a place that was both unfamiliar and familiar. He didn't know whether it was right or wrong to decide to return to Thailand. From seeing the respectful manner of the people who came to pick up Tul to Tul, and Tul's response His attitude was completely different from the relaxed look in Hawaii. For some reason, his hands trembled slightly.

When Hin entered the mansion, many servants saw him and all showed surprised expressions, but he just walked behind Tul.

When they reached the living room, there were already people waiting for them.

"Daddy~~ You're back! Phu misses you so much!" Little Phu rushed forward to hug his father.

"Did Phu obediently listen to Uncle Tin?" Tul knelt down and asked his son's hair.

"Phu is obedient, who is he?" Little Phu pointed to Hin behind his father.

"This is Uncle Hin. He came back from Hawaii and is temporarily staying at our house. Hin, this is my son Phu."

"Are you married?" Hin didn't hear what Tul said, and didn't see him wearing a wedding ring.

"Well, but divorced. The taller ones are my brother Tin and his boyfriend Can."

"Brother Hin, long time no see, welcome back." Tin held out his hand.

"Hello!" Hin smiled and held out his hand to hold Tin's.

Seeing Hin's smile, Tin froze for a moment... Apparently, Tin had never seen Hin's smile before.

"It turns out that you are the only one who loves Smelly Tul. I advise you to get away from Smelly Tul to be safer..." Can spoke so fast that Tin had no time. He covered Can's mouth and clasped his waist.

"Sorry, we have something to do, go upstairs first! Phu, you should go to bed at this time, go!" Tin grabbed the older one, and yelled the younger one away along the way.

"Hin, I'm so sorry, I told you to watch jokes as soon as you come back. You will understand what Can said in the future. I'll take you to your room." Tul didn't intend to explain what Can said, after all, he was right .

Tul took him to the guest room.

"This is your room. If you need anything, my room is next door. Tell me directly."

"I lived in this room before?" Hin felt that he was completely unfamiliar with this room.

"The room you used to live in has been changed now, so you will live next door to me first. Tomorrow, I will enter the company. If you wake up, go to the housekeeper. I will tell him to take you to familiarize yourself with the environment of the mansion. It's getting late, you first Take a break to adjust the jet lag," Tul didn't want to let Hin know about the small room he used to live in.

"OK, good night!"

Because of jet lag, Hin couldn't sleep, and lay on the bed all night to toss and turn, finally fell asleep, but began to have unclear dreams, and when he woke up, he was sweating all over his body, what dream was it, even Hin himself wondered Can't see clearly, can't remember what those are, just feel very depressed...

After getting up and washing up, I walked out of the room to go downstairs, but I unconsciously walked in another direction and walked to the next room. The doors on this floor are all the same, but Hin is very familiar with this door...

The door is locked with a code. Hin stretched out his hand reflexively, pressed six numbers, and the door opened... He was surprised that he could open it. He walked in. Hin walked over and looked at the furnishings and every item in the room. Those ones…

Floors, desks... even... beds...

In Hin's mind, everything that happened in this room before him constantly and quickly emerged!

In the Metthanan mansion, all the memories come flooding back at this moment!

His eyes widened, his breathing was difficult, and he knelt on the ground in pain. Hin burst into tears, venting all his sad emotions over the years.

He wants to escape from this room...

When Hin rushed out of the room, he happened to bump into the butler who brought him food, and he hid in his room and locked it inside.

Seeing Hin's expression on coming out of the young master's room, the butler felt that he was about to report to Master Tul, so he called Tul.

As a result, Tul got a call and left a group of executives waiting for him to make a decision. No matter how important the meeting is, what is more important than Hin at this moment? Tul was racing on the road and went through several red lights to go home.

When I got home, the car hadn't turned off, and I opened the car door and rushed to Hin's room. The butler was guarding the door.

"Open the door!" Tul panted a little while running, his tie was loosened by him, and his hair was slightly messed up.

After the butler opened the locked door, he stepped back and let Tul walk in.

The curtains were drawn and the room was dark. After Tul let himself get used to it, he began to look for Hin.

Hin's tall body was completely huddled in the corner of the bed, his eyes were empty, and his tears were dry. When Tul saw Hin like this, he knew that he had recovered his memory. Tul knelt down and hugged Hin in his arms.

"Hin, I'm sorry! I shouldn't have brought you back..." Such Hin made Tul feel pain.

"Let go...don't touch me..." Hin said, whispering in a hoarse voice, and then started to cry again.

"I'm sorry... Hin... don't cry, it's my fault..." Tul said sorry, let him go, and sat beside him quietly.

The two of them maintained the same posture in this way, from day to night.

