humble love

After Tul rescued Hin from the sea, he rushed him to the hospital, but during the process, Hin's heart stopped beating, and Tul, who was sitting by the side, could only watch the medical staff put their hands on Hin's chest to perform CPR for him, but what happened? Can't help either.

After arriving at the hospital, Hin was sent to the emergency room, and Tul, who was blocked from the door, had the idea of ​​going to heaven for help.

Tul knelt on the ground and begged...

"Please... don't let Hin die, I am the one who deserves to be damned, I made Hin suffer so much, please give me a chance to atone for Hin, I really love Hin, I really can't lose him!"

Tul's disguised image over the years has dissipated. At this time, he is just a poor man praying to heaven for his beloved. He sincerely begs and cries...

When Joe arrived after being notified by the hospital, he saw this strange man kneeling at the door of the emergency room, because he spoke a language Joe could not understand, so he thought the man was worried about his family.

The emergency room door opened, and Tul and Joe stepped forward at the same time.

"How is Hin's situation?" Tul rushed forward and grabbed the doctor's hand, asking in English.

Only then did Joe know that the stranger was someone who knew Hin.

"Don't worry, he's fine now. It's just that he went into shock on the way to the hospital. I'm not sure if this will cause any problems for him. We won't know until he wakes up. Because there is no ward now, we can only Temporarily arrange it outside, and wait until there is a ward..."

"Please arrange Hin to the VIP ward." Hearing that there was no ward, Tul immediately asked the doctor to arrange for the VIP ward.

"Because the patient is not a native, the cost is not cheap..." The doctor heard for the first time that a foreigner wanted to be sent to the VIP ward, so he confirmed again.

"I can afford the cost, please use the best medicine for Hin. Thank you doctor!"

"Then please go to the nursing station with the nurse to go through the formalities."

Joe only watched the stranger talking to the doctor the whole time, but when he came here just now, he clearly saw this man crying miserably, as if his beloved was inside giving first aid... What is his relationship with Hin?I have known Hin for almost two years, but I have never heard Hin mention his previous life, only that he is from Thailand.

When Tul came back from the nursing station and was about to take Hin to the VIP room, Joe took the initiative to talk.

"Hello! I'm Hin's friend, my name is Joe." Joe extended his hand friendly.

"Hello! Tul-Metthanan, Hin grew up together in Thailand...friend." Tul didn't know how to describe the relationship between Hin and himself, master and servant, friend...or...finally choose the option of friends.

After arriving at the VIP ward, Tul called Tin and briefly explained Hin's condition. He would not return to Thailand in the short term and asked him to help take care of Phu.When talking to Tin, his eyes stayed on Hin on the hospital bed.

Hin fell into a coma for three days before waking up. During this period, Tul stayed beside Hin for a moment, holding his hand.

When Hin woke up, he looked at the white ceiling, and turned his head to see a dark brown haired head leaning against his bed. The man spread his fingers and clasped his fingers together. Who would use such a thing? Sweet way to hold hands?

He let go of the man's hand, and the man was woken up by him.

"Hin, you're awake. Is there any discomfort? I'll call the doctor." Seeing that Hin woke up, Tul quickly pressed the call button.

"Excuse me... who are you?" Hin looked at this strange mixed-race man and asked, he was sure he didn't know him, but he seemed to know him very well?

"I'm Tul." Tul thought that Hin was deliberately pretending not to know him, but when he looked at Hin's eyes that didn't recognize him, it didn't look like he was pretending. What's going on?

After the doctor comes.

"The patient's condition is fine, but you said he didn't know you. It may be due to shock and short-term amnesia caused by brain hypoxia. I will arrange a computerized tomography examination for this part to confirm whether the brain is damaged. Please Don't worry!" The doctor left after finishing speaking.

"Where's Joe?" Facing a complete stranger, Hin felt a little uncomfortable.

"He'll be there in a moment." Tul looked at his watch, and Joe was almost there.

Not long after, the people waiting for Hin came.

"Hin, it seems you're all right." Joe walked in and saw Hin who had woken up, and smiled reassuringly.

