If this sweet shell is destined to be peeled off by you

Waking up to find that Xueyue was no longer there, Maeda panicked for a moment.

He didn't leave any messages, took away the necessary things, and didn't even wake himself up. Without Xueyue's room, it was frighteningly empty.

"It seems that he knows..."

Irie must have told Xueyue about the relationship between the two of them.For Xueyue who is still not sure about her feelings for her, it is normal not to want to see her.But even though he was so troubled, he didn't want to get angry.Xueyue chose to escape, and Maeda could only blame herself.

What should I do, where did Xue Yue go, will she come back, how should I explain it.

Worried that Xueyue would be angry and sad, the dejected Maeda was very uncomfortable at the moment. He tried to send a message to Xueyue, but he didn't wait for the reply from the other party, and he didn't even read the message.

Xueyue, who has been using work to temporarily forget her troubles, threw her mobile phone into the cabinet and could not hear the news at all.It wasn't until he changed out of his overalls and looked at the time on the screen that he discovered Maeda's news.

"Xueyue, I want to make you breakfast."

There is only a simple sentence, without too many desires, but all the ties are hidden inside.He wants to face this person every day, make things for him every day, live together in the future, and give him what he has. After he is 30 years old, he finally learns how to love someone.

Looking at the concise news, as if his heart was touched by something, he couldn't help but squeeze the phone tightly, and his slightly curled back trembled.

He remembered every morning before this.The fried eggs Maeda gave him, the freshly squeezed soybean milk and juice, the boiled porridge... the tastes he had tasted on the tip of his tongue now turned sour and astringent, so that people almost burst into tears.

"Snow Moon?"

Standing aside and looking at Xueyue curiously, Nakajima's haggard look as if he had just recovered from a serious illness was still on his face.

"Ah, it's okay..."

Sniffing secretly, he quickly put the phone in his pocket, pretending nothing happened.Nakajima put his hands on Xueyue's shoulders, he didn't know anything, but still wanted to comfort him a little, because he saw the water droplets in Xueyue's eyes.

"Aren't you feeling well? What happened?"

Blocking the way, Nakajima looked at Xueyue's face with some worry.

"It's okay...the store manager, I..."

I can't go on, my patience seems to be reaching its limit.The soreness in my heart submerged my entire calmness and rationality, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't calm it down.He wanted to see Maeda, but was afraid to see him.

"Okay, okay, who made you cry, I'll help you settle the score with him."

I have always looked at Xueyue like a child, only then, but now it has been several years, but I still can't see him showing such an obvious expression, especially such a sad one.

"...No, thank you manager, you are still in good health, go back and rest early."

Standing in front of him with his head down, Nakajima knew that he couldn't make him feel sad, so he just stretched out his hand and touched Xueyue's head, trying to pretend to be relaxed and laughing.

"Xueyue is really a good boy, but you..."

Suddenly saw the bag Xueyue was carrying.

"What happened to the house? Why did you move out with your things? Is there a place to live?"

Now it seems that getting emotional is a trivial matter, and moving is the bigger problem.The apartment that Xueyue had been renting was originally introduced to him by Nakajima after he found this job, and he knew the house well, how could Xueyue, who was renting alone, drag some things out for no reason?

"It's nothing, it's just that I don't want to live at home. I plan to live near the bar recently."

He deliberately lowered his head to avoid Nakajima's gaze, like a student who made a mistake.

"Since the house is fine... then... did you quarrel with that boyfriend?"

I heard from Jie Luo earlier that Xue Yue's current lover is his new neighbor.Because it's been a while, and I don't know if the two of them are living together now.

"...It's okay, I'm leaving."

Wanting to bypass the tall body in front of her, the emotions in her heart made Xueyue feel that if she didn't leave, she would almost collapse here.

"I'll see you off. Where are you going?"

In just a few minutes, not far from the bar, Nakajima sent Xueyue to the hotel, and forcibly snatched the mobile phone, and dialed Maeda's number.

"Hello?! Xueyue?"

"Hello? Are you that bastard?"

The speech was very rude, but Nakajima was indeed angry.Putting his own affairs aside, forcing Xueyue to run away from home, this person is going too far.

"who are you?"

The unfamiliar male voice made Maeda instantly wary.It was almost midnight, but Xue Yue's cell phone was in the hands of another man.

"You don't have to worry about who I am, come to the hotel closest to our bar right now, I'll wait for you here. If there's anything you need to do, you can solve it face to face with Xueyue. If you don't come, get out of here!"

The warning tone startled Xueyue, she sat on the bed and watched Nakajima confront Maeda on the other end of the phone with her eyes open, this impolite and unfriendly tone looked like a gangster.

Maeda sat in Xueyue's room for a day, only thinking that Xueyue had escaped, but he didn't expect that he still went to work, but just changed his place of residence.The world is so big, he has already made up his mind to pack up and set off to find him.

I hung up the phone ecstatically, but firmly remembered the hotel name and room number told by the other party, then ran out of the room and returned to 409.

"……teacher?"

Thinking that Irie had left, Maeda was stunned for two seconds when he saw him still sitting there.

"Shinichi, you..."

I didn't know what to ask, and I just wanted to change my shoes and get the car keys when I came back in a hurry.

"Ah, sorry, I... I should go."

Irie, who was in a hurry to escape, was so embarrassed that he didn't know where to look, and he just packed his clothes hastily.