"Master, the master is looking for you..." The butler had no choice but to enter the room because he wanted to send a message.

The housekeeper helped Tul up, he glanced at Hin, and turned on the small light by the bed before leaving.

As soon as Tul walked out of the room, Tin walked in.

"Brother Hin remembered, right?" Tin said.

"Well, I remember everything."

"Some things, I know I shouldn't say it, but I still want Brother Hin to know that after you left, Brother Tul's life is not good, and even Phu's name Phupha is related to Brother Hin, so I think Tul Brother, he really misses you. Originally, I didn’t know this, because after I was with Can, I was afraid that Brother Tul would attack Can, but he never did. One day, he said to me In a word, if I want to do something, you won’t even be able to come back to Thailand, so I agreed to someone’s request.”

"After thinking about it for a long time, I realized that after Brother Hin left, Brother Tul stopped attacking me. If Brother Hin wants to leave Thailand, I can arrange it." After saying these words, Tin left and left Hin alone.

Why such cruel recall of forgotten things?

Why can't I continue to forget, so that I can regard myself as an equal relationship with Master Tul, not a relationship between a master and a servant?

Why do you have to...lose the good impression you just had just because of this?

Just because you are a servant's child, Hin, no matter how hard you try, you will never be worthy of Master Tul.

Angels are not something that ordinary people can touch casually.

No matter how time passes...it can't change the fact...

But... Joe and Master Tin, the Master Tul they talked about, and the Master Tul they met in Hawaii seem to be different from the Master Tul they know...

Does the young master like me too?

Is this possible? …

Can I stay with Master Tul and continue to love him secretly...

Who can fulfill my humble love...

In front of his father's study, after finishing his slightly wrinkled suit, Tul knocked on the door lightly.

"Come in!" A majestic voice came from inside.

Tray-Metthanan has a lot of gray hair in recent years because of his two sons.

"Dad, you are looking for me."

"I heard, you brought Gornhin back?"

"Yes."

"Then, you throw away the important decision-making meeting for Gornhin?"

"Yes."

"reason?"

"I can't live without Hin!"

"I found out that you abused Gornhin back then, and I asked him to leave for your own good. Now you say you can't live without him, do you want to bring him back to continue to accept your abuse, Tul?"

"Dad..." Tul looked at his father in surprise, it turned out that his father already knew.

"Tul, I asked Gornhin to study with you, not to make you abuse him, but to make him compensate you for losing your mother's company, and your grandma's ruthlessness to you, but you treated him like this."

"I'm sorry, Dad...I'll apologize to Hin over there..."

"Tul, you and Tin are both my children. I hope you can both get happiness. Happiness is in your own hands. You have to fight for it bravely. Dad doesn't want the tragedy of my separation from your mother to happen to you again. , at least Dad is not as obsessed with identity as your grandma, otherwise I wouldn't let Tin and Can be together, you should be able to see from this. Well, you go out."

Tul exited his father's study, and when he closed the door, he saw his father take out a photo frame from the drawer, and silently wiped away his tears...

Tul, who came back to Hin's room again, saw that Hin had got up and sat on the bed, he walked over and stood in front of him.

"Hin...I'm sorry for the things I did to you before. I put my own pain on you. The hatred made me ignore my feelings. I didn't realize that I lost you until you left. The pain my grandma gave me was not at all. It’s nothing, you’ve been with me all this time, you’ve been the driving force behind my life. Now that you’ve remembered that I’m such a despicable person, I don’t deserve you to call me an angel…”

"Master Tul knows about angels?" Hin suddenly looked up at Tul when he heard the word angel.

"The night before the wedding, I heard what you said to me, and I listened and did it." Tul raised his hand and stroked Hin's face.

"Hin, I have missed you so much these past few years, but I dare not go to you. I was afraid that you would not want me, so I left. I just found out that my father found out what I did to you, and asked you to go to protect you. .In Hawaii, I saw that you live very comfortably. I have never seen your smile. I think you are more suitable to live there. I will take you to the airport tomorrow." Tul said that he was about to send him away, and he pulled away With the hands on Hin's face, he forced himself to turn and leave with difficulty.

When Tul turned his back on him, Hin stood up and hugged him from behind.

"Master Tul is always an angel. Where there are no angels, Hin's life is actually not happy. Hin wants to continue to stay by the angel's side, is that okay?"

"You are not afraid that I will abuse you..."

"Hin is not afraid!" Hin hugged Tul's hand tightly.

"Silly Hin, it's too late for me to love you, and I can't bear to abuse you! You said, if you want to stay, then you are not allowed to leave!" Tul pulled away the hands around his waist, turned to Hin, and hugged him tightly arms.

The End