"Joe, why are you here now? I've been waiting for you for a long time." Hin felt uneasy when he saw the acquaintance, he let go a little, and smiled at his friend.

"Uncle Hin~~" Little Elle rushed to bed from behind her father, hugging Hin tightly.

"Hey~Elle, please be careful, you hurt Uncle Hin." Joe stepped forward and grabbed his daughter off Hin.

"I don't want it, Daddy~~~" Little Elle held Hin's hand tightly, and refused to let go of it no matter what she said.

"Okay, Joe let Elle hold me, it's fine."

Tul was completely left alone, like he wasn't in this ward...

This scene completely stung Tul, they were like a family, Hin had never shown such a soft expression, Hin's smile was so pretty.

Tul thought... what right does he have to stand here, but he is not reconciled that Hin's smile is not facing him, it is not his own.

"You guys talk, I'll go out and answer the phone."

A phone call gave Tul a chance to escape from the scene at the right time.

"Joe, I want to get out of the hospital."

"Did the doctor just agree?"

"There are still tests to be done. The person who just walked out told the doctor that I don't remember him. The doctor said that I might have lost my memory temporarily due to shock."

"So you don't recognize Tul?"

"Ah."

"He's really your friend," Joe said.

"How can you be sure? You haven't seen him either, have you?"

"Yes, I only found out that Hin has such a friend this time. When I was notified by the hospital that day, I saw him kneeling on the ground at the door of the emergency room, crying bitterly as if he was praying to heaven. I couldn't understand what he was saying. Because he spoke your language. And there were no hospital beds at that time, and he asked for a VIP room, so he really knew you, and I heard that he rescued you from the sea. By the way, you The person I rescued is already fine, I just said what bothered you that day, the ambulance man said you smelled of alcohol..." Joe told Hin all he knew at once.

"You...speak slowly, I can't digest..." Hin supported his head that had a headache.

"Do I need to repeat that?"

"No, I wrote it down, it just takes time to digest."

"Daddy, Elle can't understand what you are talking about?" Little Elle pouted and said dissatisfiedly. The adults just talked and ignored her.

"Elle, Daddy's been talking to Uncle Hin these days, so you don't understand, has mom video chatted with Elle these days?" Hin asked Elle, tapping her small and cute nose.

"Yes, mom just had a video chat with Elle just now. Mom has a big belly. Mom said she should have a baby in a few days." Little Elle said happily.

"Hin, I will go to Hawaii with Elle to find Elle's mother later, can you do this?"

"Don't worry, the doctor said that there is nothing wrong with my health. Congratulations, you are going to be a father. Hurry up and drive carefully." Hin drove Joe's father and daughter away.

"Then let's go first and call me later. Elle says goodbye to Uncle Hin."

"Uncle Hin byebye!" Elle did not forget to blow a kiss to Hin.

"Elle is going to be an older sister, and she has to help mom take care of the baby~byebye!" Hin caught the blown kiss from Elle in the air, and kissed it.

A long time after Joe and his daughter left, Tul came back with dinner, and Hin was so hungry that he fell asleep.

"Where's Joe?" Tul put down the dinner, picked up the plate and prepared to put it on the hospital bed.

"They still have something to do, so leave first."

"Ah."

Tul waited for Hin to finish eating and pack up the tableware, let Hin lie down to rest, then he walked to the sofa chair beside him, turned on his laptop and was ready to start working.

"Don't you take a break?" She woke up in the middle of the night and found that Tul was still working.

"Sorry! Did I disturb you?" Tul stopped typing on the keyboard.

"No, I just saw that you seemed to be working all the time." Hin sat up.

"It's exactly nine o'clock in the morning in Thailand, and I have some work to do." Tul stood up and poured a glass of water to Hin.

"Thank you. If you are busy, you should go back to Thailand early so as not to miss important work." Hin felt sorry for letting Tul take care of himself.

"I want to stay. I haven't had a vacation for a long time, this place is very good, no wonder you choose to live here." The information Tin gave him, in addition to Hin's current location, also has entry and exit records around the world over the years .