"and many more!"

With one hand over Irie's shoulder, he forced the other person to look at him, but when he touched his eyes, he lowered his head first.

"Sorry, Shinichi."

I don't know how to explain it, but now I only have Xueyue in my heart, and Maeda is so impatient that he can't think of anything.

"I don't blame you, teacher. Didn't you say that it's over already?"

With a calm face, Irie showed no expression.

"Shinichi!"

Hugging into the river suddenly, the long-lost person is now hugging in his arms, but the impulse at that time is gone in my heart.

"teacher……"

Shocked by the sudden move, he hung his arms in the air, allowing the person he thought about day and night to embrace him unilaterally.

"I said before that Xueyue is irreplaceable, I..."

The more stinging words were suppressed.

"But Shinichi, you are also irreplaceable. The memory of being with you has been unforgettable for a long time. Even now, I still remember the way you confessed to me."

His eyes began to fail again, and Irie didn't have time to wipe away his tears, so he wept silently.

"When I woke up today, I found that Xue Yue had left, and I was going to find him..."

The voice that kept ringing in my ears was full of embarrassment.He wanted to say goodbye to Irie so much, and even more wanted to run to Xueyue's side.

"You go, teacher."

Pushing Maeda's arm away personally, and sending him away with his own mouth, Irie felt surprisingly calm at this moment.

"You should stay here tonight, I'll go first."

Without further delay, he hurriedly picked up the key and ran downstairs.

"Teacher, have a good trip..."

Looking at the empty room after Maeda left, Irie found that he had stopped crying.

Originally, it took three to ten minutes to drive, but Maeda sped up like crazy, and arrived at the designated place in half the time.

"Snow Moon!"

Knocking on the door hurriedly, the sound was so loud that echoes could even be heard in the corridor.

"Click."

The person who opened the door was not Xueyue, but Nakajima with a gloomy face.

"Xueyue is inside, talk to him carefully. If I see Xueyue shed tears because of you again, I will teach you a lesson for Xueyue's dead father."

After finishing speaking, he turned around and explained to Xueyue before leaving, only Xueyue and Maeda were left in the room again.It's just that Xueyue is still awake, but she doesn't look at him.

"I want to have a good talk with you, Xueyue."

The self-enclosed Xueyue did not take off her clothes, but covered herself with a quilt.Nothing can be seen in the eyes except avoidance.

"I... I'm so sleepy, I'm going to sleep."

She simply closed her eyes, Xueyue just wanted to try not to face this situation being disturbed by Nakajima.He didn't dare to look at Maeda, and he didn't know what expression to use to face him.

"I'm sorry. About entering the river... I want to apologize to you."

Sitting by the bed, Maeda's face was serious, the guilt in his heart made him dare not touch Xueyue.Even if they are only separated by the quilt, it is only within reach.

"You are not wrong, Mr. Irie is not wrong either. It is my fault... Don't say it, I am so sleepy..."

She closed her eyes and turned her back to Maeda, but at this moment Xueyue was actually not easy.Recalling every word Irie said, it seemed to be branded, so clear that he flinched.

"Xueyue, you are not wrong, this is all my fault. I did not explain it clearly to him, it is all my fault. Xueyue, please forgive me. I love you, there is no way to lose you..."

He was right in front of his eyes, and the other party could clearly hear what he was conveying, but he couldn't reach out his hand.He was too afraid of hurting Xueyue, from the very beginning to the end.

"...I don't know what love is, sorry...Maeda, I'm too stupid..."

Wrap yourself in a cocoon, don't look at it, don't listen to it, I thought it would hurt less.

"You don't need to understand! Xueyue, as long as you are willing to accept my feelings for you, please give me this chance..."

The surging emotions in my heart continued to expand, as if they were about to overflow my chest in the next moment. This unbearable emotion continued to torment my whole heart.

"I'm going to take a shower."

Simply getting up, Xueyue didn't give any reply, and walked towards the bathroom expressionlessly.A place Maeda couldn't see, his chest, was throbbing with pain.

He kept recalling what Gero said, what Nakajima said, and what Maeda said just now.As if with magic power, it keeps winding, getting tighter and tighter.

There was a wallet in the pocket of the trousers, but there was a coin in it. When the trousers were put aside, the coin that was originally in it suddenly fell out.

"I don't know whether my decision today is right or wrong, just listen to God."

Pick it up, put it in the palm of your hand, and the moment you throw it up, the shiny coins that keep flipping in the air are like pointers on the balance of fate.

"Snapped!"

With a light sound, her hands were superimposed on the back of her hands, and Xueyue laughed silently when she closed her eyes.

He finally understood Gero's metaphor.

The author has something to say:

Maybe I won't be able to do such a straightforward thing in the future.It looks so embarrassing now hahaha!

Maeda can play the straight ball like an adult, which is actually what Xueyue expected.And he can say frankly to Irie, without denying past emotions, without hesitation, without ambiguity, this is the best Maeda.

Supporting each other to grow, and not forgetting to attract and give to each other, maybe this is the most suitable emotional model.

There are submarines in the next chapter, and there are two chapters with lights.With Xueyue's enthusiastic confession and Maeda's sudden lack of confidence, this article is finally coming to an end.

After the confession, Irie's story is about the greasy man he met after leaving Maeda's house in the middle of the night and was taken home! emm no more~