"Well, when I traveled to this small town, I felt very peaceful and fell in love with it."

"When you get out of the hospital, don't you mind taking me around?" Tul wanted to stay by Hin's side more, even if he had only won a week's vacation just now, he only wanted him to be with him.

"Okay."

"You can sleep more." Tul took the water glass that Hin had finished drinking, and asked him to continue to rest.

"Good night." Hin lay down and closed his eyes.

When I woke up the next day, I found that Tul was holding my hand again, and fell asleep lying on the side of the hospital bed.

At this moment, Hin recalled what Joe said to himself yesterday.

If a friend's life is dying, will he cry and beg God?

This Mr. Tul doesn't look like the kind of person who would do that, and it's impossible for Joe to tell lies for someone he doesn't know, but why he has no impression of Tul at all.

Why does he hold my hand like this, ordinary friends don't do this...

buckle~ buckle~ buckle~

The nurse knocked on the door and came in, interrupting Hin's thinking and waking up the sleeping Tul.

"The patient is going to be sent to the computerized tomography room for a brain examination." The nurse who entered pushed the wheelchair in.

As a result of the examination, Hin's brain was not affected by the shock. As for why part of his memory was lost, the doctor did not have an answer. He said that if he returned to a familiar place, he might be able to recall it faster. This was the doctor's suggestion.

Then Hin was discharged from the hospital, and Tul drove him home in Hin's car. He wondered why Hin's friend didn't come to pick him up when he was discharged from the hospital, and he was so relieved to let him drive Hin back home?

"Why didn't Joe come to pick you up when you were discharged from the hospital?" Tul finally asked.

"Mr. Tul is here, isn't he?"

"Aren't you good friends?" Tul also emphasized the word "very good".

"Ha~~ha~~" Hin understood Tul's good meaning, so he couldn't stop laughing.

"Why are you laughing?" Tul pulled the car to the side of the road. He didn't understand why Hin suddenly laughed, and he was attracted by Hin's laughter, and discovered a different side of Hin again.

"It turns out that Mr. Tul misunderstood the relationship between Joe and me. Ha~~~" After Hin finished speaking, he continued to laugh.

"Is not it?"

"Of course not." Hin turned to look at him, but still suppressing a smile.

"I see that the atmosphere of the three of you together yesterday was like a family..." Tul felt sour when he said this.

"Mr. Tul made a mistake. Joe and I are really just good friends. I came to Hawaii and received a lot of care from him, and he left yesterday because his wife is about to give birth and is waiting for delivery in the hospital on Hawaii Island."

"So that's how it is...Sorry!" Tul felt happy when he heard Hin say that he and Joe were not in a relationship.

When they arrived at Hin's house, Tul inspected the place where Hin lived. There were only basic furniture, a few books, and no TV.

While waiting for Hin to go back to his room to wash, Tul sat outside, staring at the beach in a daze.

Hin took a shower, took out two cans of beer from the refrigerator, went outside, took one of the cans of beer and touched Tul's shoulder lightly.

"Want a drink?" Hin asked, and sat beside Tul.

Tul took the beer, but didn't drink it right away. Hin opened his own can, and immediately raised his head and gulped down the cold beer. His Adam's apple moved because of swallowing, and Tul moved his gaze down with his Adam's apple.

Hin was shirtless. He was not originally a fair-skinned man. Maybe because he lived in Hawaii, his skin color was now wheat-colored, and his figure was leaner than before. He had some muscles, which made Tul feel excited and wanted to touch them.

Tul turned his face away in a little panic...

Tul, what are you thinking, he is no longer the Hin who can let you invade at will, get rid of this idea!

"Mr. Tul, don't you want to drink?" Hin, who easily settled a can of beer, turned to Tul and asked.

"Hin, can you call me by my first name instead of Mr.?"

"Okay. Tul, can you tell me what I used to be like?"

"Hin, I think you are already very good now, you don't need to think about the past, forgetting me, it's good for you..."

Because... what I bring to you is only pain, not happiness!